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KK T-Shirts 03

Clothes Top

My mesh / All morphs / All LODs

Custom thumbnails

HQ Complete

[DOWNLOAD] (EA / JUN.18.2021)

KK Street fashion set 01

Clothes Top & bottom & chain ACC & bracelet

My mesh / All morphs / All LODs

Custom thumbnails

HQ Complete

[DOWNLOAD] (PE)

Thanks to all CC creators.

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My own take on Harley Quinn ♦️🖤

My IG: xtwenty_twentyx_

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Halloween 2020 collaboration

10 items

HQ compatible

The work of my partners:  @lam-z​  x @diu0diu​ x @qianq-q​ x @janehaveaquestion​ x @itsruan​ x @susuran​

Blush 33

25 swatches / all genders /found in blush

Eyeliner 12 2D eyelashes

5 swatches / all genders /found in the eyeliner

Contour 02

15 swatches / all genders /found in blush and skin

Contour 03

15 swatches / all genders /found in blush and skin details

Joint bruise 01

10 swatches / all genders / found in tattoos

Lens 20 (2 versions)

30 swatches / all genders /found in face painting / one version can shine

Nose Shadow 02

20 swatches / all genders / found in tattoos and skin details

Lipstick 67

40 swatches / all genders / found in lipsticks

Lipstick 70

55 swatches / all genders / found in lipsticks

Tattoo 40

25 swatches / all genders / found in all tattoos

More gif detail

Let’s play a game(collaboration official website)

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when taylor swift steps into a piano: ✨🧚🏻‍♀️✨🌊

watch the cardigan music video here: http://Taylor.lnk.to/folklore/YouTube

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Pikachu says Nonbinary People are Fantastic! 

Reminder that I love nonbinary sapphics, wlw, and aspec folks! I drew the white background by hand today for a friend of mine who just came out as nonbinary, and decided to add some flag backgrounds for this blog :) 

Free for personal use, if posting elsewhere please credit! It’s pretty easy for me to swap the background, if you have any requests, feel free  -Mod Amelia

Flags, in order: Sapphic Flag, @apersnicketylemon‘s Inclusive lesbian flag, Sappho lesbian flag, aro flag, aroace flag by @aroaesflags, aro flag, pan flag, bi flag, poly flag

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                              #BLACKLIVESMATTER SHADES

These seemed in high demand per my last post so i threw together this package file for you guys to enjoy! PLEASE NOTE: This is my first-ish mesh so be easy on me lmao

100% New Mesh

1 Swatch

Custom Thumbnails

All LODS

Unisex

Glasses Slider Compatible  [Made By I C O N I C ]

Two separate OR One Merged file; Found in the Right Bracelet and Glasses Category

Please NO Reuploading or Claiming as your own

Please DON’T put my things behind a Paywall (Adfly, Shortest, etc)

ASK PERMISSION BEFORE YOU CONVERT

Recolors are cool but DON’T INCLUDE THE MESH! If you recolor, give credit & link back to the original post

Message me if you have any issues!

…..ANNNDDDD I think that’s it! feel free to tag me on my socials if you use these, I’d Love to see your pictures

IG | TWITTER | TUMBLR

DOWNLOAD

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Don’t download Tiktok.

https://twitter.com/d1rtydan/status/1277081198624337920

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She was just 19....

[Trigger Warning: Sexual assault]

I know I’m late on this but I thought I’d write about Oluwatoyin “Toyin” Salau’s murder. Please read on to learn more about this gorgeous Woman.

This intelligent Woman was, and still is, an inspiration. She taught herself to sew, paint, and design clothes. She was honest and wanted to bring people together. She encouraged people to unite against police brutality. She also loved to protest. 

Toyin spoke at a protest for Tony McDade and said,

“At the end of the day, I cannot take my fucking skin color off,” –“Everywhere I fucking go, I am profiled whether I like it or not… So guess what? I’m gonna die by it. I’m going to die by my fucking skin. You cannot take my fucking blackness away from me.”

I feel such a connection to Toyin. I’m also 19. I also love all forms of art. I love to protest. 

Her death makes me want to do more. Protest more, voice my opinions more, and be proud of my brown skin. She’s such an inspiration and I thought more people should know about her. 

I also want to discuss the fact that she was sexually assaulted before her death. Black Women are often forgotten in general but especially in terms of violence.  I myself have been sexually assaulted.

For every black woman who reports rape, at least 15 black women do not report.

1 in 4 black girls will be sexually abused before the age of 18.

1 in 5 black women are survivors of rape.

35% of black women experienced some form of contact sexual violence during their lifetime.

