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alizestvrnss ยท 10 months ago
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๐Ž๐ค๐š๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ข๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐ง ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐Ÿ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ˆ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ญ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐จ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ๐Ÿ˜ฃ
๐ˆ ๐‘ต๐‘ฌ๐‘ฌ๐‘ซ ๐ก๐ž๐ฅ๐ฉ๐Ÿ˜ญ
๐“๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ ๐จ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ซโ˜Ÿ๏ธŽ๏ธŽ
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๐“โ„ด๐“‹โ„ฏ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐’ธ๐“€ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ฐ๐’ฝ๐“ˆ -๐“ฉ๐’‚๐’† ๊จ„๏ธŽ
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alizestvrnss ยท 10 months ago
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This bitch is highkey giving ickkk๐Ÿ˜‚ its okay I still hate her๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž
I hate when fake bitches call themselves fans and then hate on them, your nothing, you doing this doesnt make you a someone, it makes you a bitch that gonna be alone for the rest of her pathetic little life.
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The love handles are lowk giving ickkk๐Ÿ˜ญitโ€™s okay I still love him๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•
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alizestvrnss ยท 10 months ago
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๐†๐จ๐จ๐๐›๐ฒ๐ž๐ŸŒš im giving her the shit she deserves, that girl needs to learn that what she says has consiquences and that she will most likely be just as put down as the person she is putting down. She needs to learn her lesson, even if that lesson hurts her fucked up feelings in the process.
And if you dont like what i said then you should have just left it alone and went on with your life "miss girl" ๐ŸŒš
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Okay wait the fact that heโ€™s confident enough to post thisโ€ฆ๐Ÿ’€ ainโ€™t no way in hell-
Why is his belly button like thatttt๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Heโ€™s a lil fat tho guys like than Matt or chrisโ€ฆ.
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alizestvrnss ยท 10 months ago
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๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐š ๐ƒ๐„๐•๐Ž๐”๐‘๐„๐ƒ ๐š๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐œ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐›๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐จ
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alizestvrnss ยท 10 months ago
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Heyyy...sorry i havent updated but my grades have been down hill and my moms and teachers have been ๐Ž๐ ๐Œ๐˜ ๐€๐’๐’ about ts but ill been working on my fics today or after i finish my essay tmr!
๐“โ„ด๐“‹โ„ฏ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐’ธ๐“€ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ฐ๐’ฝ๐“ˆ- ๐“ฉ๐’‚๐’† ๊จ„๏ธŽ
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alizestvrnss ยท 10 months ago
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Long ass chain๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ.
@raestromboli @scarlett-or-wtv @fratbrochrisgf @ariestrxsh
Challenge:
How far can this post spread only through mentions, only those mentioned can reblog,
@nerdylittlebugcreature
@minun61real t
@0dividedby0haha
@nontheanon
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alizestvrnss ยท 10 months ago
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Someone tell this skinny ass bitch that she needs to go eat something before she dies๐Ÿ’€ Nick isnt that fat and you bodyshaming him obviously shows you dont know what a healthy body is. Not everybody has to be a sucked up skinny twig like you.
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Okay wait the fact that heโ€™s confident enough to post thisโ€ฆ๐Ÿ’€ ainโ€™t no way in hell-
Why is his belly button like thatttt๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Heโ€™s a lil fat tho guys like than Matt or chrisโ€ฆ.
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alizestvrnss ยท 11 months ago
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no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while I gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, doggy, backwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the pool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick throbbing, fist clenching, ear ringing, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling, teeth jitterbug, mind blogging, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy,moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious,gushy, creamy, beastly, lip biting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, can't walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail scratching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, slendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tango ever bro could cause a nuclear bomb inside me and I'd still ride ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐ŸŽ€
I need him SO BAD
Whatever he wants Iโ€™ll do it, no questions asked.
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alizestvrnss ยท 11 months ago
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I hadnt been caught up but i just finished it and im sad right now๐Ÿ˜”
BUT I LOVE IT YOU DID AMAZING WITH THIS STORY๐Ÿ˜Œ
Speeding Car - Matt Sturniolo Finale
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Pairing : y/n x Matt Sturniolo
Summary : After six years with your boyfriend Alex, you start to mentally check out. At a UCLA party, Alex reconnects with his childhood friend Emily, who proposes a double date with her boyfriend Matt. Your attraction to Matt grows as he pays you the first real attention you've had in years, sparking a complicated emotional journey.
