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PSYCHEDELIC.IOUS

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Listening to Neck Deep thinking I should just blog about real shit.

So the thing about heartbreak is. 

Once your done with it; through it.

Your waking up from having dreams about having sex with other girls for a change....

Once your quote un quote "over her"...

Where the fuck do you go?

I'm supposed to be happy right?  

There was like a month there where I was in full triumph mode. 

Not giving a shit about who possibly she's out there with.

I'm not totally at peace with it.. 

I still feel like her boyfriend's is essentially just a new emotional tampon who'll never love her like I did but...

I mean she straight up told me:

"Yes your right. He'll never mean as much to me as you did."

 Regardless.

Now that I'm at the point where there's no part of my soul, my body, or my mind telling me I SHOULD be with Allison.

Why is still so hard to look at her name in type. 

Why when social media somehow finds its way to show me her profile pics my immediate reaction is this burning crazy fucked up physical sensation...

and my head going "FUCK. FUCKING BASIC BITCH AND HER FUCKING LEGWARMERS AND UGG BOOTS YOU HEARTLESS SLUUUUUUUT. FUCK YOU." 

If I saw her on the street right now. 

Would I flip her off or just nod and keep walking in indifference. 

I can't answer that question. 

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Great White Shark | by: { Morne Hardenberg }

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the front bottoms//twin sized mattress

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The Front Bottoms - Skeleton (x)

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Brendon’s performance at the APMAs.

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pow!

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......And then you learn though. 

I'm pro "hot-chick-album-cover" and Kellin Quinn but that's me.

"Kellin is such a great guy."

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Attila - Party With The Devil

Requested by Metalleech

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