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THEME: A RAINY DAY
week sixteen: 30.9.24 - 5.10.24

nct:
the swan | lee donghyuck | @diorcities
the lovers | lee taeyong | @moonctzeny
the swan | lee donghyuck | @diorcities
pride and prejudice | lee jeno | @starryhyuck
persephone gives us spring | na jaemin | @heartshyuck
the way life goes | na jaemin | @mrkis
learning languages | lee donghyuck | @tonicandjins
it's too bad you're married to me | lee mark | @yojeongin
i felt younger when we met | nakamoto yuta | @rrxnjun
little do you know | lee taeyong | @lisired
blazed | xiao dejun | @winsmoke
one big house, full of bad bitches | suh johnny | @alreadyblondenow
the things i know | park jisung | @byunbaekby
21:15 | huang renjun | @from-izzy
all those times are now memories (bye, my first...) | na jaemin | @kingfyre
enhypen:
still with you | park jay | @cerisesparadise
riize:
fun dip | osaki shotaro | @winsmoke
the boyz:
cupid's mistake | kim sunwoo | @from-izzy
commitment | kim sunwoo | @bbangsoonie
insecure | kim sunwoo | @mae-gi-writes
rainy days | bae jacob | @sanaxo-o

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one big house full of bad bitches @alreadyblondenow
blazed @winsmoke
the lovers @moonnctzeny
little do you you know @lisired
i felt younger when we met @rrxnjun
itâs too bad youâre married to me @yojeongin
learning languages @tonicandjins
the way life goes @mrkis
persephone gives us spring @heartshyuck
pride and prejudice @starryhyuck
the swan @diorcities
fun dip @winsmoke
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JAEHYUN IS ENLISTING⌠IM BEYOND SHOCKED
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⸠Assassin Jaehyun x Assassin Female reader ⸠Smut, Smut, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Gore, MATURE ⸠JAEHYUN SMUT SERIES: FUCK, MARRY, KILL ⸠VOLUME I: PART 1, PART 2, PART 3 ⸠VOLUME II: PART 1, PART2
Summary: A new life without being an assassin. A chance to run away and forgive. A chance to do it all again and not fuck it up. How can Jaehyun protect you from his world now?
WORD COUNT: 7,000K
Warnings: THIS FIC IS FICTION ONLY, Smut, smut, smut, MATURE THEMES, Heavy description of killings because most of the characters are assassins, mentions of blood, character death, A LOT OF NCT MEMBERS WILL D WORD IN THIS FIC, unprotected sex, mentions of condoms, mentions of pill, pregnancy, swearing, mentions of alcohol. HEAVY CHEATING, FICTONAL MURDER, CAR CRASH, Not everything is proofread, apologies again. I hope I did not forget anything. PLEASE !!! DON'T READ IF IN ANY WAY YOU WILL BE UNCOMFORTABLE.
A/N: This is the fluffiest part of the series. The part 2 will have the gore and other shit heheheheheee. Thank you so much for waiting for Volume II ! I know how its so ugly to wait for an unfinished fic but I am doing my best huhu I'm sorry. I would like to mention that I changed the story, so if you read the teaser for FMK, I CHANGED THE PLOT A LOT SO - THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING
If a person really loves you, they will have a hard time choosing whether to stay and fight for the relationship or just let you go because it's what you want. Itâs between respect and what you want.Â
Jaehyun wanted to lock you inside this apartment. He was planning to keep you like a thing that he loves for safe keeping. He wanted to make you stay, and not give you a choice anymore. He wanted to own you. He didnât want to let you go. Youâre not leaving his life. Not now. Not ever.Â
Thatâs what Jaehyun wants.Â
But Jaehyun loves you, thatâs why he did not chose what he wanted to do. Jaehyun indeed loves you. You can see it in his eyes. Now that youâve finally broke your silence and told him that you wanted to leave. And not just leave this place⌠you weâre talking about leaving his life. This life. For good.Â
He was silent. He didnât know what to say. But you can see in his eyes, heâs hurt. He even turned his back against you because he didnât want you to see him cry. Itâs not that this relationship grew out of love, but love was the problem all along. You and Jaehyun have this love for each other but life is doing itâs best to stop you two from pouring it.Â
At this moment, Jaehyun is so frustrated, thinking about the time where it all started. Where did everything went down hill?Â
Hendery?Â
His fatherâs death?Â
Markâs death?Â
âI know youâre deep into thinking right nowâ you disturbed his thoughts, sobbing, and struggling to speak for yourself but you have to. âBut I have respect to you Jaehyun, until this very end, I need you to let go of me. Were tired of fighting, I can feel it. Iâll leave once you approved or accept that this is our endâ you said and left the room.Â
For Jaehyun hearing those words from you hurt. He wanted to hold you, stop you and grasp for every love that you have left for him. But he couldnât. He was like a stone, he looked heartless on the outside for making you leave the room, but on the inside he was burning with want to make you stay.Â
For three days, you waited patiently for his decision. And in those three days, Jaehyun was just gone. He wasnât working, he didnât attend any meetings, gone. Just gone. You packed your things as slowly as you can just so you could keep your calm composure.
And by the time he finally arrived, you knew that the day was today. You will finally leave and will be granted freedom.Â
âIâm not going to try and win you back im not going to beg for you to stay. I want you to stay⌠but thatâs not what you want âÂ
He looked calm now you thought. He looked so tensed, mad and hurt the last time you were on the same room.
âBut at least give me the chance to let you go properly in the way you deserved. Its the least I could doâ
In the days he was gone, he did his best to think straight. He did his best to understand your part, why you want to leave and what good is this going to give you both? But to every question he asks himself, all answers just ends up putting you in good position. He can imagine you with a good life, perhaps leaving his life will give the peace he canât give you. And besides⌠having a peaceful life was all you ever dreamed of. He has already become the villain in your life he canât continue to do that.
You allowed him to help you pack.
You allowed him to drive you to your new place.Â
You noticed he still wears his ring.Â
You thought that this day would be awful, heavy and full of tears. But you can see right through Jaehyun that he made sure not to give you a hard time especially today.
âHmm the place is small are you sure you dont want a bigger one?â You just gave him a look and shook your head no.Â
Surprisingly Jaehyun looked like a normal person today. He still wears black though, all his tattoos are covered with thick clothing at least you get to see him like this one last time. Like a normal person. One without blood in his hands.
While you two were busy unloading your stuff, it was obvious that Jaehyun was taking his sweet time with you, he doesnât normally move so slow like this, he even checked every inch of your new place and made sure you were safe. If youâre being honest⌠youâd kill to make time slower for this specific day.Â
But after eating quietly at your empty living room floor, it snowed and the room became colder than it already is.
âJaehyun I want to thank you for today,âhe nods his head, looking at you straight in the eye while listening to every word you say, âYou know where I live now. But please I hope you keep your word. Let me goâ you just said that to avoid him spying on you. Who knows?Â
He just nods.
âI hope you get to have warm nights now that Iâm out of your lifeâ Jaehyun said before finishing his beer.
âIm off nowâ He said with a cold tone.Â
That night. You watched him get in his black car without even making a second look to you. He started driving the moment the car was ready to go.Â
For almost 2 decades of being together. For the love you thought no one could ruinâŚ. Everything went back to square one, on this cold and quiet day.

A year laterÂ
Who would have thought that living a decent and innocent life would be something⌠so challenging.Â
Challenging because now you realize killing someone just because you can⌠is not normal. Itâs necessary and it can be avoided.Â
You found a decent job at the library and youre a part timer at a convenience store⌠everything felt normal. You love it. Even if its boring.
âWell⌠youâve been an assassin for far too longâ Yuta laughs through the phone, âyou should practice self reflection and do some meditating perhaps it could help youâ Yuta suggests.Â
âHows Taeyong? Is the baking classes paying off?â You asked.Â
âYeah, surprisingly he bakes really good. But the guy is a perfectionist⌠nothing he makes make him happyâÂ
âWell tell him heâs doing a good job alreadyâÂ
After that sweet call with your friend, you headed to your second job, a convenience store not too far from your place. Itâs already 9PM, the person before your shift should be ready to head out. The job is kinda lonely, late hours can be so boring, but you figured its quiet. Plus you can eat peacefully, thatâs what matters. Now that youâre alone, eating peacefully with the food you made while looking at the window and watch the snow fallâŚÂ
You remember the night you and Jaehyun parted ways. You havenât thought much about him. Youre lucky moving out goes hand in hand with moving on⌠but are you moved on officially?
Everyday, you come home and congratulate yourself for having a kind of life like this. A peaceful and quiet life.Â
And everyday⌠you canât help but think about sharing this kind of life with Jaehyun. Will he like it too?Â
As you prepare to go to bed, it was a really cold night and you wanted to make sure youâre well rested by the morning comes. But just before you close your eyes, a loud bang at your gate woke every bit of you.Â
You got a kitchen knife just to sure, funny how not being an assassin for a year can wake every instinct and skill you have with just a loud bang.Â
By the time you open it, you were quick to point the knife to the person banging at your gate in this ungodly hour.Â
It was Jaehyun. Covered in blood.Â
He smiled before he could even speak a word and fell into your arms. Helplessly.
You carried him inside and took care of him.Â
He lost a lot of blood already but you knew better, of course you canât call the hospital or the police. âFuck Jaehyun what am I supposed to do?â But you come your senses and just did whatever you can.Â
You removed the bullets, stitched him up, cleaned him and made sure that heâs not in pain. Of course⌠he never removed his wedding ring.
When the sun came out, you went out to see his car and parked it inside. It was full of bullet holes and it seems like he really got lucky last night.Â
He slept the whole day, it was already sunset when he woke up. He saw you sleeping beside him and didnât even have second thoughts about hugging you even though every part of him hurt.Â
âWhat the fuck happened?â You asked gently.Â
He can clearly remember how you held a knife on his neck the night he arrived. He just smiled. âStill an assassin, you still got itâ he teased you.Â
âThat was just for protection you idiotâ answer me what happenedâÂ
âWell, a business meeting did not end well, whatâs new?â He smirked as if he didnât just almost died.Â
âYou need hospital by the way⌠can I call someone to pick you up?â You asked with concern.Â
âSo eager to get rid of me huh?âÂ
âNo Jaehyun. I donât know how to keep you aliveâ please. Call someoneâÂ
âBut I like it here⌠I seriously thought that Iâm gonna die last night, and all I could think about is seeing your face again. Iâd die happilyâÂ
That explains the smile before he collapsed.Â
Itâs hard to reason out with someone in this state, especially with Jaehyun. So you left him and prepared for dinner. But Jaehyun as the hard headed man he is, got up with all his strength to be with you in your small kitchen.Â
âI shouldnât be hereâ he said weakly.Â
You walked towards him and hugged him gently, thankful that he is indeed alive. But you have to understand that you cant keep coming back to what hurt you.Â
âStay for dinner, weâll figure this outâÂ
That night, you two talked like you didnât you didnât grew apart for a year. You were still the comfort that he longs for and heâs not ashamed to show it. While he was talking he didnât hide anything from you for he was sure that you will never judge him. He admitted that heâs not in great shape, business is not well, drugs was all he had when you left, and that he was depressed. âMy father left me with gold, money and a legacy⌠but not a happy life y/nâ he scoffed and finished his meal.Â
 When he was fetched by his new assassins, it was harder to leave than he thought. He feels sick, he never wanted to leave your place ever again, just like the night he left you here for the first time. The night he let you go.
âI bet youâre disappointed in me. I promised to never disturbed you but here I amâŚâ he says with weak eyes.
âYou can always visit me Jae⌠but not this wayâ you joked and kissed him on the cheek.Â
Little did you know that your invitation made him happy, a push to be a better man again. He didnât want to face you again like this, broken, an addict, lost. He wanted to be better. And so he stepped into his car with hope, with motivation, a better drive to live a new life and bring back the mighty Jaehyun.Â
Months passed by and you find yourself thinking about Jaehyun again. Waiting for a sudden visit, waiting for him again. Maybe itâs because you heard his story now? That he ruined himself because he lost you, itâs not your fault of course, youâre not responsible. Itâs his own doing and free will!Â
But when your waiting has finally come to an end, Jaehyun surprised you in an unexpected way.Â
It was night time you just got home from a tiring shift and you barely canât keep your eyes open while doing your dinner. When the doorbell rang, it woke you up in an instant becauseâŚ. Who would visit you at this hour. You hid the kitchen knife behind you, as you open the gate with one hand. And there he is. Holding flowers in his arm while the other has a pizza box.Â
âI bet you have a knife behind youâ he chuckled and received a warm hug from you, welcoming him like heâs not a stranger to your life.Â
He looked well, better than a few months ago. He told you heâs 3 months sober now, and that looking forward to see you is something that pushed him to do well. âThank youâ he said warmly. It wasnât an easy battle, but he still loves you too much that he never wanted you to see him broken and lost.
The night was sweet, you didnât expect to spend it so close with each other. Almost as if you two were still a happy couple. But thatâs what forgiveness is all about. What happened in the past canât be changed, but it happened already.
âYouâre not mad at me anymore?â Jaehyun asks, why heâs slowly caressing your back while you lay on his chest comfortably like youâve done it a thousand times.Â
âAbout what exactly Jae?â you giggle, âAbout ruining our relationship? Your fatherâs death? all the betrayal, Markâs death?âÂ
âEverything. Every little thingâ he admits.Â
âEver since you set me free, I canât help but think, âcan Jaehyun live a life like this? Peaceful and slow?â I think about it everyday Jae. Thatâs how much I forgave you alreadyâ
Hearing your answer made him tighten his hug, as if he thanked you silently. As if telling you, heâs truly not worthy of your love but he will stay in your life.Â
âYouâre not just here for dinner, am I right?â The question shocked Jaehyun and caught him off guard. He didnât expect that youâd see right through him. Itâs not right to suddenly invite your ex lover (ex wife) to have sex after everything thatâs happened in your life.Â
You watch him become shy, ears red as fuck and dimples flashing before your eyes, âIf somehow I put you in the moodâ he answered shyly, but bravely, his hand still holding yours fondly âbut nonetheless my intentions are good. I really wanted to see you againâ he admitted.Â
And as a prize for his cute honesty, you started kissing him softly. Testing waters. But of course, the man longs for you. He accepted those small kisses and returned some to you too. You feel his heart pounding against his chest, ânervous?â you teased him licking his lips before you proceeded and started to kiss him deeply. You feel his hands roam around your body, your night dress slightly lifted and your lacy panties, his tight pants are the only barriers that are stopping you two to fuck then and there.
âwe shouldnât be doing thisâ he whispered in the most frustrating tone, you just giggle and accepted every hungry kiss and bite he gives you.Â
You two soon ended in your bed, hands with each other, lips to lips and bodies immensely closed. But Jaehyun didnât want to ruin a perfect day, you didnât have sex, but there was passion and intimacy happened in your bed that night.Â
âWe can have sex, hopefully next time?â He smiles sweetly while you continue to kiss him. Holding his hand and keeping him close.Â
Jaehyun slept like a baby that night, he hasnt been sleeping well ever since your relationship went downhill even more when you left, but tonight he slept like a baby. Peaceful, deep, worry less. Truth be told he didnât want to sleep that night. He wanted to just stay beside you, look at you and bask in this feeling of being near you again. But he was just so comfortable beside you that he canât help but sleep.Â
âGood morningâ you kissed his exposed back, tracing his tattoos which tickles him. He smiles sweetly his ears turning red. He missed this feeling. The feeling of waking up happy, looking forward for a beautiful day, seeing you and getting to hold you first thing in the morning.Â
It feels like a dream.Â
âAm I dreaming?â He asks sweetly, reaching out to you for kisses, sweet and hungry ones. Kisses on your neck, kisses on your lips. good morning indeed.Â
âYou know when you left, you never even visited in my dreams. It feels like my life was in constant punishment when you leftâ he said while touching your lips. Still canât believe that youâre somehowâŚ. Back together now. âBy the way, I havenât slept that good for a long timeâ he added.
You can really see that heâs well rested. âIs it because of me?â You asked sincerely Jaehyun can see the guilt in your eyes. He just pulled you in for a hug and kissed you good morning, He didnât want to ruin such a beautiful morning.Â
âHow about, I make us breakfast and you hug me from behind?â He suggests.Â
âSounds like a planâ you answered and placed a kiss on his head before you got up from bed.Â
Both you and Jaehyun canât believe that you slept on the same bed last night⌠he was looking at your ceiling with high hopes that maybe, if he could make the right things now, and make it up to you⌠maybe? You can come hone with him in 127 house again? Start a new life? And try again.
âJae, what time are you going to leave today?â You disturbed his thoughts.Â
âUh⌠afternoon. I have to fly to Italy⌠for workâ you already know what kind of business that is and you didnât bother asking. Whatâs important is, heâs here.Â
Nothing is clear with this relationship yet. Welcoming Jaehyun in your life again is like coming after what broke you. How did this happen? After today? And then what? You're back to 127 house and become a Jeong again?Â
You were in deep thoughts while you watch him move around your kitchen, while he prepares a breakfast for two, while he makes your morning drink. You look at his healed tattoos, the ones that are new when you told him you wanted to leave. Maybe thatâs a sign? Maybe you needed both to heal and be far from each other in order to realize that you two are meant to be. No doubt.Â
âHey,â he asked sweetly and disturbing you with your ugly thoughts. âYou okay?â He asked as he hands you your food. A plate so full that it made you remember how he used to take care of you back then.Â
âI was just thinking how suddenly youâre back into my life. Iâm not going to pretend that Iâm not thinking about it⌠I mean the whole idea of me leaving is to be away from youâ you said as gently as possible. Jaehyun is not an unreasonable man, he understands where this is all coming. Theres no need to argue for sure, thereâs no need to comment to what you said for every part of it is true. He just smiled at you.Â
âYour placed changed so much, I see you really put into work on every corner. I even saw your garden, was that lemon tree I saw?â He asked with a smile, genuinely curious.Â
âYes, Taeyong planted it for me. They visited once. I suck managing this place Jae, but I love itâ you chuckled, âwho would have thought that I would have my own placeâ
âWho would have thought that I wont be part of this too,â he smiled and took a bite, âIts been what? A year already? Almost? I almost didnât recognize you if Iâm being honest you look free, you donât look scary anymoreâÂ
You couldnât believe what youâre hearing, heâs just making you laugh. He loves seeing your smile.Â
âWhile me⌠Iâm still the same Jaehyun, the same Jaehyun that fell in love with you-â
âNo Jaehyun youâre different. Every part of you is different nowâ Jaehyun didnât argue further because its true. Maybe it was a compliment? Maybe not? He looks at his reflection through the dark coffee and see his face. His neck full of tattoos, he can see through his eyes that heâs broken and lost. But alas a happy man, at this point of hour.
By the time Jaehyun left you didnât expect it feel so heavy. You wanted to ask when can you see him again? But you sure do know that doesnât work that way. He comes when he comes. And youâre just crazy in love while waiting for him.Â
âIâll be backâ is what he said before he placed a kiss on your lips, a deep one. A kiss that wanted you to pull him back to your arms and stop him from leaving your house. But no.Â
What the fuck is this? Why are you jumping back to what hurt you?
âHowâs everything while Iâm gone?â Jaehyun asked sternly to his bodyguard.Â
âWe lost a few men but the deal is sealed sir. Might I add sir that your fiancĂŠ is already waiting in your private planeâÂ
The mentioned of the word âfianceâ made him miss you already. He lets go a deep sigh and took one last look to your house before he orders his bodyguard to drive.Â
When Jaehyun arrived at his private airplane, there, a lady same as your age is waiting for his fiance to arrive. She is Jaehyunâs fiance that he got into a relationship with because heâs sad and depressed because you left him. He did tried to love her at some point⌠but he just ends up looking for pieces of you in her that she will never have.Â
Jaehyun thought that marrying himself away will eventually make the heartbreak go away⌠but it never did. The relationship evolved between lust and pure passion only⌠at first. Until her father, a powerful like Jaehyun made a deal with him. âMarry my daughter and we will be 2 families that is so powerful that no one will dare piss you off anymoreâ
Jaehyun agreed. Proposed and gave himself more troubles and problems. And that is the start of his fall. His mighty reign being shaken. But that is when he became honest with himself too. He needed you back in his life.Â
Before the accident that brought you two together again, Doyoung is the one who suggested Jaehyun to see you and try to win you back, simply because he canât stand whatâs happening now with everything. âMaybe y/n can bring the old Jaehyun backâ Doyoung said to his boss.
Not long before Jaehyun left to see you, his fiancĂŠ staged an ambush and tried killing Jaehyun. She was well aware that Jaehyun will not be easy to kill, its fun for her too. Sheâs crazy like that. One of the many things Jaehyun liked about her⌠but not anymore.Â
Present time
âWell are you two together again? What does that make me?â The girl started while she poured a whiskey for herself.Â
âDonât even bother touching her. Youâre aware of who she is and what sheâs capable of. Youâd be dead by now if she knew about you⌠and what you didâ Jaehyun said before closing his eyes, just soaking in with the feeling of the calm you brought to his life again.
âWhy cant you love me Jaehyun?â The girl cries.Â
âI triedâ is all Jaehyun could say.
âThen why are we still doing this? Why are you still marrying me?â The girl asked, sobbing like a helpless person.Â
âBusiness is business babeâ he reaches for the womanâs face a caressed it like he admires her. But Jaehyun just closed his eyes and slept the whole flight. But the desperate girl went down on her knees and unbuckled Jaehyunâs belt, pulled out his cock and gave him a blow job. This girl is crazy, desperate for Jaehyunâs love and attention, but all she could have right now is lust.Â
Jaehyun may be an angel inside your home, but outside of itâs four corners, heâs back to being heartless. Well, you canât blame the man who loves you. This world that he lives in will eat him alive if he continues to be soft in front of other people.Â
âIs that the best you got?â Jaehyun moans and held on to the girlâs head before thrusting slowly and deeper. Reaching low inside the girlâs throat, thrusting inside out until he cums.
Jaehyun was away for a couple of months, no calls, nothing. Taeyong and Yuta managed to visit again over the months that Jaehyun is away, you loved every moment of it. You just wish that Jaehyun could be present too, and he could spend time with the others too just like old times. Watch the sunset together. But you all know that itâs not that simple anymore. Jaehyun is different and will not understand the word friendship anymore, for heâs not looking forward to rekindling with Yuta and Taeyong too. All he cares about is⌠you.
âNow that you two are backâŚâ Yuta started.Â
âWhatâs the plan?âÂ
âItâs up to him. If he leaves the life that ate him whole, then maybe we can really start again. But if not⌠Iâll leave for good. Iâll hide from him this time. Iâll never go back thereâÂ
âBut do you think itâs going to happen now?â Taeyong adds.Â
âNo. Honestly. I think Iâm giving myself a big trouble. You guys⌠I donât even know when is he coming back, heâs not even calling? I canât see the real Jaehyun yet. The one that I loved, the one that I married⌠but, now that Iâm not an assassin anymore⌠Iâll let myself love him as my true self⌠you know?â
âSpeaking of marriage, did you divorce him when you left?â Yuta asked.Â
âNo. I was hoping that⌠eventually, we can put it into good use? He loves me. I know enough that he will not marry anyone else besides meâÂ
âSo youâre ready to be a Jeong now?â Yuta asked, ânow that the Jeongs dont own you, are you ready to be a Jeong? ⌠you know, like a normal personâ
Assassin or not, Jaehyunâs world is crazy. And that is why you canât answer Yuta yet.Â
âI need some timeâ thatâs all you can say and Yuta respects that.
Meanwhile⌠Jaehyun is celebrating for 3 months straight with his engagement. A fake happiness of course. But a good time is a good time. He will endure everything until all of this is done and he can come back to you.Â
âHowâs Y/n?â Doyoung asks quietly beside Jaehyun while his boss watches the sun goes down. Itâs beautiful here in Italy Jaehyun thought. But the situation heâs in right now is ugly.Â
âSheâs good⌠For the first time of my life I slept soundly⌠beside her. During the time that we were together, I just cant help but think that⌠letting go of her is the best decision Iâve ever made, and Iâm happy I let her go and build this life that she has right now. A life without me, without the killings, dodging bulletsâŚ.âÂ
âSo youâre giving up?âDoyoung asks calmly, âIf she canât bring your might back then what can? Who can?âÂ
âIâll think of something else, but for now⌠I would have to keep him away from this life. She doesnât deserve thisâ
After 6 months of faking happiness, never ending parties and business arrangements, finally Jaehyun arrived again at your place. Unannounced and alone.Â
You just finished taking a shower, humming happily a song that you heard from the radio. You bathrobe is what covers your body, hair still wet from the warm shower when suddenlyâŚÂ
âNice song,â Jaehyun whispers beside your ear with his deep voice.Â
Which startled you and made you threw a punch which he of course can dodge. He covers your mouth when you realized that its Jaehyun. Hugging him tightly in your dark room. He didnât missed the fact that youâre only wearing a robe and youâre both happy about seeing each other again.Â
âIs it a good time?â Jaehyun asked like a gentleman. He was talking about having sex. He just wanted to make sure that youâre okay with this.Â
âIts a perfect timingâ you said and kissed him, helped him remove his clothes. He was dressed in Prada from to toe, you already knew that he came from an important event that ended very late. A business meeting?Â
âStop it with your thoughts,â he whispers and made you focus on him by revealing you left boob and proceeds to licking your nipples. Pushing you against the wall and continues to lick and suck on your left boob until your nipple is sensitive and youâre to left to want more on the other side. He has the changed a bit when it comes to stupid shit you thought.Â
He motions you on your bed without breaking what heâs doing to left boob. He bits it playfully before he stops and pushes you to your comfort. You watch him undress the last few garments heâs wearing. Specifically his expensive watch and his boxer briefs.Â
And when heâs all naked on top you, kissing your exposed neck, he swiftly removed your robe and positioned him in between your legs.Â
âDo you like it?â He asked first before he proceeds.Â
Of course you love it. Everything he does.Â
You feel him smile in between kisses. But not because of lust, heâs just happy that heâs making love with the love of his life again.Â
âI love you. Always have. Always will Y/nâÂ
He left those words before licking the folds in between your legs, making you moan and say his name over and over again because of the things he makes you feel using his tongue. You feel him lick you slowly, from time to time and proceeds to spreading your folds and finding sensitive spots in your cunt that only he know. He has always been your weakness.Â
When he was done giving that great oral, he finds your lips kisses it endlessly, down to your neck, the valley between your boobs, giving both of your boobs a good lick⌠as if he has kissed and marked evert part of your body.Â
âI donât have condoms with me,â he whispers while he continues to kiss your neck. âAm I lucky?â He playfully bit the shell of your ear. But you were quick to teas him.Â
âAfter all the shit you put me through? â I have condoms by the drawerâ you teased him and watch him roll his eyes but happily reaches the first condom.Â
You watch pump his cock a few times while his fingers runs up and down you wet slit and watch you shiver. He rolls the condom and lines his tip on your cunt, his lips were quick to find yours as he pushes through your walls oh so slowly. Like heâs savoring every second that heâs thrusting.Â
When was the last time you two made love?Â
Probably the night of your wedding?Â
Jaehyun hates that thought. So he thrusted deeper, watching you melt with every sensation he gives you, catch every moan you let out and grant everything you asked.Â
You want him to kiss you while he fucks you? Sure. Jaehyun made sure that youâre breathless with his kisses, leaving you wanting for air. You want him to go deeper? Sure. He pins your legs down on the mattress making sure you wont close them so he could go deeper.Â
âDont stopâ you moan out. And Jaehyun got excited and put you in a new position that you loved. Lifting one leg up on his shoulders as he goes deeper while fucking you. You said dont stop right? He felt you cum already, but you were so into the sex that you donât care if you came already. You want him to keep going while he overstimulates you, putting you in all fours, pulling your body against his chest and squeezes your boobs while he fucks you. Â
After a few more rounds on different corners of the bed, you and Jaehyun rest and catch your breaths after using all the condoms you have in store. âIf it wasnt for the condomsâ Jaehyun giggled and placed a kiss on your lips.Â
âAre you staying for the night?â You asked as you cling onto him. The man keeps you around his strong arms.Â
â I will. I want to stay. Can I stay?â Jaehyun asks sweetly.Â
âOf courseâ you answered.Â
âHow about your life?â You feel him keep you closer as if heâs not ready to let go if you wont allow him to come back in your life. âCan I stay in your life?âÂ
âId love thatâ you answered him sincerely.Â
And you saw the same smile he flashed the night he asked you to marry him.Â
That night you realized that he loves you. And no one can ever make him happier.Â
After that night, Jaehyun made sure he will not make the same mistakes again.Â
Whenever he leaves, he leaves with a promise, may it be small or something big like, âIâll fix you porch light when I come back, donât get someone to do itâ or âlets go see a movie, a musical perhaps?âÂ
He made sure that even though you canât contact him through phone, you have this certainty that he will come back.Â
He never brought work whenever heâs with you. This time, its you whom he saves from over working. Like nowâŚÂ
Jaehyun just arrived with groceries in his hand and he you were on the phone with your boss from the library, you were talking about your updated schedules when Jaehyun just placed a kiss on your lips. You thought that ⌠that was it. But no. He looked you in the eye and kissed you deeper, he can hear your boss through the other side of the line, reciting the dates of your schedule. When the call ended and you were breathless the whole time you were kissing, you smack his shoulder and placed a kiss on his cheek and marking the dates on your calendar.Â
âWow youâre one busy librarianâŚâ Jaehyun says, âIâm happy for youâ he smiles and kissed you one last time before unpacking the groceries.Â
âHow long are you going to stay? Its been three days since we last saw each other⌠I just noticed that youâve been coming here more oftenâ you smiled and hugged him from behind.Â
âIâm staying longer this time because I will be away for much longer⌠BUT but.. donât worry, we will have so much funâ Jaehyun felt your embrace became tighter and grow silent, but what can you do?Â
âI have something for you.. its a trick to make you stay.. I hope it works thoâ you blurted out and told him to go in your room. The gift is big so he can see it immediately. You didnât go inside with him. You figured that⌠when he sees that gift, he will need those special seconds all to himself.Â
And by the time Jaehyun saw it⌠you heard him play the piano again.Â
He never touched one when he started training to become an assassin. But you knew that music was his first love not you.Â
He went back to where you were standing, he leaned on the wall beside you and crossed his arms. âIts working⌠â he smiled and kissed you deeply, thanking you countless of times for bringing music back to his life.Â
Your relationship with Jaehyun went on like this for a year. Celebrating each otherâs birthdays together, countless of beautiful nights and mornings of him playing the piano you gave him, giving your house life, and enjoying holidays together. Sometimes Jaehyun comes home to you with blood in his hands, but youâre well aware of what kind of person he is outside your home. You never fight or argue, Jaehyun was the one whoâs so quick to stop you whenever a conversation is getting heated. The flashback of the nights during your marriage kept flashing in his head. And he will do anything in his power to stop it from happening again.Â
âMmm one more?â Jaehyun requests after you two finished your nth round for tonight. He will leave first thing in the morning so he is doing everything he can to keep you awake.Â
âJaehyun Iâm defeatedâ you chucked and kissed him. You feel his cock go hard and you feel him hump your thigh, all you could is complain⌠but you love every second of it. Heâs been fucking you deep and slow lately, it feels extra good because its raw. âBut can you please be faster or rougher this time?â
âWhy? Donât you love it when I go deep?⌠and slow?â He teased as he pushes in back to your cunt. Making you moan a little louder, he bit your should and slapped your ass. Spreading your ass cheek while he pounds hard.Â
âFuck Jaehyun Iâll break-â you struggle to tell him as he fucks you deep and rough.Â
âYou asked for this.. just a minute agoâ he kissed your neck and bit you again, âmake up you mindâÂ
The round ended with his mouth on your left boob, his right hand on your right boob and his cock continuously shoots loads of cum inside you. He was out of breath, you look at him and he was just as ruined as you are.Â
He removed his cock slowly, kissing you all over body. Everything that he sees a little red on your skin, âsorry for thisâ he apologized and kiss you.Â
âThis is nice right?â He looks you in the eye. âLife has been so much better for us right?âÂ
âYeahâ and you proceed to sleeping in his loving arms. You didnât hear it but he told you he loves you.Â
On the next day, you find no Jaehyun in your bed but a note with red roses instead.