Warnings : MDNI, mentions of memory loss, guilt, mentions of car accident, anxiety, angst, trauma, confusion, swearing
Matt's POV
I walked back the way we came, trying to spot Y/n. In the distance I notice a familiar car, one that I only recoginse from being parked outside Y/nโ€™s apartment. It had to be her. Then, before I could stop myself, I found myself driving again. My hands on the wheel, heading toward the one place I knew sheโ€™d be. I let the group know they would have to Uber home, I wasnโ€™t too sure how long this was going to take me.
When I stepped into the LA Kings Valley Ice Center, it was almost eerie how quiet it was. The place was practically empty, saved for one lone figure gliding across the ice.
I knew it was her before I even saw her face.
Y/n moved on the ice with such ease, such grace, she was born for it. Watching her skate was like watching poetry in motion. But seeing her there, knowing the way things were the last time we were here, made my chest tighten. I wanted to go to her, to explain everything, to tell her how much I had missed her, but I couldnโ€™t move.
I stood there, frozen, until she attempted a jump, the triple Axel. But she fell. I could sense the disappointment in her, I knew she could do it, Iโ€™ve seen her do it. I took a deep breath and stepped forward, my voice breaking the silence. โ€œYou know you can do it, Y/n.โ€
She turned, her eyes wide with surprise as she spotted me standing by the edge of the rink. โ€œWhat.. what are you doing here?โ€ She asked, her voice shaky as she stood up, brushing the ice off her pants.
Shit. I didnโ€™t know what to say. I was tired of the front I was putting up. I knew it was time to be vulnerable.
โ€œI knew youโ€™d be here..โ€ I said, trying to keep my voice steady, but my heart was pounding.
"Wait, how did you-"
"I know you better than anyone else, Y/n," I interrupted. It was the truth. Even if she couldnโ€™t remember everything, I did. I remembered every detail about her, every little thing that made her who she was.
She shook her head, disbelief written across her face. โ€œHow could you say that when I donโ€™t even know myself anymore?โ€ Her voice cracked, and it broke something inside me to see her like this, so lost, so unsure.
Standing at the edge of the rink, I watched Y/n, my heart pounding in my chest. โ€œMaybe notโ€ I admitted, stepping forward slowly, careful not to push her away. โ€œBut I know the you standing right here, right now. The you who comes to this rink when the world gets too heavy. The you who still feels at home on the ice, even if everything else feels out of control.โ€
I could see the impact of my words on her face. They impactedย her, revealing a truth she didnโ€™t want to confront. As much as she might want to push me away and deny it, in that moment, I felt like I saw her more clearly than she saw herself. But as I spoke, I noticed the tension building in her, the way she held back emotions she had buried for too long. I could feel her vulnerability, and I knew she was struggling with everything inside her.
โ€œI donโ€™t even understand why youโ€™re here, Matt.โ€ she finally said, her voice cracking slightly. The words slipped out, raw and honest. She needed answers, and I had to give them to her.
For a moment, silence enveloped us, thick and heavy. I could see the confusion in her eyes, and I understood it all too well. โ€œIโ€™m here because I couldnโ€™t stay away any longer. I need to tell you everything." I said, my voice was quiet but steady. I looked into her eyes, and I could feel the weight of what was about to unfold.
โ€œI know youโ€™re confused, Y/n, and I donโ€™t blame you. I shouldโ€™ve been more honest with you from the start, but everything got so messed up.โ€ The regret poured out of me, and I hoped she could sense my sincerity.