40% - 60% of black women report being subjected to coercive sexual contact by age 18.

17% of black women experienced sexual violence other than rape by an intimate partner during their lifetime.

The Institute for Women’s Policy Research reports that:

More than 20% of Black Women are raped during their lifetimes — a higher share than among women overall.

Black Women were 2.5 times more likely to be murdered by men than their White counterparts. And, more than 9 in 10 black female victims knew their killers.

Black Women also experience significantly higher rates of psychological abuse — including humiliation, insults, name-calling and coercive control — than do women over all.

(Source)

                                                       ——-

People don’t think about Black Women in a different light than the strong Black Beyonce, sassy Rihanna, or any other box. 

Black Women are complex, sexual, beautiful, flawed, strong, vulnerable. Our hearts break, we laugh at memes, we dance while cooking, we listen to music, we breathe…until we can’t anymore. 

We are multifaceted just like any other human being. 

Thanks for reading this far. 

Now check in on your Black Sisters! Just be there with them during this horrendous time in history. You don’t have to understand our experience fully, just please show love and support.  

Rest in Power Toyin.

Sign the Petition Here

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https://instagram.com/kaylablackmon 😍

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made this to appreciate her songs and MTV VMAs 2018 performance.

Making fanmade animation for songs which I really enjoy and listen every day was my all time dream. Almost every time I couldn’t handle myself, popping up hundreds of images and storyline for the song, regardless of time and places. Cowardness and uncertainty were the main obstacles that made me not to try for a long time.

Thankfully many people liked this short animation and I truly appreciate it.

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there will be a moment when you realize you are more grown up than your parents are. this is the loss of childhood, my love. it is when you’re standing in the kitchen and one of your parents is screaming about something and you recognize: you will let them win the fight not because you are wrong, but simply because you know that they will keep shouting unless you drop the subject. you expect them to have childish understandings of things. they will hold onto their concept of the world as if it was not a changing thing. they must be right, and they must be somehow more right than you, always, in everything. their idea of control is so necessary to who they are that you just let it go.

this is the moment. you are 11 or 17 or 21. and you realize that you’re more mature than they ever were. 

and in some odd, sad way, this frees you. where they have stagnated, you continue.

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[911004] Happy Birthday Leigh Anne! ♡

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100 Reasons NOT To Kill Yourself

1. We would miss you. 2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again… 19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don’t even know you and I love you. 57. I don’t even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is. 65. You’ve changed somebody’s life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life. 70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you’re proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. Sherlock season three. 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

IF that isn’t enough:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696 Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433 LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255 Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386 Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743 Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438 Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673 Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272 Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000 Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253 Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453 UK Helplines: Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111 Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600 Drinkline: 0800 9178282 Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614 India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669 Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7 suicide hotlines; Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430 Australia: 13-11-14 Austria: 01-713-3374 Barbados: 429-9999 Belgium: 106 Botswana: 391-1270 Brazil: 21-233-9191 China: 852-2382-0000 (Hong Kong: 2389-2222) Costa Rica: 606-253-5439 Croatia: 01-4833-888 Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67 Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908 Denmark: 70-201-201 Egypt: 762-1602 Estonia: 6-558-088 Finland: 040-5032199 France: 01-45-39-4000 Germany: 0800-181-0721 Greece: 1018 Guatemala: 502-234-1239 Holland: 0900-0767 Honduras: 504-237-3623 Hungary: 06-80-820-111 Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90 Ireland: 1800-247-100 Israel: 09-8892333 Italy: 06-705-4444 Japan: 3-5286-9090 Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292 Malaysia: 03-756-8144 (Singapore: 1-800-221-4444) Mexico: 525-510-2550 Netherlands: 0900-0767 New Zealand: 4-473-9739 New Guinea: 675-326-0011 Nicaragua: 505-268-6171 Norway: 47-815-33-300 Philippines: 02-896-9191 Poland: 52-70-000 Portugal: 239-72-10-10 Russia: 8-20-222-82-10 Serbia: 21-6623-393 Spain: 91-459-00-50 South Africa: 0861-322-322 South Korea: 2-715-8600 Sweden: 031-711-2400 Switzerland: 143 Taiwan: 0800-788-995 Thailand: 02-249-9977 Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800 Ukraine: 0487-327715 Uruguay: 095 73 8483 You will be missing out on every single wonderful thing yet to happen to you.

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Do not stress over what you cannot control.

You can not control other people. You can not control their behavior, their thoughts, or their beliefs. Focus on yourself, and your happiness. Focus on being in peace with yourself. Spread love and joy, and do not let others negative attitudes affect you.