alphahermit

[alphahermit]

i love when you kick people in the head and all their skin falls off and they go to hell

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One of my secrets: I can't comprehend why people don't like me because I actually low key really fucking love myself despite my so called flaws. I think anyone who doesn't like me should die

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My cat is stressing me the fuck out. She had 1 kitten at midnight last night. Then a 2nd kitten at 4 AM and it's been 12 hours and no other kittens. She usually has 6-8 kittens and it definitely never took anywhere near this long and I'm worried. She's not straining, panting, meowing, yowling, bleeding, or anything like that. She's acting completely calm and normal and is eating and drinking and using the litter box. Google says she's likely either done giving birth or she's in interrupted labor which can last up to 36 hours but I'm seriously stressed the fuck out because I'm worried she's going to die and not even a peaceful death. A horrific one.

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Great. I think my cat is about to give birth. She keeps following me around and meowing and she's normally a really aloof cat and only does that when she's about to have kittens. It's 9:04 PM and I'm not going to be able to shower or cook dinner until she's done because she'll jump out of the box and follow me around the house dropping kittens out all over the place if I don't put her in the box and sit there with her the whole time (that's happened before)

I wish I could get her fixed but I don't have transportation (can't take animals on the bus) and I can't take her on a bicycle and plus I don't have the money anyways. Keeping her inside doesn't work because she always manages to sneak out somehow. I wish they had one of those catch, fix, and release programs around here. Fix these stray male cats wandering around at least

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I usually only build in The Sims 4 but when I do actual gameplay, I always delete all of the premade sims in The Sims 4 except for The Goths, The Landgraabs, Johnny Zest, and Vladislaus Straud. Since Vlad can break in houses and drink the blood of sleeping Sims, I edit him to look more creepy and demonic but I don't really have a plotline for him. He's just an out of place horror that I don't delete because he's entertaining. It's my plot line that Johnny Zest was disowned by The Landgraabs for being gay (he just gives me a strong gay vibe) and I put medicine bottles around his trailer, and I also put the syringe clutter item from Cats and Dogs, and a bar in his trailer because he's also an addict in my plot line. I use cheats to make The Goths and Landgraabs more rich and powerful than they already are. Nancy Landgraab wants The Goths dead. Geoffrey Landgraab and Bella Goth are both investigators and in my plot line, Geoffrey is an enabling cuck covering up Nancy and Malcom's crimes and Bella is a threat. Malcom Landgraab is a rapist, thief, and murderer who gets away with it because of his mom and dad (I took his evil trait more literally than what's allowed in the game) and Nancy run a secret for profit prison where she imprisons and executes those badly dressed constantly generated randomized sims (I just move the randomized sims into the prison and have the Creepy Crawly lot trait and they either die from insect bites, starvation, or I use the be slain by killer rabbit cheat) and I always create a paranoid erratic UFO obsessed pot head Sim to be neighbors and friends with Johnny Zest because I feel sorry for him. Every other Sim I create has to tie into that plot somehow which is actually really difficult. I was going to make an alien worshipping death cult in Strangerville but I couldn't think of a way to tie it into the plot. Could tie it into the UFO obsessed sim I created to be friends with Johnny Zest but I don't see how it could tie into the plot lines of every other Sim so it would end up being too boring

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I corrected my sleep cycle the other day and went to sleep at 1:18 AM last night just to wake up at 4:59 PM today (I slept for like 15-16 hours) and the whole reason I stayed awake a couple of days ago for almost 30 hours is because I was going to sleep at 7 AM and waking up at 4 PM and needed to change that and now I'm back to square one. I probably won't be able to sleep until 7-8 AM tomorrow. This sleep shit is annoying the fuck out of me. I either can't sleep at all or I'm oversleeping. The only time I can sleep 8-9 hours is if I go sleep at 5-8 AM. If I go sleep before 1 AM, I sleep 4-5 hours. If I stay awake for over 24 hours I'll either sleep 5 hours or 15-16 hours. I'm done with this bullshit

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plap plap plap plap these flipflops are too big plap plap plap

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Lmfao

U S Government Stages Fake Coup To Wipe Out National Debt

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Jfc I have the air conditioner AND a fan on in my room and it's still so intolerably hot in here. Wtf?

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Best way to cook pork chops so they don't taste like shit: heavily season them, fry them in oil until they're so crispy that the fire alarm is going off from the smoke and you have to open every window and door in the house. For real though, I hate pork. It has a weird disgusting taste to it if you don't fry it out of it. I only buy pork because beef is too expensive and I can't just eat chicken all the time

Edit: Actually this pork chop and the brown sugar beans I'm eating with it are really good so maybe I don't hate pork but I do hate pork when it's juicy and oven baked. That weird nasty...taste...isn't cooked out of it until the meat is dry

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Sleep cycle is messed up again. It's almost 7AM. I do have 10mg Melatonin but I'm still so awake that it won't work. Going to have to correct things again