Before I knew it I was telling her everything about us. Our whole story together. The double date. My house party. Coming back for her after dropping off Emily. Playing Mario Kart. Alexโ€™s fight. Emily and Alex going to Europe. Trying to cut her off. Nicks friendship with her. Topgolf. Venice beach. All the times I wanted to kiss her. Our first kiss. Our first night spent together. And every little bit in between. The nostalgia washed over me, reminding me of the joy we had shared. โ€œI cared about you more than Iโ€™ve ever cared about anyone. I wanted to protect you, but I couldnโ€™t even do that right.โ€
The weight of what I had to share next felt heavy in the air. โ€œThe night before Alex and Emily came home from Europe, Nick and Chris went to our friend Taraโ€™s party. It was just the two of us in my house, and you told me that Alex and Emily were cheating on us. I thought that was it. Our way out. I was ready, Y/n. I was ready to walk away from Emily and start something real with you.โ€
I paused, reaching into my pocket to pull out the missing earring I had kept, The missing earring felt symbolic. As soon as she lost it, I lost her out of my life. โ€œIt mustโ€™ve fallen off in my bed when you passed out that night. You never knew this part.. but Emily found it before I could confront her. She blackmailed me. She told me that if I left her, sheโ€™d ruin your life. Sheโ€™d tell Alex everything and twist it. I didnโ€™t know what else to do. I was a coward. I shouldโ€™ve fought for us, but I didnโ€™t. She made me go to that party with her the nightโ€ฆ I didnโ€™t expect you to be there.โ€
The pain washed over me again. How clueless to everything Y/n was this whole time. "I saw the confusion on your face as you looked at me, and I felt torn between what I wanted to do and what I had to do. I wanted to pull you close, to tell you how much I cared, but instead, I had to watch you from the sidelines. I found you in the bathroom, and that was when everything spiraled. I told you that what we had was a mistake,โ€ I admitted, the words tasting bitter on my tongue. โ€œThat it was over.โ€
Even though she couldnโ€™t fully recall it, I could see the emotional scar in her eyes. I knew I shattered her heart that night, and Iโ€™d never forgive myself for it.
โ€œYou were devastated, Y/n. I saw it in your eyes. And Iโ€™m not going to act like I wasnโ€™t devastated too, even though I had to pretend then.โ€ My voice broke, and I took a shaky breath, the weight of my confession choking me. โ€œI shattered your heart in that bathroom. And then.. you ran. You ran into the street.โ€
The horror of that night flashed in my mind like a haunting reel. My hands trembled as I brought them to my face, trying to shield myself from the memory.
โ€œI tried to stop you. I tried to yell at you from the balconyโ€ฆโ€ I whispered, my heart racing as I relived it. โ€œThe last thing I heard you say was that you loved me. I know you were about to say you thought I loved you too, but I cut you off. I told you to get off the road... and then-โ€
The words got stuck in my throat, the pain too much to bear. I pressed my palms against my face, wishing I could push the memories away, but they lingered, tormenting me.
โ€œItโ€™s my fault.โ€ I murmured, my voice barely audible. โ€œAll of it. You were only on that road because I made you believe what we had wasnโ€™t real. But it was, Y/n. It was the realest thing Iโ€™ve ever had. Iโ€™ve never experienced anything like you. And Iโ€™ve been grieving you ever since.โ€
My confession hung heavy in the air, suffocating me with the truth of it all. The anger, confusion, and longing Iโ€™d felt since waking up in the hospital crashed over me like a tsunami wave, each feeling more overwhelming than the last.
โ€œAnd Iโ€™m so sorry I never fought for you. I know I shouldโ€™ve, but then Alex appeared in the hospital. You couldnโ€™t remember me. He was acting like you were still together. You had no memory of us, and I had caused you enough pain as it was. I didnโ€™t want to make it worse.โ€
โ€œI thought I was doing the right thing. I thought it would be easier for you, that you could heal without me dragging you back into the chaos. But I was wrong. I was so wrong.โ€
The silence between us grew thick, filled with all the unspoken words and feelings that had been buried beneath layers of hurt. I could see the regret etched across my own face, the guilt weighing heavily on my shoulders.
โ€œI thought I could forget you, that maybe it would make everything simpler,โ€ I admitted, my voice trembling as I fought back tears. โ€œBut youโ€™re unforgettable.โ€
I stepped closer, desperation clawing at my heart. โ€œY/n, Iโ€™ve spent every day since that night wishing I could take it all back. Even how I acted so standoff-ish around you. Itโ€™s because I love you. I always have.โ€
โ€œI want to show you that what we had was real. I want you to relive it all. I want to fight for you, if youโ€™ll let me.โ€
Y/n stood there for a long moment, her eyes glistening with unshed tears as she stared at me. I could see the conflict in her expression, the pain that lingered from everything that had happened between us. My heart pounded in my chest, unsure of what would come next. Iโ€™d just laid it all out for her. Everything Iโ€™d held back, everything I wished I couldโ€™ve changed. Now it was up to her to decide.
Then, without warning, she moved.
