allyeilishh

[allyeilishh]

Oh so she’s online and ignoring me !! Okay…..

[allyeilishh]

She wanted to be a brat so I showed her what brats get 🙂‍↕️

I fucked her brains out xx

told my girl i had a therapy appointment and she said “you need it” just because i called her bro

is this just my girlfriend who gets upset over this or 💔💔

[allyeilishh]

hi new moot!!!

Hi angel !!! I love your blog so much omg I was stalking it earlier 🤗

[allyeilishh]

Well you did need it because I keep reminding you that I’m not your bro and yet you STILL do it….

I’ll show you that I’m not "bro” again istg say it one more time and you’re done for

told my girl i had a therapy appointment and she said “you need it” just because i called her bro

is this just my girlfriend who gets upset over this or 💔💔

[allyeilishh]

Okokok

Favorite color - baby pink

Last song - Lo Vas A Olvidar by Billie Eilish & ROSALÍA

Currently reading - If I Had Told Him by Laura Nowlin

Currently watching - Criminal Minds (the original, not evolution)

Craving - my girlfriend

Coffee or tea - neither, water

npt: @wannabebillies @bittersuitekim

tag game: tag mutuals you want to get know better

tagged by @yokodash !! :D

favorite color:

pink all the way, I used to hate it but now everything i own is pink lol

last song:

GRACIAS POR NADA by Bad Bunny, but only cuz i was on the road, before that i was listening to Doechii's album 🙏

currently reading:

last month i started reading The Uncensored Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, but then this month i started reading Pedro Páramo by Juan Rulfo and then last week I started reading Sunrise on The Reaping by Suzanne Collins... so... 😭

currently watching:

Yellowjackets!! im going a bit slow abt it tho cuz the gore really freaks me out but I'm doing it for the lesbians. if it counts im also watching Ranboo's playthrough of Deltarune and Secrets of the Mimic...

craving:

moving out and going to this one lesbian club in my city, but my dad's so overprotective idk if he's gonna let me 😭

also pizza. I'm really craving some pizza rn

coffee or tea:

100% tea, i don't love most teas but I don't like coffee at all so if i have to choose I'm choosing some chamomile tea any day. i like lemonade better than either of those ngl, i love making lemonade

tags!! no pressure tho x :p

@lilymoonlily @justalittleguyfrfr @fairyjanes @casualjinxer

[allyeilishh]

The freak wore away and now I just wanna cuddle with her

[allyeilishh]

Yall… these requests… I literally love them, I promise, but I’m on vacation rn 💔

I promise I’ll get to writing as soon as I’m home like I’ll be working overtime I promise 💔💔

[allyeilishh]

I feel like my friends hate me

[allyeilishh]

ᥫ᭡ RUINED ── .✦ B.E.

Pairing: Billie Eilish x Fem!Reader

genre: smut - slight choking, gearshift usage, slut shaming?

synopsis: you get a little needy after a party, being heavily drunk, and Billie had enough.

w/c: 1.5k

2:41 a.m., the road was empty, except for the occasional cars passing by. The Dodge Challengers headlights lit up the road, casting a bright glow on the cement as Billie drove. One hand on the steering wheel, the other gripping your thigh like it was a fucking vice.

You two had just left a party, right after you got wickedly drunk. Stumbling around the place, giggling at walls, slurring your speech, almost vomiting—but Billie took away your drink before you could do that.

At first, she was just worried about you, trying to get you into her car and get you two home. She knew you handled alcohol well, but if it was too much, it was too much. And tonight, it was too much. So she was just worrying a bit about you.

But now, you were trying to get all touchy with her while she was trying to drive. Your hand trying to drunkenly grab onto her belt, leaning in and breathing on her neck, everything that she didn’t need while driving. It was making her go insane.

She knew she shouldn’t do this with you while you were drunk—you weren’t in your right mind, and she didn’t want to violate you like that.

But with your hand roaming all over her body, trying to grope onto her breasts and your hands unbuckling her belt, she could barely focus. She was seconds away from crashing.

"Come onnn!! Please, baby? Pull overrr…” You whined, acting like a toddler. You had a pouty face on your lips, trying to persuade her into giving in. Your hand gently began to travel up her shirt, and that seemed like the last straw.

