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          as of late my health has taken a massive dip and, along with new medication, i just don’t have the ability nor the capacity to maintain activity anywhere so i’m moving maggie to my multi @awestedevelopment​ so if you’d like to continue writing with them and don’t mind that i’m fairly slow these days, catch me over there !!

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          you showed me that i am not that scared, little girl in that picture anymore. i’m an adult woman, and i am happy in my own skin… i finally understand i don’t need you to see me or to get me or to even like me. i don’t need anything from you. I’M ALREADY GOOD. // independent canon divergent & headcanon based maggie sawyer, adored by west.

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WINN SCHOTT ;;

A soft smile on his lips as he listened to her talk, defend her point although it wasn’t neccessary. Because he knew what she meant, but this was way more fun. He loved hearing people talk about tihngs that they were obviously passionate about, and this just seemed to be one of the things that Maggie had strong feelings for. And he didn’t mind it, instead nodded as her words and began adding to them. “Well yeah I get that. But like what if we catch this alien who was like Thanos, you know wanting to wipe out half of everything that exists, but he technically hasn’t done anything wrong on this planet yet. Is it lawful to arrest him?” His eyebrow raises at the question, waiting for her answer as he leaned forward, elbows resting on the table. “And you are never going to end up like yours.” Winn reassured, his smile growing. He would never get used to people complimenting him, to people saying that he was going to become better than whatever image his father had of him. His father had always viewed him like one of his toys, and although he hadn’t seen it at the time, he did now. And it was something that still made him shudder at the thought. “I’m not lying.” He said, his voice raising an octave as he pushed off the table, shoulders straightening as he spoke. “Everything is totally normal. I’m not freezing you out, trust me.” He refused to look in her eyes, he knew that he would crack the second he did.

          ❝ thanos? is that the fictional bad guy thing that you spend days crying over? ❞ there’s a tug of her lips as she tries not to smirk. maggie isn’t knowledgeable on film nor does she watch a lot of television outside of her relationship with alex or time spent with the superfriends so, sometimes, she honestly has no clue about half the things winn says. still, she often takes these opportunities to tease him, even if she’s completely wrong on the matter. ❝ it depends. have you thought that maybe arresting him in the first place is what sets off his need to do that? the thing is, you can’t predict the future. hell, you can’t even predict the present. every action has a reaction; a consequence, and who are we to decide what that means? i think i get that situation, though. the example you’re trying to use. as an officer of the law, i can’t act on my own feelings. everything i do is by the book, but as someone who works in the science division who has seen what i’ve seen in the past year alone? the answer gets tougher to give. it’s a sliding scale. ❞ in essence, it boils down to the age old question: is a person born evil? is a person’s path laid out before they’ve even drawn their first breath? that entire concept terrifies maggie because, at the end of the day, if all that was true then that would mean that she was born into a world that would immediately reject her for who and what she is, and that she was destined to be erased from her parents’ life no matter what she did. she can’t even begin to fathom how suffocating this thought is. she just... can’t. she deals in facts. if she can see, touch or feel it, then it’s the truth. she can deal in those. anything else? she has a hard time believing. it’s why she clings so firmly to the law she spends her life upholding. without that, what does she truly have? it’s chaos without. ❝ i may not be my father, but i am who i’ve become because of his teachings. that’s something i’ll never escape from. what matters is that i’ve taken his teachings and i’ve used them to shape myself; i’ve allowed myself to grow and learn. that’s all parents are at the end of the day. they can’t force you to be anything, but they can help shape you. thankfully, we’re a malleable shape. we can change and manipulate it as well, and we do that through our decisions. ❞ she may have continued down the path her father had set for her as a child, but maggie took ownership of it and made it her own; her journey since that fateful day at the age of fourteen has been her own doing. she chose to become who she is, and he can do the same thing. ❝ okay, well... if you decide you can say that to me without sounding like you just got kicked in the nuts, come find me. i’m not chasing you to try and help you, winn. ❞ she has no intention of chasing after anyone who would lie to her, regardless of severity.