Before I could even process it, she was in my arms, her body crashing against mine as her arms wrapped tightly around me. She held on like I was her lifeline, clinging to me for dear life, and all I could do was wrap my arms around her in return, holding her just as tightly.
I felt her shoulders shake, her breath hitching against my chest as the tears sheโ€™d been holding back finally fell. The sound of her quiet sobs broke something deep inside of me, and I buried my face in her hair, trying to ground myself in the moment. She was here, in my arms, and she hadnโ€™t pushed me away.
โ€œIโ€™m so sorryโ€ I whispered into her hair, my voice cracking. โ€œIโ€™m so, so sorry for everything, Y/n.โ€
She didnโ€™t say anything, just held on tighter, as if letting go would cause everything to shatter again. I could feel her tears soaking into my shirt, and it took everything in me not to break down right there with her. I didnโ€™t deserve it, I didnโ€™t deserve her forgiveness, her touch. But I couldnโ€™t bring myself to let go.
We stood like that for what felt like forever, neither of us moving, neither of us speaking. Just the sound of her quiet cries and the soft hum of the ice rink around us. I felt her heartbeat against mine, her body trembling slightly as she let out everything she had been holding inside.
โ€œI donโ€™t know if I can trust you yet.โ€ she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
โ€œIโ€™ll earn it backโ€ I promised, my voice thick with emotion. โ€œI swear to you, Y/n, Iโ€™ll earn it back.โ€
She stared at me for a long moment, her bottom lip trembling, before resting her forehead against my chest, letting out a shaky breath. Her arms loosened around me, but she didnโ€™t pull away completely.
Y/nโ€™s POV
I was astonished by everything Iโ€™d just heard but yet, I still felt that familiar pull to Matt again, the same one that had confused me for so long. It was almost like a battle between my head and my heart. One telling me to run, the other urging me to stay. Tears welled up in my eyes, blurring my vision as the weight of everything hit me. All I wanted in that moment was his touch, some kind of reassurance that everything wasnโ€™t broken beyond repair. Before I could even process what I was doing, my arms were wrapped around him, holding on tight, because I couldnโ€™t wrap my head around anything else.
Tears streamed down my face as I buried myself into his chest, my sobs muffled against his shirt. It felt like everything had been building to this moment, all the pain, the confusion, the heartbreak. It all came pouring out.
โ€œI donโ€™t know if I can trust you yet.โ€ I whispered, my voice fragile, like it might shatter under the weight of those words.
โ€œIโ€™ll earn it back.โ€ Matt promised, his voice thick with emotion, like he was holding on just as tightly to this moment as I was. โ€œI swear to you, Y/n, Iโ€™ll earn it back.โ€
I pulled back just enough to look at him, my eyes still blurry with tears. His face was full of guilt, regret, and something else. A kind of desperation, maybe, like he was afraid this would be the last time heโ€™d have me in his arms. My bottom lip trembled, and I placed my head against his chest again. I wasnโ€™t sure If I was ready to fully let him back in, but I wasnโ€™t ready to let him go either.
Everything felt so overwhelming, but I didnโ€™t want to cry anymore. I didnโ€™t want to feel this crushing weight, at least not right now.
โ€œCan we just skate for a bit?โ€ I asked softly, my voice barely audible.
Matt nodded, his hand brushing gently against my back. โ€œYeah, of course.โ€
I wiped the remaining tears from my eyes as we made our way to the ice. The rink was still completely empty, the perfect setting for this strange, emotional reunion. I stepped onto the ice first, the cool air hitting my face as I glided forward, stinging it in the process.
Matt followed, his steps surprisingly graceful. I turned back, watching as he moved along without falling.
โ€œWait, did you play hockey?โ€ I asked, curious and a little impressed by how well he was keeping up.
He looked at me, shocked. โ€œYou remember that?โ€ His voice was filled with hope, like this small memory coming back meant more than I realized.
I nodded, a small smile tugging at the corners of my lips. โ€œYeah, it just came to me.โ€
The tension between us seemed to ease a little as we skated, the ice beneath us smoothing out some of the jagged edges of our past. It wasnโ€™t perfect, and I still wasnโ€™t sure where things would go from here, but for now, this was enough. Just us, on the ice, trying to figure out if thereโ€™s a way back to something real.