âIâll be back by the time these roses withered. Just in time to give you fresh onesâ - JÂ
Little did you know, he was gone early this morning because heâs getting married.Â
âYou told me you would be back last night?-â Doyoung was quick to tend to Jaehyun, his cousin, his boss whom he needed to deliver at the altar in approximately half an hour.Â
âThe sex was good-â Jaehyun teased Doyoung.Â
âOkay shut up before you put her in trouble,â Doyoung says as he helps his boss put in his coat.Â
âI need a tequila shot, I canât do this soberâ Jaehyun demands, and in a matter of second 3 tequila shots are ready for him.Â
The wedding was grand. It was the biggest wedding of the century and every public platform is updated with the happening of the great Jeong Jaehyunâs wedding to the countryâs darling. A power couple in the eyes of the public, but they know so little of whatâs really happening.Â
Every powerful businessman is invited. Every assassin that the Jeongs own is present, theres no safer place in the world right now. And Jaehyun just wants to get this over with and come home to you. And lay out his plan to you. But this is going to be a long suffering, he still have his âhoneymoonâ in Italy.Â
Jaehyun knew that you will eventually hear about this marriage, how could you not? Itâs all over the news. Jaehyun just hopes and prays that you allow him to explain first before you curse him and leave him again. Nonetheless, he will fight for you this time.
It was a long painful waiting for Jaehyunâs return. Maybe itâs for the better so you could have time to feel the heartbreak and have time for yourself before he comes back and feed you with lies again.Â
You remember the night that you two got in an argument because he thought you were accusing him of cheating, he told you, âI am many things but I will never cheat on youâÂ
Look at you now Jae.Â
Itâs obvious that the marriage is for business only. But who knows? You still have your doubts.Â
It also⌠doesnât change the fact that youâre the mistress now. Yes you got married but⌠who would believe you. He married this girl in the eyes of the world⌠everyone would believe that Iâm a home wrecker now.Â
And then you felt itâŚ.
You came running to the sink to throw up out of nowhere. You felt weak in an instant.Â
Maybe its because the thought of Jaehyun? Just thinking about him makes you sick to the core.Â
Or your period is late?Â
âIt canât beâ you thought and ran to the nearest drugstore to buy a pregnancy test.Â
But as you walk your way there. You kept on thinking about the things that will happen after this.Â
Jaehyun will not let you go.
Everything will be complicated again.
It can ruin his marriage, it can ruin a lot of business deals.
It will ruin him.Â
This peace that you have right now will be taken away from you and bringing a baby in this scary world is the last thing you want to do now.Â
But the thought ofâŚ. âwhat if everything works out? Jaehyun loves kidsâ
And all this overthinking made you miss the stop sign at the side walk and you were hit by a car in a matter of seconds.
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⸠Assassin Jaehyun x Assassin Female reader ⸠Smut, Smut, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Gore, MATURE ⸠JAEHYUN SMUT SERIES: FUCK, MARRY, KILL ⸠VOLUME I: PART 1, PART 2, PART 3 ⸠VOLUME II: PART 1, PART2
Summary: A new life without being an assassin. A chance to run away and forgive. A chance to do it all again and not fuck it up. How can Jaehyun protect you from his world now?
WORD COUNT: 7,000K
Warnings: THIS FIC IS FICTION ONLY, Smut, smut, smut, MATURE THEMES, Heavy description of killings because most of the characters are assassins, mentions of blood, character death, A LOT OF NCT MEMBERS WILL D WORD IN THIS FIC, unprotected sex, mentions of condoms, mentions of pill, pregnancy, swearing, mentions of alcohol. HEAVY CHEATING, FICTONAL MURDER, CAR CRASH, Not everything is proofread, apologies again. I hope I did not forget anything. PLEASE !!! DON'T READ IF IN ANY WAY YOU WILL BE UNCOMFORTABLE.
A/N: This is the fluffiest part of the series. The part 2 will have the gore and other shit heheheheheee. Thank you so much for waiting for Volume II ! I know how its so ugly to wait for an unfinished fic but I am doing my best huhu I'm sorry. I would like to mention that I changed the story, so if you read the teaser for FMK, I CHANGED THE PLOT A LOT SO - THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING
If a person really loves you, they will have a hard time choosing whether to stay and fight for the relationship or just let you go because it's what you want. Itâs between respect and what you want.Â
Jaehyun wanted to lock you inside this apartment. He was planning to keep you like a thing that he loves for safe keeping. He wanted to make you stay, and not give you a choice anymore. He wanted to own you. He didnât want to let you go. Youâre not leaving his life. Not now. Not ever.Â
Thatâs what Jaehyun wants.Â
But Jaehyun loves you, thatâs why he did not chose what he wanted to do. Jaehyun indeed loves you. You can see it in his eyes. Now that youâve finally broke your silence and told him that you wanted to leave. And not just leave this place⌠you weâre talking about leaving his life. This life. For good.Â
He was silent. He didnât know what to say. But you can see in his eyes, heâs hurt. He even turned his back against you because he didnât want you to see him cry. Itâs not that this relationship grew out of love, but love was the problem all along. You and Jaehyun have this love for each other but life is doing itâs best to stop you two from pouring it.Â
At this moment, Jaehyun is so frustrated, thinking about the time where it all started. Where did everything went down hill?Â
Hendery?Â
His fatherâs death?Â
Markâs death?Â
âI know youâre deep into thinking right nowâ you disturbed his thoughts, sobbing, and struggling to speak for yourself but you have to. âBut I have respect to you Jaehyun, until this very end, I need you to let go of me. Were tired of fighting, I can feel it. Iâll leave once you approved or accept that this is our endâ you said and left the room.Â
For Jaehyun hearing those words from you hurt. He wanted to hold you, stop you and grasp for every love that you have left for him. But he couldnât. He was like a stone, he looked heartless on the outside for making you leave the room, but on the inside he was burning with want to make you stay.Â
For three days, you waited patiently for his decision. And in those three days, Jaehyun was just gone. He wasnât working, he didnât attend any meetings, gone. Just gone. You packed your things as slowly as you can just so you could keep your calm composure.
And by the time he finally arrived, you knew that the day was today. You will finally leave and will be granted freedom.Â
âIâm not going to try and win you back im not going to beg for you to stay. I want you to stay⌠but thatâs not what you want âÂ
He looked calm now you thought. He looked so tensed, mad and hurt the last time you were on the same room.
âBut at least give me the chance to let you go properly in the way you deserved. Its the least I could doâ
In the days he was gone, he did his best to think straight. He did his best to understand your part, why you want to leave and what good is this going to give you both? But to every question he asks himself, all answers just ends up putting you in good position. He can imagine you with a good life, perhaps leaving his life will give the peace he canât give you. And besides⌠having a peaceful life was all you ever dreamed of. He has already become the villain in your life he canât continue to do that.
You allowed him to help you pack.
You allowed him to drive you to your new place.Â
You noticed he still wears his ring.Â
You thought that this day would be awful, heavy and full of tears. But you can see right through Jaehyun that he made sure not to give you a hard time especially today.
âHmm the place is small are you sure you dont want a bigger one?â You just gave him a look and shook your head no.Â
Surprisingly Jaehyun looked like a normal person today. He still wears black though, all his tattoos are covered with thick clothing at least you get to see him like this one last time. Like a normal person. One without blood in his hands.
While you two were busy unloading your stuff, it was obvious that Jaehyun was taking his sweet time with you, he doesnât normally move so slow like this, he even checked every inch of your new place and made sure you were safe. If youâre being honest⌠youâd kill to make time slower for this specific day.Â
But after eating quietly at your empty living room floor, it snowed and the room became colder than it already is.
âJaehyun I want to thank you for today,âhe nods his head, looking at you straight in the eye while listening to every word you say, âYou know where I live now. But please I hope you keep your word. Let me goâ you just said that to avoid him spying on you. Who knows?Â
He just nods.
âI hope you get to have warm nights now that Iâm out of your lifeâ Jaehyun said before finishing his beer.
âIm off nowâ He said with a cold tone.Â
That night. You watched him get in his black car without even making a second look to you. He started driving the moment the car was ready to go.Â
For almost 2 decades of being together. For the love you thought no one could ruinâŚ. Everything went back to square one, on this cold and quiet day.

A year laterÂ
Who would have thought that living a decent and innocent life would be something⌠so challenging.Â
Challenging because now you realize killing someone just because you can⌠is not normal. Itâs necessary and it can be avoided.Â
You found a decent job at the library and youre a part timer at a convenience store⌠everything felt normal. You love it. Even if its boring.
âWell⌠youâve been an assassin for far too longâ Yuta laughs through the phone, âyou should practice self reflection and do some meditating perhaps it could help youâ Yuta suggests.Â
âHows Taeyong? Is the baking classes paying off?â You asked.Â
âYeah, surprisingly he bakes really good. But the guy is a perfectionist⌠nothing he makes make him happyâÂ
âWell tell him heâs doing a good job alreadyâÂ
After that sweet call with your friend, you headed to your second job, a convenience store not too far from your place. Itâs already 9PM, the person before your shift should be ready to head out. The job is kinda lonely, late hours can be so boring, but you figured its quiet. Plus you can eat peacefully, thatâs what matters. Now that youâre alone, eating peacefully with the food you made while looking at the window and watch the snow fallâŚÂ
You remember the night you and Jaehyun parted ways. You havenât thought much about him. Youre lucky moving out goes hand in hand with moving on⌠but are you moved on officially?
Everyday, you come home and congratulate yourself for having a kind of life like this. A peaceful and quiet life.Â
And everyday⌠you canât help but think about sharing this kind of life with Jaehyun. Will he like it too?Â
As you prepare to go to bed, it was a really cold night and you wanted to make sure youâre well rested by the morning comes. But just before you close your eyes, a loud bang at your gate woke every bit of you.Â
You got a kitchen knife just to sure, funny how not being an assassin for a year can wake every instinct and skill you have with just a loud bang.Â
By the time you open it, you were quick to point the knife to the person banging at your gate in this ungodly hour.Â
It was Jaehyun. Covered in blood.Â
He smiled before he could even speak a word and fell into your arms. Helplessly.
You carried him inside and took care of him.Â
He lost a lot of blood already but you knew better, of course you canât call the hospital or the police. âFuck Jaehyun what am I supposed to do?â But you come your senses and just did whatever you can.Â
You removed the bullets, stitched him up, cleaned him and made sure that heâs not in pain. Of course⌠he never removed his wedding ring.
When the sun came out, you went out to see his car and parked it inside. It was full of bullet holes and it seems like he really got lucky last night.Â
He slept the whole day, it was already sunset when he woke up. He saw you sleeping beside him and didnât even have second thoughts about hugging you even though every part of him hurt.Â
âWhat the fuck happened?â You asked gently.Â
He can clearly remember how you held a knife on his neck the night he arrived. He just smiled. âStill an assassin, you still got itâ he teased you.Â
âThat was just for protection you idiotâ answer me what happenedâÂ
âWell, a business meeting did not end well, whatâs new?â He smirked as if he didnât just almost died.Â
âYou need hospital by the way⌠can I call someone to pick you up?â You asked with concern.Â
âSo eager to get rid of me huh?âÂ
âNo Jaehyun. I donât know how to keep you aliveâ please. Call someoneâÂ
âBut I like it here⌠I seriously thought that Iâm gonna die last night, and all I could think about is seeing your face again. Iâd die happilyâÂ
That explains the smile before he collapsed.Â
Itâs hard to reason out with someone in this state, especially with Jaehyun. So you left him and prepared for dinner. But Jaehyun as the hard headed man he is, got up with all his strength to be with you in your small kitchen.Â
âI shouldnât be hereâ he said weakly.Â
You walked towards him and hugged him gently, thankful that he is indeed alive. But you have to understand that you cant keep coming back to what hurt you.Â
âStay for dinner, weâll figure this outâÂ
That night, you two talked like you didnât you didnât grew apart for a year. You were still the comfort that he longs for and heâs not ashamed to show it. While he was talking he didnât hide anything from you for he was sure that you will never judge him. He admitted that heâs not in great shape, business is not well, drugs was all he had when you left, and that he was depressed. âMy father left me with gold, money and a legacy⌠but not a happy life y/nâ he scoffed and finished his meal.Â
 When he was fetched by his new assassins, it was harder to leave than he thought. He feels sick, he never wanted to leave your place ever again, just like the night he left you here for the first time. The night he let you go.
âI bet youâre disappointed in me. I promised to never disturbed you but here I amâŚâ he says with weak eyes.
âYou can always visit me Jae⌠but not this wayâ you joked and kissed him on the cheek.Â
Little did you know that your invitation made him happy, a push to be a better man again. He didnât want to face you again like this, broken, an addict, lost. He wanted to be better. And so he stepped into his car with hope, with motivation, a better drive to live a new life and bring back the mighty Jaehyun.Â
Months passed by and you find yourself thinking about Jaehyun again. Waiting for a sudden visit, waiting for him again. Maybe itâs because you heard his story now? That he ruined himself because he lost you, itâs not your fault of course, youâre not responsible. Itâs his own doing and free will!Â
But when your waiting has finally come to an end, Jaehyun surprised you in an unexpected way.Â
It was night time you just got home from a tiring shift and you barely canât keep your eyes open while doing your dinner. When the doorbell rang, it woke you up in an instant becauseâŚ. Who would visit you at this hour. You hid the kitchen knife behind you, as you open the gate with one hand. And there he is. Holding flowers in his arm while the other has a pizza box.Â
âI bet you have a knife behind youâ he chuckled and received a warm hug from you, welcoming him like heâs not a stranger to your life.Â
He looked well, better than a few months ago. He told you heâs 3 months sober now, and that looking forward to see you is something that pushed him to do well. âThank youâ he said warmly. It wasnât an easy battle, but he still loves you too much that he never wanted you to see him broken and lost.
The night was sweet, you didnât expect to spend it so close with each other. Almost as if you two were still a happy couple. But thatâs what forgiveness is all about. What happened in the past canât be changed, but it happened already.
âYouâre not mad at me anymore?â Jaehyun asks, why heâs slowly caressing your back while you lay on his chest comfortably like youâve done it a thousand times.Â
âAbout what exactly Jae?â you giggle, âAbout ruining our relationship? Your fatherâs death? all the betrayal, Markâs death?âÂ
âEverything. Every little thingâ he admits.Â
âEver since you set me free, I canât help but think, âcan Jaehyun live a life like this? Peaceful and slow?â I think about it everyday Jae. Thatâs how much I forgave you alreadyâ
Hearing your answer made him tighten his hug, as if he thanked you silently. As if telling you, heâs truly not worthy of your love but he will stay in your life.Â
âYouâre not just here for dinner, am I right?â The question shocked Jaehyun and caught him off guard. He didnât expect that youâd see right through him. Itâs not right to suddenly invite your ex lover (ex wife) to have sex after everything thatâs happened in your life.Â
You watch him become shy, ears red as fuck and dimples flashing before your eyes, âIf somehow I put you in the moodâ he answered shyly, but bravely, his hand still holding yours fondly âbut nonetheless my intentions are good. I really wanted to see you againâ he admitted.Â
And as a prize for his cute honesty, you started kissing him softly. Testing waters. But of course, the man longs for you. He accepted those small kisses and returned some to you too. You feel his heart pounding against his chest, ânervous?â you teased him licking his lips before you proceeded and started to kiss him deeply. You feel his hands roam around your body, your night dress slightly lifted and your lacy panties, his tight pants are the only barriers that are stopping you two to fuck then and there.
âwe shouldnât be doing thisâ he whispered in the most frustrating tone, you just giggle and accepted every hungry kiss and bite he gives you.Â
You two soon ended in your bed, hands with each other, lips to lips and bodies immensely closed. But Jaehyun didnât want to ruin a perfect day, you didnât have sex, but there was passion and intimacy happened in your bed that night.Â
âWe can have sex, hopefully next time?â He smiles sweetly while you continue to kiss him. Holding his hand and keeping him close.Â
Jaehyun slept like a baby that night, he hasnt been sleeping well ever since your relationship went downhill even more when you left, but tonight he slept like a baby. Peaceful, deep, worry less. Truth be told he didnât want to sleep that night. He wanted to just stay beside you, look at you and bask in this feeling of being near you again. But he was just so comfortable beside you that he canât help but sleep.Â
âGood morningâ you kissed his exposed back, tracing his tattoos which tickles him. He smiles sweetly his ears turning red. He missed this feeling. The feeling of waking up happy, looking forward for a beautiful day, seeing you and getting to hold you first thing in the morning.Â
It feels like a dream.Â
âAm I dreaming?â He asks sweetly, reaching out to you for kisses, sweet and hungry ones. Kisses on your neck, kisses on your lips. good morning indeed.Â
âYou know when you left, you never even visited in my dreams. It feels like my life was in constant punishment when you leftâ he said while touching your lips. Still canât believe that youâre somehowâŚ. Back together now. âBy the way, I havenât slept that good for a long timeâ he added.
You can really see that heâs well rested. âIs it because of me?â You asked sincerely Jaehyun can see the guilt in your eyes. He just pulled you in for a hug and kissed you good morning, He didnât want to ruin such a beautiful morning.Â
âHow about, I make us breakfast and you hug me from behind?â He suggests.Â
âSounds like a planâ you answered and placed a kiss on his head before you got up from bed.Â
Both you and Jaehyun canât believe that you slept on the same bed last night⌠he was looking at your ceiling with high hopes that maybe, if he could make the right things now, and make it up to you⌠maybe? You can come hone with him in 127 house again? Start a new life? And try again.
âJae, what time are you going to leave today?â You disturbed his thoughts.Â
âUh⌠afternoon. I have to fly to Italy⌠for workâ you already know what kind of business that is and you didnât bother asking. Whatâs important is, heâs here.Â
Nothing is clear with this relationship yet. Welcoming Jaehyun in your life again is like coming after what broke you. How did this happen? After today? And then what? You're back to 127 house and become a Jeong again?Â
You were in deep thoughts while you watch him move around your kitchen, while he prepares a breakfast for two, while he makes your morning drink. You look at his healed tattoos, the ones that are new when you told him you wanted to leave. Maybe thatâs a sign? Maybe you needed both to heal and be far from each other in order to realize that you two are meant to be. No doubt.Â
âHey,â he asked sweetly and disturbing you with your ugly thoughts. âYou okay?â He asked as he hands you your food. A plate so full that it made you remember how he used to take care of you back then.Â
âI was just thinking how suddenly youâre back into my life. Iâm not going to pretend that Iâm not thinking about it⌠I mean the whole idea of me leaving is to be away from youâ you said as gently as possible. Jaehyun is not an unreasonable man, he understands where this is all coming. Theres no need to argue for sure, thereâs no need to comment to what you said for every part of it is true. He just smiled at you.Â
âYour placed changed so much, I see you really put into work on every corner. I even saw your garden, was that lemon tree I saw?â He asked with a smile, genuinely curious.Â
âYes, Taeyong planted it for me. They visited once. I suck managing this place Jae, but I love itâ you chuckled, âwho would have thought that I would have my own placeâ
âWho would have thought that I wont be part of this too,â he smiled and took a bite, âIts been what? A year already? Almost? I almost didnât recognize you if Iâm being honest you look free, you donât look scary anymoreâÂ
You couldnât believe what youâre hearing, heâs just making you laugh. He loves seeing your smile.Â
âWhile me⌠Iâm still the same Jaehyun, the same Jaehyun that fell in love with you-â
âNo Jaehyun youâre different. Every part of you is different nowâ Jaehyun didnât argue further because its true. Maybe it was a compliment? Maybe not? He looks at his reflection through the dark coffee and see his face. His neck full of tattoos, he can see through his eyes that heâs broken and lost. But alas a happy man, at this point of hour.
By the time Jaehyun left you didnât expect it feel so heavy. You wanted to ask when can you see him again? But you sure do know that doesnât work that way. He comes when he comes. And youâre just crazy in love while waiting for him.Â
âIâll be backâ is what he said before he placed a kiss on your lips, a deep one. A kiss that wanted you to pull him back to your arms and stop him from leaving your house. But no.Â
What the fuck is this? Why are you jumping back to what hurt you?
âHowâs everything while Iâm gone?â Jaehyun asked sternly to his bodyguard.Â
âWe lost a few men but the deal is sealed sir. Might I add sir that your fiancĂŠ is already waiting in your private planeâÂ
The mentioned of the word âfianceâ made him miss you already. He lets go a deep sigh and took one last look to your house before he orders his bodyguard to drive.Â
When Jaehyun arrived at his private airplane, there, a lady same as your age is waiting for his fiance to arrive. She is Jaehyunâs fiance that he got into a relationship with because heâs sad and depressed because you left him. He did tried to love her at some point⌠but he just ends up looking for pieces of you in her that she will never have.Â
Jaehyun thought that marrying himself away will eventually make the heartbreak go away⌠but it never did. The relationship evolved between lust and pure passion only⌠at first. Until her father, a powerful like Jaehyun made a deal with him. âMarry my daughter and we will be 2 families that is so powerful that no one will dare piss you off anymoreâ
Jaehyun agreed. Proposed and gave himself more troubles and problems. And that is the start of his fall. His mighty reign being shaken. But that is when he became honest with himself too. He needed you back in his life.Â
Before the accident that brought you two together again, Doyoung is the one who suggested Jaehyun to see you and try to win you back, simply because he canât stand whatâs happening now with everything. âMaybe y/n can bring the old Jaehyun backâ Doyoung said to his boss.
Not long before Jaehyun left to see you, his fiancĂŠ staged an ambush and tried killing Jaehyun. She was well aware that Jaehyun will not be easy to kill, its fun for her too. Sheâs crazy like that. One of the many things Jaehyun liked about her⌠but not anymore.Â
Present time
âWell are you two together again? What does that make me?â The girl started while she poured a whiskey for herself.Â
âDonât even bother touching her. Youâre aware of who she is and what sheâs capable of. Youâd be dead by now if she knew about you⌠and what you didâ Jaehyun said before closing his eyes, just soaking in with the feeling of the calm you brought to his life again.
âWhy cant you love me Jaehyun?â The girl cries.Â
âI triedâ is all Jaehyun could say.
âThen why are we still doing this? Why are you still marrying me?â The girl asked, sobbing like a helpless person.Â
âBusiness is business babeâ he reaches for the womanâs face a caressed it like he admires her. But Jaehyun just closed his eyes and slept the whole flight. But the desperate girl went down on her knees and unbuckled Jaehyunâs belt, pulled out his cock and gave him a blow job. This girl is crazy, desperate for Jaehyunâs love and attention, but all she could have right now is lust.Â
Jaehyun may be an angel inside your home, but outside of itâs four corners, heâs back to being heartless. Well, you canât blame the man who loves you. This world that he lives in will eat him alive if he continues to be soft in front of other people.Â
âIs that the best you got?â Jaehyun moans and held on to the girlâs head before thrusting slowly and deeper. Reaching low inside the girlâs throat, thrusting inside out until he cums.
Jaehyun was away for a couple of months, no calls, nothing. Taeyong and Yuta managed to visit again over the months that Jaehyun is away, you loved every moment of it. You just wish that Jaehyun could be present too, and he could spend time with the others too just like old times. Watch the sunset together. But you all know that itâs not that simple anymore. Jaehyun is different and will not understand the word friendship anymore, for heâs not looking forward to rekindling with Yuta and Taeyong too. All he cares about is⌠you.
âNow that you two are backâŚâ Yuta started.Â
âWhatâs the plan?âÂ
âItâs up to him. If he leaves the life that ate him whole, then maybe we can really start again. But if not⌠Iâll leave for good. Iâll hide from him this time. Iâll never go back thereâÂ
âBut do you think itâs going to happen now?â Taeyong adds.Â
âNo. Honestly. I think Iâm giving myself a big trouble. You guys⌠I donât even know when is he coming back, heâs not even calling? I canât see the real Jaehyun yet. The one that I loved, the one that I married⌠but, now that Iâm not an assassin anymore⌠Iâll let myself love him as my true self⌠you know?â
âSpeaking of marriage, did you divorce him when you left?â Yuta asked.Â
âNo. I was hoping that⌠eventually, we can put it into good use? He loves me. I know enough that he will not marry anyone else besides meâÂ
âSo youâre ready to be a Jeong now?â Yuta asked, ânow that the Jeongs dont own you, are you ready to be a Jeong? ⌠you know, like a normal personâ
Assassin or not, Jaehyunâs world is crazy. And that is why you canât answer Yuta yet.Â
âI need some timeâ thatâs all you can say and Yuta respects that.
