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9 years

Characters: Nick Jackson x OFC

Summary: You’re scared to make things public with Nick after having such a strong friendship with Matt, afraid of what he might think - Nick tries to explain it all to Matt.

Fluff, a little angsty.

You laid in Nick's bed, as you did every Tuesday and Wednesday that you were both in Jacksonville together. He had gone to the bathroom after the amazing sex the two of you just had and you laid there thinking about what he just told you. After 6 months of seeing each other in private he wanted to be public about it, he was over dating each other in private. But it was more complicated than that, you had grown up with the Jackson brothers and Matt had been one of your best friends. Growing up in high-school, you became like a sister to Matt. Never really interested in each other, just had a really great bond. You knew that telling Matt about you and Nick would be a delicate conversation. It was so much more complicated than just the past 6 months of dating.. at 30 years old, the history between you and Nick dated back 9 years.

He emerged from the bathroom, shirtless in his basketball shorts. You smiled at him, you were definitely in love with him there was no denying that. And you were 99.9% sure he was in love with you too. "So?" he asked you.

"Yeah it needs to happen." you say with a smile, but deep down you were scared as hell.

"Yeah??" he said, a genuine smile creeping up on his face. He laid down on the bed lazily draping his arm around your thighs as you were still sitting up, back against the backboard of the bed frame.

"I'll talk to him tomorrow then!" he said.

You nod your head. "Good!"

"Come on babe, lay down let's go to sleep" he says. "You need good rest before heading back home tomorrow."

While you all grew up in California together, and still resided there you only came out to Jacksonville for live events, to work on hair and makeup with the talent. Back home you were a freelance artist that mostly did wedding and special events.

"Yeah you're right" you say, as you went to shift your body to lay down on the bed, there was a knock at the door.

"Nick open up!! I need to talk I can't sleep!" Matt shouted from the other side. Your eyes widened, the one night you spend in Nick's room and Matt wants to have a late night pow wow.

"Fuck!" you say, Nick looks unfazed. "It's fine."

"How is it fine?!"

"We were going to tell him anyways."

You loved that Nick had a laid back personality. But this moment, you were frustrated.

"I don't think this is how he would want to find out."

"Y/N, it's going to be fine."

Nick jumped out of bed to go to the door.

"Dude what took you so long, you got a chick in there?" Matt said jokingly.

"Hah, actually.."

Matt scrunched his eyebrows and jerked his head back, "Do you?! Who?!"

Nick laughed a little, "Can we chat in the morning?"

Matt got super suspicious,"you know I just went to Y/N's room and she wasn't there either. Nothing no answer...is she in here?"

You listened to all of his and buried your face in your hands. All you could think was that he wouldn't approve of this at all, but he really had no idea how much you and Nick cared about and loved each other.

"Nick, is she in here?!" Matt asked again.

Nick sighed, his laid back attitude wasn't going to get him through this situation.

"Yeah man, she is."

"What the hell?!" Matt pushed Nick to the side and stormed in the room and saw you sitting on Nick's bed. Luckily you were dressed in your normal oversized shirt and bedtime shorts.

"What the hell is going on here Y/N?! You and Nick?!"

He looks at you and then back at Nick.

"Look man, it's way more than you think." he says.

"I should go back to my room." you say avoiding Matt's eyes.

"Y/N, really?!"

"I don't want to get in the middle of you two, that's what I've been afraid of."

You grab your flip flops and bag and try to rush out before Nick stops you. "Y/N, what're you doing?!"

"Nick.. I can't be here for this.. I'm sorry." He tries to block you from leaving, but at the same time he's not that guy.

"Y/N, it's okay. just stay."

"Yeah stay" Matt says in a very passive aggressive tone.

You look up at Nick, "See, I can't." you say. You give him that look that says you love him, and then you rush out.

Nick takes a breath, "So...you scared her off pretty quickly."

"It's because she's like a sister to me, obviously not you.. but I've looked out for her all these years and here you guys are.. just fucking on the side dude?!"

"No man, we've been together for the past 6 months but she wanted to keep it private... FOR YOU.. I don't get it.."

Matt's eyes still annoyed.

"You know.. she and I have been on and off for the past 9 years?! And shit finally falls into place where we're back in the states and we can actually fully be toghether and she's scared to because of you."

"9 years?!"

"Yeah man, 9 years."