We skated in silence for a few minutes until Matt broke it. โ€œYou should try the triple Axel.โ€
I turned to him, caught off guard. โ€œWhat? No, I fucked it up completely there. I can barely keep my balance, andโ€
โ€œIโ€™ve seen you do it before, Y/n,โ€ Matt said, cutting me off, his voice firm but encouraging. โ€œYouโ€™ve nailed it before, and I know you can do it again. Donโ€™t overthink it.โ€
I shook my head, nervousness creeping in. โ€œI donโ€™t know if I-โ€
โ€œYouโ€™ve got this.โ€ he insisted, skating in front of me, blocking my path. โ€œJust trust yourself. Donโ€™t think. Just do.โ€
I could see the belief in his eyes, and it made me pause. Matt wasnโ€™t letting me give in to this fear. His faith in me was stronger than the doubt clawed at my thoughts.
I took a deep breath and skated to the other end of the rink, giving myself enough space to build momentum. My heart raced as I picked up speed, every nerve in my body tingling. Matt skated to the edge, watching, his eyes never leaving me.
โ€œDonโ€™t overthink it!โ€ he called out again, his voice echoing in the empty rink.
I closed my eyes for a second, trying to push out all the noise in my head. Then I opened them, focused on the ice in front of me, and went for it. I launched myself into the air, spinning once, twice, three times. My body moved on instinct, and before I knew it, I was back on the ice, landing perfectly.
I did it.
Shock and excitement rushed through me as I stopped, barely believing what had just happened. โ€œI.. I did it!โ€ I shouted, my voice full of disbelief.
Mattโ€™s grin stretched wide across his face. In an instant, he was skating toward me, sweeping me off my feet and spinning me around in the air. I laughed, the sound light and free, as Matt twirled me with pure joy.
โ€œYou did it!โ€ he exclaimed, his voice full of pride as he set me down gently but kept his arms around me. โ€œI told you, Y/n, I knew you could do it.โ€
I was still buzzing from the adrenaline, from the excitement of actually nailing it after all this time. I looked up at him, my breath a little shaky, my heart pounding. โ€œI canโ€™t believe it.โ€
He smiled, brushing a stray hair from my face. โ€œBelieve it. Youโ€™re incredible.โ€
Everything felt simple again, just me, the ice, and Matt. Nothing else mattered. Not the past, not the mistakes, just this moment of pure triumph.
โ€œWait, wait,โ€ Matt said, a mischievous grin forming on his face. โ€œYou remember that time you taught me how to spin? Let me show you again.โ€
I laughed, stepping back to give him room as he attempted a clumsy spin. He twirled once, his arms outstretched, and I couldnโ€™t help but laugh harder when he wobbled, barely keeping his balance. The look on his face was priceless. Full of pride, like heโ€™d just nailed a perfect routine.
He straightened up, beaming. โ€œSee? Iโ€™ve still got it.โ€
Watching him, I felt a warmth spread through me, a joy that I hadnโ€™t felt in a long time. This is fun. I enjoy this. I enjoy his company. I enjoy him. Maybe I need to trust him. Maybe itโ€™s time to let go of the past. Maybe this was the safest way to go. Maybe this is the way it was always meant to go.
I skated closer to him, my heart racing but not with fear this time. It was something else. Something that felt right. I stopped on the ice, meeting his gaze, and in that moment, it felt like everything clicked into place.
โ€œI want this.โ€ I said, my voice steady but soft, surprising even myself as the words came out.
Mattโ€™s eyes widened slightly, a mix of hope and disbelief crossing his face. โ€œYou do?โ€
โ€œYes.โ€ I said, the certainty in my voice growing. โ€œI want this. I want us.โ€
Before I could say anything more, Matt closed the distance between us, his hands gently cradling my face as he leaned in. Our lips met, the kiss soft at first, but filled with all the emotions that had been building between us for so long.
It felt like everything Iโ€™d been holding in, every doubt, every fear, melted away in that kiss. All that was left was him. Us. And for the first time in a long time, my memory felt clear.
In the following weeks, Matt and I decided to relive everything but in a new way. It felt like starting over, but with all the memories, feelings, and experiences guiding us. Our first group outing after reconnecting was to Golfโ€™Nโ€™Stuff. Mini-golfing, of course, since Matt had made it very clear that I was absolutely terrible at hitting a golf ball any other way. He never let me live down the disaster that was Topgolf, but this time, it was going to be different.