Meanwhile⌠Jaehyun is celebrating for 3 months straight with his engagement. A fake happiness of course. But a good time is a good time. He will endure everything until all of this is done and he can come back to you.Â
âHowâs Y/n?â Doyoung asks quietly beside Jaehyun while his boss watches the sun goes down. Itâs beautiful here in Italy Jaehyun thought. But the situation heâs in right now is ugly.Â
âSheâs good⌠For the first time of my life I slept soundly⌠beside her. During the time that we were together, I just cant help but think that⌠letting go of her is the best decision Iâve ever made, and Iâm happy I let her go and build this life that she has right now. A life without me, without the killings, dodging bulletsâŚ.âÂ
âSo youâre giving up?âDoyoung asks calmly, âIf she canât bring your might back then what can? Who can?âÂ
âIâll think of something else, but for now⌠I would have to keep him away from this life. She doesnât deserve thisâ
After 6 months of faking happiness, never ending parties and business arrangements, finally Jaehyun arrived again at your place. Unannounced and alone.Â
You just finished taking a shower, humming happily a song that you heard from the radio. You bathrobe is what covers your body, hair still wet from the warm shower when suddenlyâŚÂ
âNice song,â Jaehyun whispers beside your ear with his deep voice.Â
Which startled you and made you threw a punch which he of course can dodge. He covers your mouth when you realized that its Jaehyun. Hugging him tightly in your dark room. He didnât missed the fact that youâre only wearing a robe and youâre both happy about seeing each other again.Â
âIs it a good time?â Jaehyun asked like a gentleman. He was talking about having sex. He just wanted to make sure that youâre okay with this.Â
âIts a perfect timingâ you said and kissed him, helped him remove his clothes. He was dressed in Prada from to toe, you already knew that he came from an important event that ended very late. A business meeting?Â
âStop it with your thoughts,â he whispers and made you focus on him by revealing you left boob and proceeds to licking your nipples. Pushing you against the wall and continues to lick and suck on your left boob until your nipple is sensitive and youâre to left to want more on the other side. He has the changed a bit when it comes to stupid shit you thought.Â
He motions you on your bed without breaking what heâs doing to left boob. He bits it playfully before he stops and pushes you to your comfort. You watch him undress the last few garments heâs wearing. Specifically his expensive watch and his boxer briefs.Â
And when heâs all naked on top you, kissing your exposed neck, he swiftly removed your robe and positioned him in between your legs.Â
âDo you like it?â He asked first before he proceeds.Â
Of course you love it. Everything he does.Â
You feel him smile in between kisses. But not because of lust, heâs just happy that heâs making love with the love of his life again.Â
âI love you. Always have. Always will Y/nâÂ
He left those words before licking the folds in between your legs, making you moan and say his name over and over again because of the things he makes you feel using his tongue. You feel him lick you slowly, from time to time and proceeds to spreading your folds and finding sensitive spots in your cunt that only he know. He has always been your weakness.Â
When he was done giving that great oral, he finds your lips kisses it endlessly, down to your neck, the valley between your boobs, giving both of your boobs a good lick⌠as if he has kissed and marked evert part of your body.Â
âI donât have condoms with me,â he whispers while he continues to kiss your neck. âAm I lucky?â He playfully bit the shell of your ear. But you were quick to teas him.Â
âAfter all the shit you put me through? â I have condoms by the drawerâ you teased him and watch him roll his eyes but happily reaches the first condom.Â
You watch pump his cock a few times while his fingers runs up and down you wet slit and watch you shiver. He rolls the condom and lines his tip on your cunt, his lips were quick to find yours as he pushes through your walls oh so slowly. Like heâs savoring every second that heâs thrusting.Â
When was the last time you two made love?Â
Probably the night of your wedding?Â
Jaehyun hates that thought. So he thrusted deeper, watching you melt with every sensation he gives you, catch every moan you let out and grant everything you asked.Â
You want him to kiss you while he fucks you? Sure. Jaehyun made sure that youâre breathless with his kisses, leaving you wanting for air. You want him to go deeper? Sure. He pins your legs down on the mattress making sure you wont close them so he could go deeper.Â
âDont stopâ you moan out. And Jaehyun got excited and put you in a new position that you loved. Lifting one leg up on his shoulders as he goes deeper while fucking you. You said dont stop right? He felt you cum already, but you were so into the sex that you donât care if you came already. You want him to keep going while he overstimulates you, putting you in all fours, pulling your body against his chest and squeezes your boobs while he fucks you. Â
After a few more rounds on different corners of the bed, you and Jaehyun rest and catch your breaths after using all the condoms you have in store. âIf it wasnt for the condomsâ Jaehyun giggled and placed a kiss on your lips.Â
âAre you staying for the night?â You asked as you cling onto him. The man keeps you around his strong arms.Â
â I will. I want to stay. Can I stay?â Jaehyun asks sweetly.Â
âOf courseâ you answered.Â
âHow about your life?â You feel him keep you closer as if heâs not ready to let go if you wont allow him to come back in your life. âCan I stay in your life?âÂ
âId love thatâ you answered him sincerely.Â
And you saw the same smile he flashed the night he asked you to marry him.Â
That night you realized that he loves you. And no one can ever make him happier.Â
After that night, Jaehyun made sure he will not make the same mistakes again.Â
Whenever he leaves, he leaves with a promise, may it be small or something big like, âIâll fix you porch light when I come back, donât get someone to do itâ or âlets go see a movie, a musical perhaps?âÂ
He made sure that even though you canât contact him through phone, you have this certainty that he will come back.Â
He never brought work whenever heâs with you. This time, its you whom he saves from over working. Like nowâŚÂ
Jaehyun just arrived with groceries in his hand and he you were on the phone with your boss from the library, you were talking about your updated schedules when Jaehyun just placed a kiss on your lips. You thought that ⌠that was it. But no. He looked you in the eye and kissed you deeper, he can hear your boss through the other side of the line, reciting the dates of your schedule. When the call ended and you were breathless the whole time you were kissing, you smack his shoulder and placed a kiss on his cheek and marking the dates on your calendar.Â
âWow youâre one busy librarianâŚâ Jaehyun says, âIâm happy for youâ he smiles and kissed you one last time before unpacking the groceries.Â
âHow long are you going to stay? Its been three days since we last saw each other⌠I just noticed that youâve been coming here more oftenâ you smiled and hugged him from behind.Â
âIâm staying longer this time because I will be away for much longer⌠BUT but.. donât worry, we will have so much funâ Jaehyun felt your embrace became tighter and grow silent, but what can you do?Â
âI have something for you.. its a trick to make you stay.. I hope it works thoâ you blurted out and told him to go in your room. The gift is big so he can see it immediately. You didnât go inside with him. You figured that⌠when he sees that gift, he will need those special seconds all to himself.Â
And by the time Jaehyun saw it⌠you heard him play the piano again.Â
He never touched one when he started training to become an assassin. But you knew that music was his first love not you.Â
He went back to where you were standing, he leaned on the wall beside you and crossed his arms. âIts working⌠â he smiled and kissed you deeply, thanking you countless of times for bringing music back to his life.Â
Your relationship with Jaehyun went on like this for a year. Celebrating each otherâs birthdays together, countless of beautiful nights and mornings of him playing the piano you gave him, giving your house life, and enjoying holidays together. Sometimes Jaehyun comes home to you with blood in his hands, but youâre well aware of what kind of person he is outside your home. You never fight or argue, Jaehyun was the one whoâs so quick to stop you whenever a conversation is getting heated. The flashback of the nights during your marriage kept flashing in his head. And he will do anything in his power to stop it from happening again.Â
âMmm one more?â Jaehyun requests after you two finished your nth round for tonight. He will leave first thing in the morning so he is doing everything he can to keep you awake.Â
âJaehyun Iâm defeatedâ you chucked and kissed him. You feel his cock go hard and you feel him hump your thigh, all you could is complain⌠but you love every second of it. Heâs been fucking you deep and slow lately, it feels extra good because its raw. âBut can you please be faster or rougher this time?â
âWhy? Donât you love it when I go deep?⌠and slow?â He teased as he pushes in back to your cunt. Making you moan a little louder, he bit your should and slapped your ass. Spreading your ass cheek while he pounds hard.Â
âFuck Jaehyun Iâll break-â you struggle to tell him as he fucks you deep and rough.Â
âYou asked for this.. just a minute agoâ he kissed your neck and bit you again, âmake up you mindâÂ
The round ended with his mouth on your left boob, his right hand on your right boob and his cock continuously shoots loads of cum inside you. He was out of breath, you look at him and he was just as ruined as you are.Â
He removed his cock slowly, kissing you all over body. Everything that he sees a little red on your skin, âsorry for thisâ he apologized and kiss you.Â
âThis is nice right?â He looks you in the eye. âLife has been so much better for us right?âÂ
âYeahâ and you proceed to sleeping in his loving arms. You didnât hear it but he told you he loves you.Â
On the next day, you find no Jaehyun in your bed but a note with red roses instead.
âIâll be back by the time these roses withered. Just in time to give you fresh onesâ - JÂ
Little did you know, he was gone early this morning because heâs getting married.Â
âYou told me you would be back last night?-â Doyoung was quick to tend to Jaehyun, his cousin, his boss whom he needed to deliver at the altar in approximately half an hour.Â
âThe sex was good-â Jaehyun teased Doyoung.Â
âOkay shut up before you put her in trouble,â Doyoung says as he helps his boss put in his coat.Â
âI need a tequila shot, I canât do this soberâ Jaehyun demands, and in a matter of second 3 tequila shots are ready for him.Â
The wedding was grand. It was the biggest wedding of the century and every public platform is updated with the happening of the great Jeong Jaehyunâs wedding to the countryâs darling. A power couple in the eyes of the public, but they know so little of whatâs really happening.Â
Every powerful businessman is invited. Every assassin that the Jeongs own is present, theres no safer place in the world right now. And Jaehyun just wants to get this over with and come home to you. And lay out his plan to you. But this is going to be a long suffering, he still have his âhoneymoonâ in Italy.Â
Jaehyun knew that you will eventually hear about this marriage, how could you not? Itâs all over the news. Jaehyun just hopes and prays that you allow him to explain first before you curse him and leave him again. Nonetheless, he will fight for you this time.
It was a long painful waiting for Jaehyunâs return. Maybe itâs for the better so you could have time to feel the heartbreak and have time for yourself before he comes back and feed you with lies again.Â
You remember the night that you two got in an argument because he thought you were accusing him of cheating, he told you, âI am many things but I will never cheat on youâÂ
Look at you now Jae.Â
Itâs obvious that the marriage is for business only. But who knows? You still have your doubts.Â
It also⌠doesnât change the fact that youâre the mistress now. Yes you got married but⌠who would believe you. He married this girl in the eyes of the world⌠everyone would believe that Iâm a home wrecker now.Â
And then you felt itâŚ.
You came running to the sink to throw up out of nowhere. You felt weak in an instant.Â
Maybe its because the thought of Jaehyun? Just thinking about him makes you sick to the core.Â
Or your period is late?Â
âIt canât beâ you thought and ran to the nearest drugstore to buy a pregnancy test.Â
But as you walk your way there. You kept on thinking about the things that will happen after this.Â
Jaehyun will not let you go.
Everything will be complicated again.
It can ruin his marriage, it can ruin a lot of business deals.
It will ruin him.Â
This peace that you have right now will be taken away from you and bringing a baby in this scary world is the last thing you want to do now.Â
But the thought ofâŚ. âwhat if everything works out? Jaehyun loves kidsâ
And all this overthinking made you miss the stop sign at the side walk and you were hit by a car in a matter of seconds.
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⸠Assassin Jaehyun x Assassin Female reader ⸠Smut, Smut, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Gore, MATURE ⸠JAEHYUN SMUT SERIES: FUCK, MARRY, KILL ⸠VOLUME I: PART 1, PART 2, PART 3 ⸠VOLUME II: PART 1, PART2
Summary: A new life without being an assassin. A chance to run away and forgive. A chance to do it all again and not fuck it up. How can Jaehyun protect you from his world now?
WORD COUNT: 7,000K
Warnings: THIS FIC IS FICTION ONLY, Smut, smut, smut, MATURE THEMES, Heavy description of killings because most of the characters are assassins, mentions of blood, character death, A LOT OF NCT MEMBERS WILL D WORD IN THIS FIC, unprotected sex, mentions of condoms, mentions of pill, pregnancy, swearing, mentions of alcohol. HEAVY CHEATING, FICTONAL MURDER, CAR CRASH, Not everything is proofread, apologies again. I hope I did not forget anything. PLEASE !!! DON'T READ IF IN ANY WAY YOU WILL BE UNCOMFORTABLE.
A/N: This is the fluffiest part of the series. The part 2 will have the gore and other shit heheheheheee. Thank you so much for waiting for Volume II ! I know how its so ugly to wait for an unfinished fic but I am doing my best huhu I'm sorry. I would like to mention that I changed the story, so if you read the teaser for FMK, I CHANGED THE PLOT A LOT SO - THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING
If a person really loves you, they will have a hard time choosing whether to stay and fight for the relationship or just let you go because it's what you want. Itâs between respect and what you want.Â
Jaehyun wanted to lock you inside this apartment. He was planning to keep you like a thing that he loves for safe keeping. He wanted to make you stay, and not give you a choice anymore. He wanted to own you. He didnât want to let you go. Youâre not leaving his life. Not now. Not ever.Â
Thatâs what Jaehyun wants.Â
But Jaehyun loves you, thatâs why he did not chose what he wanted to do. Jaehyun indeed loves you. You can see it in his eyes. Now that youâve finally broke your silence and told him that you wanted to leave. And not just leave this place⌠you weâre talking about leaving his life. This life. For good.Â
He was silent. He didnât know what to say. But you can see in his eyes, heâs hurt. He even turned his back against you because he didnât want you to see him cry. Itâs not that this relationship grew out of love, but love was the problem all along. You and Jaehyun have this love for each other but life is doing itâs best to stop you two from pouring it.Â
At this moment, Jaehyun is so frustrated, thinking about the time where it all started. Where did everything went down hill?Â
Hendery?Â
His fatherâs death?Â
Markâs death?Â
âI know youâre deep into thinking right nowâ you disturbed his thoughts, sobbing, and struggling to speak for yourself but you have to. âBut I have respect to you Jaehyun, until this very end, I need you to let go of me. Were tired of fighting, I can feel it. Iâll leave once you approved or accept that this is our endâ you said and left the room.Â
For Jaehyun hearing those words from you hurt. He wanted to hold you, stop you and grasp for every love that you have left for him. But he couldnât. He was like a stone, he looked heartless on the outside for making you leave the room, but on the inside he was burning with want to make you stay.Â
For three days, you waited patiently for his decision. And in those three days, Jaehyun was just gone. He wasnât working, he didnât attend any meetings, gone. Just gone. You packed your things as slowly as you can just so you could keep your calm composure.
And by the time he finally arrived, you knew that the day was today. You will finally leave and will be granted freedom.Â
âIâm not going to try and win you back im not going to beg for you to stay. I want you to stay⌠but thatâs not what you want âÂ
He looked calm now you thought. He looked so tensed, mad and hurt the last time you were on the same room.
âBut at least give me the chance to let you go properly in the way you deserved. Its the least I could doâ
In the days he was gone, he did his best to think straight. He did his best to understand your part, why you want to leave and what good is this going to give you both? But to every question he asks himself, all answers just ends up putting you in good position. He can imagine you with a good life, perhaps leaving his life will give the peace he canât give you. And besides⌠having a peaceful life was all you ever dreamed of. He has already become the villain in your life he canât continue to do that.
You allowed him to help you pack.
You allowed him to drive you to your new place.Â
You noticed he still wears his ring.Â
You thought that this day would be awful, heavy and full of tears. But you can see right through Jaehyun that he made sure not to give you a hard time especially today.
âHmm the place is small are you sure you dont want a bigger one?â You just gave him a look and shook your head no.Â
Surprisingly Jaehyun looked like a normal person today. He still wears black though, all his tattoos are covered with thick clothing at least you get to see him like this one last time. Like a normal person. One without blood in his hands.
While you two were busy unloading your stuff, it was obvious that Jaehyun was taking his sweet time with you, he doesnât normally move so slow like this, he even checked every inch of your new place and made sure you were safe. If youâre being honest⌠youâd kill to make time slower for this specific day.Â
But after eating quietly at your empty living room floor, it snowed and the room became colder than it already is.
âJaehyun I want to thank you for today,âhe nods his head, looking at you straight in the eye while listening to every word you say, âYou know where I live now. But please I hope you keep your word. Let me goâ you just said that to avoid him spying on you. Who knows?Â
He just nods.
âI hope you get to have warm nights now that Iâm out of your lifeâ Jaehyun said before finishing his beer.
âIm off nowâ He said with a cold tone.Â
That night. You watched him get in his black car without even making a second look to you. He started driving the moment the car was ready to go.Â
For almost 2 decades of being together. For the love you thought no one could ruinâŚ. Everything went back to square one, on this cold and quiet day.

A year laterÂ
Who would have thought that living a decent and innocent life would be something⌠so challenging.Â
Challenging because now you realize killing someone just because you can⌠is not normal. Itâs necessary and it can be avoided.Â
You found a decent job at the library and youre a part timer at a convenience store⌠everything felt normal. You love it. Even if its boring.
âWell⌠youâve been an assassin for far too longâ Yuta laughs through the phone, âyou should practice self reflection and do some meditating perhaps it could help youâ Yuta suggests.Â
âHows Taeyong? Is the baking classes paying off?â You asked.Â
âYeah, surprisingly he bakes really good. But the guy is a perfectionist⌠nothing he makes make him happyâÂ
âWell tell him heâs doing a good job alreadyâÂ
After that sweet call with your friend, you headed to your second job, a convenience store not too far from your place. Itâs already 9PM, the person before your shift should be ready to head out. The job is kinda lonely, late hours can be so boring, but you figured its quiet. Plus you can eat peacefully, thatâs what matters. Now that youâre alone, eating peacefully with the food you made while looking at the window and watch the snow fallâŚÂ
You remember the night you and Jaehyun parted ways. You havenât thought much about him. Youre lucky moving out goes hand in hand with moving on⌠but are you moved on officially?
Everyday, you come home and congratulate yourself for having a kind of life like this. A peaceful and quiet life.Â
And everyday⌠you canât help but think about sharing this kind of life with Jaehyun. Will he like it too?Â
As you prepare to go to bed, it was a really cold night and you wanted to make sure youâre well rested by the morning comes. But just before you close your eyes, a loud bang at your gate woke every bit of you.Â
You got a kitchen knife just to sure, funny how not being an assassin for a year can wake every instinct and skill you have with just a loud bang.Â
By the time you open it, you were quick to point the knife to the person banging at your gate in this ungodly hour.Â
It was Jaehyun. Covered in blood.Â
He smiled before he could even speak a word and fell into your arms. Helplessly.
You carried him inside and took care of him.Â
He lost a lot of blood already but you knew better, of course you canât call the hospital or the police. âFuck Jaehyun what am I supposed to do?â But you come your senses and just did whatever you can.Â
You removed the bullets, stitched him up, cleaned him and made sure that heâs not in pain. Of course⌠he never removed his wedding ring.
When the sun came out, you went out to see his car and parked it inside. It was full of bullet holes and it seems like he really got lucky last night.Â
He slept the whole day, it was already sunset when he woke up. He saw you sleeping beside him and didnât even have second thoughts about hugging you even though every part of him hurt.Â
âWhat the fuck happened?â You asked gently.Â
He can clearly remember how you held a knife on his neck the night he arrived. He just smiled. âStill an assassin, you still got itâ he teased you.Â
âThat was just for protection you idiotâ answer me what happenedâÂ
âWell, a business meeting did not end well, whatâs new?â He smirked as if he didnât just almost died.Â
âYou need hospital by the way⌠can I call someone to pick you up?â You asked with concern.Â
âSo eager to get rid of me huh?âÂ
âNo Jaehyun. I donât know how to keep you aliveâ please. Call someoneâÂ
âBut I like it here⌠I seriously thought that Iâm gonna die last night, and all I could think about is seeing your face again. Iâd die happilyâÂ
That explains the smile before he collapsed.Â
Itâs hard to reason out with someone in this state, especially with Jaehyun. So you left him and prepared for dinner. But Jaehyun as the hard headed man he is, got up with all his strength to be with you in your small kitchen.Â
âI shouldnât be hereâ he said weakly.Â
You walked towards him and hugged him gently, thankful that he is indeed alive. But you have to understand that you cant keep coming back to what hurt you.Â
âStay for dinner, weâll figure this outâÂ
That night, you two talked like you didnât you didnât grew apart for a year. You were still the comfort that he longs for and heâs not ashamed to show it. While he was talking he didnât hide anything from you for he was sure that you will never judge him. He admitted that heâs not in great shape, business is not well, drugs was all he had when you left, and that he was depressed. âMy father left me with gold, money and a legacy⌠but not a happy life y/nâ he scoffed and finished his meal.Â
 When he was fetched by his new assassins, it was harder to leave than he thought. He feels sick, he never wanted to leave your place ever again, just like the night he left you here for the first time. The night he let you go.
âI bet youâre disappointed in me. I promised to never disturbed you but here I amâŚâ he says with weak eyes.
âYou can always visit me Jae⌠but not this wayâ you joked and kissed him on the cheek.Â
Little did you know that your invitation made him happy, a push to be a better man again. He didnât want to face you again like this, broken, an addict, lost. He wanted to be better. And so he stepped into his car with hope, with motivation, a better drive to live a new life and bring back the mighty Jaehyun.Â
Months passed by and you find yourself thinking about Jaehyun again. Waiting for a sudden visit, waiting for him again. Maybe itâs because you heard his story now? That he ruined himself because he lost you, itâs not your fault of course, youâre not responsible. Itâs his own doing and free will!Â
But when your waiting has finally come to an end, Jaehyun surprised you in an unexpected way.Â
It was night time you just got home from a tiring shift and you barely canât keep your eyes open while doing your dinner. When the doorbell rang, it woke you up in an instant becauseâŚ. Who would visit you at this hour. You hid the kitchen knife behind you, as you open the gate with one hand. And there he is. Holding flowers in his arm while the other has a pizza box.Â
âI bet you have a knife behind youâ he chuckled and received a warm hug from you, welcoming him like heâs not a stranger to your life.Â
He looked well, better than a few months ago. He told you heâs 3 months sober now, and that looking forward to see you is something that pushed him to do well. âThank youâ he said warmly. It wasnât an easy battle, but he still loves you too much that he never wanted you to see him broken and lost.
The night was sweet, you didnât expect to spend it so close with each other. Almost as if you two were still a happy couple. But thatâs what forgiveness is all about. What happened in the past canât be changed, but it happened already.
âYouâre not mad at me anymore?â Jaehyun asks, why heâs slowly caressing your back while you lay on his chest comfortably like youâve done it a thousand times.Â
âAbout what exactly Jae?â you giggle, âAbout ruining our relationship? Your fatherâs death? all the betrayal, Markâs death?âÂ
âEverything. Every little thingâ he admits.Â
âEver since you set me free, I canât help but think, âcan Jaehyun live a life like this? Peaceful and slow?â I think about it everyday Jae. Thatâs how much I forgave you alreadyâ
Hearing your answer made him tighten his hug, as if he thanked you silently. As if telling you, heâs truly not worthy of your love but he will stay in your life.Â
âYouâre not just here for dinner, am I right?â The question shocked Jaehyun and caught him off guard. He didnât expect that youâd see right through him. Itâs not right to suddenly invite your ex lover (ex wife) to have sex after everything thatâs happened in your life.Â
You watch him become shy, ears red as fuck and dimples flashing before your eyes, âIf somehow I put you in the moodâ he answered shyly, but bravely, his hand still holding yours fondly âbut nonetheless my intentions are good. I really wanted to see you againâ he admitted.Â
And as a prize for his cute honesty, you started kissing him softly. Testing waters. But of course, the man longs for you. He accepted those small kisses and returned some to you too. You feel his heart pounding against his chest, ânervous?â you teased him licking his lips before you proceeded and started to kiss him deeply. You feel his hands roam around your body, your night dress slightly lifted and your lacy panties, his tight pants are the only barriers that are stopping you two to fuck then and there.
âwe shouldnât be doing thisâ he whispered in the most frustrating tone, you just giggle and accepted every hungry kiss and bite he gives you.Â
You two soon ended in your bed, hands with each other, lips to lips and bodies immensely closed. But Jaehyun didnât want to ruin a perfect day, you didnât have sex, but there was passion and intimacy happened in your bed that night.Â
âWe can have sex, hopefully next time?â He smiles sweetly while you continue to kiss him. Holding his hand and keeping him close.Â
Jaehyun slept like a baby that night, he hasnt been sleeping well ever since your relationship went downhill even more when you left, but tonight he slept like a baby. Peaceful, deep, worry less. Truth be told he didnât want to sleep that night. He wanted to just stay beside you, look at you and bask in this feeling of being near you again. But he was just so comfortable beside you that he canât help but sleep.Â
âGood morningâ you kissed his exposed back, tracing his tattoos which tickles him. He smiles sweetly his ears turning red. He missed this feeling. The feeling of waking up happy, looking forward for a beautiful day, seeing you and getting to hold you first thing in the morning.Â
It feels like a dream.Â
âAm I dreaming?â He asks sweetly, reaching out to you for kisses, sweet and hungry ones. Kisses on your neck, kisses on your lips. good morning indeed.Â
âYou know when you left, you never even visited in my dreams. It feels like my life was in constant punishment when you leftâ he said while touching your lips. Still canât believe that youâre somehowâŚ. Back together now. âBy the way, I havenât slept that good for a long timeâ he added.
You can really see that heâs well rested. âIs it because of me?â You asked sincerely Jaehyun can see the guilt in your eyes. He just pulled you in for a hug and kissed you good morning, He didnât want to ruin such a beautiful morning.Â
âHow about, I make us breakfast and you hug me from behind?â He suggests.Â
âSounds like a planâ you answered and placed a kiss on his head before you got up from bed.Â
Both you and Jaehyun canât believe that you slept on the same bed last night⌠he was looking at your ceiling with high hopes that maybe, if he could make the right things now, and make it up to you⌠maybe? You can come hone with him in 127 house again? Start a new life? And try again.
âJae, what time are you going to leave today?â You disturbed his thoughts.Â
âUh⌠afternoon. I have to fly to Italy⌠for workâ you already know what kind of business that is and you didnât bother asking. Whatâs important is, heâs here.Â
Nothing is clear with this relationship yet. Welcoming Jaehyun in your life again is like coming after what broke you. How did this happen? After today? And then what? You're back to 127 house and become a Jeong again?Â
You were in deep thoughts while you watch him move around your kitchen, while he prepares a breakfast for two, while he makes your morning drink. You look at his healed tattoos, the ones that are new when you told him you wanted to leave. Maybe thatâs a sign? Maybe you needed both to heal and be far from each other in order to realize that you two are meant to be. No doubt.Â
âHey,â he asked sweetly and disturbing you with your ugly thoughts. âYou okay?â He asked as he hands you your food. A plate so full that it made you remember how he used to take care of you back then.Â
âI was just thinking how suddenly youâre back into my life. Iâm not going to pretend that Iâm not thinking about it⌠I mean the whole idea of me leaving is to be away from youâ you said as gently as possible. Jaehyun is not an unreasonable man, he understands where this is all coming. Theres no need to argue for sure, thereâs no need to comment to what you said for every part of it is true. He just smiled at you.Â
âYour placed changed so much, I see you really put into work on every corner. I even saw your garden, was that lemon tree I saw?â He asked with a smile, genuinely curious.Â
âYes, Taeyong planted it for me. They visited once. I suck managing this place Jae, but I love itâ you chuckled, âwho would have thought that I would have my own placeâ
âWho would have thought that I wont be part of this too,â he smiled and took a bite, âIts been what? A year already? Almost? I almost didnât recognize you if Iâm being honest you look free, you donât look scary anymoreâÂ
You couldnât believe what youâre hearing, heâs just making you laugh. He loves seeing your smile.Â
âWhile me⌠Iâm still the same Jaehyun, the same Jaehyun that fell in love with you-â
âNo Jaehyun youâre different. Every part of you is different nowâ Jaehyun didnât argue further because its true. Maybe it was a compliment? Maybe not? He looks at his reflection through the dark coffee and see his face. His neck full of tattoos, he can see through his eyes that heâs broken and lost. But alas a happy man, at this point of hour.
By the time Jaehyun left you didnât expect it feel so heavy. You wanted to ask when can you see him again? But you sure do know that doesnât work that way. He comes when he comes. And youâre just crazy in love while waiting for him.Â
âIâll be backâ is what he said before he placed a kiss on your lips, a deep one. A kiss that wanted you to pull him back to your arms and stop him from leaving your house. But no.Â
What the fuck is this? Why are you jumping back to what hurt you?
âHowâs everything while Iâm gone?â Jaehyun asked sternly to his bodyguard.Â
âWe lost a few men but the deal is sealed sir. Might I add sir that your fiancĂŠ is already waiting in your private planeâÂ
The mentioned of the word âfianceâ made him miss you already. He lets go a deep sigh and took one last look to your house before he orders his bodyguard to drive.Â
When Jaehyun arrived at his private airplane, there, a lady same as your age is waiting for his fiance to arrive. She is Jaehyunâs fiance that he got into a relationship with because heâs sad and depressed because you left him. He did tried to love her at some point⌠but he just ends up looking for pieces of you in her that she will never have.Â
Jaehyun thought that marrying himself away will eventually make the heartbreak go away⌠but it never did. The relationship evolved between lust and pure passion only⌠at first. Until her father, a powerful like Jaehyun made a deal with him. âMarry my daughter and we will be 2 families that is so powerful that no one will dare piss you off anymoreâ
Jaehyun agreed. Proposed and gave himself more troubles and problems. And that is the start of his fall. His mighty reign being shaken. But that is when he became honest with himself too. He needed you back in his life.Â
Before the accident that brought you two together again, Doyoung is the one who suggested Jaehyun to see you and try to win you back, simply because he canât stand whatâs happening now with everything. âMaybe y/n can bring the old Jaehyun backâ Doyoung said to his boss.