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*Flashback*

You had just gotten home from a night of drinking.. oh had turning 21 really been a whirlwind. After graduating with your undergrad and living back at your parents it was nice to have a night out with the girls. But when you got back home you were always thinking about the same person. "Fuck it" you say to yourself. You were starting to sober up and dialed Nick's number.

"Hello?" he sounded groggy. It was 1am afterall.

"Hey it's me."

"What's going on?" he said, his voice low.

You smiled.

"Come over." you say.

"Y/N...you went out drinking tonight-"

"It's fine, I'm not drunk."

"Babe.."

"Come on Nick.. I miss you.. I want to see you...you're finally home.. and I'm home.."

You couldn't take not being with him anymore, finally getting the courage, tonight was the night you knew it. It had to be.

He sighed on the other end of the phone, he missed you, he did. But he didn't want to take advantage of anything, but barely seeing each other while you were in college had him missing you more and more.

"Alright..I'll be there in like.. less than 10." he said. Get got out of bed and snuck over to your house.

When he texted you telling you he was outside you ran outside and jumped into his arms, wrapping your legs around his waist. You immediately kissed him. You had kissed, made out a couple times before, but this time it was different. Your feet touched the ground and your lips parted.

"Y/N, are you sure this is a good idea?" he asked you, he stared at you those perfect blue eyes. The front light porch the only light to see each other.

"Yes, it is." you say with a slight smirk on your face.

You take his hand and drag him inside, quietly to your room.

You pull him on top off you, at this point he's even eager than you are. Taking off each others clothes, his lips attacking your neck, your chest.. all parts of your body. With him training to wrestle and being on the road you decided it was time to take advantage of him being home. "I need you Nick" you say, he kisses you right before entering you. The sex was amazing, being with him was what you've always wanted.

*end flashback*

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"So that's when it all started?" Matt asked after Nick explained how it all began.

"Pretty much...about 3 years ago when things picked up I told her I loved her, and I was going to marry her someday.. but you know with Japan and ROH.. I only saw her the couple times we were home during the month."

"Why wouldn't she tell me? All the times we all hung out together you two were making eyes at each other?!"

Nick laughed slightly, "Pretty much.. you'd go off with whatever girl you were dating and the two of us spent time together."

"I just.. don't get why she was so afraid to tell me."

"Maybe that you'd look at her different?"

Matt sighed, "Fuck man..if you two really love each other that's all I want for both of you."

Nick nodded, "Thanks man.. I gotta go find her."

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I had a dream last night that Matt and Nick were doing a wine drinking competition. Legit chugging wine. Myself being a wine drinker the thought of it made me gag when I woke up 😂 but I also got a little inspired. I know I’ve been missing but I’m planning on getting some new content back out here!!

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Hey readers!!

So I had this great idea for a Sammy fic..though it would end up with either Jericho or Santana’ you guys choose!!

Also I want to do a brand new posting for tag lists! Comment here for when I post new content!!

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I have been looking for AEW writers to read for awhile now and I'm so excited to have found you can you tag me in your writings

Yes!!!

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Ummm look guys I know that this is a wrestling fic page.. but holy shit this movie 😳😳😳😳 Anyone else watch 365 Days??

Obsessing over this man. 👅😈

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Being with you Pt. 1

Characters: Sammy Guevara x Reader

...Potentially Chris Jericho x Reader in the future :O

Summary: You’ve been best friends with Sammy for several years now, and you finally decide it’s time to give it a chance with him. As much as you both want each other, it’s your individual futures that come into question...

Warnings: fluff/smut

Taglist: @fiskers7136  @princessminjikwon @im-a-nerd-fight-me @allelitexo​ @donnithestar @jonsmoxley @lilred91​

I know some people have asked to be on the tag list .. I’m going to make a new post to get my new people on the tag list! 

Sammy was so excited that you were finally a part of the AEW team. He had been trying hard for months to get you to be a part of the tech team, with your years of experience working behind the scenes for your local news outlet in Houston he finally was able to work into getting you an interview and you were hired on the spot. Being one of his best friends for the past 7 years or so definitely was interesting. There was this constant flirtation between the two of you but you resisted on pursuing anything more with him. Although you had a feeling things would now change between the two of you now that you were working together.