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our love was made for movie screens

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IRIS WEST‌ ;;

        ❝ mhm, ❞ she doubts with a grin. she can’t blame her. and she doesn’t. ❝ well, i promise i wont get you fired. if that helps. ❞ or she’ll try not to get her fired. which is why they’re getting coffee far far away from the precinct. and, really, maybe they should pretend they’re dating so that no one suspects her from taking maggie away from her desk so often.  ❝ or you pay to have them, depends how you look at things. but, come on, i know this incredible place. you’ll love it. they have thematic coffee names. ❞ she opens maggie’s door and helps herself out, waiting for maggie to catch up before walking outside. it’s a terrible day outside, but at least it’s not raining.

          ❝ it helps a little. not much, but it’s a start, ❞ she holds her finger and thumb up close together to emphasise her words. she grabs the leather jacket from the back of her chair and slings it over her shoulders. ❝ well yeah, there’s an option to pay for them, too. we just tend to have a different name for those people, ❞ she chuckles. ❝ thematic coffee names? now you’re speaking my language, west. ❞ maggie is a massive coffee fan, after all. though, she keeps tight lipped about the fact that it doesn’t take much convincing when the word is uttered. she’s an easy sell on the matter. still, it’s nice to see that her friend would go out of the way to find ways to capture maggie’s presence. ❝ next you’ll be taking me to my favourite vegan restaurant. should i be worried that you’re gonna burn out prematurely with this spoiling me thing? ❞ as she walks out, maggie can’t help but think that iris will walk away as soon as she gets what she needs. she knows that she can’t think like that, but it’s her general thought when it comes to people entering and leaving her life. so far so good, though. she supposes that it being largely based on work helps matters. ❝ it’ll be a home run if you bring up bonsai trees, ❞ she then goes on to joke as her nose crinkles at the weather. however, she’ll take rain over scorching heat any day. ❝ lead the way, ❞ she then motions to the street with a hand, smiling a little.

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KATE KANE ;;

Such a random, and bold statement from her.  The reality is though, sometimes it’s hard to recognize who you were, because you always changed so much.  Even without knowing you were doing it.  “I think that’s an issue for everyone.”  The redhead let out a breath, moving to sit next to her.  “We change.  It’s not always a bad thing you know.”

          ❝ i hate it. ❞ ever since she was a child, maggie had to do things a certain way. she’d wake up early, she’d eat her meals at a fixed allotted time, and she’d put in the work expected of her. even when she lost her parents and the home that she knew, she stuck to her routines; they were too ingrained for her to be anything different than the person they had forged her into, but one thing they did do is show her just how much she couldn’t function on the days where things did not go as planned. her parents kicked her out because she couldn’t change who she is, and at least ninety percent of her relationships ended for the exact same reason, and she doesn’t know how she can reconcile those figures with the idea that change could be a good thing. for others, maybe, but for her? it would be like swimming against the tide. ❝ bad is all i’ve got. i don’t even think i would know how to react if it ended any other way than that. ❞

