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you never know what someone is going through. for instance i didnt know i was going through anything until about 2 years later. i thought i was just chilling
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Alejandra Pizarnik, tr. by Yvette Siegert, from The Most Foreign Country; “I am…”
[Text ID: “my wings? / two rotting petals”]
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2024
DO IT SCARED
FUCK IT WE BALL
REMEMBER THAT PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU
MAKE THE CHOICE TO END HARMFUL PATTERNS
LOVE WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART
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having short-term memory is like. this book profoundly affected me. that show bared my soul. i don’t remember a single thing about it. but it did
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[sitting completely still in my own bed] this world is gutting me like a fish
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2024 is the year we stop “consuming” and go back to “reading/watching/listening to/playing” things
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Li Lianhua pouring tea by touch (and sound), episode 37
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This gif, okay.
It's not just the acknowledgment of what Li Lianhua is giving up, but (especially?) his incredibly fond realization of how well Fang Duobing knows him.
It's Li Lianhua recognizing that here stands someone who sees him as both Li Xiangyi and, most importantly, Li Lianhua. Someone who sees the sacrifice both of those men are making by being here.
Someone who doesn't celebrate the fact that Li Xiangyi is back, that he's alive and has returned to the world, but who knows to be sad about that.
Fang Doubing knows that with Li Xiangyi's return from the dead, carefree Li Lianhua has to die.
Li Lianhua will lose the freedom he cherished so much. He will be returned to the pressure and pain of being the Li Xiangyi who, in his mind, can never live up to the world's and his own expectations.
It's a painful, sad moment, even though the crowd would never see it as such.
And yet Li Lianhua smiles fondly, because he can see that Fang Duobing truly knows him.
Unlike everyone else there, Fang Duobing is sad for him. Fang Duobing knows what he's giving up and wants everyone to recognize that too. Fang Duobing knows him. (The true him, not the legend who died ten years ago.) Fang Duobing cares about him.
So, Li Lianhua smiles.
@fan-man-huaisang @wuxia-vanlifer
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