"Oh man, your girl is finally here huh?" Santana said to Sammy backstage in the Inner Circle locker room. "Yeah..dude I'm so excited...especially with my birthday celebration.. it's gonna be a good time. She even said she'd room with me." The others laughed, they saw his excitement. He talked about you constantly, he always wanted more but was afraid because of the things you expressed you wanted for your future, in particular a family. You were 3 years older than him, and just turned 30. The types of guys you dated just didn't hold up to what you wanted which is why you figured you'd take on this new adventure of traveling for your job and meeting new people. "We can't wait to meet her!" Chris said, he was always supportive of Sammy and looked at him like a son. "Well, why wait, let me see where she's at." Sammy said reaching for his phone.

You were in the middle of a meeting and getting familiar with the equipment when your phone buzzed. You checked quickly and smiled when you saw it was Sammy wondering where you were. You texted him back sharing your location as you went back to carrying on with the equipment. You loved being around the talent and meeting the girls, although you weren't a performer you sure liked to present yourself well. Even if you had jeans an an AEW crew shirt on, your hair and makeup was one thing you always did.

You felt two arms sneak up from behind you wrapping them around your waist. You smiled. "Hey Sammy." you say then turn around. "Hey gorgeous" he said with a grin. "The guys want to meet you, are you busy?" You glance around, "I think I could sneak off for a few minutes." "Perfect." he says taking your hand. As you walk closer to what seems to be a locker room he looks over at you and you look at him, "What?" you say trying not to smile. "I'm just really happy you're here." You then let that smile out, "Yeah me too, birthday boy." "Best birthday present ever, you being here with me." You shake your head and try not to blush, he's always had that affect on you.

Truthfully, the reason you two never got together in the past was that he was pretty honest about being on the road and the occasional hookups at the bar with whatever promotion he was working with. You respected that honesty, and you saw the playboy he could be, it was something you weren't interested in..even though there was definitely a physical attraction between the two of you.

When he was back home from being on the road, he was always at your door. Missing you, wanting to hang out, and you found yourself falling asleep on the couch in his arms most weekends.

Sammy knocked on the door, "Is everyone decent?" he shouted. "Yep!" they all shouted back in unison. He opened the door and led you inside his locker room where you saw some very familiar faces from TV. "Everyone this is Y/N... Y/N this is everyone." "Hey guys!" you said joyfully. Jericho came up to you first, "It's nice to meet you." he said putting out his hand. "This guy talks about you nonstop, it's nice to finally meet you and have you join our team." You were grinning so hard, "Oh wow.. thank you.. sorry I've just been a huge fan like my whole life." you say feeling your cheeks turn red. Sammy started laughing at you to which you then hit his arm. Jericho laughed and then smiled one of those very charming smiles of his, "yeah I heard." You then look over at Sammy, "you just tell everyone everything about me, huh?" Sammy shrugged. "He's mildly obsessed with you." Jake added in the background. You giggled, "Yeah I'm starting to realize that since everyone knows everything about me." you say. You look over at Sammy and the way he's looking at you is slightly different..you've loved him dearly as a friend but the way he's looking at you is more than a friend. "Well I guess I should get back to it." you say. Sammy walks you back out. "So tonight." he mentions. "yeah I'm excited to celebrate." "Yeah me too." he says. "I'm excited you're staying with me." "Yeah I figure why not..we've shared a bed plenty of times before." "I don't know if i'll be able to keep my hands to myself this time though." You look at him, he shrugs, "Just being honest." "Mmhmm" you respond.

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You're back in the hotel room before Sammy is trying to figure out the right dress to wear to the bars tonight and as you find the one you want he walks into the room. "Hot damn!" he says right away, "What a beautiful sight to walk in on." "Oh shush!" you say brushing him off. "No seriously." he says, he sits down on the edge of the bed. "Come here." he licks his lips and you walk over to him. A while ago you decided tonight would be the night you finally gave into your emotions, to your needs, you wants from him. He grabs your waist and looks up at you, "Goddamn, I need you..." he says softly. You look down and then he stands up and grabs you by the back of your head pulling you into so that your lips collide. He pulls the dress off of you and you feel your back hit the bed, everything is happening so quickly and your body is responding to his every touch. "Do you want this?" he asks while he's on top of you, looking in your eyes. You nod your head, "Yes, i need you." you say. He strips the rest of his clothes off that were still on and enters you with ease. Your body was so ready for him. "Shit" he curses because of how good you feel. The way he plays with your clit while he thrusts in and out of you makes you come to orgasm multiple times. "Fuck" you curse back, "You feel so good" you follow up with. He's close to coming to his climax and you feel him release on your inner thigh. He falls back on the bed beside you. "Wow" he said. You look over and smile. "Yeah wow." you follow up with. "Fucking 8 years i've waited for this." he says and you laugh. "Seriously, Y/N..." "I know Sammy.." you say. "We should get ready for your party." you say. "Yeah." he looks at you, wanting to tell you how he feels but he doesn't want to scare you off, not yet. Not when he just finally got you.