We arrived at the course, our usual group with us, Chris, Nick, Nate, and Madi. Funny enough, Madi turned out to be the girl who was with them at the beach that night, and now I felt so ridiculous for letting myself feel jealous. It was nice to rekindle my friendship with her too and I couldnโ€™t believe Iโ€™d ever thought otherwise.
As we made our way around the course, everyoneโ€™s competitive sides came out, especially Chris and Nate, who turned it into some sort of showdown between the two of them. Madi and Nick were more laidback, laughing at the chaos and whispering to each other as they played. But Matt? He was glued to my side, teasing me every time I lined up a shot.
โ€œCome on, Y/nโ€ Matt smirked, watching me carefully aim. โ€œDonโ€™t mess this one up. The holeโ€™s right there.โ€
I shot him a playful glare. โ€œWatch and learn.โ€
To my own surprise, and everyone else's, I managed to get a hole in one. I threw my hands up in victory, letting out a cheer as Mattโ€™s jaw dropped.
โ€œAre you kidding me?โ€ he laughed, shaking his head in disbelief. โ€œYouโ€™re hustling us.โ€
โ€œOh, pleaseโ€ I grinned, nudging him with my elbow. โ€œIโ€™m just that good at mini golf.โ€
As the game went on, I kept surprising myself. Shot after shot, I was actually doing well. By the time we reached the last hole, it was obvious. I was going to win.
Matt leaned over, giving me a mocking look. โ€œAlright, Y/n, if you win this.. I might have to accept defeat. But just know, youโ€™ll never beat me at Topgolf.โ€
I laughed, rolling my eyes. โ€œChallenge accepted. Do you see these swings now? Itโ€™s called growth.โ€
I lined up my final shot, feeling a little pressure from everyone watching. But I took a deep breath, focused, and hit the ball just right. It rolled smoothly across the green and dropped into the hole.
โ€œI win!โ€ I cheered, jumping up and down with excitement. The group groaned playfully, but everyone was smiling.
Matt wrapped his arms around me, lifting me slightly off the ground. โ€œAlright, you win this round, mini golf champion.โ€
The victory felt good, but what felt even better was how natural everything had become again. The laughter, the teasing, the warmth of being with the people I cared about. I wasnโ€™t just rebuilding my relationship with Matt. I was reconnecting with all of them, creating new memories to replace the ones that were lost.
Our first solo date was to Santa Monica Pier, Pacific Park, to be exact. It felt close enough to Venice, where so much had happened between us, but it was still new territory. A fresh start. The moment we stepped onto the boardwalk, I felt a mix of excitement and nerves. It wasnโ€™t just about spending the evening together. It was about creating something new, something just for us.
The sun was setting, and the sound of waves crashing against the shore filled the air as we made our way toward the rides. Matt had that familiar, easy grin on his face, and it was contagious. We grabbed some candy floss as we walked, his arm casually draped over my shoulder as he teased me about the way I was already eyeing the Ferris wheel.
"First ride?" he asked, pointing toward the towering wheel spinning in slow circles.
"Obviously, I have to ease you in first" I laughed, taking a bite of the cotton candy. "But after that, youโ€™re going on the roller coaster with me."
Matt raised an eyebrow. "Oh, you think Iโ€™m scared of the roller coaster?"
"I know you are" I teased. "But weโ€™ll see if you can handle it."
We got in line for the Ferris wheel, and as soon as we were in the little gondola, the world seemed to slow down. The view of the ocean stretched endlessly in front of us, and for a few moments, it felt like we were the only two people in the world. The sunset began casting orange and pink hues across the sky, and the calm of the water below was the perfect setting.
โ€œThis is niceโ€ I said softly, leaning my head on his shoulder.
โ€œItโ€™s perfectโ€ he replied, his arm tightening around me. โ€œNo distractions. Just us.โ€
When the ride ended, we headed straight for the next ride. Pacific Plunge, the sign read. Matt tried to act cool, but I could see the slight hesitation in his eyes. Still, he followed me into the line, determined not to back down.
As we sat in the car, I couldnโ€™t help but grin. "Ready?"
"Always" he replied, though I could hear a hint of nerves in his voice.
The ride took off, and the thrill of the drops of the tower made me laugh uncontrollably. I glanced at Matt during the ride, and his expression was priceless. He was holding on for dear life, but there was a smile on his face too.