Not long before Jaehyun left to see you, his fiancĂŠ staged an ambush and tried killing Jaehyun. She was well aware that Jaehyun will not be easy to kill, its fun for her too. Sheâs crazy like that. One of the many things Jaehyun liked about her⌠but not anymore.Â
Present time
âWell are you two together again? What does that make me?â The girl started while she poured a whiskey for herself.Â
âDonât even bother touching her. Youâre aware of who she is and what sheâs capable of. Youâd be dead by now if she knew about you⌠and what you didâ Jaehyun said before closing his eyes, just soaking in with the feeling of the calm you brought to his life again.
âWhy cant you love me Jaehyun?â The girl cries.Â
âI triedâ is all Jaehyun could say.
âThen why are we still doing this? Why are you still marrying me?â The girl asked, sobbing like a helpless person.Â
âBusiness is business babeâ he reaches for the womanâs face a caressed it like he admires her. But Jaehyun just closed his eyes and slept the whole flight. But the desperate girl went down on her knees and unbuckled Jaehyunâs belt, pulled out his cock and gave him a blow job. This girl is crazy, desperate for Jaehyunâs love and attention, but all she could have right now is lust.Â
Jaehyun may be an angel inside your home, but outside of itâs four corners, heâs back to being heartless. Well, you canât blame the man who loves you. This world that he lives in will eat him alive if he continues to be soft in front of other people.Â
âIs that the best you got?â Jaehyun moans and held on to the girlâs head before thrusting slowly and deeper. Reaching low inside the girlâs throat, thrusting inside out until he cums.
Jaehyun was away for a couple of months, no calls, nothing. Taeyong and Yuta managed to visit again over the months that Jaehyun is away, you loved every moment of it. You just wish that Jaehyun could be present too, and he could spend time with the others too just like old times. Watch the sunset together. But you all know that itâs not that simple anymore. Jaehyun is different and will not understand the word friendship anymore, for heâs not looking forward to rekindling with Yuta and Taeyong too. All he cares about is⌠you.
âNow that you two are backâŚâ Yuta started.Â
âWhatâs the plan?âÂ
âItâs up to him. If he leaves the life that ate him whole, then maybe we can really start again. But if not⌠Iâll leave for good. Iâll hide from him this time. Iâll never go back thereâÂ
âBut do you think itâs going to happen now?â Taeyong adds.Â
âNo. Honestly. I think Iâm giving myself a big trouble. You guys⌠I donât even know when is he coming back, heâs not even calling? I canât see the real Jaehyun yet. The one that I loved, the one that I married⌠but, now that Iâm not an assassin anymore⌠Iâll let myself love him as my true self⌠you know?â
âSpeaking of marriage, did you divorce him when you left?â Yuta asked.Â
âNo. I was hoping that⌠eventually, we can put it into good use? He loves me. I know enough that he will not marry anyone else besides meâÂ
âSo youâre ready to be a Jeong now?â Yuta asked, ânow that the Jeongs dont own you, are you ready to be a Jeong? ⌠you know, like a normal personâ
Assassin or not, Jaehyunâs world is crazy. And that is why you canât answer Yuta yet.Â
âI need some timeâ thatâs all you can say and Yuta respects that.
Meanwhile⌠Jaehyun is celebrating for 3 months straight with his engagement. A fake happiness of course. But a good time is a good time. He will endure everything until all of this is done and he can come back to you.Â
âHowâs Y/n?â Doyoung asks quietly beside Jaehyun while his boss watches the sun goes down. Itâs beautiful here in Italy Jaehyun thought. But the situation heâs in right now is ugly.Â
âSheâs good⌠For the first time of my life I slept soundly⌠beside her. During the time that we were together, I just cant help but think that⌠letting go of her is the best decision Iâve ever made, and Iâm happy I let her go and build this life that she has right now. A life without me, without the killings, dodging bulletsâŚ.âÂ
âSo youâre giving up?âDoyoung asks calmly, âIf she canât bring your might back then what can? Who can?âÂ
âIâll think of something else, but for now⌠I would have to keep him away from this life. She doesnât deserve thisâ
After 6 months of faking happiness, never ending parties and business arrangements, finally Jaehyun arrived again at your place. Unannounced and alone.Â
You just finished taking a shower, humming happily a song that you heard from the radio. You bathrobe is what covers your body, hair still wet from the warm shower when suddenlyâŚÂ
âNice song,â Jaehyun whispers beside your ear with his deep voice.Â
Which startled you and made you threw a punch which he of course can dodge. He covers your mouth when you realized that its Jaehyun. Hugging him tightly in your dark room. He didnât missed the fact that youâre only wearing a robe and youâre both happy about seeing each other again.Â
âIs it a good time?â Jaehyun asked like a gentleman. He was talking about having sex. He just wanted to make sure that youâre okay with this.Â
âIts a perfect timingâ you said and kissed him, helped him remove his clothes. He was dressed in Prada from to toe, you already knew that he came from an important event that ended very late. A business meeting?Â
âStop it with your thoughts,â he whispers and made you focus on him by revealing you left boob and proceeds to licking your nipples. Pushing you against the wall and continues to lick and suck on your left boob until your nipple is sensitive and youâre to left to want more on the other side. He has the changed a bit when it comes to stupid shit you thought.Â
He motions you on your bed without breaking what heâs doing to left boob. He bits it playfully before he stops and pushes you to your comfort. You watch him undress the last few garments heâs wearing. Specifically his expensive watch and his boxer briefs.Â
And when heâs all naked on top you, kissing your exposed neck, he swiftly removed your robe and positioned him in between your legs.Â
âDo you like it?â He asked first before he proceeds.Â
Of course you love it. Everything he does.Â
You feel him smile in between kisses. But not because of lust, heâs just happy that heâs making love with the love of his life again.Â
âI love you. Always have. Always will Y/nâÂ
He left those words before licking the folds in between your legs, making you moan and say his name over and over again because of the things he makes you feel using his tongue. You feel him lick you slowly, from time to time and proceeds to spreading your folds and finding sensitive spots in your cunt that only he know. He has always been your weakness.Â
When he was done giving that great oral, he finds your lips kisses it endlessly, down to your neck, the valley between your boobs, giving both of your boobs a good lick⌠as if he has kissed and marked evert part of your body.Â
âI donât have condoms with me,â he whispers while he continues to kiss your neck. âAm I lucky?â He playfully bit the shell of your ear. But you were quick to teas him.Â
âAfter all the shit you put me through? â I have condoms by the drawerâ you teased him and watch him roll his eyes but happily reaches the first condom.Â
You watch pump his cock a few times while his fingers runs up and down you wet slit and watch you shiver. He rolls the condom and lines his tip on your cunt, his lips were quick to find yours as he pushes through your walls oh so slowly. Like heâs savoring every second that heâs thrusting.Â
When was the last time you two made love?Â
Probably the night of your wedding?Â
Jaehyun hates that thought. So he thrusted deeper, watching you melt with every sensation he gives you, catch every moan you let out and grant everything you asked.Â
You want him to kiss you while he fucks you? Sure. Jaehyun made sure that youâre breathless with his kisses, leaving you wanting for air. You want him to go deeper? Sure. He pins your legs down on the mattress making sure you wont close them so he could go deeper.Â
âDont stopâ you moan out. And Jaehyun got excited and put you in a new position that you loved. Lifting one leg up on his shoulders as he goes deeper while fucking you. You said dont stop right? He felt you cum already, but you were so into the sex that you donât care if you came already. You want him to keep going while he overstimulates you, putting you in all fours, pulling your body against his chest and squeezes your boobs while he fucks you. Â
After a few more rounds on different corners of the bed, you and Jaehyun rest and catch your breaths after using all the condoms you have in store. âIf it wasnt for the condomsâ Jaehyun giggled and placed a kiss on your lips.Â
âAre you staying for the night?â You asked as you cling onto him. The man keeps you around his strong arms.Â
â I will. I want to stay. Can I stay?â Jaehyun asks sweetly.Â
âOf courseâ you answered.Â
âHow about your life?â You feel him keep you closer as if heâs not ready to let go if you wont allow him to come back in your life. âCan I stay in your life?âÂ
âId love thatâ you answered him sincerely.Â
And you saw the same smile he flashed the night he asked you to marry him.Â
That night you realized that he loves you. And no one can ever make him happier.Â
After that night, Jaehyun made sure he will not make the same mistakes again.Â
Whenever he leaves, he leaves with a promise, may it be small or something big like, âIâll fix you porch light when I come back, donât get someone to do itâ or âlets go see a movie, a musical perhaps?âÂ
He made sure that even though you canât contact him through phone, you have this certainty that he will come back.Â
He never brought work whenever heâs with you. This time, its you whom he saves from over working. Like nowâŚÂ
Jaehyun just arrived with groceries in his hand and he you were on the phone with your boss from the library, you were talking about your updated schedules when Jaehyun just placed a kiss on your lips. You thought that ⌠that was it. But no. He looked you in the eye and kissed you deeper, he can hear your boss through the other side of the line, reciting the dates of your schedule. When the call ended and you were breathless the whole time you were kissing, you smack his shoulder and placed a kiss on his cheek and marking the dates on your calendar.Â
âWow youâre one busy librarianâŚâ Jaehyun says, âIâm happy for youâ he smiles and kissed you one last time before unpacking the groceries.Â
âHow long are you going to stay? Its been three days since we last saw each other⌠I just noticed that youâve been coming here more oftenâ you smiled and hugged him from behind.Â
âIâm staying longer this time because I will be away for much longer⌠BUT but.. donât worry, we will have so much funâ Jaehyun felt your embrace became tighter and grow silent, but what can you do?Â
âI have something for you.. its a trick to make you stay.. I hope it works thoâ you blurted out and told him to go in your room. The gift is big so he can see it immediately. You didnât go inside with him. You figured that⌠when he sees that gift, he will need those special seconds all to himself.Â
And by the time Jaehyun saw it⌠you heard him play the piano again.Â
He never touched one when he started training to become an assassin. But you knew that music was his first love not you.Â
He went back to where you were standing, he leaned on the wall beside you and crossed his arms. âIts working⌠â he smiled and kissed you deeply, thanking you countless of times for bringing music back to his life.Â
Your relationship with Jaehyun went on like this for a year. Celebrating each otherâs birthdays together, countless of beautiful nights and mornings of him playing the piano you gave him, giving your house life, and enjoying holidays together. Sometimes Jaehyun comes home to you with blood in his hands, but youâre well aware of what kind of person he is outside your home. You never fight or argue, Jaehyun was the one whoâs so quick to stop you whenever a conversation is getting heated. The flashback of the nights during your marriage kept flashing in his head. And he will do anything in his power to stop it from happening again.Â
âMmm one more?â Jaehyun requests after you two finished your nth round for tonight. He will leave first thing in the morning so he is doing everything he can to keep you awake.Â
âJaehyun Iâm defeatedâ you chucked and kissed him. You feel his cock go hard and you feel him hump your thigh, all you could is complain⌠but you love every second of it. Heâs been fucking you deep and slow lately, it feels extra good because its raw. âBut can you please be faster or rougher this time?â
âWhy? Donât you love it when I go deep?⌠and slow?â He teased as he pushes in back to your cunt. Making you moan a little louder, he bit your should and slapped your ass. Spreading your ass cheek while he pounds hard.Â
âFuck Jaehyun Iâll break-â you struggle to tell him as he fucks you deep and rough.Â
âYou asked for this.. just a minute agoâ he kissed your neck and bit you again, âmake up you mindâÂ
The round ended with his mouth on your left boob, his right hand on your right boob and his cock continuously shoots loads of cum inside you. He was out of breath, you look at him and he was just as ruined as you are.Â
He removed his cock slowly, kissing you all over body. Everything that he sees a little red on your skin, âsorry for thisâ he apologized and kiss you.Â
âThis is nice right?â He looks you in the eye. âLife has been so much better for us right?âÂ
âYeahâ and you proceed to sleeping in his loving arms. You didnât hear it but he told you he loves you.Â
On the next day, you find no Jaehyun in your bed but a note with red roses instead.
âIâll be back by the time these roses withered. Just in time to give you fresh onesâ - JÂ
Little did you know, he was gone early this morning because heâs getting married.Â
âYou told me you would be back last night?-â Doyoung was quick to tend to Jaehyun, his cousin, his boss whom he needed to deliver at the altar in approximately half an hour.Â
âThe sex was good-â Jaehyun teased Doyoung.Â
âOkay shut up before you put her in trouble,â Doyoung says as he helps his boss put in his coat.Â
âI need a tequila shot, I canât do this soberâ Jaehyun demands, and in a matter of second 3 tequila shots are ready for him.Â
The wedding was grand. It was the biggest wedding of the century and every public platform is updated with the happening of the great Jeong Jaehyunâs wedding to the countryâs darling. A power couple in the eyes of the public, but they know so little of whatâs really happening.Â
Every powerful businessman is invited. Every assassin that the Jeongs own is present, theres no safer place in the world right now. And Jaehyun just wants to get this over with and come home to you. And lay out his plan to you. But this is going to be a long suffering, he still have his âhoneymoonâ in Italy.Â
Jaehyun knew that you will eventually hear about this marriage, how could you not? Itâs all over the news. Jaehyun just hopes and prays that you allow him to explain first before you curse him and leave him again. Nonetheless, he will fight for you this time.
It was a long painful waiting for Jaehyunâs return. Maybe itâs for the better so you could have time to feel the heartbreak and have time for yourself before he comes back and feed you with lies again.Â
You remember the night that you two got in an argument because he thought you were accusing him of cheating, he told you, âI am many things but I will never cheat on youâÂ
Look at you now Jae.Â
Itâs obvious that the marriage is for business only. But who knows? You still have your doubts.Â
It also⌠doesnât change the fact that youâre the mistress now. Yes you got married but⌠who would believe you. He married this girl in the eyes of the world⌠everyone would believe that Iâm a home wrecker now.Â
And then you felt itâŚ.
You came running to the sink to throw up out of nowhere. You felt weak in an instant.Â
Maybe its because the thought of Jaehyun? Just thinking about him makes you sick to the core.Â
Or your period is late?Â
âIt canât beâ you thought and ran to the nearest drugstore to buy a pregnancy test.Â
But as you walk your way there. You kept on thinking about the things that will happen after this.Â
Jaehyun will not let you go.
Everything will be complicated again.
It can ruin his marriage, it can ruin a lot of business deals.
It will ruin him.Â
This peace that you have right now will be taken away from you and bringing a baby in this scary world is the last thing you want to do now.Â
But the thought ofâŚ. âwhat if everything works out? Jaehyun loves kidsâ
And all this overthinking made you miss the stop sign at the side walk and you were hit by a car in a matter of seconds.
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⸠Assassin Jaehyun x Assassin Female reader ⸠Smut, Smut, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Gore, MATURE ⸠JAEHYUN SMUT SERIES: FUCK, MARRY, KILL ⸠VOLUME I: PART 1, PART 2, PART 3 ⸠VOLUME II: PART 1, PART2
Summary: A new life without being an assassin. A chance to run away and forgive. A chance to do it all again and not fuck it up. How can Jaehyun protect you from his world now?
WORD COUNT: 7,000K
Warnings: THIS FIC IS FICTION ONLY, Smut, smut, smut, MATURE THEMES, Heavy description of killings because most of the characters are assassins, mentions of blood, character death, A LOT OF NCT MEMBERS WILL D WORD IN THIS FIC, unprotected sex, mentions of condoms, mentions of pill, pregnancy, swearing, mentions of alcohol. HEAVY CHEATING, FICTONAL MURDER, CAR CRASH, Not everything is proofread, apologies again. I hope I did not forget anything. PLEASE !!! DON'T READ IF IN ANY WAY YOU WILL BE UNCOMFORTABLE.
A/N: This is the fluffiest part of the series. The part 2 will have the gore and other shit heheheheheee. Thank you so much for waiting for Volume II ! I know how its so ugly to wait for an unfinished fic but I am doing my best huhu I'm sorry. I would like to mention that I changed the story, so if you read the teaser for FMK, I CHANGED THE PLOT A LOT SO - THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING
If a person really loves you, they will have a hard time choosing whether to stay and fight for the relationship or just let you go because it's what you want. Itâs between respect and what you want.Â
Jaehyun wanted to lock you inside this apartment. He was planning to keep you like a thing that he loves for safe keeping. He wanted to make you stay, and not give you a choice anymore. He wanted to own you. He didnât want to let you go. Youâre not leaving his life. Not now. Not ever.Â
Thatâs what Jaehyun wants.Â
But Jaehyun loves you, thatâs why he did not chose what he wanted to do. Jaehyun indeed loves you. You can see it in his eyes. Now that youâve finally broke your silence and told him that you wanted to leave. And not just leave this place⌠you weâre talking about leaving his life. This life. For good.Â
He was silent. He didnât know what to say. But you can see in his eyes, heâs hurt. He even turned his back against you because he didnât want you to see him cry. Itâs not that this relationship grew out of love, but love was the problem all along. You and Jaehyun have this love for each other but life is doing itâs best to stop you two from pouring it.Â
At this moment, Jaehyun is so frustrated, thinking about the time where it all started. Where did everything went down hill?Â
Hendery?Â
His fatherâs death?Â
Markâs death?Â
âI know youâre deep into thinking right nowâ you disturbed his thoughts, sobbing, and struggling to speak for yourself but you have to. âBut I have respect to you Jaehyun, until this very end, I need you to let go of me. Were tired of fighting, I can feel it. Iâll leave once you approved or accept that this is our endâ you said and left the room.Â
For Jaehyun hearing those words from you hurt. He wanted to hold you, stop you and grasp for every love that you have left for him. But he couldnât. He was like a stone, he looked heartless on the outside for making you leave the room, but on the inside he was burning with want to make you stay.Â
For three days, you waited patiently for his decision. And in those three days, Jaehyun was just gone. He wasnât working, he didnât attend any meetings, gone. Just gone. You packed your things as slowly as you can just so you could keep your calm composure.
And by the time he finally arrived, you knew that the day was today. You will finally leave and will be granted freedom.Â
âIâm not going to try and win you back im not going to beg for you to stay. I want you to stay⌠but thatâs not what you want âÂ
He looked calm now you thought. He looked so tensed, mad and hurt the last time you were on the same room.
âBut at least give me the chance to let you go properly in the way you deserved. Its the least I could doâ
In the days he was gone, he did his best to think straight. He did his best to understand your part, why you want to leave and what good is this going to give you both? But to every question he asks himself, all answers just ends up putting you in good position. He can imagine you with a good life, perhaps leaving his life will give the peace he canât give you. And besides⌠having a peaceful life was all you ever dreamed of. He has already become the villain in your life he canât continue to do that.
You allowed him to help you pack.
You allowed him to drive you to your new place.Â
You noticed he still wears his ring.Â
You thought that this day would be awful, heavy and full of tears. But you can see right through Jaehyun that he made sure not to give you a hard time especially today.
âHmm the place is small are you sure you dont want a bigger one?â You just gave him a look and shook your head no.Â
Surprisingly Jaehyun looked like a normal person today. He still wears black though, all his tattoos are covered with thick clothing at least you get to see him like this one last time. Like a normal person. One without blood in his hands.
While you two were busy unloading your stuff, it was obvious that Jaehyun was taking his sweet time with you, he doesnât normally move so slow like this, he even checked every inch of your new place and made sure you were safe. If youâre being honest⌠youâd kill to make time slower for this specific day.Â
But after eating quietly at your empty living room floor, it snowed and the room became colder than it already is.
âJaehyun I want to thank you for today,âhe nods his head, looking at you straight in the eye while listening to every word you say, âYou know where I live now. But please I hope you keep your word. Let me goâ you just said that to avoid him spying on you. Who knows?Â
He just nods.
âI hope you get to have warm nights now that Iâm out of your lifeâ Jaehyun said before finishing his beer.
âIm off nowâ He said with a cold tone.Â
That night. You watched him get in his black car without even making a second look to you. He started driving the moment the car was ready to go.Â
For almost 2 decades of being together. For the love you thought no one could ruinâŚ. Everything went back to square one, on this cold and quiet day.

A year laterÂ
Who would have thought that living a decent and innocent life would be something⌠so challenging.Â
Challenging because now you realize killing someone just because you can⌠is not normal. Itâs necessary and it can be avoided.Â
You found a decent job at the library and youre a part timer at a convenience store⌠everything felt normal. You love it. Even if its boring.
âWell⌠youâve been an assassin for far too longâ Yuta laughs through the phone, âyou should practice self reflection and do some meditating perhaps it could help youâ Yuta suggests.Â
âHows Taeyong? Is the baking classes paying off?â You asked.Â
âYeah, surprisingly he bakes really good. But the guy is a perfectionist⌠nothing he makes make him happyâÂ
âWell tell him heâs doing a good job alreadyâÂ
After that sweet call with your friend, you headed to your second job, a convenience store not too far from your place. Itâs already 9PM, the person before your shift should be ready to head out. The job is kinda lonely, late hours can be so boring, but you figured its quiet. Plus you can eat peacefully, thatâs what matters. Now that youâre alone, eating peacefully with the food you made while looking at the window and watch the snow fallâŚÂ
You remember the night you and Jaehyun parted ways. You havenât thought much about him. Youre lucky moving out goes hand in hand with moving on⌠but are you moved on officially?
Everyday, you come home and congratulate yourself for having a kind of life like this. A peaceful and quiet life.Â
And everyday⌠you canât help but think about sharing this kind of life with Jaehyun. Will he like it too?Â
As you prepare to go to bed, it was a really cold night and you wanted to make sure youâre well rested by the morning comes. But just before you close your eyes, a loud bang at your gate woke every bit of you.Â
You got a kitchen knife just to sure, funny how not being an assassin for a year can wake every instinct and skill you have with just a loud bang.Â
By the time you open it, you were quick to point the knife to the person banging at your gate in this ungodly hour.Â
It was Jaehyun. Covered in blood.Â
He smiled before he could even speak a word and fell into your arms. Helplessly.
You carried him inside and took care of him.Â
He lost a lot of blood already but you knew better, of course you canât call the hospital or the police. âFuck Jaehyun what am I supposed to do?â But you come your senses and just did whatever you can.Â
You removed the bullets, stitched him up, cleaned him and made sure that heâs not in pain. Of course⌠he never removed his wedding ring.
When the sun came out, you went out to see his car and parked it inside. It was full of bullet holes and it seems like he really got lucky last night.Â
He slept the whole day, it was already sunset when he woke up. He saw you sleeping beside him and didnât even have second thoughts about hugging you even though every part of him hurt.Â
âWhat the fuck happened?â You asked gently.Â
He can clearly remember how you held a knife on his neck the night he arrived. He just smiled. âStill an assassin, you still got itâ he teased you.Â
âThat was just for protection you idiotâ answer me what happenedâÂ
âWell, a business meeting did not end well, whatâs new?â He smirked as if he didnât just almost died.Â
âYou need hospital by the way⌠can I call someone to pick you up?â You asked with concern.Â
âSo eager to get rid of me huh?âÂ
âNo Jaehyun. I donât know how to keep you aliveâ please. Call someoneâÂ
âBut I like it here⌠I seriously thought that Iâm gonna die last night, and all I could think about is seeing your face again. Iâd die happilyâÂ
That explains the smile before he collapsed.Â
Itâs hard to reason out with someone in this state, especially with Jaehyun. So you left him and prepared for dinner. But Jaehyun as the hard headed man he is, got up with all his strength to be with you in your small kitchen.Â
âI shouldnât be hereâ he said weakly.Â
You walked towards him and hugged him gently, thankful that he is indeed alive. But you have to understand that you cant keep coming back to what hurt you.Â
âStay for dinner, weâll figure this outâÂ
That night, you two talked like you didnât you didnât grew apart for a year. You were still the comfort that he longs for and heâs not ashamed to show it. While he was talking he didnât hide anything from you for he was sure that you will never judge him. He admitted that heâs not in great shape, business is not well, drugs was all he had when you left, and that he was depressed. âMy father left me with gold, money and a legacy⌠but not a happy life y/nâ he scoffed and finished his meal.Â
 When he was fetched by his new assassins, it was harder to leave than he thought. He feels sick, he never wanted to leave your place ever again, just like the night he left you here for the first time. The night he let you go.
âI bet youâre disappointed in me. I promised to never disturbed you but here I amâŚâ he says with weak eyes.
âYou can always visit me Jae⌠but not this wayâ you joked and kissed him on the cheek.Â
Little did you know that your invitation made him happy, a push to be a better man again. He didnât want to face you again like this, broken, an addict, lost. He wanted to be better. And so he stepped into his car with hope, with motivation, a better drive to live a new life and bring back the mighty Jaehyun.Â
Months passed by and you find yourself thinking about Jaehyun again. Waiting for a sudden visit, waiting for him again. Maybe itâs because you heard his story now? That he ruined himself because he lost you, itâs not your fault of course, youâre not responsible. Itâs his own doing and free will!Â
But when your waiting has finally come to an end, Jaehyun surprised you in an unexpected way.Â
It was night time you just got home from a tiring shift and you barely canât keep your eyes open while doing your dinner. When the doorbell rang, it woke you up in an instant becauseâŚ. Who would visit you at this hour. You hid the kitchen knife behind you, as you open the gate with one hand. And there he is. Holding flowers in his arm while the other has a pizza box.Â
âI bet you have a knife behind youâ he chuckled and received a warm hug from you, welcoming him like heâs not a stranger to your life.Â
He looked well, better than a few months ago. He told you heâs 3 months sober now, and that looking forward to see you is something that pushed him to do well. âThank youâ he said warmly. It wasnât an easy battle, but he still loves you too much that he never wanted you to see him broken and lost.
The night was sweet, you didnât expect to spend it so close with each other. Almost as if you two were still a happy couple. But thatâs what forgiveness is all about. What happened in the past canât be changed, but it happened already.
âYouâre not mad at me anymore?â Jaehyun asks, why heâs slowly caressing your back while you lay on his chest comfortably like youâve done it a thousand times.Â
âAbout what exactly Jae?â you giggle, âAbout ruining our relationship? Your fatherâs death? all the betrayal, Markâs death?âÂ
âEverything. Every little thingâ he admits.Â
âEver since you set me free, I canât help but think, âcan Jaehyun live a life like this? Peaceful and slow?â I think about it everyday Jae. Thatâs how much I forgave you alreadyâ
Hearing your answer made him tighten his hug, as if he thanked you silently. As if telling you, heâs truly not worthy of your love but he will stay in your life.Â
âYouâre not just here for dinner, am I right?â The question shocked Jaehyun and caught him off guard. He didnât expect that youâd see right through him. Itâs not right to suddenly invite your ex lover (ex wife) to have sex after everything thatâs happened in your life.Â
You watch him become shy, ears red as fuck and dimples flashing before your eyes, âIf somehow I put you in the moodâ he answered shyly, but bravely, his hand still holding yours fondly âbut nonetheless my intentions are good. I really wanted to see you againâ he admitted.Â
And as a prize for his cute honesty, you started kissing him softly. Testing waters. But of course, the man longs for you. He accepted those small kisses and returned some to you too. You feel his heart pounding against his chest, ânervous?â you teased him licking his lips before you proceeded and started to kiss him deeply. You feel his hands roam around your body, your night dress slightly lifted and your lacy panties, his tight pants are the only barriers that are stopping you two to fuck then and there.
âwe shouldnât be doing thisâ he whispered in the most frustrating tone, you just giggle and accepted every hungry kiss and bite he gives you.Â
You two soon ended in your bed, hands with each other, lips to lips and bodies immensely closed. But Jaehyun didnât want to ruin a perfect day, you didnât have sex, but there was passion and intimacy happened in your bed that night.Â
âWe can have sex, hopefully next time?â He smiles sweetly while you continue to kiss him. Holding his hand and keeping him close.Â
Jaehyun slept like a baby that night, he hasnt been sleeping well ever since your relationship went downhill even more when you left, but tonight he slept like a baby. Peaceful, deep, worry less. Truth be told he didnât want to sleep that night. He wanted to just stay beside you, look at you and bask in this feeling of being near you again. But he was just so comfortable beside you that he canât help but sleep.Â
âGood morningâ you kissed his exposed back, tracing his tattoos which tickles him. He smiles sweetly his ears turning red. He missed this feeling. The feeling of waking up happy, looking forward for a beautiful day, seeing you and getting to hold you first thing in the morning.Â
It feels like a dream.Â
âAm I dreaming?â He asks sweetly, reaching out to you for kisses, sweet and hungry ones. Kisses on your neck, kisses on your lips. good morning indeed.Â
âYou know when you left, you never even visited in my dreams. It feels like my life was in constant punishment when you leftâ he said while touching your lips. Still canât believe that youâre somehowâŚ. Back together now. âBy the way, I havenât slept that good for a long timeâ he added.
You can really see that heâs well rested. âIs it because of me?â You asked sincerely Jaehyun can see the guilt in your eyes. He just pulled you in for a hug and kissed you good morning, He didnât want to ruin such a beautiful morning.Â
âHow about, I make us breakfast and you hug me from behind?â He suggests.Â
âSounds like a planâ you answered and placed a kiss on his head before you got up from bed.Â
Both you and Jaehyun canât believe that you slept on the same bed last night⌠he was looking at your ceiling with high hopes that maybe, if he could make the right things now, and make it up to you⌠maybe? You can come hone with him in 127 house again? Start a new life? And try again.