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Matt Jackson liked my pic on IG and I didn’t technically tag him. So I’m dying.

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Feel good

Characters: Orange Cassidy x Reader

Summary: You’ve been crushing on Orange Cassidy and you both finally act on your feelings

Warnings: smut

Taglist:  Taglist: @fiskers7136  @princessminjikwon @im-a-nerd-fight-me @allelitexo​ @donnithestar @jonsmoxley @lilred91​

"Would you stop instagram stalking him and just go talk to him?" Stella said to you as she came up from behind you. You were sitting at a table by yourself in catering scrolling through Orange Cassidy's pictures...you did that at least twice a day. You couldn't help yourself, you were crushing bad on the mystery wrestler. "I don't even know how Stella!!" you say, the makeup artist had become one of your closest friends since you started working for AEW. "You're incredible, smart, sexy, just be confident." she encouraged you. "I'm not like these wrestler girls..." She shook her head and rolled her eyes at you, "Our girls are not the typical girls you see, all of them are different sizes, look at Kris" You then roll your eyes, because on Being the Elite they had the two of them interacting flirtatiously and it definitely made you jealous. "Come on, you know there is nothing there, and he's totally into you too." she reassures you. "Yeah? How do you know?" you ask. "I know things." she says with a grin. "Plus didn't you guys make out like two weeks ago?" You start to giggle remembering the night a bunch of you got drunk and he made a move on you. You wanted more, you need more. You two would text here and there but you got so nervous.

You saw him walk through catering and your heart started to race. "Speak of the devil." you say quietly. "His ears must've been ringing." You could see him scanning the room and when his eyes found you he casually walked over. "Oh my god he's coming over" you whisper. Stella laughed, "That's my cue to go" she said getting up, and just as she got up he slid into her seat. "Hey" he said and you smiled at him. "Hey" "You never responded to my last text. Figured I'd come find you." "Oh?!" you grabbed your phone from your back pocket and saw his notification. "Sorry Cass" you said. Everyone called him Cass or Cassidy, never his real name.. he didn't suit 'James' not with his personality. You read the text and he sat there, those blue eyes staring at you as you read it. It read, "So I can't stop thinking about the other week, you want to hang out tonight? Just us?" You felt your face turn red when you look back up at him, you glance at him with a smile then go back to your phone to type your response. "Definitely." was what you typed back. He chuckled and looked at your response. "So it's a date." he said. "Guess so" you say back with a big grin on your face. You were excited and you wore it on your face. It made him happy also, your personality shined to him while he played the most chill and laid back person on screen he enjoyed having a good time. He was glad you finally came out two weeks ago he was craving to have you in a different setting, to see the real you. He was crushing hard and so were you. You never went for the blonde hair, blue eyed, just all American looking guy, but to be fair you never did really have a type.

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After the show you got your things packed up and went back to the hotel so you could freshen up your hair and makeup. You anxiously sat by your phone waiting for his text, when you got tired of waiting and opened your phone a text came through. "I'm at your door." You scrunched your eyebrows and sat up and went to the door. You dressed casually you didn't know what to expect, just jeans and a black t-shirt. You opened your door and there he was, standing in what was his usual attire but he was wearing a black band-tee. It was nice to see him dressed differently. "Damn, you look phenomenal." he said pulling you into a hug. And goddamn did he smell so delicious. "Thanks!" you say in your usual bubbly tone.