When we got off, he shook his head, laughing. โ€œAlright, fine. You win this one.โ€
โ€œTold youโ€ I teased, bumping into him lightly. โ€œBut you handled it well.โ€
The rest of the evening was filled with more rides - the bumper cars, where Matt definitely gave me a run for my money, and the spinning swings, where we both got dizzy but couldnโ€™t stop laughing. We played some carnival games, too, and Matt even won me a stuffed animal from the ring toss game, though I suspected the worker mightโ€™ve rigged it in his favor.
By the time we decided to leave, the lights of Pacific Park were twinkling against the night sky, and the pier was still bustling with energy. We walked along the boardwalk, hand in hand, the sounds of laughter and the distant hum of the carousel filling the air.
โ€œThis was a good day,โ€ I said, smiling up at him.
โ€œThe best.โ€ he replied, squeezing my hand gently. โ€œWe needed this.โ€
And he was right. It was exactly what we needed. A new experience, something just for us, without the weight of everything that had happened before. Just us, having fun, and building something real again.
And that brings us to the present day. Six months later and a five-and-a-half-hour flight to Boston. The city skyline faded behind us as we pulled up to Matt's family home, and his excitement was contagious.
โ€œI canโ€™t wait to introduce my mom and dad to my girlfriend.โ€ Matt grinned, glancing over at me with that same boyish smile that never failed to make my heart flutter.
My mind jumped back to the memory of him asking me a few months ago. How I woke up one morning, to blueberry pancakes, cut up in to letters reading โ€œWill U B my GFโ€. It was things like that that made me love Matt. The little things. He just got me.
As we stepped out of the car, I felt a mix of nerves and excitement. Meeting his family was a big step, but the way he held my hand tightly in his reassured me. We walked up the pathway, and before we even reached the door, it swung open to reveal his parents, Mary-Lou and Jimmy, both smiling warmly, arms outstretched to welcome us.
โ€œYou must be Y/n!โ€ Mary-Lou said as she embraced me, her warmth immediately putting me at ease. โ€œItโ€™s so nice to finally meet you.โ€
"Itโ€™s so nice to meet you too!" I smiled, feeling the tension in my shoulders ease. Jimmy gave me a friendly handshake, then pulled me into a hug.
Over the course of the afternoon, we had endless conversations, swapping stories and laughs. It felt natural, like Iโ€™d known them for years. At some point, Mary-Lou turned to me, her eyes twinkling with curiosity.
โ€œI heard youโ€™ve qualified for the Olympics?โ€ she asked with a proud smile.
โ€œYeah I canโ€™t believe it!โ€ I replied, glancing over at Matt with a smile. โ€œI have Matt to thank for pushing me to get back into it.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s amazing! Getting to be a part of the Olympics in your hometown!โ€ Mary-Lou beamed, and Jimmy nodded in approval.
The moment felt surreal. A far cry from where I was just a few months ago, lost and unsure. But here I was, not only finding my way back to skating but also standing beside someone who believed in me, maybe even more than I believed in myself.
Later that evening, after dinner and more stories shared around the table, Matt and I stepped outside onto the porch, the cool Boston air wrapping around us. The stars were out, scattered across the night sky, and everything felt peaceful. He stood next to me, his arm slipping around my waist as we looked out at the view.
โ€œYouโ€™ve made me the happiest Iโ€™ve ever been.โ€ Matt said quietly, his voice filled with sincerity. โ€œI canโ€™t believe how lucky I am to have you in my life. To be here with you now.โ€
I looked up at him, my heart swelling. "I think I'm the lucky one" I whispered. โ€œYou gave me a reason to believe in myself again.โ€
He turned to face me fully, his eyes locking onto mine with that familiar intensity. โ€œWe did this together.โ€ he said softly. โ€œIโ€™m just so glad I get to share all of it with you.โ€
And then, under the stars and in the quiet of the night, he kissed me slowly, tenderly, like we had all the time in the world. It wasnโ€™t just a kiss, it was a promise. A promise of everything we had built, everything we were, and everything that was still to come.
โ€œI love youโ€ I whispered, pulling back just enough to meet his gaze.
โ€œI love you tooโ€ he replied, his eyes shining with so much emotion it nearly took my breath away.