âJae, what time are you going to leave today?â You disturbed his thoughts.Â
âUh⌠afternoon. I have to fly to Italy⌠for workâ you already know what kind of business that is and you didnât bother asking. Whatâs important is, heâs here.Â
Nothing is clear with this relationship yet. Welcoming Jaehyun in your life again is like coming after what broke you. How did this happen? After today? And then what? You're back to 127 house and become a Jeong again?Â
You were in deep thoughts while you watch him move around your kitchen, while he prepares a breakfast for two, while he makes your morning drink. You look at his healed tattoos, the ones that are new when you told him you wanted to leave. Maybe thatâs a sign? Maybe you needed both to heal and be far from each other in order to realize that you two are meant to be. No doubt.Â
âHey,â he asked sweetly and disturbing you with your ugly thoughts. âYou okay?â He asked as he hands you your food. A plate so full that it made you remember how he used to take care of you back then.Â
âI was just thinking how suddenly youâre back into my life. Iâm not going to pretend that Iâm not thinking about it⌠I mean the whole idea of me leaving is to be away from youâ you said as gently as possible. Jaehyun is not an unreasonable man, he understands where this is all coming. Theres no need to argue for sure, thereâs no need to comment to what you said for every part of it is true. He just smiled at you.Â
âYour placed changed so much, I see you really put into work on every corner. I even saw your garden, was that lemon tree I saw?â He asked with a smile, genuinely curious.Â
âYes, Taeyong planted it for me. They visited once. I suck managing this place Jae, but I love itâ you chuckled, âwho would have thought that I would have my own placeâ
âWho would have thought that I wont be part of this too,â he smiled and took a bite, âIts been what? A year already? Almost? I almost didnât recognize you if Iâm being honest you look free, you donât look scary anymoreâÂ
You couldnât believe what youâre hearing, heâs just making you laugh. He loves seeing your smile.Â
âWhile me⌠Iâm still the same Jaehyun, the same Jaehyun that fell in love with you-â
âNo Jaehyun youâre different. Every part of you is different nowâ Jaehyun didnât argue further because its true. Maybe it was a compliment? Maybe not? He looks at his reflection through the dark coffee and see his face. His neck full of tattoos, he can see through his eyes that heâs broken and lost. But alas a happy man, at this point of hour.
By the time Jaehyun left you didnât expect it feel so heavy. You wanted to ask when can you see him again? But you sure do know that doesnât work that way. He comes when he comes. And youâre just crazy in love while waiting for him.Â
âIâll be backâ is what he said before he placed a kiss on your lips, a deep one. A kiss that wanted you to pull him back to your arms and stop him from leaving your house. But no.Â
What the fuck is this? Why are you jumping back to what hurt you?
âHowâs everything while Iâm gone?â Jaehyun asked sternly to his bodyguard.Â
âWe lost a few men but the deal is sealed sir. Might I add sir that your fiancĂŠ is already waiting in your private planeâÂ
The mentioned of the word âfianceâ made him miss you already. He lets go a deep sigh and took one last look to your house before he orders his bodyguard to drive.Â
When Jaehyun arrived at his private airplane, there, a lady same as your age is waiting for his fiance to arrive. She is Jaehyunâs fiance that he got into a relationship with because heâs sad and depressed because you left him. He did tried to love her at some point⌠but he just ends up looking for pieces of you in her that she will never have.Â
Jaehyun thought that marrying himself away will eventually make the heartbreak go away⌠but it never did. The relationship evolved between lust and pure passion only⌠at first. Until her father, a powerful like Jaehyun made a deal with him. âMarry my daughter and we will be 2 families that is so powerful that no one will dare piss you off anymoreâ
Jaehyun agreed. Proposed and gave himself more troubles and problems. And that is the start of his fall. His mighty reign being shaken. But that is when he became honest with himself too. He needed you back in his life.Â
Before the accident that brought you two together again, Doyoung is the one who suggested Jaehyun to see you and try to win you back, simply because he canât stand whatâs happening now with everything. âMaybe y/n can bring the old Jaehyun backâ Doyoung said to his boss.
Not long before Jaehyun left to see you, his fiancĂŠ staged an ambush and tried killing Jaehyun. She was well aware that Jaehyun will not be easy to kill, its fun for her too. Sheâs crazy like that. One of the many things Jaehyun liked about her⌠but not anymore.Â
Present time
âWell are you two together again? What does that make me?â The girl started while she poured a whiskey for herself.Â
âDonât even bother touching her. Youâre aware of who she is and what sheâs capable of. Youâd be dead by now if she knew about you⌠and what you didâ Jaehyun said before closing his eyes, just soaking in with the feeling of the calm you brought to his life again.
âWhy cant you love me Jaehyun?â The girl cries.Â
âI triedâ is all Jaehyun could say.
âThen why are we still doing this? Why are you still marrying me?â The girl asked, sobbing like a helpless person.Â
âBusiness is business babeâ he reaches for the womanâs face a caressed it like he admires her. But Jaehyun just closed his eyes and slept the whole flight. But the desperate girl went down on her knees and unbuckled Jaehyunâs belt, pulled out his cock and gave him a blow job. This girl is crazy, desperate for Jaehyunâs love and attention, but all she could have right now is lust.Â
Jaehyun may be an angel inside your home, but outside of itâs four corners, heâs back to being heartless. Well, you canât blame the man who loves you. This world that he lives in will eat him alive if he continues to be soft in front of other people.Â
âIs that the best you got?â Jaehyun moans and held on to the girlâs head before thrusting slowly and deeper. Reaching low inside the girlâs throat, thrusting inside out until he cums.
Jaehyun was away for a couple of months, no calls, nothing. Taeyong and Yuta managed to visit again over the months that Jaehyun is away, you loved every moment of it. You just wish that Jaehyun could be present too, and he could spend time with the others too just like old times. Watch the sunset together. But you all know that itâs not that simple anymore. Jaehyun is different and will not understand the word friendship anymore, for heâs not looking forward to rekindling with Yuta and Taeyong too. All he cares about is⌠you.
âNow that you two are backâŚâ Yuta started.Â
âWhatâs the plan?âÂ
âItâs up to him. If he leaves the life that ate him whole, then maybe we can really start again. But if not⌠Iâll leave for good. Iâll hide from him this time. Iâll never go back thereâÂ
âBut do you think itâs going to happen now?â Taeyong adds.Â
âNo. Honestly. I think Iâm giving myself a big trouble. You guys⌠I donât even know when is he coming back, heâs not even calling? I canât see the real Jaehyun yet. The one that I loved, the one that I married⌠but, now that Iâm not an assassin anymore⌠Iâll let myself love him as my true self⌠you know?â
âSpeaking of marriage, did you divorce him when you left?â Yuta asked.Â
âNo. I was hoping that⌠eventually, we can put it into good use? He loves me. I know enough that he will not marry anyone else besides meâÂ
âSo youâre ready to be a Jeong now?â Yuta asked, ânow that the Jeongs dont own you, are you ready to be a Jeong? ⌠you know, like a normal personâ
Assassin or not, Jaehyunâs world is crazy. And that is why you canât answer Yuta yet.Â
âI need some timeâ thatâs all you can say and Yuta respects that.
Meanwhile⌠Jaehyun is celebrating for 3 months straight with his engagement. A fake happiness of course. But a good time is a good time. He will endure everything until all of this is done and he can come back to you.Â
âHowâs Y/n?â Doyoung asks quietly beside Jaehyun while his boss watches the sun goes down. Itâs beautiful here in Italy Jaehyun thought. But the situation heâs in right now is ugly.Â
âSheâs good⌠For the first time of my life I slept soundly⌠beside her. During the time that we were together, I just cant help but think that⌠letting go of her is the best decision Iâve ever made, and Iâm happy I let her go and build this life that she has right now. A life without me, without the killings, dodging bulletsâŚ.âÂ
âSo youâre giving up?âDoyoung asks calmly, âIf she canât bring your might back then what can? Who can?âÂ
âIâll think of something else, but for now⌠I would have to keep him away from this life. She doesnât deserve thisâ
After 6 months of faking happiness, never ending parties and business arrangements, finally Jaehyun arrived again at your place. Unannounced and alone.Â
You just finished taking a shower, humming happily a song that you heard from the radio. You bathrobe is what covers your body, hair still wet from the warm shower when suddenlyâŚÂ
âNice song,â Jaehyun whispers beside your ear with his deep voice.Â
Which startled you and made you threw a punch which he of course can dodge. He covers your mouth when you realized that its Jaehyun. Hugging him tightly in your dark room. He didnât missed the fact that youâre only wearing a robe and youâre both happy about seeing each other again.Â
âIs it a good time?â Jaehyun asked like a gentleman. He was talking about having sex. He just wanted to make sure that youâre okay with this.Â
âIts a perfect timingâ you said and kissed him, helped him remove his clothes. He was dressed in Prada from to toe, you already knew that he came from an important event that ended very late. A business meeting?Â
âStop it with your thoughts,â he whispers and made you focus on him by revealing you left boob and proceeds to licking your nipples. Pushing you against the wall and continues to lick and suck on your left boob until your nipple is sensitive and youâre to left to want more on the other side. He has the changed a bit when it comes to stupid shit you thought.Â
He motions you on your bed without breaking what heâs doing to left boob. He bits it playfully before he stops and pushes you to your comfort. You watch him undress the last few garments heâs wearing. Specifically his expensive watch and his boxer briefs.Â
And when heâs all naked on top you, kissing your exposed neck, he swiftly removed your robe and positioned him in between your legs.Â
âDo you like it?â He asked first before he proceeds.Â
Of course you love it. Everything he does.Â
You feel him smile in between kisses. But not because of lust, heâs just happy that heâs making love with the love of his life again.Â
âI love you. Always have. Always will Y/nâÂ
He left those words before licking the folds in between your legs, making you moan and say his name over and over again because of the things he makes you feel using his tongue. You feel him lick you slowly, from time to time and proceeds to spreading your folds and finding sensitive spots in your cunt that only he know. He has always been your weakness.Â
When he was done giving that great oral, he finds your lips kisses it endlessly, down to your neck, the valley between your boobs, giving both of your boobs a good lick⌠as if he has kissed and marked evert part of your body.Â
âI donât have condoms with me,â he whispers while he continues to kiss your neck. âAm I lucky?â He playfully bit the shell of your ear. But you were quick to teas him.Â
âAfter all the shit you put me through? â I have condoms by the drawerâ you teased him and watch him roll his eyes but happily reaches the first condom.Â
You watch pump his cock a few times while his fingers runs up and down you wet slit and watch you shiver. He rolls the condom and lines his tip on your cunt, his lips were quick to find yours as he pushes through your walls oh so slowly. Like heâs savoring every second that heâs thrusting.Â
When was the last time you two made love?Â
Probably the night of your wedding?Â
Jaehyun hates that thought. So he thrusted deeper, watching you melt with every sensation he gives you, catch every moan you let out and grant everything you asked.Â
You want him to kiss you while he fucks you? Sure. Jaehyun made sure that youâre breathless with his kisses, leaving you wanting for air. You want him to go deeper? Sure. He pins your legs down on the mattress making sure you wont close them so he could go deeper.Â
âDont stopâ you moan out. And Jaehyun got excited and put you in a new position that you loved. Lifting one leg up on his shoulders as he goes deeper while fucking you. You said dont stop right? He felt you cum already, but you were so into the sex that you donât care if you came already. You want him to keep going while he overstimulates you, putting you in all fours, pulling your body against his chest and squeezes your boobs while he fucks you. Â
After a few more rounds on different corners of the bed, you and Jaehyun rest and catch your breaths after using all the condoms you have in store. âIf it wasnt for the condomsâ Jaehyun giggled and placed a kiss on your lips.Â
âAre you staying for the night?â You asked as you cling onto him. The man keeps you around his strong arms.Â
â I will. I want to stay. Can I stay?â Jaehyun asks sweetly.Â
âOf courseâ you answered.Â
âHow about your life?â You feel him keep you closer as if heâs not ready to let go if you wont allow him to come back in your life. âCan I stay in your life?âÂ
âId love thatâ you answered him sincerely.Â
And you saw the same smile he flashed the night he asked you to marry him.Â
That night you realized that he loves you. And no one can ever make him happier.Â
After that night, Jaehyun made sure he will not make the same mistakes again.Â
Whenever he leaves, he leaves with a promise, may it be small or something big like, âIâll fix you porch light when I come back, donât get someone to do itâ or âlets go see a movie, a musical perhaps?âÂ
He made sure that even though you canât contact him through phone, you have this certainty that he will come back.Â
He never brought work whenever heâs with you. This time, its you whom he saves from over working. Like nowâŚÂ
Jaehyun just arrived with groceries in his hand and he you were on the phone with your boss from the library, you were talking about your updated schedules when Jaehyun just placed a kiss on your lips. You thought that ⌠that was it. But no. He looked you in the eye and kissed you deeper, he can hear your boss through the other side of the line, reciting the dates of your schedule. When the call ended and you were breathless the whole time you were kissing, you smack his shoulder and placed a kiss on his cheek and marking the dates on your calendar.Â
âWow youâre one busy librarianâŚâ Jaehyun says, âIâm happy for youâ he smiles and kissed you one last time before unpacking the groceries.Â
âHow long are you going to stay? Its been three days since we last saw each other⌠I just noticed that youâve been coming here more oftenâ you smiled and hugged him from behind.Â
âIâm staying longer this time because I will be away for much longer⌠BUT but.. donât worry, we will have so much funâ Jaehyun felt your embrace became tighter and grow silent, but what can you do?Â
âI have something for you.. its a trick to make you stay.. I hope it works thoâ you blurted out and told him to go in your room. The gift is big so he can see it immediately. You didnât go inside with him. You figured that⌠when he sees that gift, he will need those special seconds all to himself.Â
And by the time Jaehyun saw it⌠you heard him play the piano again.Â
He never touched one when he started training to become an assassin. But you knew that music was his first love not you.Â
He went back to where you were standing, he leaned on the wall beside you and crossed his arms. âIts working⌠â he smiled and kissed you deeply, thanking you countless of times for bringing music back to his life.Â
Your relationship with Jaehyun went on like this for a year. Celebrating each otherâs birthdays together, countless of beautiful nights and mornings of him playing the piano you gave him, giving your house life, and enjoying holidays together. Sometimes Jaehyun comes home to you with blood in his hands, but youâre well aware of what kind of person he is outside your home. You never fight or argue, Jaehyun was the one whoâs so quick to stop you whenever a conversation is getting heated. The flashback of the nights during your marriage kept flashing in his head. And he will do anything in his power to stop it from happening again.Â
âMmm one more?â Jaehyun requests after you two finished your nth round for tonight. He will leave first thing in the morning so he is doing everything he can to keep you awake.Â
âJaehyun Iâm defeatedâ you chucked and kissed him. You feel his cock go hard and you feel him hump your thigh, all you could is complain⌠but you love every second of it. Heâs been fucking you deep and slow lately, it feels extra good because its raw. âBut can you please be faster or rougher this time?â
âWhy? Donât you love it when I go deep?⌠and slow?â He teased as he pushes in back to your cunt. Making you moan a little louder, he bit your should and slapped your ass. Spreading your ass cheek while he pounds hard.Â
âFuck Jaehyun Iâll break-â you struggle to tell him as he fucks you deep and rough.Â
âYou asked for this.. just a minute agoâ he kissed your neck and bit you again, âmake up you mindâÂ
The round ended with his mouth on your left boob, his right hand on your right boob and his cock continuously shoots loads of cum inside you. He was out of breath, you look at him and he was just as ruined as you are.Â
He removed his cock slowly, kissing you all over body. Everything that he sees a little red on your skin, âsorry for thisâ he apologized and kiss you.Â
âThis is nice right?â He looks you in the eye. âLife has been so much better for us right?âÂ
âYeahâ and you proceed to sleeping in his loving arms. You didnât hear it but he told you he loves you.Â
On the next day, you find no Jaehyun in your bed but a note with red roses instead.
âIâll be back by the time these roses withered. Just in time to give you fresh onesâ - JÂ
Little did you know, he was gone early this morning because heâs getting married.Â
âYou told me you would be back last night?-â Doyoung was quick to tend to Jaehyun, his cousin, his boss whom he needed to deliver at the altar in approximately half an hour.Â
âThe sex was good-â Jaehyun teased Doyoung.Â
âOkay shut up before you put her in trouble,â Doyoung says as he helps his boss put in his coat.Â
âI need a tequila shot, I canât do this soberâ Jaehyun demands, and in a matter of second 3 tequila shots are ready for him.Â
The wedding was grand. It was the biggest wedding of the century and every public platform is updated with the happening of the great Jeong Jaehyunâs wedding to the countryâs darling. A power couple in the eyes of the public, but they know so little of whatâs really happening.Â
Every powerful businessman is invited. Every assassin that the Jeongs own is present, theres no safer place in the world right now. And Jaehyun just wants to get this over with and come home to you. And lay out his plan to you. But this is going to be a long suffering, he still have his âhoneymoonâ in Italy.Â
Jaehyun knew that you will eventually hear about this marriage, how could you not? Itâs all over the news. Jaehyun just hopes and prays that you allow him to explain first before you curse him and leave him again. Nonetheless, he will fight for you this time.
It was a long painful waiting for Jaehyunâs return. Maybe itâs for the better so you could have time to feel the heartbreak and have time for yourself before he comes back and feed you with lies again.Â
You remember the night that you two got in an argument because he thought you were accusing him of cheating, he told you, âI am many things but I will never cheat on youâÂ
Look at you now Jae.Â
Itâs obvious that the marriage is for business only. But who knows? You still have your doubts.Â
It also⌠doesnât change the fact that youâre the mistress now. Yes you got married but⌠who would believe you. He married this girl in the eyes of the world⌠everyone would believe that Iâm a home wrecker now.Â
And then you felt itâŚ.
You came running to the sink to throw up out of nowhere. You felt weak in an instant.Â
Maybe its because the thought of Jaehyun? Just thinking about him makes you sick to the core.Â
Or your period is late?Â
âIt canât beâ you thought and ran to the nearest drugstore to buy a pregnancy test.Â
But as you walk your way there. You kept on thinking about the things that will happen after this.Â
Jaehyun will not let you go.
Everything will be complicated again.
It can ruin his marriage, it can ruin a lot of business deals.
It will ruin him.Â
This peace that you have right now will be taken away from you and bringing a baby in this scary world is the last thing you want to do now.Â
But the thought ofâŚ. âwhat if everything works out? Jaehyun loves kidsâ
And all this overthinking made you miss the stop sign at the side walk and you were hit by a car in a matter of seconds.
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⸠Assassin Jaehyun x Assassin Female reader ⸠Smut, Smut, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Gore, MATURE ⸠JAEHYUN SMUT SERIES: FUCK, MARRY, KILL ⸠VOLUME I: PART 1, PART 2, PART 3 ⸠VOLUME II: PART 1, PART2
Summary: A new life without being an assassin. A chance to run away and forgive. A chance to do it all again and not fuck it up. How can Jaehyun protect you from his world now?
WORD COUNT: 7,000K
Warnings: THIS FIC IS FICTION ONLY, Smut, smut, smut, MATURE THEMES, Heavy description of killings because most of the characters are assassins, mentions of blood, character death, A LOT OF NCT MEMBERS WILL D WORD IN THIS FIC, unprotected sex, mentions of condoms, mentions of pill, pregnancy, swearing, mentions of alcohol. HEAVY CHEATING, FICTONAL MURDER, CAR CRASH, Not everything is proofread, apologies again. I hope I did not forget anything. PLEASE !!! DON'T READ IF IN ANY WAY YOU WILL BE UNCOMFORTABLE.
A/N: This is the fluffiest part of the series. The part 2 will have the gore and other shit heheheheheee. Thank you so much for waiting for Volume II ! I know how its so ugly to wait for an unfinished fic but I am doing my best huhu I'm sorry. I would like to mention that I changed the story, so if you read the teaser for FMK, I CHANGED THE PLOT A LOT SO - THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING
If a person really loves you, they will have a hard time choosing whether to stay and fight for the relationship or just let you go because it's what you want. Itâs between respect and what you want.Â
Jaehyun wanted to lock you inside this apartment. He was planning to keep you like a thing that he loves for safe keeping. He wanted to make you stay, and not give you a choice anymore. He wanted to own you. He didnât want to let you go. Youâre not leaving his life. Not now. Not ever.Â
Thatâs what Jaehyun wants.Â
But Jaehyun loves you, thatâs why he did not chose what he wanted to do. Jaehyun indeed loves you. You can see it in his eyes. Now that youâve finally broke your silence and told him that you wanted to leave. And not just leave this place⌠you weâre talking about leaving his life. This life. For good.Â
He was silent. He didnât know what to say. But you can see in his eyes, heâs hurt. He even turned his back against you because he didnât want you to see him cry. Itâs not that this relationship grew out of love, but love was the problem all along. You and Jaehyun have this love for each other but life is doing itâs best to stop you two from pouring it.Â
At this moment, Jaehyun is so frustrated, thinking about the time where it all started. Where did everything went down hill?Â
Hendery?Â
His fatherâs death?Â
Markâs death?Â
âI know youâre deep into thinking right nowâ you disturbed his thoughts, sobbing, and struggling to speak for yourself but you have to. âBut I have respect to you Jaehyun, until this very end, I need you to let go of me. Were tired of fighting, I can feel it. Iâll leave once you approved or accept that this is our endâ you said and left the room.Â
For Jaehyun hearing those words from you hurt. He wanted to hold you, stop you and grasp for every love that you have left for him. But he couldnât. He was like a stone, he looked heartless on the outside for making you leave the room, but on the inside he was burning with want to make you stay.Â
For three days, you waited patiently for his decision. And in those three days, Jaehyun was just gone. He wasnât working, he didnât attend any meetings, gone. Just gone. You packed your things as slowly as you can just so you could keep your calm composure.
And by the time he finally arrived, you knew that the day was today. You will finally leave and will be granted freedom.Â
âIâm not going to try and win you back im not going to beg for you to stay. I want you to stay⌠but thatâs not what you want âÂ
He looked calm now you thought. He looked so tensed, mad and hurt the last time you were on the same room.
âBut at least give me the chance to let you go properly in the way you deserved. Its the least I could doâ
In the days he was gone, he did his best to think straight. He did his best to understand your part, why you want to leave and what good is this going to give you both? But to every question he asks himself, all answers just ends up putting you in good position. He can imagine you with a good life, perhaps leaving his life will give the peace he canât give you. And besides⌠having a peaceful life was all you ever dreamed of. He has already become the villain in your life he canât continue to do that.
You allowed him to help you pack.
You allowed him to drive you to your new place.Â
You noticed he still wears his ring.Â
You thought that this day would be awful, heavy and full of tears. But you can see right through Jaehyun that he made sure not to give you a hard time especially today.
âHmm the place is small are you sure you dont want a bigger one?â You just gave him a look and shook your head no.Â
Surprisingly Jaehyun looked like a normal person today. He still wears black though, all his tattoos are covered with thick clothing at least you get to see him like this one last time. Like a normal person. One without blood in his hands.
While you two were busy unloading your stuff, it was obvious that Jaehyun was taking his sweet time with you, he doesnât normally move so slow like this, he even checked every inch of your new place and made sure you were safe. If youâre being honest⌠youâd kill to make time slower for this specific day.Â
But after eating quietly at your empty living room floor, it snowed and the room became colder than it already is.
âJaehyun I want to thank you for today,âhe nods his head, looking at you straight in the eye while listening to every word you say, âYou know where I live now. But please I hope you keep your word. Let me goâ you just said that to avoid him spying on you. Who knows?Â
He just nods.
âI hope you get to have warm nights now that Iâm out of your lifeâ Jaehyun said before finishing his beer.
âIm off nowâ He said with a cold tone.Â
That night. You watched him get in his black car without even making a second look to you. He started driving the moment the car was ready to go.Â
For almost 2 decades of being together. For the love you thought no one could ruinâŚ. Everything went back to square one, on this cold and quiet day.

A year laterÂ
Who would have thought that living a decent and innocent life would be something⌠so challenging.Â
Challenging because now you realize killing someone just because you can⌠is not normal. Itâs necessary and it can be avoided.Â
You found a decent job at the library and youre a part timer at a convenience store⌠everything felt normal. You love it. Even if its boring.
âWell⌠youâve been an assassin for far too longâ Yuta laughs through the phone, âyou should practice self reflection and do some meditating perhaps it could help youâ Yuta suggests.Â
âHows Taeyong? Is the baking classes paying off?â You asked.Â
âYeah, surprisingly he bakes really good. But the guy is a perfectionist⌠nothing he makes make him happyâÂ
âWell tell him heâs doing a good job alreadyâÂ
After that sweet call with your friend, you headed to your second job, a convenience store not too far from your place. Itâs already 9PM, the person before your shift should be ready to head out. The job is kinda lonely, late hours can be so boring, but you figured its quiet. Plus you can eat peacefully, thatâs what matters. Now that youâre alone, eating peacefully with the food you made while looking at the window and watch the snow fallâŚÂ
You remember the night you and Jaehyun parted ways. You havenât thought much about him. Youre lucky moving out goes hand in hand with moving on⌠but are you moved on officially?
Everyday, you come home and congratulate yourself for having a kind of life like this. A peaceful and quiet life.Â
And everyday⌠you canât help but think about sharing this kind of life with Jaehyun. Will he like it too?Â
As you prepare to go to bed, it was a really cold night and you wanted to make sure youâre well rested by the morning comes. But just before you close your eyes, a loud bang at your gate woke every bit of you.Â
You got a kitchen knife just to sure, funny how not being an assassin for a year can wake every instinct and skill you have with just a loud bang.Â
By the time you open it, you were quick to point the knife to the person banging at your gate in this ungodly hour.Â
It was Jaehyun. Covered in blood.Â
He smiled before he could even speak a word and fell into your arms. Helplessly.
You carried him inside and took care of him.Â
He lost a lot of blood already but you knew better, of course you canât call the hospital or the police. âFuck Jaehyun what am I supposed to do?â But you come your senses and just did whatever you can.Â
You removed the bullets, stitched him up, cleaned him and made sure that heâs not in pain. Of course⌠he never removed his wedding ring.
When the sun came out, you went out to see his car and parked it inside. It was full of bullet holes and it seems like he really got lucky last night.Â
He slept the whole day, it was already sunset when he woke up. He saw you sleeping beside him and didnât even have second thoughts about hugging you even though every part of him hurt.Â
âWhat the fuck happened?â You asked gently.Â
He can clearly remember how you held a knife on his neck the night he arrived. He just smiled. âStill an assassin, you still got itâ he teased you.Â
âThat was just for protection you idiotâ answer me what happenedâÂ
âWell, a business meeting did not end well, whatâs new?â He smirked as if he didnât just almost died.Â
âYou need hospital by the way⌠can I call someone to pick you up?â You asked with concern.Â
âSo eager to get rid of me huh?âÂ
âNo Jaehyun. I donât know how to keep you aliveâ please. Call someoneâÂ
âBut I like it here⌠I seriously thought that Iâm gonna die last night, and all I could think about is seeing your face again. Iâd die happilyâÂ
That explains the smile before he collapsed.Â
Itâs hard to reason out with someone in this state, especially with Jaehyun. So you left him and prepared for dinner. But Jaehyun as the hard headed man he is, got up with all his strength to be with you in your small kitchen.Â
âI shouldnât be hereâ he said weakly.Â
You walked towards him and hugged him gently, thankful that he is indeed alive. But you have to understand that you cant keep coming back to what hurt you.Â
âStay for dinner, weâll figure this outâÂ
That night, you two talked like you didnât you didnât grew apart for a year. You were still the comfort that he longs for and heâs not ashamed to show it. While he was talking he didnât hide anything from you for he was sure that you will never judge him. He admitted that heâs not in great shape, business is not well, drugs was all he had when you left, and that he was depressed. âMy father left me with gold, money and a legacy⌠but not a happy life y/nâ he scoffed and finished his meal.Â
 When he was fetched by his new assassins, it was harder to leave than he thought. He feels sick, he never wanted to leave your place ever again, just like the night he left you here for the first time. The night he let you go.
âI bet youâre disappointed in me. I promised to never disturbed you but here I amâŚâ he says with weak eyes.
âYou can always visit me Jae⌠but not this wayâ you joked and kissed him on the cheek.Â
Little did you know that your invitation made him happy, a push to be a better man again. He didnât want to face you again like this, broken, an addict, lost. He wanted to be better. And so he stepped into his car with hope, with motivation, a better drive to live a new life and bring back the mighty Jaehyun.Â
Months passed by and you find yourself thinking about Jaehyun again. Waiting for a sudden visit, waiting for him again. Maybe itâs because you heard his story now? That he ruined himself because he lost you, itâs not your fault of course, youâre not responsible. Itâs his own doing and free will!Â
But when your waiting has finally come to an end, Jaehyun surprised you in an unexpected way.Â
It was night time you just got home from a tiring shift and you barely canât keep your eyes open while doing your dinner. When the doorbell rang, it woke you up in an instant becauseâŚ. Who would visit you at this hour. You hid the kitchen knife behind you, as you open the gate with one hand. And there he is. Holding flowers in his arm while the other has a pizza box.Â
âI bet you have a knife behind youâ he chuckled and received a warm hug from you, welcoming him like heâs not a stranger to your life.Â
He looked well, better than a few months ago. He told you heâs 3 months sober now, and that looking forward to see you is something that pushed him to do well. âThank youâ he said warmly. It wasnât an easy battle, but he still loves you too much that he never wanted you to see him broken and lost.