He was really fighting the urge to kiss you while you both stood there, and you bit your lip looking up at him not knowing what you two were about to do. "Damn, Y/N. I just really want to kiss you." You grin at him and pull him into your room by his shirt, the door closes behind him and his lips come crashing into yours. His hands all over your body and you've been dreaming of this moment and don't even care that you're not on some date and chatting about life because you've craved him. And now both of you are in private and can do whatever the hell you want to do with each other. And that's exactly what you did. His blonde hair perfectly styled to the side he takes his shirt off over his head and that perfect absolutely perfect body of his is on top of you as he attacks your lips, your tongues playing with each other and he dives down to your neck, sucking softly while you feel his erection start to grow against your core. "Shit" you whisper because his touch is what you need right now. He stops and looks at you, and while not in character he is still a man of few words. "I need you" you admit. He smirks at you. He unbuttons your jeans and roughly pulls them down your legs, you quickly push down your panties, kicking them off your feet as he releases himself from his clothes. He gets on top of you and enters you with ease, because at this point your body was so excited for him that you were soaked. "Oh my god" you moan as he thrusts in and out of you along with playing with your clit, he wants you to feel good and you know it. He makes you come to orgasm quickly and you don't know what just happened to you, your head is so fucked but he keeps going and your mind is totally fucked. He pulls out right before he cums dripping his seed down your thigh. He falls over next to you. "Fuck" was all he said. You look over and smile, "that was...incredible" you say. "You deserve to feel good, Y/N. I'm going to make sure as long as you're with me you always feel good." he said grabbing your hand and kissing it.

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Worth it - final part!

Characters: Hangman Page x OC / Kenny Omega x OC

categories: angst, fluff

Summary: Kenny is having a hard time accepting the fact that you might be in a new relationship, despite him already dating someone new....

This is the final part! Thank you all for reading!! 

Taglist: @fiskers7136  @princessminjikwon @im-a-nerd-fight-me @allelitexo​ @donnithestar @jonsmoxley @lilred91

Once you got outside you texted Adam...but he wasn't responding. You figured he was probably busy in the ring getting ready for tonight's show. You just really needed someone to talk to. Anyone but Kenny would work right now. You sat against the concrete wall and just stared at your phone. "Hey darlin." you see Adam emerging and your spirit definitely lifts into a better mood. "Hey! I wasn't sure if you got my text." you said. "Yeah I rushed out here as soon as I saw it." he said coming over to you. Pulling you into him. you always thought he looked incredibly sexy when he wore his hair up and he was in his pre-show workout clothes. "So what's wrong? What'd Kenny do now?" he said with a small laugh. "It's so stupid Adam.. and I'm sorry.. I don't know what this is right now with us.. I really like you a lot. I just saw how he's very public about his new girlfriend and he was so secretive about him and I .. it made me feel pretty shitty." "Well.. first of all.. I want you to be mine...I just not sure if  you're ready baby." You look off to the side, because you've questioned that yourself. "Second of all, I'm learning he's a prick sometimes and theres a reason you two broke up." You nod your head in agreement. "I do want to be yours." you tell Adam looking him in the eyes again. "I mean we kiss in front of people, I'm sure that's what they assume." He started to grin at you. "You sure darlin?" "Definitely." you say with a smile.

---6 months later---

You were excited for going out with the crew after Dynamite tonight because you and Adam had something exciting to share. However, you were a little nervous because you knew that not everyone would probably be excited about the news you were about to share. It past 8 months of being Adam Page's girlfriend were amazing, and maybe you were still in the "honeymoon" period but things were about to get really real with the two of you. You had to admit you were heavy in love with him, his country strong attitude was such a turn on for you, not only was he strong and amazing at what he does for a living, he was handy around the house always finding new things to work on and build. He always kept busy and you loved the passion that he had.

"You ready for this?" Adam asked pulling you in close to him. "Yes" you say with a grin. "Let's do this then."

You both entered the bar and saw the group sitting in a rounded booth, everyone was there.. Cody, Brandi, The Bucks and .. Kenny. "Ayyy!! There they are!" Cody shouted when you both approached. You had the biggest grin on your face, but this group often made you smile and laugh. "So before we sit down..we just wanted to make an announcement.." Adam started. You scanned the faces of everyone and when you looked at Kenny and he was staring directly at you, you could tell his reaction was not going to be the same as the rest of the crew. "You're getting married?!" Brandi shouted. You laughed, "No, we're not getting married." you said. "Just spit it out!!" Nick said with excitement. "We are pregnant." Adam said then widened his eyes and smiled. "Holy shit!!" Cody said getting up to hug the both of you, it followed with everyone, including Kenny hugging you and congratulating you, but then he left and went outside. Your eyes followed him and you felt a little sad.