And in that moment, I knew - this was exactly how things were meant to be.
a/n : and just like that, we're finished :( my first ever fic. thank you so so so sooooo much to every single person that has supported this and given it so much love over the last 2 months. this fic and everyone reading it helped me through a breakup of a 10 year relationship and iโ€™ll always be grateful. it was so fun to write and im so sad its an end of an era. I now have a general taglist here if anyone would like to be on it just interact with the post. thank you so much again for everything <3 a new chris series is coming soon!
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๐’๐„๐ƒ๐€๐“๐„ ๐Œ๐„.
๐Ž๐Œ๐…๐†๐†๐…๐‡๐ƒ๐๐’๐๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ
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๐…๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐ค ๐ฉ๐ž๐š๐ค ๐ญ๐จ "๐‚๐Ž๐Œ๐Œ๐”๐๐ˆ๐“๐˜ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐‹๐…" !
๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ž๐๐ข๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ! ๐ˆ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ข๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐›๐ฒ ๐ง๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐š๐ฒ!
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Let. Me. ๐‡๐ˆ๐“๐“๐“๐“๐“ ๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคฐ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜ž
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their majestic ass eyes๐ŸงŽโ€โ™€๏ธ
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I high-key ๐๐„๐„๐„๐„๐„๐ƒ๐ƒ๐ƒ๐ƒ to see a Nerd! Chris blurb/fic๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž
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๐€๐๐Ž๐”๐“ ๐Œ๐„!! ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿฆˆ
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โœช Hey loves! My names Alizรฉ or you can call me Zae! I am a minor. (Wont be saying my age lmao dont want bitches to judge). I was born in Decemeber meaning im a Saggitarius! I am bisexual!
I am of course a matt girl! but i love them all (matt just a bit more๐Ÿคญ). I wright for fun and sum shits and giggles so dont take anything seriously.
I have anxiety and sum mental health shit so if that gets in the way of my wrighting im so sorry but i will be taking at least a 2 month break if it gets bad.
My dream college is UCLA, im an aspiring music artist and actor, and if that dont work out ill probably just end up being a stripper/jks
Im Puerto rican, Mexican, White, and Native! (I look white as shit(for my face rev) but i promise its all true lmao)๐Ÿ˜ญ
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๐‘บ๐’๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‡๐’‚๐’—๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’”!
โœช Color- Blue, baby pink, and Black
โœช Tumblr, tiktok,chai and Instagram!
โœช Penut M&Ms
โœช Sports- Basketball, Hockey, and Boxing
โœช Drinks- Mountain Dew, Root beer,Cherry pepsi, And water
๐‘ Artists- Nessa barrett, Billie Eilish, Lana del rey, Sabrina carpenter, Dominic fike, etc!
๐‘ Celebrity crushes- ๐Œ๐š๐ญ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฐ ๐›๐ž๐ซ๐ง๐š๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐จ๐ฅ๐จ. Ralph machio, johnnie guilbert, Nessa barrett, Madison beer, Addison rae, Alabama barker, Landon barker, Etc..
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๐’๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฌ ๐š๐›๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž!
I have ADHD, Anxiety, Social Anxiety, Body image, and few more things im not comfy sharing on here yet lmao
I live in Cali (born n raised)
I have 4 Dogs!
I like to stay to my friend group but i like to make friends (ppl just dont like me lmfao)
I dont tolerate bullying (anymore.) (but unless they be treating you bad)
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๐‘บ๐’๐’Ž๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’” ๐‘ฐ ๐’๐’Š๐’Œ๐’†!
Snakes! Butterflys! Hikes! Baggy clothes! Stuffed animals! Makeup!
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anyways..!
๐Œ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ž๐š๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ซ! ๐ˆ ๐ก๐จ๐ฉ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐š ๐ ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐๐š๐ฒ!
Byeee ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’™
(โฑ แตˆโฑแตˆ โฟแต’แต—โฑแถœแต‰ โฑ แถ แต˜แถœแตแต‰แตˆ แต˜แต– แตสธ แต˜หขแต‰สณ แต’โฟ แต—สฐแต‰ แต–โฑแถœ แต‡แต˜แต— โฑแตˆสณแถœ)
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COWBOY!MATT x FARMERS DAUGHTER?!
(๐ฌ๐ž๐ข๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ ๐›๐ญ๐ฐ.)
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