The night was sweet, you didnât expect to spend it so close with each other. Almost as if you two were still a happy couple. But thatâs what forgiveness is all about. What happened in the past canât be changed, but it happened already.
âYouâre not mad at me anymore?â Jaehyun asks, why heâs slowly caressing your back while you lay on his chest comfortably like youâve done it a thousand times.Â
âAbout what exactly Jae?â you giggle, âAbout ruining our relationship? Your fatherâs death? all the betrayal, Markâs death?âÂ
âEverything. Every little thingâ he admits.Â
âEver since you set me free, I canât help but think, âcan Jaehyun live a life like this? Peaceful and slow?â I think about it everyday Jae. Thatâs how much I forgave you alreadyâ
Hearing your answer made him tighten his hug, as if he thanked you silently. As if telling you, heâs truly not worthy of your love but he will stay in your life.Â
âYouâre not just here for dinner, am I right?â The question shocked Jaehyun and caught him off guard. He didnât expect that youâd see right through him. Itâs not right to suddenly invite your ex lover (ex wife) to have sex after everything thatâs happened in your life.Â
You watch him become shy, ears red as fuck and dimples flashing before your eyes, âIf somehow I put you in the moodâ he answered shyly, but bravely, his hand still holding yours fondly âbut nonetheless my intentions are good. I really wanted to see you againâ he admitted.Â
And as a prize for his cute honesty, you started kissing him softly. Testing waters. But of course, the man longs for you. He accepted those small kisses and returned some to you too. You feel his heart pounding against his chest, ânervous?â you teased him licking his lips before you proceeded and started to kiss him deeply. You feel his hands roam around your body, your night dress slightly lifted and your lacy panties, his tight pants are the only barriers that are stopping you two to fuck then and there.
âwe shouldnât be doing thisâ he whispered in the most frustrating tone, you just giggle and accepted every hungry kiss and bite he gives you.Â
You two soon ended in your bed, hands with each other, lips to lips and bodies immensely closed. But Jaehyun didnât want to ruin a perfect day, you didnât have sex, but there was passion and intimacy happened in your bed that night.Â
âWe can have sex, hopefully next time?â He smiles sweetly while you continue to kiss him. Holding his hand and keeping him close.Â
Jaehyun slept like a baby that night, he hasnt been sleeping well ever since your relationship went downhill even more when you left, but tonight he slept like a baby. Peaceful, deep, worry less. Truth be told he didnât want to sleep that night. He wanted to just stay beside you, look at you and bask in this feeling of being near you again. But he was just so comfortable beside you that he canât help but sleep.Â
âGood morningâ you kissed his exposed back, tracing his tattoos which tickles him. He smiles sweetly his ears turning red. He missed this feeling. The feeling of waking up happy, looking forward for a beautiful day, seeing you and getting to hold you first thing in the morning.Â
It feels like a dream.Â
âAm I dreaming?â He asks sweetly, reaching out to you for kisses, sweet and hungry ones. Kisses on your neck, kisses on your lips. good morning indeed.Â
âYou know when you left, you never even visited in my dreams. It feels like my life was in constant punishment when you leftâ he said while touching your lips. Still canât believe that youâre somehowâŚ. Back together now. âBy the way, I havenât slept that good for a long timeâ he added.
You can really see that heâs well rested. âIs it because of me?â You asked sincerely Jaehyun can see the guilt in your eyes. He just pulled you in for a hug and kissed you good morning, He didnât want to ruin such a beautiful morning.Â
âHow about, I make us breakfast and you hug me from behind?â He suggests.Â
âSounds like a planâ you answered and placed a kiss on his head before you got up from bed.Â
Both you and Jaehyun canât believe that you slept on the same bed last night⌠he was looking at your ceiling with high hopes that maybe, if he could make the right things now, and make it up to you⌠maybe? You can come hone with him in 127 house again? Start a new life? And try again.
âJae, what time are you going to leave today?â You disturbed his thoughts.Â
âUh⌠afternoon. I have to fly to Italy⌠for workâ you already know what kind of business that is and you didnât bother asking. Whatâs important is, heâs here.Â
Nothing is clear with this relationship yet. Welcoming Jaehyun in your life again is like coming after what broke you. How did this happen? After today? And then what? You're back to 127 house and become a Jeong again?Â
You were in deep thoughts while you watch him move around your kitchen, while he prepares a breakfast for two, while he makes your morning drink. You look at his healed tattoos, the ones that are new when you told him you wanted to leave. Maybe thatâs a sign? Maybe you needed both to heal and be far from each other in order to realize that you two are meant to be. No doubt.Â
âHey,â he asked sweetly and disturbing you with your ugly thoughts. âYou okay?â He asked as he hands you your food. A plate so full that it made you remember how he used to take care of you back then.Â
âI was just thinking how suddenly youâre back into my life. Iâm not going to pretend that Iâm not thinking about it⌠I mean the whole idea of me leaving is to be away from youâ you said as gently as possible. Jaehyun is not an unreasonable man, he understands where this is all coming. Theres no need to argue for sure, thereâs no need to comment to what you said for every part of it is true. He just smiled at you.Â
âYour placed changed so much, I see you really put into work on every corner. I even saw your garden, was that lemon tree I saw?â He asked with a smile, genuinely curious.Â
âYes, Taeyong planted it for me. They visited once. I suck managing this place Jae, but I love itâ you chuckled, âwho would have thought that I would have my own placeâ
âWho would have thought that I wont be part of this too,â he smiled and took a bite, âIts been what? A year already? Almost? I almost didnât recognize you if Iâm being honest you look free, you donât look scary anymoreâÂ
You couldnât believe what youâre hearing, heâs just making you laugh. He loves seeing your smile.Â
âWhile me⌠Iâm still the same Jaehyun, the same Jaehyun that fell in love with you-â
âNo Jaehyun youâre different. Every part of you is different nowâ Jaehyun didnât argue further because its true. Maybe it was a compliment? Maybe not? He looks at his reflection through the dark coffee and see his face. His neck full of tattoos, he can see through his eyes that heâs broken and lost. But alas a happy man, at this point of hour.
By the time Jaehyun left you didnât expect it feel so heavy. You wanted to ask when can you see him again? But you sure do know that doesnât work that way. He comes when he comes. And youâre just crazy in love while waiting for him.Â
âIâll be backâ is what he said before he placed a kiss on your lips, a deep one. A kiss that wanted you to pull him back to your arms and stop him from leaving your house. But no.Â
What the fuck is this? Why are you jumping back to what hurt you?
âHowâs everything while Iâm gone?â Jaehyun asked sternly to his bodyguard.Â
âWe lost a few men but the deal is sealed sir. Might I add sir that your fiancĂŠ is already waiting in your private planeâÂ
The mentioned of the word âfianceâ made him miss you already. He lets go a deep sigh and took one last look to your house before he orders his bodyguard to drive.Â
When Jaehyun arrived at his private airplane, there, a lady same as your age is waiting for his fiance to arrive. She is Jaehyunâs fiance that he got into a relationship with because heâs sad and depressed because you left him. He did tried to love her at some point⌠but he just ends up looking for pieces of you in her that she will never have.Â
Jaehyun thought that marrying himself away will eventually make the heartbreak go away⌠but it never did. The relationship evolved between lust and pure passion only⌠at first. Until her father, a powerful like Jaehyun made a deal with him. âMarry my daughter and we will be 2 families that is so powerful that no one will dare piss you off anymoreâ
Jaehyun agreed. Proposed and gave himself more troubles and problems. And that is the start of his fall. His mighty reign being shaken. But that is when he became honest with himself too. He needed you back in his life.Â
Before the accident that brought you two together again, Doyoung is the one who suggested Jaehyun to see you and try to win you back, simply because he canât stand whatâs happening now with everything. âMaybe y/n can bring the old Jaehyun backâ Doyoung said to his boss.
Not long before Jaehyun left to see you, his fiancĂŠ staged an ambush and tried killing Jaehyun. She was well aware that Jaehyun will not be easy to kill, its fun for her too. Sheâs crazy like that. One of the many things Jaehyun liked about her⌠but not anymore.Â
Present time
âWell are you two together again? What does that make me?â The girl started while she poured a whiskey for herself.Â
âDonât even bother touching her. Youâre aware of who she is and what sheâs capable of. Youâd be dead by now if she knew about you⌠and what you didâ Jaehyun said before closing his eyes, just soaking in with the feeling of the calm you brought to his life again.
âWhy cant you love me Jaehyun?â The girl cries.Â
âI triedâ is all Jaehyun could say.
âThen why are we still doing this? Why are you still marrying me?â The girl asked, sobbing like a helpless person.Â
âBusiness is business babeâ he reaches for the womanâs face a caressed it like he admires her. But Jaehyun just closed his eyes and slept the whole flight. But the desperate girl went down on her knees and unbuckled Jaehyunâs belt, pulled out his cock and gave him a blow job. This girl is crazy, desperate for Jaehyunâs love and attention, but all she could have right now is lust.Â
Jaehyun may be an angel inside your home, but outside of itâs four corners, heâs back to being heartless. Well, you canât blame the man who loves you. This world that he lives in will eat him alive if he continues to be soft in front of other people.Â
âIs that the best you got?â Jaehyun moans and held on to the girlâs head before thrusting slowly and deeper. Reaching low inside the girlâs throat, thrusting inside out until he cums.
Jaehyun was away for a couple of months, no calls, nothing. Taeyong and Yuta managed to visit again over the months that Jaehyun is away, you loved every moment of it. You just wish that Jaehyun could be present too, and he could spend time with the others too just like old times. Watch the sunset together. But you all know that itâs not that simple anymore. Jaehyun is different and will not understand the word friendship anymore, for heâs not looking forward to rekindling with Yuta and Taeyong too. All he cares about is⌠you.
âNow that you two are backâŚâ Yuta started.Â
âWhatâs the plan?âÂ
âItâs up to him. If he leaves the life that ate him whole, then maybe we can really start again. But if not⌠Iâll leave for good. Iâll hide from him this time. Iâll never go back thereâÂ
âBut do you think itâs going to happen now?â Taeyong adds.Â
âNo. Honestly. I think Iâm giving myself a big trouble. You guys⌠I donât even know when is he coming back, heâs not even calling? I canât see the real Jaehyun yet. The one that I loved, the one that I married⌠but, now that Iâm not an assassin anymore⌠Iâll let myself love him as my true self⌠you know?â
âSpeaking of marriage, did you divorce him when you left?â Yuta asked.Â
âNo. I was hoping that⌠eventually, we can put it into good use? He loves me. I know enough that he will not marry anyone else besides meâÂ
âSo youâre ready to be a Jeong now?â Yuta asked, ânow that the Jeongs dont own you, are you ready to be a Jeong? ⌠you know, like a normal personâ
Assassin or not, Jaehyunâs world is crazy. And that is why you canât answer Yuta yet.Â
âI need some timeâ thatâs all you can say and Yuta respects that.
Meanwhile⌠Jaehyun is celebrating for 3 months straight with his engagement. A fake happiness of course. But a good time is a good time. He will endure everything until all of this is done and he can come back to you.Â
âHowâs Y/n?â Doyoung asks quietly beside Jaehyun while his boss watches the sun goes down. Itâs beautiful here in Italy Jaehyun thought. But the situation heâs in right now is ugly.Â
âSheâs good⌠For the first time of my life I slept soundly⌠beside her. During the time that we were together, I just cant help but think that⌠letting go of her is the best decision Iâve ever made, and Iâm happy I let her go and build this life that she has right now. A life without me, without the killings, dodging bulletsâŚ.âÂ
âSo youâre giving up?âDoyoung asks calmly, âIf she canât bring your might back then what can? Who can?âÂ
âIâll think of something else, but for now⌠I would have to keep him away from this life. She doesnât deserve thisâ
After 6 months of faking happiness, never ending parties and business arrangements, finally Jaehyun arrived again at your place. Unannounced and alone.Â
You just finished taking a shower, humming happily a song that you heard from the radio. You bathrobe is what covers your body, hair still wet from the warm shower when suddenlyâŚÂ
âNice song,â Jaehyun whispers beside your ear with his deep voice.Â
Which startled you and made you threw a punch which he of course can dodge. He covers your mouth when you realized that its Jaehyun. Hugging him tightly in your dark room. He didnât missed the fact that youâre only wearing a robe and youâre both happy about seeing each other again.Â
âIs it a good time?â Jaehyun asked like a gentleman. He was talking about having sex. He just wanted to make sure that youâre okay with this.Â
âIts a perfect timingâ you said and kissed him, helped him remove his clothes. He was dressed in Prada from to toe, you already knew that he came from an important event that ended very late. A business meeting?Â
âStop it with your thoughts,â he whispers and made you focus on him by revealing you left boob and proceeds to licking your nipples. Pushing you against the wall and continues to lick and suck on your left boob until your nipple is sensitive and youâre to left to want more on the other side. He has the changed a bit when it comes to stupid shit you thought.Â
He motions you on your bed without breaking what heâs doing to left boob. He bits it playfully before he stops and pushes you to your comfort. You watch him undress the last few garments heâs wearing. Specifically his expensive watch and his boxer briefs.Â
And when heâs all naked on top you, kissing your exposed neck, he swiftly removed your robe and positioned him in between your legs.Â
âDo you like it?â He asked first before he proceeds.Â
Of course you love it. Everything he does.Â
You feel him smile in between kisses. But not because of lust, heâs just happy that heâs making love with the love of his life again.Â
âI love you. Always have. Always will Y/nâÂ
He left those words before licking the folds in between your legs, making you moan and say his name over and over again because of the things he makes you feel using his tongue. You feel him lick you slowly, from time to time and proceeds to spreading your folds and finding sensitive spots in your cunt that only he know. He has always been your weakness.Â
When he was done giving that great oral, he finds your lips kisses it endlessly, down to your neck, the valley between your boobs, giving both of your boobs a good lick⌠as if he has kissed and marked evert part of your body.Â
âI donât have condoms with me,â he whispers while he continues to kiss your neck. âAm I lucky?â He playfully bit the shell of your ear. But you were quick to teas him.Â
âAfter all the shit you put me through? â I have condoms by the drawerâ you teased him and watch him roll his eyes but happily reaches the first condom.Â
You watch pump his cock a few times while his fingers runs up and down you wet slit and watch you shiver. He rolls the condom and lines his tip on your cunt, his lips were quick to find yours as he pushes through your walls oh so slowly. Like heâs savoring every second that heâs thrusting.Â
When was the last time you two made love?Â
Probably the night of your wedding?Â
Jaehyun hates that thought. So he thrusted deeper, watching you melt with every sensation he gives you, catch every moan you let out and grant everything you asked.Â
You want him to kiss you while he fucks you? Sure. Jaehyun made sure that youâre breathless with his kisses, leaving you wanting for air. You want him to go deeper? Sure. He pins your legs down on the mattress making sure you wont close them so he could go deeper.Â
âDont stopâ you moan out. And Jaehyun got excited and put you in a new position that you loved. Lifting one leg up on his shoulders as he goes deeper while fucking you. You said dont stop right? He felt you cum already, but you were so into the sex that you donât care if you came already. You want him to keep going while he overstimulates you, putting you in all fours, pulling your body against his chest and squeezes your boobs while he fucks you. Â
After a few more rounds on different corners of the bed, you and Jaehyun rest and catch your breaths after using all the condoms you have in store. âIf it wasnt for the condomsâ Jaehyun giggled and placed a kiss on your lips.Â
âAre you staying for the night?â You asked as you cling onto him. The man keeps you around his strong arms.Â
â I will. I want to stay. Can I stay?â Jaehyun asks sweetly.Â
âOf courseâ you answered.Â
âHow about your life?â You feel him keep you closer as if heâs not ready to let go if you wont allow him to come back in your life. âCan I stay in your life?âÂ
âId love thatâ you answered him sincerely.Â
And you saw the same smile he flashed the night he asked you to marry him.Â
That night you realized that he loves you. And no one can ever make him happier.Â
After that night, Jaehyun made sure he will not make the same mistakes again.Â
Whenever he leaves, he leaves with a promise, may it be small or something big like, âIâll fix you porch light when I come back, donât get someone to do itâ or âlets go see a movie, a musical perhaps?âÂ
He made sure that even though you canât contact him through phone, you have this certainty that he will come back.Â
He never brought work whenever heâs with you. This time, its you whom he saves from over working. Like nowâŚÂ
Jaehyun just arrived with groceries in his hand and he you were on the phone with your boss from the library, you were talking about your updated schedules when Jaehyun just placed a kiss on your lips. You thought that ⌠that was it. But no. He looked you in the eye and kissed you deeper, he can hear your boss through the other side of the line, reciting the dates of your schedule. When the call ended and you were breathless the whole time you were kissing, you smack his shoulder and placed a kiss on his cheek and marking the dates on your calendar.Â
âWow youâre one busy librarianâŚâ Jaehyun says, âIâm happy for youâ he smiles and kissed you one last time before unpacking the groceries.Â
âHow long are you going to stay? Its been three days since we last saw each other⌠I just noticed that youâve been coming here more oftenâ you smiled and hugged him from behind.Â
âIâm staying longer this time because I will be away for much longer⌠BUT but.. donât worry, we will have so much funâ Jaehyun felt your embrace became tighter and grow silent, but what can you do?Â
âI have something for you.. its a trick to make you stay.. I hope it works thoâ you blurted out and told him to go in your room. The gift is big so he can see it immediately. You didnât go inside with him. You figured that⌠when he sees that gift, he will need those special seconds all to himself.Â
And by the time Jaehyun saw it⌠you heard him play the piano again.Â
He never touched one when he started training to become an assassin. But you knew that music was his first love not you.Â
He went back to where you were standing, he leaned on the wall beside you and crossed his arms. âIts working⌠â he smiled and kissed you deeply, thanking you countless of times for bringing music back to his life.Â
Your relationship with Jaehyun went on like this for a year. Celebrating each otherâs birthdays together, countless of beautiful nights and mornings of him playing the piano you gave him, giving your house life, and enjoying holidays together. Sometimes Jaehyun comes home to you with blood in his hands, but youâre well aware of what kind of person he is outside your home. You never fight or argue, Jaehyun was the one whoâs so quick to stop you whenever a conversation is getting heated. The flashback of the nights during your marriage kept flashing in his head. And he will do anything in his power to stop it from happening again.Â
âMmm one more?â Jaehyun requests after you two finished your nth round for tonight. He will leave first thing in the morning so he is doing everything he can to keep you awake.Â
âJaehyun Iâm defeatedâ you chucked and kissed him. You feel his cock go hard and you feel him hump your thigh, all you could is complain⌠but you love every second of it. Heâs been fucking you deep and slow lately, it feels extra good because its raw. âBut can you please be faster or rougher this time?â
âWhy? Donât you love it when I go deep?⌠and slow?â He teased as he pushes in back to your cunt. Making you moan a little louder, he bit your should and slapped your ass. Spreading your ass cheek while he pounds hard.Â
âFuck Jaehyun Iâll break-â you struggle to tell him as he fucks you deep and rough.Â
âYou asked for this.. just a minute agoâ he kissed your neck and bit you again, âmake up you mindâÂ
The round ended with his mouth on your left boob, his right hand on your right boob and his cock continuously shoots loads of cum inside you. He was out of breath, you look at him and he was just as ruined as you are.Â
He removed his cock slowly, kissing you all over body. Everything that he sees a little red on your skin, âsorry for thisâ he apologized and kiss you.Â
âThis is nice right?â He looks you in the eye. âLife has been so much better for us right?âÂ
âYeahâ and you proceed to sleeping in his loving arms. You didnât hear it but he told you he loves you.Â
On the next day, you find no Jaehyun in your bed but a note with red roses instead.
âIâll be back by the time these roses withered. Just in time to give you fresh onesâ - JÂ
Little did you know, he was gone early this morning because heâs getting married.Â
âYou told me you would be back last night?-â Doyoung was quick to tend to Jaehyun, his cousin, his boss whom he needed to deliver at the altar in approximately half an hour.Â
âThe sex was good-â Jaehyun teased Doyoung.Â
âOkay shut up before you put her in trouble,â Doyoung says as he helps his boss put in his coat.Â
âI need a tequila shot, I canât do this soberâ Jaehyun demands, and in a matter of second 3 tequila shots are ready for him.Â
The wedding was grand. It was the biggest wedding of the century and every public platform is updated with the happening of the great Jeong Jaehyunâs wedding to the countryâs darling. A power couple in the eyes of the public, but they know so little of whatâs really happening.Â
Every powerful businessman is invited. Every assassin that the Jeongs own is present, theres no safer place in the world right now. And Jaehyun just wants to get this over with and come home to you. And lay out his plan to you. But this is going to be a long suffering, he still have his âhoneymoonâ in Italy.Â
Jaehyun knew that you will eventually hear about this marriage, how could you not? Itâs all over the news. Jaehyun just hopes and prays that you allow him to explain first before you curse him and leave him again. Nonetheless, he will fight for you this time.
It was a long painful waiting for Jaehyunâs return. Maybe itâs for the better so you could have time to feel the heartbreak and have time for yourself before he comes back and feed you with lies again.Â
You remember the night that you two got in an argument because he thought you were accusing him of cheating, he told you, âI am many things but I will never cheat on youâÂ
Look at you now Jae.Â
Itâs obvious that the marriage is for business only. But who knows? You still have your doubts.Â
It also⌠doesnât change the fact that youâre the mistress now. Yes you got married but⌠who would believe you. He married this girl in the eyes of the world⌠everyone would believe that Iâm a home wrecker now.Â
And then you felt itâŚ.
You came running to the sink to throw up out of nowhere. You felt weak in an instant.Â
Maybe its because the thought of Jaehyun? Just thinking about him makes you sick to the core.Â
Or your period is late?Â
âIt canât beâ you thought and ran to the nearest drugstore to buy a pregnancy test.Â
But as you walk your way there. You kept on thinking about the things that will happen after this.Â
Jaehyun will not let you go.
Everything will be complicated again.
It can ruin his marriage, it can ruin a lot of business deals.
It will ruin him.Â
This peace that you have right now will be taken away from you and bringing a baby in this scary world is the last thing you want to do now.Â
But the thought ofâŚ. âwhat if everything works out? Jaehyun loves kidsâ
And all this overthinking made you miss the stop sign at the side walk and you were hit by a car in a matter of seconds.
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⸠Assassin Jaehyun x Assassin Female reader ⸠Smut, Smut, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Gore, MATURE ⸠JAEHYUN SMUT SERIES: FUCK, MARRY, KILL ⸠VOLUME I: PART 1, PART 2, PART 3 ⸠VOLUME II: PART 1, PART2
Summary: A new life without being an assassin. A chance to run away and forgive. A chance to do it all again and not fuck it up. How can Jaehyun protect you from his world now?
WORD COUNT: 7,000K
Warnings: THIS FIC IS FICTION ONLY, Smut, smut, smut, MATURE THEMES, Heavy description of killings because most of the characters are assassins, mentions of blood, character death, A LOT OF NCT MEMBERS WILL D WORD IN THIS FIC, unprotected sex, mentions of condoms, mentions of pill, pregnancy, swearing, mentions of alcohol. HEAVY CHEATING, FICTONAL MURDER, CAR CRASH, Not everything is proofread, apologies again. I hope I did not forget anything. PLEASE !!! DON'T READ IF IN ANY WAY YOU WILL BE UNCOMFORTABLE.
A/N: This is the fluffiest part of the series. The part 2 will have the gore and other shit heheheheheee. Thank you so much for waiting for Volume II ! I know how its so ugly to wait for an unfinished fic but I am doing my best huhu I'm sorry. I would like to mention that I changed the story, so if you read the teaser for FMK, I CHANGED THE PLOT A LOT SO - THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING
If a person really loves you, they will have a hard time choosing whether to stay and fight for the relationship or just let you go because it's what you want. Itâs between respect and what you want.Â
Jaehyun wanted to lock you inside this apartment. He was planning to keep you like a thing that he loves for safe keeping. He wanted to make you stay, and not give you a choice anymore. He wanted to own you. He didnât want to let you go. Youâre not leaving his life. Not now. Not ever.Â
Thatâs what Jaehyun wants.Â
But Jaehyun loves you, thatâs why he did not chose what he wanted to do. Jaehyun indeed loves you. You can see it in his eyes. Now that youâve finally broke your silence and told him that you wanted to leave. And not just leave this place⌠you weâre talking about leaving his life. This life. For good.Â
He was silent. He didnât know what to say. But you can see in his eyes, heâs hurt. He even turned his back against you because he didnât want you to see him cry. Itâs not that this relationship grew out of love, but love was the problem all along. You and Jaehyun have this love for each other but life is doing itâs best to stop you two from pouring it.Â
At this moment, Jaehyun is so frustrated, thinking about the time where it all started. Where did everything went down hill?Â
Hendery?Â
His fatherâs death?Â
Markâs death?Â
âI know youâre deep into thinking right nowâ you disturbed his thoughts, sobbing, and struggling to speak for yourself but you have to. âBut I have respect to you Jaehyun, until this very end, I need you to let go of me. Were tired of fighting, I can feel it. Iâll leave once you approved or accept that this is our endâ you said and left the room.Â
For Jaehyun hearing those words from you hurt. He wanted to hold you, stop you and grasp for every love that you have left for him. But he couldnât. He was like a stone, he looked heartless on the outside for making you leave the room, but on the inside he was burning with want to make you stay.Â
For three days, you waited patiently for his decision. And in those three days, Jaehyun was just gone. He wasnât working, he didnât attend any meetings, gone. Just gone. You packed your things as slowly as you can just so you could keep your calm composure.
And by the time he finally arrived, you knew that the day was today. You will finally leave and will be granted freedom.Â
âIâm not going to try and win you back im not going to beg for you to stay. I want you to stay⌠but thatâs not what you want âÂ
He looked calm now you thought. He looked so tensed, mad and hurt the last time you were on the same room.
âBut at least give me the chance to let you go properly in the way you deserved. Its the least I could doâ
In the days he was gone, he did his best to think straight. He did his best to understand your part, why you want to leave and what good is this going to give you both? But to every question he asks himself, all answers just ends up putting you in good position. He can imagine you with a good life, perhaps leaving his life will give the peace he canât give you. And besides⌠having a peaceful life was all you ever dreamed of. He has already become the villain in your life he canât continue to do that.
You allowed him to help you pack.
You allowed him to drive you to your new place.Â
You noticed he still wears his ring.Â
You thought that this day would be awful, heavy and full of tears. But you can see right through Jaehyun that he made sure not to give you a hard time especially today.
âHmm the place is small are you sure you dont want a bigger one?â You just gave him a look and shook your head no.Â
Surprisingly Jaehyun looked like a normal person today. He still wears black though, all his tattoos are covered with thick clothing at least you get to see him like this one last time. Like a normal person. One without blood in his hands.
While you two were busy unloading your stuff, it was obvious that Jaehyun was taking his sweet time with you, he doesnât normally move so slow like this, he even checked every inch of your new place and made sure you were safe. If youâre being honest⌠youâd kill to make time slower for this specific day.Â
But after eating quietly at your empty living room floor, it snowed and the room became colder than it already is.
âJaehyun I want to thank you for today,âhe nods his head, looking at you straight in the eye while listening to every word you say, âYou know where I live now. But please I hope you keep your word. Let me goâ you just said that to avoid him spying on you. Who knows?Â
He just nods.
âI hope you get to have warm nights now that Iâm out of your lifeâ Jaehyun said before finishing his beer.
âIm off nowâ He said with a cold tone.Â
That night. You watched him get in his black car without even making a second look to you. He started driving the moment the car was ready to go.Â
For almost 2 decades of being together. For the love you thought no one could ruinâŚ. Everything went back to square one, on this cold and quiet day.

A year laterÂ
Who would have thought that living a decent and innocent life would be something⌠so challenging.Â
Challenging because now you realize killing someone just because you can⌠is not normal. Itâs necessary and it can be avoided.Â
You found a decent job at the library and youre a part timer at a convenience store⌠everything felt normal. You love it. Even if its boring.
