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Pt.2: her
Before I met her I made a decision that I live with forever. I lost my virginity to someone I never loved. An act of lust. That memory haunts me, drove me at the time deeper into myself not allowing to share my secrets out of fear of her not understanding. I felt guilty, shame, loneliness. And even though she was beautiful to me, my lack of vulnerability led me to places darker then I could ever imagine.
~Jandro
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โI'm not afraid of being ignorant. I am ignorant. I'm afraid of other people realizing Iโm ignorant.โ- Labi Siffre
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Whats your favorite horror film?
Mine is-
500 days of summer
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To say i gave her everything, would be a lie. I gave her half what she deserved. To say she meant a lot to me would also be a lie I nearly left about a million times, till I finally left. Was it all for a reason i dont know? Im okay, im fine the way things are. I just still wonder why grass is always greener on the other side. It makes no sense to me how appreciation for certain events or people dont come till after the fact. She was beautiful to me. Im a quarter away from adulthood, life has to change quick. What I was to her was honest, well as honest as I could be. There are things about myself I dont like to share, I still dont know whether i should or to just keep those events to the moments themselves. Something I wish she knew was thatโฆ I have a heart.
~ Jandro
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This isnt Opera, this is life. Why should love always be this tragic?
~ Lanford Wilson
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