See.. about two months ago, Kenny and Riho broke up, and he came to you afterwards wanting to get back together. Saying he made a mistake, it was like that for a while. At that time you already knew you were pregnant.. not to say you would get back with Kenny.. but it was definitely not going to happen.

You whispered over to Adam, "i'm going to go check on Kenny." he nodded and kissed your temple and you went outside to see him sitting on a bench. "Hey Kenny.." you say. "Hey" You sat down next to him, "I'm really happy for you, Y/N. I just needed some air." You nod your head, "I know.. I just wanted to check on you." You put your hand on his to show that you cared about his feelings. "I just... man...I started getting in my own head thinking, I could win you back..we could have that family that we wanted.. but now.. it's just.. not gonna happen." You nod your head without looking at him, "When you talked to me two months ago and just let me know everything..I already knew I was pregnant.. and I couldn't tell you. You had me actually rethinking things at times.. I'm not gonna lie." he looked over at you and your eyes met. "But, Adam really does treat me so good.. he's amazing and he's going to make a great Dad." "I know he is, and you're going to be an amazing mom...have you two talked about.." You cut him off "Marriage?" "Yeah.." "Not yet...I don't want us to be forced into marriage because we're having a baby." "So maybe I'll have a chance." he says with a smirk growing on his face. You smack his arm playfully. "Yeah right." you say laughing. "Let's go back inside." he says standing up and taking your hand. He pulls you in to hug him. "Congrats again, beautiful." he says. You both head inside and you join Adam in the booth. "Is he good?" he whispers to you. You smile and nod, "yeah everything's going to be okay."

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When will there be a new post for worth it?

Omg! I know you guys have been sooo patient!!! Fingers crossed maybe this week. I have some free time tomorrow I’m hoping to work on my writing!!

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Updates!!

Alright all my beautiful followers.. this week I hope to finally post some new content - working from home has gotten hectic lately!! So here we go - coming this week ..

By request - Orange Cassidy x reader (OFC)

and maybe Part 5 or Worth it??

Stay tuned!!

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Can we please get more Orange Cassidy x reader

Ohhhhh! Definitely can try to put something together. Any kind of prompt you can think of?!

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Omg Scorpio Sky has to stop!!!

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Worth it Pt. 4

Characters: Hangman Page x OC / Kenny Omega x OC

categories: angst, smut

Summary: Kenny is having a hard time accepting the fact that you might be in a new relationship, despite him already dating someone new....

Taglist: @fiskers7136​  @princessminjikwon​ @im-a-nerd-fight-me​ @allelitexo​ @donnithestar​ @jonsmoxley​ @lilred91​

-flashback-

You had met Kenny about a month ago now, it was at All In in Chicago, they asked you to do some media help backstage. You liked to consider yourself a jack of all trades in the wrestling business, except for of course being an actual wrestler. But you loved the environment, and that's what kept you hooked. You were absolutely smitten when you got to meet Kenny Omega for the first time that night.. now you had been texting for that month, despite him being back in Japan and in completely different time zones, he would stay up all night just to talk to you.. you felt something there but it was getting harder for you to keep up with this with the distance..

But that night, you got a surprise when you were on the phone with him. "So what are your plans this weekend?" he asked you over facetime. "Um nothing, just same old same." you said referring to your normal grocery shopping, self-care routines, etc.   "Oh good, so I can book this plane ticket then?" You started to grin so hard, "are you serious?!" "Yeah, I'm coming to see you sweetheart."

When he arrived that weekend, at your door... you both just ripped into each other. There was a lot of pent up sexual tension between the two of you for weeks now and it was finally being able to be released..after that weekend..the two of you were inseparable..of course until the break up..

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That night after all the drama you laid your head on Adam's chest on your hotel room bed. He ran his fingers through your hair, as you both laid in silence. "What're you thinking about?" he finally asks. "Maybe ...no nevermind." you start and then stop. "Y/N, you know you can tell me anything...no judgement." he says, which comforts you but you know you need to tread lightly. You sigh, "Did Kenny and I end things prematurely? .. I mean.." "Are you still in love with him?" Adam asked straight up. "No.. I mean part of me cares about him.. but I don't know, the shit he said to you guys about me.." "I know darlin." he said, now rubbing your shoulders. You look up at Adam, "I really love being with you." you say to him. He smiles down at you then kisses your forehead. "I really love being with you too, don't let his uncertainty affect you, beautiful." "I know...it's his own shit." you agree.