Suddenly, she was swerving the car onto the side of the road, slamming on the brakes, which would’ve sent you flying forward if she hadn’t put her arm in front of your body. The car came to a screeching halt, before Billie killed the engine and put the car in park.

And before you knew it, her seatbelt and yours were off, and she was grabbing your chin, forcing you to look at her.

"Who the hell do you think you are, trying to grab on me like that while I’m driving?” She said, her voice cold and firm. She glared at you with daggers in her eyes, either like she was ready to kill you or fuck you. Your bet was the second option.

Your eyes widened slightly in surprise, not expecting the suddenness from the woman. Your hands fell in your lap, suddenly feeling so small under the woman’s gaze. All the confidence you had earlier was now thrown out the window, feeling Billie’s grip on your chin.

Billie tsked, a small smirk forming on her face as she saw you suddenly getting all silent. She gently propped one of your legs onto the center console, before taking her other hand and running it up your thigh. Her eyes darted from yours down to your pink panties, which were now ruined with your wetness.

"Oh, baby, so needy…” she said softly, yet her voice was filled with a deep, condescending tone. She gently ran two fingers against the wetness, making you let out a soft whimper, your legs trying to twitch shut.

"Ah-ah, no, baby.” Billie said, her voice holding a bit of sternness as she gently pushed them apart again. She gently ran her fingers over the soft, milky skin of your thighs, biting her bottom lip.

She hooked her finger under the waistband of your panties, pulling them down and throwing them on the ground. She watched as your arousal coated her leather seats, letting out a soft moan at the sight. You were beautiful—so needy for her. But sadly, you weren’t going to get her.

She gently picked you up, before guiding you to hover over the gearshift. You were facing the back seats, Billie next to you, still sitting comfortably in the driver’s seat. You looked at her, confusion wiping over your expression, feeling the arousal only growing in your stomach.

"Come on, baby, isn’t this what you were begging for? Wanting to get fucked?” Billie said as a low whisper, her voice barely there. Desire burned in her gaze, biting her bottom lip harder, before slowly sinking you down onto the gear shift.

A long, whiny moan was pulled from your throat, the cold metal making you shiver. It was so stiff inside you, yet so deep and so damn good. Your eyes rolled back, feeling Billie’s hand gripping onto one of your breasts that had fallen out of your dress.

"Fuck… such a slut, fucking yourself on my gearshift, huh? Such a needy whore, f’me.” Billie scoffed, kneading your breast in her hand as she watched you slowly bounce, picking your hips up and dropping them again. It was a magical sight to see.

"Fuck—Billie, please… please, feels so good— mmph!!” You whined out, throwing your head back at the gear shift hit that sweet spot deep inside you. You were letting out moans and whines, desperately trying to get yourself to your release as you sped up your pace.

"Uh uh, did I say you could come?” Billie said, her voice soft yet holding enough dominance for you to know that she was still in control. She grabbed onto your hip, slowing down your pace again. Making you whine, desperately trying to find your high—but Billie held her ground.

"You don’t get to come yet, you’ll come when I say you can.” Billie added, her voice soft, yet so dominant it was driving you insane. Billie tilted her head, as if she was confused as to why you were so whiny. She blinked, watching you slowly bounce. It was your torture, and it was Billie’s TV.

"Keep going, pretty girl, you’ll can do it,” Billie softly encouraged, her free hand moving up to brush some hair away from your face. She then pulled you just a bit closer, whispering in your ear, making a shiver go down your spine.

"You’re all mine now, huh? Fucking yourself with my gearshift… so needy, f’me, can’t even wait until we get home… just had to be a little needy slut, and now your mark is gonna stay.”

You moaned at the thought—at the thought of being Billie’s, being claimed by her, and your mark sitting right where she puts her hand every single day. And she looked like she had no intention of cleaning it after this.

You desperately gripped onto Billie’s arm, trying to ground yourself with each bounce. The gear shift was a wide stretch, and it was making you go insane. Because Billie didn’t even seem the least bit compassionate about how your insides were being turned to mush.

"Tell me how badly you need to come, baby, then I’ll consider it.” Billie murmured, slowing down your pace even more. It felt like you were being tortured. You whined, face scrunching up in a mixture of pleasure and frustration. Your juices were already dripping onto the metal below, leaving a wet puddle below you.

