allcolorsinone
allcolorsinone
Miraya
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allcolorsinone · 7 days ago
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Imagine having a good parent
A supportive parent
A parent who genuinely cares about you
Two parents and both are inflicting wounds on me. Wounds I'll never recover from
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allcolorsinone · 7 days ago
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I wish people still didn't live past 30*
*those random aunties and uncles and your parents' aunties and uncles who just keep going on and on about shadi shadi shadi
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allcolorsinone · 9 days ago
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Call me a selfish and narcissist but when I read the stories about those who passed away in the crash
All I could think was - Why wasn't that me?
They were people with hopes and dreams, some who achieved their dreams and were going to live them yet they're gone, just like that
And I'm here, wanting it to end, I go to bed and I beg to die in my sleep, but I wake up clinically alive
How much longer do I need to suffer?
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allcolorsinone · 9 days ago
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People think I'm joking when I say I have no will to live
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allcolorsinone · 9 days ago
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If God exists, I better access to a way that is quick and easy and available at all times to unalive myself
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allcolorsinone · 9 days ago
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Parents would rather want you to suffer with wrong people (eg. Relatives and forced arranged marriages) but can't let you be in peace alone.
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allcolorsinone · 11 days ago
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Spending a minute with either of my parents ruins my mood
I'm in the depression prison living with the culprits
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allcolorsinone · 13 days ago
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Wanna pull a Sylvia plath
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allcolorsinone · 28 days ago
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And when the savior needed saving.... there was no one
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allcolorsinone · 29 days ago
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And suddenly, all the songs that made me think of you and feel better started making me cry my eyes out
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allcolorsinone · 1 month ago
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Maybe if I start having a will to live
I will die
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allcolorsinone · 1 month ago
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Khush to marungi
Par nahi
Ek qaidi jaisa jeevan deke andar se maar dena chahte hain mere baap
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allcolorsinone · 1 month ago
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How do I work with this heart break
I can physically feel it in my chest now
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allcolorsinone · 1 month ago
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Thank you so much for making me hate myself.
Thank you so much for counting and reminding me things that you did for me, that you won't do for anyone else. If you have to count and remind, you never did those for the sake of it.
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allcolorsinone · 1 month ago
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You don't deserve me
I deserve someone gentle and sensitive
I've had enough traumas because of angry people in my life
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allcolorsinone · 1 month ago
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Apology as empty as your EQ
Apologizing just to shut me up
Low, even for you
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allcolorsinone · 1 month ago
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Making fun of me for my anxiety and OCD spirals because of fears
But accusing me of thinking bad of you when you make fun of me and "I'm done" when I try to explain something
Very well done
Maybe I really am better off without you
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