You decide in that moment that you need to stop worrying about Kenny... you did love him at one point in your life but you couldn't let him keep you from moving on and being happy. You pounce up and straddle Adam. He grins up at you, "What're you doing?" he says. You pull your shirt off from over your head, exposing your bare chest to him and his hands situation themselves on your hips, you lean down to kiss him, soft, sensual kisses and then he flips you over so that he's on top of you. Pulling his shirt off from over him as he places kisses down your abdomen until he's pulling down the shorts and panties you had on. You whine a little bit, and he smirks looking up at you. "I'm going to make you feel so damn good, beautiful." he says before diving into your core. His tongue pleasuring you in the most amazing ways, his arms linked up around your thighs holding you into place as you moaned out in pleasure. "Fuck Adam.." you moaned. "You gonna cum for me baby?" he asks as you nod your head looking down at him. He puts two fingers inside of you and it sends you over the edge. You get louder, not caring who can hear you.  You ride out your first orgasm against his tongue, and he gets up for a moment. The look on your face shows quick disappointment, you don't want it to end, but it's only just starting. "Oh I'm not done with you, darlin." he says. He released his throbbing cock from his shorts he had on and lines himself up with your entrance, he enters you and it's everything you've been needing. He's eager and quick and he leans over so that your legs are wrapped around him as he pounds into you harder and harder. But Adam loves to put you into different position, he turns you over fucking you from behind, when you can't keep your balance up on your knees, it doesn't matter, he keeps going. He pulls you back up though, and leans over you, biting on your neck. You moan and curse out his name, as you then both come to orgasm again.

You both lie on the bed, chest rising up and down, out of breath. "Goddamn, baby." he says rolling over and kissing you. You smile over at him, "You're so good to me." you say with a giggle following.

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You felt pretty happy about everything that was going on with Adam, but the following week after the Kenny argument, you found yourself feeling some sort of way when you saw him and Riho looking quite chummy backstage. Angry? Anxious? maybe even jealous? Because when the two of you were together he never wanted anyone to see any PDA. He told you from the start how important his privacy was to him, and you respected that. As a fan of his, you pretty much knew nothing about his personal life, only that he lived in Japan and spoke the language.

You found yourself stuck, unable to move. You wanted to stop staring, continue on with your day as normal. "Fuck." you muttered. Then Kenny scanned the room and your eyes met, because you were staring daggers at him. He stopped when your eyes met, he wasn't sure what you had seen.. but once you realized he was looking at you, you just shook your head and your feet moved again. You felt proud that you were able to send your message... and of course it was only an hour later when he came into your workspace. "Hey, can I come in?" he said at the door way. "Sure." "Um..look I'm sorry about last week...I was completely out of line." You nod your head and look up at him, "Thanks for saying that." "Is ..uh..everything else okay?" he asked. "Um, I don't know Kenny.. I guess it makes a girl feel pretty shitty when she was your best kept secret, but you're okay flaunting around your new girlfriend..yeah everything is great." you say, and you knew you sounded passive aggressive .. but in your head you said screw it. He ran his hand over his face, "It's not like that, Y/N. And you weren't a secret, all the guys and us hung out." "Yeah, I would hope your best friends know who your girlfriend is." you say rolling your eyes. "Y/N... it's really not like that..." You cut him off before he could continue, "You know..and to think the other week you actually had me rethinking our break up, now it's clear that we shouldn't be together." Your words catch him off guard, "you were rethinking?" he asked with a bit of hope in the tone of his voice. "Yeah Kenny, you got in my head...and it was stupid because clearly..we weren't meant to be." "I'm really sorry, I feel like I keep screwing up.." You shrug, at this point you feel like you've gotten your point across to him. "It's whatever now Kenny, I'm not your girlfriend anymore..I did think we were friends but..." "Come on Y/N, don't say that." You shake your head, "I need some air.' you say getting up and walking past him, you needed Adam.

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IM LITERALLY IN LOVE WITH WORTH IT AND THE FACT THAT KENNYS NEW GIRLFRIEND IN THE FIC IS RIHO-

I wasn’t sure who I wanted it to be for a minute or if it would remain anonymous but I was like let’s just roll with it! Lol