"Need to—need to cum so bad…” you managed to pull out, your breathing heavy and desperate as you sunk on the gear shift again, eyes rolling back.

"Come on, baby, you can do better than that. Had bad so you need it, baby?” Billie teased, already feeling that little knot in your stomach beginning to form. Of course, she couldn’t really feel it, but the way your hips began to stutter and the way your face scrunched told her more than words could.

"Fuck—Billie… I need to cum so bad! Please, I need to cum for you… feels so good, fuck—!” You whined out, feeling tears brim at your waterlines. You desperately held them back, needing to earn what you were so desperate to get.

"Hm… alright, baby, come for me.” Billie gently said, letting go of your hip. And just like that. You were back to a fast pace, desperate to get to your high. Moans and pleas came falling from your lips, but you barely paid attention to them.

"There you go, yell out my name, won’t you?” Billie demanded, her hand going to gently grip your throat, and that sent you over the edge. Your hips stuttered, your body tensing, Billie’s name screamed in the air.

You took a second to ride out your high, before you felt two strong arms picking you up and off the gear shift. You felt the pain of the gear shift suddenly leaving your body, making you whine, and quickly clinging to Billie.

Billie couldn’t help but chuckle, seeing you all fucked out and sensitive. She gently sat you on her lap, rubbing your back in a soothing motion. Her eyes on her gearshift. Covered in all of your juices and cum, which were going to definitely stay there.

"You did so good, baby. So proud of you.” Billie mumbled in your ear, letting you lay on her shoulder. Your dress, your panties, everything was ruined. And Billie? She was just as perfect as ever. Because you were always ruined, and never her.

"Billie…” you whined out, feeling sensitive and tired from your activities just preformed.

"I know baby, just rest, I’m here.” She softly said, letting your body rest against hers. She gently leaned her head on top of yours, feeling your heavy breaths on her neck.

"My ruined baby, always so messy f’me.” ⋆. 𐙚 ̊

a/n: ahem… me and my wife core !! @qoldwinqs

Also this is a little insane…. I just got it from something my wife said so blame her

[allyeilishh]

You’re not magical but I love you so we’ll say you are

Why is she actually sleeping the day away 💔💔

BABY WAKE UPPPP

[allyeilishh]

I’m going to Cancun 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

I go every year but I’m always so grateful bc it’s so beautiful there

Hi prettyyy

I lowkey don’t tty much but I stalk your blog like everyday…. Anyways how is your day going?

awh hii angel🤭

i stalk u too omg. my days been good, ive been with my friends all day and its sooo hot😖😖 how about you?

[allyeilishh]

I don’t just say “I love you” just because you said it to me if I say “I love you” I mean it I don’t say it to say it ho also if someone says “love you” instead of “I love you” I’m beating your ass who do you think you are ESPECIALLY if we’re together not letting that shit slide

[allyeilishh]

Omg so we’re just stalking buddies

My day has been good I’m leaving for my vacation tomorrow like…. Super early… but I hope you had fun with your friends!!

Hi prettyyy

I lowkey don’t tty much but I stalk your blog like everyday…. Anyways how is your day going?

awh hii angel🤭

i stalk u too omg. my days been good, ive been with my friends all day and its sooo hot😖😖 how about you?

[allyeilishh]

https://www.tumblr.com/allyeilishh/786458238950539264/guys-send-requests-for-fics-so-i-can-distract

Maybe fic about Eva from swarm? Im thinking she’s very persuasive with us like consentual non consent💁‍♀️

Hi angel !! So in my pinned post I say I don’t do cnc I’m just uncomfortable with that, and I also never watched swarm before also, but thank you for your request !

[allyeilishh]

Omg I just screamed bc honestly I don’t like my fics 💔

But that’s good! Mines been good as well, I’m leaving for Mexico tmr at like 5:30AM…

Hi why did I just realize you were following me 💔

I literally love your blog idk why I wasn’t following you before…

Anyways hi pretty girl!! How’s your day?

Stoppp I smiled when I seen you follow me back, I read your fics religiously. My days good so far how has yours been?

[allyeilishh]

i feel so insanely unwanted I'm sick to my stomach

[allyeilishh]

bro recording was so so so so soooooo good omg need more from wherever that came from

Aww thank you baby !

I will definitely be posting more content like that I just need ideas and requests !