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Jean saying "He will be court" about Andrew to a tv in an empty room is so so so important to me

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im thinking about that one scene in tsc where lucas is like "unsurprising the ravens would recruit a gangsters son" (referring to neil) and cody quickly reminds him no one knew who neil was when he went to evermore so SURELY the ravens didn't know.

and jean is out there whistling unsuspiciously in the background BUT THEN IT'S GONNA BE REVEALED SOON JEAN WAS A GANGSTER'S SON TOO. what the hell are they gonna think 😭 "i'd have two nickels but it's weird that it happened twice" energy... god help jean

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All the things Neil felt were unimportant enough to gloss over in AFTG -

1. Andrew's candy drawer??

2. The fucking cheese drawer

3. Him driving Jean to his own dorm for the final Raven v. Foxes game

4. Poor Jean's breakdown there

5. Neil did not even bother mentioning that Jean wrecked their dorm 💀

6. The RUMOURS about Jean

but no, please let's just swing our feet, gaze at Andrew longingly, notice the way his hazel eyes seem aglow in the sunlight and the sturdiness and broadness of his shoulders and how much he can lift and the gold of his hair and—

(no really please do)

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Years in the future when Neil is playing pro he does the interview “Neil Josten breaks down his most serious injuries while playing professional Exy” but he does it… in the most Neil way possible.

Interview showing brutal tackle and the image of Neil laying on the court bloodied and not being able to get up. Neil: i was fine

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Interviewer showing the video of Neil getting rammed into plexiglass by a mountain of a man Neil: here, exactly in this second you can see two of my ribs breaking :) Neil: Anyway I am still little angry coach wouldn’t let me continue playing

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Neil: Did it hurt to have an arm break in two places? Yes, but have you ever been shot?

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Interviewer showing the image of Neil with his shoulder dislocated Neil: All this talk about tolerances but It suddenly turned out that my pro team isn’t a safe space when you try to fix your shoulders yourself. And that “you’re crazy” and “you should calm the fuck down” and “no it doesn’t matter that you did it before and it turned out fine” Neil: Can you believe it?

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Interviewer showing a photo of Neil with one oh his legs bend in unnatural angle Neil: I could have walked it off

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Interviewer showing a video of Neil collapsing on the court Neil: Fun fact, Turns out that your coach will be really furious with you if you don’t tell him you plan to play a full game with a really high fever. I didn’t know. Also it turns out that going to the hospital is not something you can decide on or decline even when you are an adult with full decision making power. Its something the Team decide on, because “You are a fucking idiot, Josten and a lost case”

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Interviewer showing a photo of Neil getting hit by another player in the stomach and collapsing. Neil: So it turns out In rare cases, blunt trauma can cause appendicitis. And you know what they say? That when your appendix bursts it hurts as much as when you get stabbed? Well it does not. I can tell because I got stabbed actually. Multiple times. 

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Another video of horrifying possible carrier ruining injury Neil: shrugs

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obsessed!! w the idea that the foxes are literally just college students. give me aaron living at the library, class president and head of premed club. give me andrew knowing every sesh spot, nicky with a tie wrapped around his head at a house party. i want neil notorious on campus for being "the mean hot guy", matt dapping up every person he sees, kevin chugging a mickey of vodka to prove to people that he can. and finally allison always getting free club entry, dan being friends with every employee at the school gym, renee blushing in the club bathroom as a group of drunk girls hypes her up. just. college students. absolutely obsessed with the fact that they are simply a group of stupid young adults <3

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I need to pull an Andrew and hold all those people leaving bad reviews on tsc at knifepoint cos what do you MEAN your problem was that it wasn't about Andreil/didn't have enough Andreil in it. If you were online enough to know that a new book was coming out, you were ALSO online enough to know that it was about Jean Moreau. Even if you didn't find out through Tumblr, every place you can buy the book from has a summary section where you can in fact READ what the book is about. Your poor reading comprehension or just mere laziness when it came to finding out what the book was about before starting to read is YOUR problem, not the writer's so don't you dare leave shitty ass reviews without any actual criticism behind them.

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Cat's and Jean's friendship is very important to me 🫂

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Everything is going to be okay 🏵️

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"Sometimes I forget you’re just a kid." 🥺🥺🥺

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it's so funny how kevin "you better be straight for the sake of the game" day sees jeremy as his exy hero sport prodigy and nora describes him as Just a Beach Blonde Surfer Dude Service Top

kevin's gonna lose his fucking mind when he learns jeremy is fucking jean

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no because if i think about it too long im going to cry. like as insane as it was, neil putting out that hit was the first time someone had ever successfully protected jean without expecting anything in return.

kevin was a bystander in the nest and zane only watched his back so long as it was convenient for him, and then betrayed him without a backward glance. renee wanted to protect jean but by the time she got to him, the damage was done and jean was already at death's door. all she and abby, wymack and bee could do was pick up the pieces and put him back together again.

but neil motherfucking josten saw that jean was in danger and said "i can do something about this" and he just did it. no questions asked.

i can't wait for that to become jean's new normal. I can't wait for the trojans to pick up where neil left off. jean has people who will watch out for him now. people who care and will do whatever they can to keep him safe simply because they want to.

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A concept: when it comes time to assign jersey numbers for the Olympic team, the committee decides to give jean #3 “for old times sake”. Jean wants to say no, but feels like he can’t argue for fear of his career. That is, until ten seconds later when Andrew marches up and says “three is my number” and snatches the jersey out of their hands. And that’s the story of how Andrew and Jean become not quite friends, but allies at least.

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i hope they take sooo many pictures together and jean keeps all of them pinned up on his wall

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yes yes tsc gave us jerejean bonding and snarky Neil but we need to talk about Catalina Alvarez and Jean.

her kissing his shoulder and forehead and saying, you're a good man Jean Moreau. her teaching Jean to cook and him finding one of his first true comforts in spending hours cooking with her. Jean pushing about going to the court and Cat saying, patience, babe. Jean getting flustered and Cat saying, sometimes I forget you're just a kid. Cat getting pissed about the Ravens and memorizing and recounting the exact injuries that they gave Jean. Cat taking Jean for a ride to one of her favorite places to share the comfort with him. Cat giving him shells on the beach. Jean watching Cat dance with so much joy and freedom and thinking, Friends.

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the sunshine court trending for almost a week straight makes it so clear that this really is the "characters who have suffered more than jesus" website

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this is my only thought right now thank you

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