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‘  in my defense, i really am the dumbest bitch alive.  ’ ‘  i’m permanently emotionally damaged but it’s chill, i’m chill.  ’ ‘  i should have an oscar for pretending to be straight all those fucking years  ’ ‘  i just love sleep so much….. like u just close ur eyes and ur gone bitch…… brain logged the fuck off….. powerful.  ’ ‘  how could you NOT fall in love with the glow of the moon and stars, the warmth of the sun, the ancient life within the tress, and the sweet melodies of the winds?  ’ ‘  this MIGHT have something to do with me being gay, but i think women look better in suits than men do.  ’ ‘  cancel all my meetings for today. slender aphrodite has overcome me with longing for a girl.  ’ ‘  not dating me? sad. tragic. for you at least.  ’ ‘  it really be light outside until 7pm now, goodbye seasonal depression u dumb bitch.  ’ ‘  me? choosing the self destructive path instead of doing the right thing??? u know it  ’ ‘  are you even gay if you don’t take extremely long naps at inconvenient times  ’ ‘  at some point y’all gotta stop shading each other online and all that nonsense and just meet up, fist fight and move on.  ’ ‘  true love is in friendship remember that.  ’ ‘  is he cute or is he just 6’5…..in this essay i will  ’ ‘  there is no reason to not love with your whole heart.  ’ ‘  from the icons that brought you dancing in a haunted asylum comes ordering pizza in a demon house.  ’ ‘  what should my next mistake be  ’ ‘  as soon as you think “maybe i can get up early and just finish it tomorrow” you’ve already lost.  ’ ‘  there are people you haven’t met yet who will love you.  ’ ‘  me @ me 24/7: are we really doing this rn  ’ ‘  i love talking to myself she gets me.  ’ ‘  sorry if it seems like i want attention i just want attention.  ’ ‘  Bug-Free™ season is over and i am Afraid.  ’ ‘  pay close attention to who checks up on you and who doesn’t.  ’ ‘  if you could only love enough, you could be the most powerful person in the world.  ’ ‘  i really, truly, hope you’re happy now. i hope everything works out for you.  ’ ‘  people? caring for me? loving me? sticking around? sounds fake must be after something.  ’ ‘  what, from the bottom of my heart, the fuck.  ’ ‘  you inability to learn complicated handshakes is tearing this gang apart.  ’ ‘  when u tryna be cheesy but everyone around u is laughtose intolerant  ’ ‘  ‘i don’t care,’ i say, caringly, as i care deeply  ’ ‘  my life isn’t in a very good state right now but at least i can proudly say that i don’t ship gaming youtubers  ’ ‘  if u think i’m cute send me money  ’ ‘  one day i will take a really good selfie and you will be sorry….. you will all be sorry  ’ ‘  omg another exhausting day of doing the bare minimum  ’ ‘  not a day passes where i don’t embarrass myself but it’s ok because i’m on the path to destroy my ego so i won’t be embarrassed anymore  ’ ‘  “oh ok” actually means my heart just got ripped into a million pieces but i won’t tell you because you wouldn’t care how i feel anyway  ’ ‘  good news everyone. i’m beautiful.  ’ ‘  there are 7 wonders of the world and i am 3 of them  ’ ‘  i may seem like an angry person on the surface but deep inside im actually angrier  ’ ‘  you think you want me to shut up? i have to listen to myself even when i’m not talking  ’ ‘  ah, looks like another 100% chance of me being petty today  ’ ‘  you may be evil, but i’m a bitch. and bitches always win  ’ ‘  i only argue when i know i’m right which is why i’m always arguing  ’ ‘  i like a boy and it’s ruining my life goodbye  ’ ‘  you can order These Hands™ for one easy payment of $Try.Me  ’ ‘  there’s this thing u should try it’s called stop ignoring me  ’ ‘  i’m dealing with my shit the way i’m dealing with it. are my methods unhealthy? yes. are they effective? no. am i going to change what i’m doing? no  ’ ‘  i hope everybody is doing their best even tho we’re all doomed  ’ ‘  on the bright side, at least my crippling fear of abandonment will never leave me  ’ ‘  rumors of my heterosexuality have been greatly exaggerated  ’ ‘  highest form of art: girls  ’ ‘  the best kind of alcohol is a lot.  ’ ‘  yoU THINK YOU’RE REAL CUTE, DON’T YOU???? REAL FUCKING CUTE, RIGHT???? i think so too  ’ ‘  5 years ago i was a fucking mess and now i’m a fucking mess but at peace with it and with a cooler fashion sense  ’ ‘  napping together is an important part of a relationship  ’ ‘  life is so hard when you have twenty tv shows to watch  ’ ‘  intuition really is a superpower  ’ ‘  he’s lying sis  ’ ‘  if a demon possessed me i’d just b like ok take it from here good luck man  ’ ‘  nothing like a nice murder to cheer me up  ’ ‘  i just want to say from the bottom of my heart i didn’t sign up for this shit  ’ ‘  ‘i expected better from you’ well that was your fault i got nothing to do with that  ’ ‘  well i already know i’m going to hell. at this point it’s really go big or go home  ’ ‘  the struggle not to roll my eyes at people when they talk  ’ ‘  destroy the idea that i will ever calm down  ’ ‘  honestly i don’t even play an active role in my life shit just happens and im like oh this is what we’re doing now ok  ’ ‘  i use the word fuck so excessively i sometimes forget it’s a swear word  ’ ‘  y’all are so excited for the aliens do you realize they’re gonna kill us all?  ’ ‘  if i ever get killed i hope you all assume it’s because i knew too much about aliens  ’ ‘  dinosaurs are a social construct. the government planted the bones for us to find.  ’ ‘  what, with all due respect, the absolute fuck  ’ ‘  if u listen closely u can hear me not caring  ’ ‘  no logical decisions. we die like horror movie protagonists.  ’ ‘  the more you roast each other, the stronger the love.  ’ ‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on  ’ ‘  you fools, that’s not bigfoot screaming in the woods, it’s me having an existential crisis  ’ ‘  if socrates can make a career out of telling people they’re stupid then why can’t i  ’ ‘  what, pray tell, the fuck  ’ ‘  i relate to the phrase ‘chillin like a villain’ because it shows that i’m calm but also ready to sin  ’ ‘  i’m such a sarcastic bitch. it’s beautiful.  ’ ‘  i hope no one lowkey hates me. highkey hate me. hate me with every fiber of your being. go big or go home.  ’ ‘  yes ur allowed to have other friends, u just have to love me more.  ’ ‘  do u ever just look at someone and get annoyed  ’ ‘  anyway i’m beautiful and radiant and hilarious and witty and perfect. what’s up with you guys  ’ ‘  you would not believe your luck if i gave a flying fuck  ’ ‘  you ever meet someone and just know….. u just know… they’re a lizard  ’ ‘  the spell can only be broken by true love’s high-five  ’ ‘  i need a fightbuddy. which is like a fuckbuddy but instead of banging, you fight. no strings attached. just text me lemme know when it’s going down.  ’ ‘  i would follow you to the ends of the earth with only mild complaining  ’ ‘  today’s schedule: suffer  ’ ‘  if you’re not into some dumb embarrassing shit you’re not living your truth  ’ ‘  imagine being able to handle things. that’s wild.  ’ ‘  how do i un-know people  ’ ‘  sexting? nah. i’m into spexting. spooky texting. ever seen a ghost? hmu.  ’

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YO YO YOU YO IT’S MAGGIE’S BIRTHDAY TODAY !!

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random gifs of maggie sawyer {{ 1/∞ }}

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happy birthday maggie sawyer!

march 29, 1987

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beep beep how’s my portrayal ?

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YO YO YOU YO IT’S MAGGIE’S BIRTHDAY TODAY !!

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HADLEY JAMES ;;

a frown. something’s wrong. maggie is strong, so much stronger than the words she’s speaking. it makes the blonde worried. “ mags… is everything alright? ” a question, not a push for answers, a push hadley knows will only serve to push maggie further away. “ wherever you wanna go. vegas? dc? new york? up to you. ”

          in all honesty? she doesn’t know. she can say she’s fine till she’s blue in the face but her gut will continuously ignore that, leaving her feeling out of place and almost sick. she’s tired of feeling that way, but she doesn’t know how to get rid of it. ❝ it’s just... one of those days, you know? ❞ there goes again, placing a bandaid over a canyon, expecting it to do the job it’s made for. ❝ honestly, i’m feeling vegas. dc is too political right now and new york is too crowded. besides, you can never go wrong with a little gambling. ❞