âWell⌠youâve been an assassin for far too longâ Yuta laughs through the phone, âyou should practice self reflection and do some meditating perhaps it could help youâ Yuta suggests.Â
âHows Taeyong? Is the baking classes paying off?â You asked.Â
âYeah, surprisingly he bakes really good. But the guy is a perfectionist⌠nothing he makes make him happyâÂ
âWell tell him heâs doing a good job alreadyâÂ
After that sweet call with your friend, you headed to your second job, a convenience store not too far from your place. Itâs already 9PM, the person before your shift should be ready to head out. The job is kinda lonely, late hours can be so boring, but you figured its quiet. Plus you can eat peacefully, thatâs what matters. Now that youâre alone, eating peacefully with the food you made while looking at the window and watch the snow fallâŚÂ
You remember the night you and Jaehyun parted ways. You havenât thought much about him. Youre lucky moving out goes hand in hand with moving on⌠but are you moved on officially?
Everyday, you come home and congratulate yourself for having a kind of life like this. A peaceful and quiet life.Â
And everyday⌠you canât help but think about sharing this kind of life with Jaehyun. Will he like it too?Â
As you prepare to go to bed, it was a really cold night and you wanted to make sure youâre well rested by the morning comes. But just before you close your eyes, a loud bang at your gate woke every bit of you.Â
You got a kitchen knife just to sure, funny how not being an assassin for a year can wake every instinct and skill you have with just a loud bang.Â
By the time you open it, you were quick to point the knife to the person banging at your gate in this ungodly hour.Â
It was Jaehyun. Covered in blood.Â
He smiled before he could even speak a word and fell into your arms. Helplessly.
You carried him inside and took care of him.Â
He lost a lot of blood already but you knew better, of course you canât call the hospital or the police. âFuck Jaehyun what am I supposed to do?â But you come your senses and just did whatever you can.Â
You removed the bullets, stitched him up, cleaned him and made sure that heâs not in pain. Of course⌠he never removed his wedding ring.
When the sun came out, you went out to see his car and parked it inside. It was full of bullet holes and it seems like he really got lucky last night.Â
He slept the whole day, it was already sunset when he woke up. He saw you sleeping beside him and didnât even have second thoughts about hugging you even though every part of him hurt.Â
âWhat the fuck happened?â You asked gently.Â
He can clearly remember how you held a knife on his neck the night he arrived. He just smiled. âStill an assassin, you still got itâ he teased you.Â
âThat was just for protection you idiotâ answer me what happenedâÂ
âWell, a business meeting did not end well, whatâs new?â He smirked as if he didnât just almost died.Â
âYou need hospital by the way⌠can I call someone to pick you up?â You asked with concern.Â
âSo eager to get rid of me huh?âÂ
âNo Jaehyun. I donât know how to keep you aliveâ please. Call someoneâÂ
âBut I like it here⌠I seriously thought that Iâm gonna die last night, and all I could think about is seeing your face again. Iâd die happilyâÂ
That explains the smile before he collapsed.Â
Itâs hard to reason out with someone in this state, especially with Jaehyun. So you left him and prepared for dinner. But Jaehyun as the hard headed man he is, got up with all his strength to be with you in your small kitchen.Â
âI shouldnât be hereâ he said weakly.Â
You walked towards him and hugged him gently, thankful that he is indeed alive. But you have to understand that you cant keep coming back to what hurt you.Â
âStay for dinner, weâll figure this outâÂ
That night, you two talked like you didnât you didnât grew apart for a year. You were still the comfort that he longs for and heâs not ashamed to show it. While he was talking he didnât hide anything from you for he was sure that you will never judge him. He admitted that heâs not in great shape, business is not well, drugs was all he had when you left, and that he was depressed. âMy father left me with gold, money and a legacy⌠but not a happy life y/nâ he scoffed and finished his meal.Â
 When he was fetched by his new assassins, it was harder to leave than he thought. He feels sick, he never wanted to leave your place ever again, just like the night he left you here for the first time. The night he let you go.
âI bet youâre disappointed in me. I promised to never disturbed you but here I amâŚâ he says with weak eyes.
âYou can always visit me Jae⌠but not this wayâ you joked and kissed him on the cheek.Â
Little did you know that your invitation made him happy, a push to be a better man again. He didnât want to face you again like this, broken, an addict, lost. He wanted to be better. And so he stepped into his car with hope, with motivation, a better drive to live a new life and bring back the mighty Jaehyun.Â
Months passed by and you find yourself thinking about Jaehyun again. Waiting for a sudden visit, waiting for him again. Maybe itâs because you heard his story now? That he ruined himself because he lost you, itâs not your fault of course, youâre not responsible. Itâs his own doing and free will!Â
But when your waiting has finally come to an end, Jaehyun surprised you in an unexpected way.Â
It was night time you just got home from a tiring shift and you barely canât keep your eyes open while doing your dinner. When the doorbell rang, it woke you up in an instant becauseâŚ. Who would visit you at this hour. You hid the kitchen knife behind you, as you open the gate with one hand. And there he is. Holding flowers in his arm while the other has a pizza box.Â
âI bet you have a knife behind youâ he chuckled and received a warm hug from you, welcoming him like heâs not a stranger to your life.Â
He looked well, better than a few months ago. He told you heâs 3 months sober now, and that looking forward to see you is something that pushed him to do well. âThank youâ he said warmly. It wasnât an easy battle, but he still loves you too much that he never wanted you to see him broken and lost.
The night was sweet, you didnât expect to spend it so close with each other. Almost as if you two were still a happy couple. But thatâs what forgiveness is all about. What happened in the past canât be changed, but it happened already.
âYouâre not mad at me anymore?â Jaehyun asks, why heâs slowly caressing your back while you lay on his chest comfortably like youâve done it a thousand times.Â
âAbout what exactly Jae?â you giggle, âAbout ruining our relationship? Your fatherâs death? all the betrayal, Markâs death?âÂ
âEverything. Every little thingâ he admits.Â
âEver since you set me free, I canât help but think, âcan Jaehyun live a life like this? Peaceful and slow?â I think about it everyday Jae. Thatâs how much I forgave you alreadyâ
Hearing your answer made him tighten his hug, as if he thanked you silently. As if telling you, heâs truly not worthy of your love but he will stay in your life.Â
âYouâre not just here for dinner, am I right?â The question shocked Jaehyun and caught him off guard. He didnât expect that youâd see right through him. Itâs not right to suddenly invite your ex lover (ex wife) to have sex after everything thatâs happened in your life.Â
You watch him become shy, ears red as fuck and dimples flashing before your eyes, âIf somehow I put you in the moodâ he answered shyly, but bravely, his hand still holding yours fondly âbut nonetheless my intentions are good. I really wanted to see you againâ he admitted.Â
And as a prize for his cute honesty, you started kissing him softly. Testing waters. But of course, the man longs for you. He accepted those small kisses and returned some to you too. You feel his heart pounding against his chest, ânervous?â you teased him licking his lips before you proceeded and started to kiss him deeply. You feel his hands roam around your body, your night dress slightly lifted and your lacy panties, his tight pants are the only barriers that are stopping you two to fuck then and there.
âwe shouldnât be doing thisâ he whispered in the most frustrating tone, you just giggle and accepted every hungry kiss and bite he gives you.Â
You two soon ended in your bed, hands with each other, lips to lips and bodies immensely closed. But Jaehyun didnât want to ruin a perfect day, you didnât have sex, but there was passion and intimacy happened in your bed that night.Â
âWe can have sex, hopefully next time?â He smiles sweetly while you continue to kiss him. Holding his hand and keeping him close.Â
Jaehyun slept like a baby that night, he hasnt been sleeping well ever since your relationship went downhill even more when you left, but tonight he slept like a baby. Peaceful, deep, worry less. Truth be told he didnât want to sleep that night. He wanted to just stay beside you, look at you and bask in this feeling of being near you again. But he was just so comfortable beside you that he canât help but sleep.Â
âGood morningâ you kissed his exposed back, tracing his tattoos which tickles him. He smiles sweetly his ears turning red. He missed this feeling. The feeling of waking up happy, looking forward for a beautiful day, seeing you and getting to hold you first thing in the morning.Â
It feels like a dream.Â
âAm I dreaming?â He asks sweetly, reaching out to you for kisses, sweet and hungry ones. Kisses on your neck, kisses on your lips. good morning indeed.Â
âYou know when you left, you never even visited in my dreams. It feels like my life was in constant punishment when you leftâ he said while touching your lips. Still canât believe that youâre somehowâŚ. Back together now. âBy the way, I havenât slept that good for a long timeâ he added.
You can really see that heâs well rested. âIs it because of me?â You asked sincerely Jaehyun can see the guilt in your eyes. He just pulled you in for a hug and kissed you good morning, He didnât want to ruin such a beautiful morning.Â
âHow about, I make us breakfast and you hug me from behind?â He suggests.Â
âSounds like a planâ you answered and placed a kiss on his head before you got up from bed.Â
Both you and Jaehyun canât believe that you slept on the same bed last night⌠he was looking at your ceiling with high hopes that maybe, if he could make the right things now, and make it up to you⌠maybe? You can come hone with him in 127 house again? Start a new life? And try again.
âJae, what time are you going to leave today?â You disturbed his thoughts.Â
âUh⌠afternoon. I have to fly to Italy⌠for workâ you already know what kind of business that is and you didnât bother asking. Whatâs important is, heâs here.Â
Nothing is clear with this relationship yet. Welcoming Jaehyun in your life again is like coming after what broke you. How did this happen? After today? And then what? You're back to 127 house and become a Jeong again?Â
You were in deep thoughts while you watch him move around your kitchen, while he prepares a breakfast for two, while he makes your morning drink. You look at his healed tattoos, the ones that are new when you told him you wanted to leave. Maybe thatâs a sign? Maybe you needed both to heal and be far from each other in order to realize that you two are meant to be. No doubt.Â
âHey,â he asked sweetly and disturbing you with your ugly thoughts. âYou okay?â He asked as he hands you your food. A plate so full that it made you remember how he used to take care of you back then.Â
âI was just thinking how suddenly youâre back into my life. Iâm not going to pretend that Iâm not thinking about it⌠I mean the whole idea of me leaving is to be away from youâ you said as gently as possible. Jaehyun is not an unreasonable man, he understands where this is all coming. Theres no need to argue for sure, thereâs no need to comment to what you said for every part of it is true. He just smiled at you.Â
âYour placed changed so much, I see you really put into work on every corner. I even saw your garden, was that lemon tree I saw?â He asked with a smile, genuinely curious.Â
âYes, Taeyong planted it for me. They visited once. I suck managing this place Jae, but I love itâ you chuckled, âwho would have thought that I would have my own placeâ
âWho would have thought that I wont be part of this too,â he smiled and took a bite, âIts been what? A year already? Almost? I almost didnât recognize you if Iâm being honest you look free, you donât look scary anymoreâÂ
You couldnât believe what youâre hearing, heâs just making you laugh. He loves seeing your smile.Â
âWhile me⌠Iâm still the same Jaehyun, the same Jaehyun that fell in love with you-â
âNo Jaehyun youâre different. Every part of you is different nowâ Jaehyun didnât argue further because its true. Maybe it was a compliment? Maybe not? He looks at his reflection through the dark coffee and see his face. His neck full of tattoos, he can see through his eyes that heâs broken and lost. But alas a happy man, at this point of hour.
By the time Jaehyun left you didnât expect it feel so heavy. You wanted to ask when can you see him again? But you sure do know that doesnât work that way. He comes when he comes. And youâre just crazy in love while waiting for him.Â
âIâll be backâ is what he said before he placed a kiss on your lips, a deep one. A kiss that wanted you to pull him back to your arms and stop him from leaving your house. But no.Â
What the fuck is this? Why are you jumping back to what hurt you?
âHowâs everything while Iâm gone?â Jaehyun asked sternly to his bodyguard.Â
âWe lost a few men but the deal is sealed sir. Might I add sir that your fiancĂŠ is already waiting in your private planeâÂ
The mentioned of the word âfianceâ made him miss you already. He lets go a deep sigh and took one last look to your house before he orders his bodyguard to drive.Â
When Jaehyun arrived at his private airplane, there, a lady same as your age is waiting for his fiance to arrive. She is Jaehyunâs fiance that he got into a relationship with because heâs sad and depressed because you left him. He did tried to love her at some point⌠but he just ends up looking for pieces of you in her that she will never have.Â
Jaehyun thought that marrying himself away will eventually make the heartbreak go away⌠but it never did. The relationship evolved between lust and pure passion only⌠at first. Until her father, a powerful like Jaehyun made a deal with him. âMarry my daughter and we will be 2 families that is so powerful that no one will dare piss you off anymoreâ
Jaehyun agreed. Proposed and gave himself more troubles and problems. And that is the start of his fall. His mighty reign being shaken. But that is when he became honest with himself too. He needed you back in his life.Â
Before the accident that brought you two together again, Doyoung is the one who suggested Jaehyun to see you and try to win you back, simply because he canât stand whatâs happening now with everything. âMaybe y/n can bring the old Jaehyun backâ Doyoung said to his boss.
Not long before Jaehyun left to see you, his fiancĂŠ staged an ambush and tried killing Jaehyun. She was well aware that Jaehyun will not be easy to kill, its fun for her too. Sheâs crazy like that. One of the many things Jaehyun liked about her⌠but not anymore.Â
Present time
âWell are you two together again? What does that make me?â The girl started while she poured a whiskey for herself.Â
âDonât even bother touching her. Youâre aware of who she is and what sheâs capable of. Youâd be dead by now if she knew about you⌠and what you didâ Jaehyun said before closing his eyes, just soaking in with the feeling of the calm you brought to his life again.
âWhy cant you love me Jaehyun?â The girl cries.Â
âI triedâ is all Jaehyun could say.
âThen why are we still doing this? Why are you still marrying me?â The girl asked, sobbing like a helpless person.Â
âBusiness is business babeâ he reaches for the womanâs face a caressed it like he admires her. But Jaehyun just closed his eyes and slept the whole flight. But the desperate girl went down on her knees and unbuckled Jaehyunâs belt, pulled out his cock and gave him a blow job. This girl is crazy, desperate for Jaehyunâs love and attention, but all she could have right now is lust.Â
Jaehyun may be an angel inside your home, but outside of itâs four corners, heâs back to being heartless. Well, you canât blame the man who loves you. This world that he lives in will eat him alive if he continues to be soft in front of other people.Â
âIs that the best you got?â Jaehyun moans and held on to the girlâs head before thrusting slowly and deeper. Reaching low inside the girlâs throat, thrusting inside out until he cums.
Jaehyun was away for a couple of months, no calls, nothing. Taeyong and Yuta managed to visit again over the months that Jaehyun is away, you loved every moment of it. You just wish that Jaehyun could be present too, and he could spend time with the others too just like old times. Watch the sunset together. But you all know that itâs not that simple anymore. Jaehyun is different and will not understand the word friendship anymore, for heâs not looking forward to rekindling with Yuta and Taeyong too. All he cares about is⌠you.
âNow that you two are backâŚâ Yuta started.Â
âWhatâs the plan?âÂ
âItâs up to him. If he leaves the life that ate him whole, then maybe we can really start again. But if not⌠Iâll leave for good. Iâll hide from him this time. Iâll never go back thereâÂ
âBut do you think itâs going to happen now?â Taeyong adds.Â
âNo. Honestly. I think Iâm giving myself a big trouble. You guys⌠I donât even know when is he coming back, heâs not even calling? I canât see the real Jaehyun yet. The one that I loved, the one that I married⌠but, now that Iâm not an assassin anymore⌠Iâll let myself love him as my true self⌠you know?â
âSpeaking of marriage, did you divorce him when you left?â Yuta asked.Â
âNo. I was hoping that⌠eventually, we can put it into good use? He loves me. I know enough that he will not marry anyone else besides meâÂ
âSo youâre ready to be a Jeong now?â Yuta asked, ânow that the Jeongs dont own you, are you ready to be a Jeong? ⌠you know, like a normal personâ
Assassin or not, Jaehyunâs world is crazy. And that is why you canât answer Yuta yet.Â
âI need some timeâ thatâs all you can say and Yuta respects that.
Meanwhile⌠Jaehyun is celebrating for 3 months straight with his engagement. A fake happiness of course. But a good time is a good time. He will endure everything until all of this is done and he can come back to you.Â
âHowâs Y/n?â Doyoung asks quietly beside Jaehyun while his boss watches the sun goes down. Itâs beautiful here in Italy Jaehyun thought. But the situation heâs in right now is ugly.Â
âSheâs good⌠For the first time of my life I slept soundly⌠beside her. During the time that we were together, I just cant help but think that⌠letting go of her is the best decision Iâve ever made, and Iâm happy I let her go and build this life that she has right now. A life without me, without the killings, dodging bulletsâŚ.âÂ
âSo youâre giving up?âDoyoung asks calmly, âIf she canât bring your might back then what can? Who can?âÂ
âIâll think of something else, but for now⌠I would have to keep him away from this life. She doesnât deserve thisâ
After 6 months of faking happiness, never ending parties and business arrangements, finally Jaehyun arrived again at your place. Unannounced and alone.Â
You just finished taking a shower, humming happily a song that you heard from the radio. You bathrobe is what covers your body, hair still wet from the warm shower when suddenlyâŚÂ
âNice song,â Jaehyun whispers beside your ear with his deep voice.Â
Which startled you and made you threw a punch which he of course can dodge. He covers your mouth when you realized that its Jaehyun. Hugging him tightly in your dark room. He didnât missed the fact that youâre only wearing a robe and youâre both happy about seeing each other again.Â
âIs it a good time?â Jaehyun asked like a gentleman. He was talking about having sex. He just wanted to make sure that youâre okay with this.Â
âIts a perfect timingâ you said and kissed him, helped him remove his clothes. He was dressed in Prada from to toe, you already knew that he came from an important event that ended very late. A business meeting?Â
âStop it with your thoughts,â he whispers and made you focus on him by revealing you left boob and proceeds to licking your nipples. Pushing you against the wall and continues to lick and suck on your left boob until your nipple is sensitive and youâre to left to want more on the other side. He has the changed a bit when it comes to stupid shit you thought.Â
He motions you on your bed without breaking what heâs doing to left boob. He bits it playfully before he stops and pushes you to your comfort. You watch him undress the last few garments heâs wearing. Specifically his expensive watch and his boxer briefs.Â
And when heâs all naked on top you, kissing your exposed neck, he swiftly removed your robe and positioned him in between your legs.Â
âDo you like it?â He asked first before he proceeds.Â
Of course you love it. Everything he does.Â
You feel him smile in between kisses. But not because of lust, heâs just happy that heâs making love with the love of his life again.Â
âI love you. Always have. Always will Y/nâÂ
He left those words before licking the folds in between your legs, making you moan and say his name over and over again because of the things he makes you feel using his tongue. You feel him lick you slowly, from time to time and proceeds to spreading your folds and finding sensitive spots in your cunt that only he know. He has always been your weakness.Â
When he was done giving that great oral, he finds your lips kisses it endlessly, down to your neck, the valley between your boobs, giving both of your boobs a good lick⌠as if he has kissed and marked evert part of your body.Â
âI donât have condoms with me,â he whispers while he continues to kiss your neck. âAm I lucky?â He playfully bit the shell of your ear. But you were quick to teas him.Â
âAfter all the shit you put me through? â I have condoms by the drawerâ you teased him and watch him roll his eyes but happily reaches the first condom.Â
You watch pump his cock a few times while his fingers runs up and down you wet slit and watch you shiver. He rolls the condom and lines his tip on your cunt, his lips were quick to find yours as he pushes through your walls oh so slowly. Like heâs savoring every second that heâs thrusting.Â
When was the last time you two made love?Â
Probably the night of your wedding?Â
Jaehyun hates that thought. So he thrusted deeper, watching you melt with every sensation he gives you, catch every moan you let out and grant everything you asked.Â
You want him to kiss you while he fucks you? Sure. Jaehyun made sure that youâre breathless with his kisses, leaving you wanting for air. You want him to go deeper? Sure. He pins your legs down on the mattress making sure you wont close them so he could go deeper.Â
âDont stopâ you moan out. And Jaehyun got excited and put you in a new position that you loved. Lifting one leg up on his shoulders as he goes deeper while fucking you. You said dont stop right? He felt you cum already, but you were so into the sex that you donât care if you came already. You want him to keep going while he overstimulates you, putting you in all fours, pulling your body against his chest and squeezes your boobs while he fucks you. Â
After a few more rounds on different corners of the bed, you and Jaehyun rest and catch your breaths after using all the condoms you have in store. âIf it wasnt for the condomsâ Jaehyun giggled and placed a kiss on your lips.Â
âAre you staying for the night?â You asked as you cling onto him. The man keeps you around his strong arms.Â
â I will. I want to stay. Can I stay?â Jaehyun asks sweetly.Â
âOf courseâ you answered.Â
âHow about your life?â You feel him keep you closer as if heâs not ready to let go if you wont allow him to come back in your life. âCan I stay in your life?âÂ
âId love thatâ you answered him sincerely.Â
And you saw the same smile he flashed the night he asked you to marry him.Â
That night you realized that he loves you. And no one can ever make him happier.Â
After that night, Jaehyun made sure he will not make the same mistakes again.Â
Whenever he leaves, he leaves with a promise, may it be small or something big like, âIâll fix you porch light when I come back, donât get someone to do itâ or âlets go see a movie, a musical perhaps?âÂ
He made sure that even though you canât contact him through phone, you have this certainty that he will come back.Â
He never brought work whenever heâs with you. This time, its you whom he saves from over working. Like nowâŚÂ
Jaehyun just arrived with groceries in his hand and he you were on the phone with your boss from the library, you were talking about your updated schedules when Jaehyun just placed a kiss on your lips. You thought that ⌠that was it. But no. He looked you in the eye and kissed you deeper, he can hear your boss through the other side of the line, reciting the dates of your schedule. When the call ended and you were breathless the whole time you were kissing, you smack his shoulder and placed a kiss on his cheek and marking the dates on your calendar.Â
âWow youâre one busy librarianâŚâ Jaehyun says, âIâm happy for youâ he smiles and kissed you one last time before unpacking the groceries.Â
âHow long are you going to stay? Its been three days since we last saw each other⌠I just noticed that youâve been coming here more oftenâ you smiled and hugged him from behind.Â
âIâm staying longer this time because I will be away for much longer⌠BUT but.. donât worry, we will have so much funâ Jaehyun felt your embrace became tighter and grow silent, but what can you do?Â
âI have something for you.. its a trick to make you stay.. I hope it works thoâ you blurted out and told him to go in your room. The gift is big so he can see it immediately. You didnât go inside with him. You figured that⌠when he sees that gift, he will need those special seconds all to himself.Â
And by the time Jaehyun saw it⌠you heard him play the piano again.Â
He never touched one when he started training to become an assassin. But you knew that music was his first love not you.Â
He went back to where you were standing, he leaned on the wall beside you and crossed his arms. âIts working⌠â he smiled and kissed you deeply, thanking you countless of times for bringing music back to his life.Â
Your relationship with Jaehyun went on like this for a year. Celebrating each otherâs birthdays together, countless of beautiful nights and mornings of him playing the piano you gave him, giving your house life, and enjoying holidays together. Sometimes Jaehyun comes home to you with blood in his hands, but youâre well aware of what kind of person he is outside your home. You never fight or argue, Jaehyun was the one whoâs so quick to stop you whenever a conversation is getting heated. The flashback of the nights during your marriage kept flashing in his head. And he will do anything in his power to stop it from happening again.Â
âMmm one more?â Jaehyun requests after you two finished your nth round for tonight. He will leave first thing in the morning so he is doing everything he can to keep you awake.Â
âJaehyun Iâm defeatedâ you chucked and kissed him. You feel his cock go hard and you feel him hump your thigh, all you could is complain⌠but you love every second of it. Heâs been fucking you deep and slow lately, it feels extra good because its raw. âBut can you please be faster or rougher this time?â
âWhy? Donât you love it when I go deep?⌠and slow?â He teased as he pushes in back to your cunt. Making you moan a little louder, he bit your should and slapped your ass. Spreading your ass cheek while he pounds hard.Â
âFuck Jaehyun Iâll break-â you struggle to tell him as he fucks you deep and rough.Â
âYou asked for this.. just a minute agoâ he kissed your neck and bit you again, âmake up you mindâÂ
The round ended with his mouth on your left boob, his right hand on your right boob and his cock continuously shoots loads of cum inside you. He was out of breath, you look at him and he was just as ruined as you are.Â
He removed his cock slowly, kissing you all over body. Everything that he sees a little red on your skin, âsorry for thisâ he apologized and kiss you.Â
âThis is nice right?â He looks you in the eye. âLife has been so much better for us right?âÂ
âYeahâ and you proceed to sleeping in his loving arms. You didnât hear it but he told you he loves you.Â
On the next day, you find no Jaehyun in your bed but a note with red roses instead.
âIâll be back by the time these roses withered. Just in time to give you fresh onesâ - JÂ
Little did you know, he was gone early this morning because heâs getting married.Â
âYou told me you would be back last night?-â Doyoung was quick to tend to Jaehyun, his cousin, his boss whom he needed to deliver at the altar in approximately half an hour.Â
âThe sex was good-â Jaehyun teased Doyoung.Â
âOkay shut up before you put her in trouble,â Doyoung says as he helps his boss put in his coat.Â
âI need a tequila shot, I canât do this soberâ Jaehyun demands, and in a matter of second 3 tequila shots are ready for him.Â
The wedding was grand. It was the biggest wedding of the century and every public platform is updated with the happening of the great Jeong Jaehyunâs wedding to the countryâs darling. A power couple in the eyes of the public, but they know so little of whatâs really happening.Â
Every powerful businessman is invited. Every assassin that the Jeongs own is present, theres no safer place in the world right now. And Jaehyun just wants to get this over with and come home to you. And lay out his plan to you. But this is going to be a long suffering, he still have his âhoneymoonâ in Italy.Â
Jaehyun knew that you will eventually hear about this marriage, how could you not? Itâs all over the news. Jaehyun just hopes and prays that you allow him to explain first before you curse him and leave him again. Nonetheless, he will fight for you this time.
It was a long painful waiting for Jaehyunâs return. Maybe itâs for the better so you could have time to feel the heartbreak and have time for yourself before he comes back and feed you with lies again.Â
You remember the night that you two got in an argument because he thought you were accusing him of cheating, he told you, âI am many things but I will never cheat on youâÂ
Look at you now Jae.Â
Itâs obvious that the marriage is for business only. But who knows? You still have your doubts.Â
It also⌠doesnât change the fact that youâre the mistress now. Yes you got married but⌠who would believe you. He married this girl in the eyes of the world⌠everyone would believe that Iâm a home wrecker now.Â
And then you felt itâŚ.
You came running to the sink to throw up out of nowhere. You felt weak in an instant.Â
Maybe its because the thought of Jaehyun? Just thinking about him makes you sick to the core.Â
Or your period is late?Â
âIt canât beâ you thought and ran to the nearest drugstore to buy a pregnancy test.Â
But as you walk your way there. You kept on thinking about the things that will happen after this.Â
Jaehyun will not let you go.
Everything will be complicated again.
It can ruin his marriage, it can ruin a lot of business deals.
It will ruin him.Â
This peace that you have right now will be taken away from you and bringing a baby in this scary world is the last thing you want to do now.Â
But the thought ofâŚ. âwhat if everything works out? Jaehyun loves kidsâ
And all this overthinking made you miss the stop sign at the side walk and you were hit by a car in a matter of seconds.
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⸠Assassin Jaehyun x Assassin Female reader ⸠Smut, Smut, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Gore, MATURE ⸠JAEHYUN SMUT SERIES: FUCK, MARRY, KILL ⸠VOLUME I: PART 1, PART 2, PART 3 ⸠VOLUME II: PART 1, PART2
Summary: A new life without being an assassin. A chance to run away and forgive. A chance to do it all again and not fuck it up. How can Jaehyun protect you from his world now?
WORD COUNT: 7,000K
Warnings: THIS FIC IS FICTION ONLY, Smut, smut, smut, MATURE THEMES, Heavy description of killings because most of the characters are assassins, mentions of blood, character death, A LOT OF NCT MEMBERS WILL D WORD IN THIS FIC, unprotected sex, mentions of condoms, mentions of pill, pregnancy, swearing, mentions of alcohol. HEAVY CHEATING, FICTONAL MURDER, CAR CRASH, Not everything is proofread, apologies again. I hope I did not forget anything. PLEASE !!! DON'T READ IF IN ANY WAY YOU WILL BE UNCOMFORTABLE.
