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[alliumdykes]

Important update

I've been thinking and reflecting on my mental health and i've realized as much as i enjoy being on here its just, destroyed my mental health. I'm going to be moving blogs. im not deactivating. tis is for my mental health. im not going to @ my new account but its going to be for art only.

thanks for it all, Sailor

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Ok, im still on my break but this has been in my mind and i wanna fucking say something. Block me after this whatever.

We don’t know if Wilbur is Shubbles abuser, and we shouldn’t force her to tell us her abuser. Because not only is it endangering her, but also her abuser because if you didn’t know. Abusers are people too.

And mcytblr has this fucking problem that when someone is mean to their fave they must send death threats, and im sure if Shubble did that person would be in danger.

As well (take this with a grain of sault i haven’t seen shubbles stream due to my personal mental health issues) From what i’ve gathered is that her ex bit her, had a messy room, and had childhood trauma. Im focusing on the childhood truama thing right now but, yall do know that most abusers have been abused right? This isn’t to say it lets her abuser off the hook no it doesn’t, but to say that the little we know of Wilburs childhood doesn’t mean that he is immediately Shibbles abuser because he has childhood trauma.

Also. This whole thing is a he said she said type of deal. I constantly see people saying “Well this person who worked for lovejoy said this” and “this person said that” AND ITS LIKE. WHERES YOUR PROOF. IM NOT TAKING WHAT YOU ARE FUCKING SAYING AS FACT.

Also. People using “well Shubble didn’t say it wasn’t wilbur” is the stupidest reasoning ever. We have pushed Shubble into a completely lose-lose situation. There are no good outcomes for her, If she doesn’t say it isn’t Wilbur people will send death threats and complain publicly, but if she does say it wasn’t Wilbur people will accuse her of faking her abuse to ruin Wilburs reputation.

AS WELL WHAT ABOUT “Innocent until proven guilty” BECAUSE THATS ALSO SOMETHING WE NEED TO THINK OF THAT WE HAVE NO VERBAL CONFIRMATION FROM ANYONE THAT IT IS WILBUR, ESPECIALLY SHUBBLE.

This one thing has taught me that mcytblr is so fucking horrible when it comes to situations like this. Instead of thinking critically weve all just assumed and got to completely miss the point of Shibbles stream.

It’s not about her abuser, it’s about Shubble. Shut the fuck about Wilbur right now and worrying about everything you enjoyed of him makes you an evil person. And i cannot believe i need to seriously say this but go outside, touch grass, do your best to find a third place.

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as well if you don’t tag shit i will most likely block you. I don’t want to be in drama or discourse anymore. I will block you if you make me talk about it.

Hey im still on my mental health break and shit but i just wanna say from now on im doing my best to stay away from discorse and drama. I’ve realised its negativly affected my mental health recently and so if you ever talk about anything or rb stuff please use “Sailor dont look” or “Sailor dont see” thanks (feel free to rb this mutuals btw)

[alliumdykes]

Hey im still on my mental health break and shit but i just wanna say from now on im doing my best to stay away from discorse and drama. I’ve realised its negativly affected my mental health recently and so if you ever talk about anything or rb stuff please use “Sailor dont look” or “Sailor dont see” thanks (feel free to rb this mutuals btw)

[alliumdykes]

i think im going to try to take a break from tumblr for a few days for my mental health. These past few days have been shit for me. If you want to talk to me my discord is Catfishsailor but I’ll only really be talking to mutuals through there tbh.

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bluestar is the best example of the “you could barely handle her” complex female character meme

[alliumdykes]

Every so often i feel like shit

and thats alright

Sometimes we do feel like shit

But even in those moments of great dispear

I have things i love there

My music

My friends

My pets

and my partners.

And so in those moments i know that someone is in my corner.

And even if it turns out i have more then i know

Even if i worry of symptoms

Never think its just me in my head

those who love me the most are there for me

No matter what

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These past few days have been very shit for me. And my brain is currently an all confusing mess with everything going on and i think it’s time for people to remember that, whatever bullshit you’re going through is temporary. Sometimes it takes longer to get out of then other times but, life isn’t shit forever and you will always have at least one person in your corner no matter how shit it is.

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I've never watched a single episode of spn but I've been thinking about the implications of being stuck inside a meme

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Its time like these where i wish i had my partners with me because holy fuck do i just want to hug them right now

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its so hot i feel sick fuck

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a ctommy psa

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AHHH I FINISHED IT I FINISHED IT…❗️❗️

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craziest phenomenon on the internet lately is people who will be like “cringe culture is DEAD be WEIRD be FREE have FUN cringe is DEAD do WHATEVER YOU WANT FOREVER!” and then immediately crucify anyone who is queer in a way they don’t like. or wants to kiss a fictional character. or thinks the computer is hot. like ohhh i get it you’re only okay with weird people you personally can tolerate. you are a tar pit

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sbi and their family dynamic helped me in terms of my mental state. I have struggled a lot with the feeling of being unlovable (still do but much less). most of the time I was craving some kind of romantic relationship and believed that romantic love was a silver bullet for all of my (mental) problems. but then I started watching tommy and then reading sbi fanfiction. later I found myself not caring about romance anymore, being able to see love around me in platonic relationships! since that I've been happier then ever. I'm still learning to see love in platonic relationships and to be loved by family and friends but so fulfilling and it's so worth it.

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STOP TALKING ABOUT THINGS THAT AREN’T RELATED IN A TAG

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YEAHHHHH

REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️