A/N: This is the fluffiest part of the series. The part 2 will have the gore and other shit heheheheheee. Thank you so much for waiting for Volume II ! I know how its so ugly to wait for an unfinished fic but I am doing my best huhu I'm sorry. I would like to mention that I changed the story, so if you read the teaser for FMK, I CHANGED THE PLOT A LOT SO - THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING
If a person really loves you, they will have a hard time choosing whether to stay and fight for the relationship or just let you go because it's what you want. Itâs between respect and what you want.Â
Jaehyun wanted to lock you inside this apartment. He was planning to keep you like a thing that he loves for safe keeping. He wanted to make you stay, and not give you a choice anymore. He wanted to own you. He didnât want to let you go. Youâre not leaving his life. Not now. Not ever.Â
Thatâs what Jaehyun wants.Â
But Jaehyun loves you, thatâs why he did not chose what he wanted to do. Jaehyun indeed loves you. You can see it in his eyes. Now that youâve finally broke your silence and told him that you wanted to leave. And not just leave this place⌠you weâre talking about leaving his life. This life. For good.Â
He was silent. He didnât know what to say. But you can see in his eyes, heâs hurt. He even turned his back against you because he didnât want you to see him cry. Itâs not that this relationship grew out of love, but love was the problem all along. You and Jaehyun have this love for each other but life is doing itâs best to stop you two from pouring it.Â
At this moment, Jaehyun is so frustrated, thinking about the time where it all started. Where did everything went down hill?Â
Hendery?Â
His fatherâs death?Â
Markâs death?Â
âI know youâre deep into thinking right nowâ you disturbed his thoughts, sobbing, and struggling to speak for yourself but you have to. âBut I have respect to you Jaehyun, until this very end, I need you to let go of me. Were tired of fighting, I can feel it. Iâll leave once you approved or accept that this is our endâ you said and left the room.Â
For Jaehyun hearing those words from you hurt. He wanted to hold you, stop you and grasp for every love that you have left for him. But he couldnât. He was like a stone, he looked heartless on the outside for making you leave the room, but on the inside he was burning with want to make you stay.Â
For three days, you waited patiently for his decision. And in those three days, Jaehyun was just gone. He wasnât working, he didnât attend any meetings, gone. Just gone. You packed your things as slowly as you can just so you could keep your calm composure.
And by the time he finally arrived, you knew that the day was today. You will finally leave and will be granted freedom.Â
âIâm not going to try and win you back im not going to beg for you to stay. I want you to stay⌠but thatâs not what you want âÂ
He looked calm now you thought. He looked so tensed, mad and hurt the last time you were on the same room.
âBut at least give me the chance to let you go properly in the way you deserved. Its the least I could doâ
In the days he was gone, he did his best to think straight. He did his best to understand your part, why you want to leave and what good is this going to give you both? But to every question he asks himself, all answers just ends up putting you in good position. He can imagine you with a good life, perhaps leaving his life will give the peace he canât give you. And besides⌠having a peaceful life was all you ever dreamed of. He has already become the villain in your life he canât continue to do that.
You allowed him to help you pack.
You allowed him to drive you to your new place.Â
You noticed he still wears his ring.Â
You thought that this day would be awful, heavy and full of tears. But you can see right through Jaehyun that he made sure not to give you a hard time especially today.
âHmm the place is small are you sure you dont want a bigger one?â You just gave him a look and shook your head no.Â
Surprisingly Jaehyun looked like a normal person today. He still wears black though, all his tattoos are covered with thick clothing at least you get to see him like this one last time. Like a normal person. One without blood in his hands.
While you two were busy unloading your stuff, it was obvious that Jaehyun was taking his sweet time with you, he doesnât normally move so slow like this, he even checked every inch of your new place and made sure you were safe. If youâre being honest⌠youâd kill to make time slower for this specific day.Â
But after eating quietly at your empty living room floor, it snowed and the room became colder than it already is.
âJaehyun I want to thank you for today,âhe nods his head, looking at you straight in the eye while listening to every word you say, âYou know where I live now. But please I hope you keep your word. Let me goâ you just said that to avoid him spying on you. Who knows?Â
He just nods.
âI hope you get to have warm nights now that Iâm out of your lifeâ Jaehyun said before finishing his beer.
âIm off nowâ He said with a cold tone.Â
That night. You watched him get in his black car without even making a second look to you. He started driving the moment the car was ready to go.Â
For almost 2 decades of being together. For the love you thought no one could ruinâŚ. Everything went back to square one, on this cold and quiet day.

A year laterÂ
Who would have thought that living a decent and innocent life would be something⌠so challenging.Â
Challenging because now you realize killing someone just because you can⌠is not normal. Itâs necessary and it can be avoided.Â
You found a decent job at the library and youre a part timer at a convenience store⌠everything felt normal. You love it. Even if its boring.
âWell⌠youâve been an assassin for far too longâ Yuta laughs through the phone, âyou should practice self reflection and do some meditating perhaps it could help youâ Yuta suggests.Â
âHows Taeyong? Is the baking classes paying off?â You asked.Â
âYeah, surprisingly he bakes really good. But the guy is a perfectionist⌠nothing he makes make him happyâÂ
âWell tell him heâs doing a good job alreadyâÂ
After that sweet call with your friend, you headed to your second job, a convenience store not too far from your place. Itâs already 9PM, the person before your shift should be ready to head out. The job is kinda lonely, late hours can be so boring, but you figured its quiet. Plus you can eat peacefully, thatâs what matters. Now that youâre alone, eating peacefully with the food you made while looking at the window and watch the snow fallâŚÂ
You remember the night you and Jaehyun parted ways. You havenât thought much about him. Youre lucky moving out goes hand in hand with moving on⌠but are you moved on officially?
Everyday, you come home and congratulate yourself for having a kind of life like this. A peaceful and quiet life.Â
And everyday⌠you canât help but think about sharing this kind of life with Jaehyun. Will he like it too?Â
As you prepare to go to bed, it was a really cold night and you wanted to make sure youâre well rested by the morning comes. But just before you close your eyes, a loud bang at your gate woke every bit of you.Â
You got a kitchen knife just to sure, funny how not being an assassin for a year can wake every instinct and skill you have with just a loud bang.Â
By the time you open it, you were quick to point the knife to the person banging at your gate in this ungodly hour.Â
It was Jaehyun. Covered in blood.Â
He smiled before he could even speak a word and fell into your arms. Helplessly.
You carried him inside and took care of him.Â
He lost a lot of blood already but you knew better, of course you canât call the hospital or the police. âFuck Jaehyun what am I supposed to do?â But you come your senses and just did whatever you can.Â
You removed the bullets, stitched him up, cleaned him and made sure that heâs not in pain. Of course⌠he never removed his wedding ring.
When the sun came out, you went out to see his car and parked it inside. It was full of bullet holes and it seems like he really got lucky last night.Â
He slept the whole day, it was already sunset when he woke up. He saw you sleeping beside him and didnât even have second thoughts about hugging you even though every part of him hurt.Â
âWhat the fuck happened?â You asked gently.Â
He can clearly remember how you held a knife on his neck the night he arrived. He just smiled. âStill an assassin, you still got itâ he teased you.Â
âThat was just for protection you idiotâ answer me what happenedâÂ
âWell, a business meeting did not end well, whatâs new?â He smirked as if he didnât just almost died.Â
âYou need hospital by the way⌠can I call someone to pick you up?â You asked with concern.Â
âSo eager to get rid of me huh?âÂ
âNo Jaehyun. I donât know how to keep you aliveâ please. Call someoneâÂ
âBut I like it here⌠I seriously thought that Iâm gonna die last night, and all I could think about is seeing your face again. Iâd die happilyâÂ
That explains the smile before he collapsed.Â
Itâs hard to reason out with someone in this state, especially with Jaehyun. So you left him and prepared for dinner. But Jaehyun as the hard headed man he is, got up with all his strength to be with you in your small kitchen.Â
âI shouldnât be hereâ he said weakly.Â
You walked towards him and hugged him gently, thankful that he is indeed alive. But you have to understand that you cant keep coming back to what hurt you.Â
âStay for dinner, weâll figure this outâÂ
That night, you two talked like you didnât you didnât grew apart for a year. You were still the comfort that he longs for and heâs not ashamed to show it. While he was talking he didnât hide anything from you for he was sure that you will never judge him. He admitted that heâs not in great shape, business is not well, drugs was all he had when you left, and that he was depressed. âMy father left me with gold, money and a legacy⌠but not a happy life y/nâ he scoffed and finished his meal.Â
 When he was fetched by his new assassins, it was harder to leave than he thought. He feels sick, he never wanted to leave your place ever again, just like the night he left you here for the first time. The night he let you go.
âI bet youâre disappointed in me. I promised to never disturbed you but here I amâŚâ he says with weak eyes.
âYou can always visit me Jae⌠but not this wayâ you joked and kissed him on the cheek.Â
Little did you know that your invitation made him happy, a push to be a better man again. He didnât want to face you again like this, broken, an addict, lost. He wanted to be better. And so he stepped into his car with hope, with motivation, a better drive to live a new life and bring back the mighty Jaehyun.Â
Months passed by and you find yourself thinking about Jaehyun again. Waiting for a sudden visit, waiting for him again. Maybe itâs because you heard his story now? That he ruined himself because he lost you, itâs not your fault of course, youâre not responsible. Itâs his own doing and free will!Â
But when your waiting has finally come to an end, Jaehyun surprised you in an unexpected way.Â
It was night time you just got home from a tiring shift and you barely canât keep your eyes open while doing your dinner. When the doorbell rang, it woke you up in an instant becauseâŚ. Who would visit you at this hour. You hid the kitchen knife behind you, as you open the gate with one hand. And there he is. Holding flowers in his arm while the other has a pizza box.Â
âI bet you have a knife behind youâ he chuckled and received a warm hug from you, welcoming him like heâs not a stranger to your life.Â
He looked well, better than a few months ago. He told you heâs 3 months sober now, and that looking forward to see you is something that pushed him to do well. âThank youâ he said warmly. It wasnât an easy battle, but he still loves you too much that he never wanted you to see him broken and lost.
The night was sweet, you didnât expect to spend it so close with each other. Almost as if you two were still a happy couple. But thatâs what forgiveness is all about. What happened in the past canât be changed, but it happened already.
âYouâre not mad at me anymore?â Jaehyun asks, why heâs slowly caressing your back while you lay on his chest comfortably like youâve done it a thousand times.Â
âAbout what exactly Jae?â you giggle, âAbout ruining our relationship? Your fatherâs death? all the betrayal, Markâs death?âÂ
âEverything. Every little thingâ he admits.Â
âEver since you set me free, I canât help but think, âcan Jaehyun live a life like this? Peaceful and slow?â I think about it everyday Jae. Thatâs how much I forgave you alreadyâ
Hearing your answer made him tighten his hug, as if he thanked you silently. As if telling you, heâs truly not worthy of your love but he will stay in your life.Â
âYouâre not just here for dinner, am I right?â The question shocked Jaehyun and caught him off guard. He didnât expect that youâd see right through him. Itâs not right to suddenly invite your ex lover (ex wife) to have sex after everything thatâs happened in your life.Â
You watch him become shy, ears red as fuck and dimples flashing before your eyes, âIf somehow I put you in the moodâ he answered shyly, but bravely, his hand still holding yours fondly âbut nonetheless my intentions are good. I really wanted to see you againâ he admitted.Â
And as a prize for his cute honesty, you started kissing him softly. Testing waters. But of course, the man longs for you. He accepted those small kisses and returned some to you too. You feel his heart pounding against his chest, ânervous?â you teased him licking his lips before you proceeded and started to kiss him deeply. You feel his hands roam around your body, your night dress slightly lifted and your lacy panties, his tight pants are the only barriers that are stopping you two to fuck then and there.
âwe shouldnât be doing thisâ he whispered in the most frustrating tone, you just giggle and accepted every hungry kiss and bite he gives you.Â
You two soon ended in your bed, hands with each other, lips to lips and bodies immensely closed. But Jaehyun didnât want to ruin a perfect day, you didnât have sex, but there was passion and intimacy happened in your bed that night.Â
âWe can have sex, hopefully next time?â He smiles sweetly while you continue to kiss him. Holding his hand and keeping him close.Â
Jaehyun slept like a baby that night, he hasnt been sleeping well ever since your relationship went downhill even more when you left, but tonight he slept like a baby. Peaceful, deep, worry less. Truth be told he didnât want to sleep that night. He wanted to just stay beside you, look at you and bask in this feeling of being near you again. But he was just so comfortable beside you that he canât help but sleep.Â
âGood morningâ you kissed his exposed back, tracing his tattoos which tickles him. He smiles sweetly his ears turning red. He missed this feeling. The feeling of waking up happy, looking forward for a beautiful day, seeing you and getting to hold you first thing in the morning.Â
It feels like a dream.Â
âAm I dreaming?â He asks sweetly, reaching out to you for kisses, sweet and hungry ones. Kisses on your neck, kisses on your lips. good morning indeed.Â
âYou know when you left, you never even visited in my dreams. It feels like my life was in constant punishment when you leftâ he said while touching your lips. Still canât believe that youâre somehowâŚ. Back together now. âBy the way, I havenât slept that good for a long timeâ he added.
You can really see that heâs well rested. âIs it because of me?â You asked sincerely Jaehyun can see the guilt in your eyes. He just pulled you in for a hug and kissed you good morning, He didnât want to ruin such a beautiful morning.Â
âHow about, I make us breakfast and you hug me from behind?â He suggests.Â
âSounds like a planâ you answered and placed a kiss on his head before you got up from bed.Â
Both you and Jaehyun canât believe that you slept on the same bed last night⌠he was looking at your ceiling with high hopes that maybe, if he could make the right things now, and make it up to you⌠maybe? You can come hone with him in 127 house again? Start a new life? And try again.
âJae, what time are you going to leave today?â You disturbed his thoughts.Â
âUh⌠afternoon. I have to fly to Italy⌠for workâ you already know what kind of business that is and you didnât bother asking. Whatâs important is, heâs here.Â
Nothing is clear with this relationship yet. Welcoming Jaehyun in your life again is like coming after what broke you. How did this happen? After today? And then what? You're back to 127 house and become a Jeong again?Â
You were in deep thoughts while you watch him move around your kitchen, while he prepares a breakfast for two, while he makes your morning drink. You look at his healed tattoos, the ones that are new when you told him you wanted to leave. Maybe thatâs a sign? Maybe you needed both to heal and be far from each other in order to realize that you two are meant to be. No doubt.Â
âHey,â he asked sweetly and disturbing you with your ugly thoughts. âYou okay?â He asked as he hands you your food. A plate so full that it made you remember how he used to take care of you back then.Â
âI was just thinking how suddenly youâre back into my life. Iâm not going to pretend that Iâm not thinking about it⌠I mean the whole idea of me leaving is to be away from youâ you said as gently as possible. Jaehyun is not an unreasonable man, he understands where this is all coming. Theres no need to argue for sure, thereâs no need to comment to what you said for every part of it is true. He just smiled at you.Â
âYour placed changed so much, I see you really put into work on every corner. I even saw your garden, was that lemon tree I saw?â He asked with a smile, genuinely curious.Â
âYes, Taeyong planted it for me. They visited once. I suck managing this place Jae, but I love itâ you chuckled, âwho would have thought that I would have my own placeâ
âWho would have thought that I wont be part of this too,â he smiled and took a bite, âIts been what? A year already? Almost? I almost didnât recognize you if Iâm being honest you look free, you donât look scary anymoreâÂ
You couldnât believe what youâre hearing, heâs just making you laugh. He loves seeing your smile.Â
âWhile me⌠Iâm still the same Jaehyun, the same Jaehyun that fell in love with you-â
âNo Jaehyun youâre different. Every part of you is different nowâ Jaehyun didnât argue further because its true. Maybe it was a compliment? Maybe not? He looks at his reflection through the dark coffee and see his face. His neck full of tattoos, he can see through his eyes that heâs broken and lost. But alas a happy man, at this point of hour.
By the time Jaehyun left you didnât expect it feel so heavy. You wanted to ask when can you see him again? But you sure do know that doesnât work that way. He comes when he comes. And youâre just crazy in love while waiting for him.Â
âIâll be backâ is what he said before he placed a kiss on your lips, a deep one. A kiss that wanted you to pull him back to your arms and stop him from leaving your house. But no.Â
What the fuck is this? Why are you jumping back to what hurt you?
âHowâs everything while Iâm gone?â Jaehyun asked sternly to his bodyguard.Â
âWe lost a few men but the deal is sealed sir. Might I add sir that your fiancĂŠ is already waiting in your private planeâÂ
The mentioned of the word âfianceâ made him miss you already. He lets go a deep sigh and took one last look to your house before he orders his bodyguard to drive.Â
When Jaehyun arrived at his private airplane, there, a lady same as your age is waiting for his fiance to arrive. She is Jaehyunâs fiance that he got into a relationship with because heâs sad and depressed because you left him. He did tried to love her at some point⌠but he just ends up looking for pieces of you in her that she will never have.Â
Jaehyun thought that marrying himself away will eventually make the heartbreak go away⌠but it never did. The relationship evolved between lust and pure passion only⌠at first. Until her father, a powerful like Jaehyun made a deal with him. âMarry my daughter and we will be 2 families that is so powerful that no one will dare piss you off anymoreâ
Jaehyun agreed. Proposed and gave himself more troubles and problems. And that is the start of his fall. His mighty reign being shaken. But that is when he became honest with himself too. He needed you back in his life.Â
Before the accident that brought you two together again, Doyoung is the one who suggested Jaehyun to see you and try to win you back, simply because he canât stand whatâs happening now with everything. âMaybe y/n can bring the old Jaehyun backâ Doyoung said to his boss.
Not long before Jaehyun left to see you, his fiancĂŠ staged an ambush and tried killing Jaehyun. She was well aware that Jaehyun will not be easy to kill, its fun for her too. Sheâs crazy like that. One of the many things Jaehyun liked about her⌠but not anymore.Â
Present time
âWell are you two together again? What does that make me?â The girl started while she poured a whiskey for herself.Â
âDonât even bother touching her. Youâre aware of who she is and what sheâs capable of. Youâd be dead by now if she knew about you⌠and what you didâ Jaehyun said before closing his eyes, just soaking in with the feeling of the calm you brought to his life again.
âWhy cant you love me Jaehyun?â The girl cries.Â
âI triedâ is all Jaehyun could say.
âThen why are we still doing this? Why are you still marrying me?â The girl asked, sobbing like a helpless person.Â
âBusiness is business babeâ he reaches for the womanâs face a caressed it like he admires her. But Jaehyun just closed his eyes and slept the whole flight. But the desperate girl went down on her knees and unbuckled Jaehyunâs belt, pulled out his cock and gave him a blow job. This girl is crazy, desperate for Jaehyunâs love and attention, but all she could have right now is lust.Â
Jaehyun may be an angel inside your home, but outside of itâs four corners, heâs back to being heartless. Well, you canât blame the man who loves you. This world that he lives in will eat him alive if he continues to be soft in front of other people.Â
âIs that the best you got?â Jaehyun moans and held on to the girlâs head before thrusting slowly and deeper. Reaching low inside the girlâs throat, thrusting inside out until he cums.
Jaehyun was away for a couple of months, no calls, nothing. Taeyong and Yuta managed to visit again over the months that Jaehyun is away, you loved every moment of it. You just wish that Jaehyun could be present too, and he could spend time with the others too just like old times. Watch the sunset together. But you all know that itâs not that simple anymore. Jaehyun is different and will not understand the word friendship anymore, for heâs not looking forward to rekindling with Yuta and Taeyong too. All he cares about is⌠you.
âNow that you two are backâŚâ Yuta started.Â
âWhatâs the plan?âÂ
âItâs up to him. If he leaves the life that ate him whole, then maybe we can really start again. But if not⌠Iâll leave for good. Iâll hide from him this time. Iâll never go back thereâÂ
âBut do you think itâs going to happen now?â Taeyong adds.Â
âNo. Honestly. I think Iâm giving myself a big trouble. You guys⌠I donât even know when is he coming back, heâs not even calling? I canât see the real Jaehyun yet. The one that I loved, the one that I married⌠but, now that Iâm not an assassin anymore⌠Iâll let myself love him as my true self⌠you know?â
âSpeaking of marriage, did you divorce him when you left?â Yuta asked.Â
âNo. I was hoping that⌠eventually, we can put it into good use? He loves me. I know enough that he will not marry anyone else besides meâÂ
âSo youâre ready to be a Jeong now?â Yuta asked, ânow that the Jeongs dont own you, are you ready to be a Jeong? ⌠you know, like a normal personâ
Assassin or not, Jaehyunâs world is crazy. And that is why you canât answer Yuta yet.Â
âI need some timeâ thatâs all you can say and Yuta respects that.
Meanwhile⌠Jaehyun is celebrating for 3 months straight with his engagement. A fake happiness of course. But a good time is a good time. He will endure everything until all of this is done and he can come back to you.Â
âHowâs Y/n?â Doyoung asks quietly beside Jaehyun while his boss watches the sun goes down. Itâs beautiful here in Italy Jaehyun thought. But the situation heâs in right now is ugly.Â
âSheâs good⌠For the first time of my life I slept soundly⌠beside her. During the time that we were together, I just cant help but think that⌠letting go of her is the best decision Iâve ever made, and Iâm happy I let her go and build this life that she has right now. A life without me, without the killings, dodging bulletsâŚ.âÂ
âSo youâre giving up?âDoyoung asks calmly, âIf she canât bring your might back then what can? Who can?âÂ
âIâll think of something else, but for now⌠I would have to keep him away from this life. She doesnât deserve thisâ
After 6 months of faking happiness, never ending parties and business arrangements, finally Jaehyun arrived again at your place. Unannounced and alone.Â
You just finished taking a shower, humming happily a song that you heard from the radio. You bathrobe is what covers your body, hair still wet from the warm shower when suddenlyâŚÂ
âNice song,â Jaehyun whispers beside your ear with his deep voice.Â
Which startled you and made you threw a punch which he of course can dodge. He covers your mouth when you realized that its Jaehyun. Hugging him tightly in your dark room. He didnât missed the fact that youâre only wearing a robe and youâre both happy about seeing each other again.Â
âIs it a good time?â Jaehyun asked like a gentleman. He was talking about having sex. He just wanted to make sure that youâre okay with this.Â
âIts a perfect timingâ you said and kissed him, helped him remove his clothes. He was dressed in Prada from to toe, you already knew that he came from an important event that ended very late. A business meeting?Â
âStop it with your thoughts,â he whispers and made you focus on him by revealing you left boob and proceeds to licking your nipples. Pushing you against the wall and continues to lick and suck on your left boob until your nipple is sensitive and youâre to left to want more on the other side. He has the changed a bit when it comes to stupid shit you thought.Â
He motions you on your bed without breaking what heâs doing to left boob. He bits it playfully before he stops and pushes you to your comfort. You watch him undress the last few garments heâs wearing. Specifically his expensive watch and his boxer briefs.Â
And when heâs all naked on top you, kissing your exposed neck, he swiftly removed your robe and positioned him in between your legs.Â
âDo you like it?â He asked first before he proceeds.Â
Of course you love it. Everything he does.Â
You feel him smile in between kisses. But not because of lust, heâs just happy that heâs making love with the love of his life again.Â
âI love you. Always have. Always will Y/nâÂ
He left those words before licking the folds in between your legs, making you moan and say his name over and over again because of the things he makes you feel using his tongue. You feel him lick you slowly, from time to time and proceeds to spreading your folds and finding sensitive spots in your cunt that only he know. He has always been your weakness.Â
When he was done giving that great oral, he finds your lips kisses it endlessly, down to your neck, the valley between your boobs, giving both of your boobs a good lick⌠as if he has kissed and marked evert part of your body.Â
âI donât have condoms with me,â he whispers while he continues to kiss your neck. âAm I lucky?â He playfully bit the shell of your ear. But you were quick to teas him.Â
âAfter all the shit you put me through? â I have condoms by the drawerâ you teased him and watch him roll his eyes but happily reaches the first condom.Â
You watch pump his cock a few times while his fingers runs up and down you wet slit and watch you shiver. He rolls the condom and lines his tip on your cunt, his lips were quick to find yours as he pushes through your walls oh so slowly. Like heâs savoring every second that heâs thrusting.Â
When was the last time you two made love?Â
Probably the night of your wedding?Â
Jaehyun hates that thought. So he thrusted deeper, watching you melt with every sensation he gives you, catch every moan you let out and grant everything you asked.Â
You want him to kiss you while he fucks you? Sure. Jaehyun made sure that youâre breathless with his kisses, leaving you wanting for air. You want him to go deeper? Sure. He pins your legs down on the mattress making sure you wont close them so he could go deeper.Â
âDont stopâ you moan out. And Jaehyun got excited and put you in a new position that you loved. Lifting one leg up on his shoulders as he goes deeper while fucking you. You said dont stop right? He felt you cum already, but you were so into the sex that you donât care if you came already. You want him to keep going while he overstimulates you, putting you in all fours, pulling your body against his chest and squeezes your boobs while he fucks you. Â
After a few more rounds on different corners of the bed, you and Jaehyun rest and catch your breaths after using all the condoms you have in store. âIf it wasnt for the condomsâ Jaehyun giggled and placed a kiss on your lips.Â
âAre you staying for the night?â You asked as you cling onto him. The man keeps you around his strong arms.Â
â I will. I want to stay. Can I stay?â Jaehyun asks sweetly.Â
âOf courseâ you answered.Â
âHow about your life?â You feel him keep you closer as if heâs not ready to let go if you wont allow him to come back in your life. âCan I stay in your life?âÂ
âId love thatâ you answered him sincerely.Â
And you saw the same smile he flashed the night he asked you to marry him.Â
That night you realized that he loves you. And no one can ever make him happier.Â
After that night, Jaehyun made sure he will not make the same mistakes again.Â
Whenever he leaves, he leaves with a promise, may it be small or something big like, âIâll fix you porch light when I come back, donât get someone to do itâ or âlets go see a movie, a musical perhaps?âÂ
He made sure that even though you canât contact him through phone, you have this certainty that he will come back.Â
He never brought work whenever heâs with you. This time, its you whom he saves from over working. Like nowâŚÂ
Jaehyun just arrived with groceries in his hand and he you were on the phone with your boss from the library, you were talking about your updated schedules when Jaehyun just placed a kiss on your lips. You thought that ⌠that was it. But no. He looked you in the eye and kissed you deeper, he can hear your boss through the other side of the line, reciting the dates of your schedule. When the call ended and you were breathless the whole time you were kissing, you smack his shoulder and placed a kiss on his cheek and marking the dates on your calendar.Â
âWow youâre one busy librarianâŚâ Jaehyun says, âIâm happy for youâ he smiles and kissed you one last time before unpacking the groceries.Â
âHow long are you going to stay? Its been three days since we last saw each other⌠I just noticed that youâve been coming here more oftenâ you smiled and hugged him from behind.Â
âIâm staying longer this time because I will be away for much longer⌠BUT but.. donât worry, we will have so much funâ Jaehyun felt your embrace became tighter and grow silent, but what can you do?Â
âI have something for you.. its a trick to make you stay.. I hope it works thoâ you blurted out and told him to go in your room. The gift is big so he can see it immediately. You didnât go inside with him. You figured that⌠when he sees that gift, he will need those special seconds all to himself.Â
And by the time Jaehyun saw it⌠you heard him play the piano again.Â
He never touched one when he started training to become an assassin. But you knew that music was his first love not you.Â
He went back to where you were standing, he leaned on the wall beside you and crossed his arms. âIts working⌠â he smiled and kissed you deeply, thanking you countless of times for bringing music back to his life.Â
Your relationship with Jaehyun went on like this for a year. Celebrating each otherâs birthdays together, countless of beautiful nights and mornings of him playing the piano you gave him, giving your house life, and enjoying holidays together. Sometimes Jaehyun comes home to you with blood in his hands, but youâre well aware of what kind of person he is outside your home. You never fight or argue, Jaehyun was the one whoâs so quick to stop you whenever a conversation is getting heated. The flashback of the nights during your marriage kept flashing in his head. And he will do anything in his power to stop it from happening again.Â
âMmm one more?â Jaehyun requests after you two finished your nth round for tonight. He will leave first thing in the morning so he is doing everything he can to keep you awake.Â
âJaehyun Iâm defeatedâ you chucked and kissed him. You feel his cock go hard and you feel him hump your thigh, all you could is complain⌠but you love every second of it. Heâs been fucking you deep and slow lately, it feels extra good because its raw. âBut can you please be faster or rougher this time?â
âWhy? Donât you love it when I go deep?⌠and slow?â He teased as he pushes in back to your cunt. Making you moan a little louder, he bit your should and slapped your ass. Spreading your ass cheek while he pounds hard.Â
âFuck Jaehyun Iâll break-â you struggle to tell him as he fucks you deep and rough.Â
âYou asked for this.. just a minute agoâ he kissed your neck and bit you again, âmake up you mindâÂ
The round ended with his mouth on your left boob, his right hand on your right boob and his cock continuously shoots loads of cum inside you. He was out of breath, you look at him and he was just as ruined as you are.Â
He removed his cock slowly, kissing you all over body. Everything that he sees a little red on your skin, âsorry for thisâ he apologized and kiss you.Â
âThis is nice right?â He looks you in the eye. âLife has been so much better for us right?âÂ
âYeahâ and you proceed to sleeping in his loving arms. You didnât hear it but he told you he loves you.Â
On the next day, you find no Jaehyun in your bed but a note with red roses instead.
âIâll be back by the time these roses withered. Just in time to give you fresh onesâ - JÂ
Little did you know, he was gone early this morning because heâs getting married.Â
âYou told me you would be back last night?-â Doyoung was quick to tend to Jaehyun, his cousin, his boss whom he needed to deliver at the altar in approximately half an hour.Â
âThe sex was good-â Jaehyun teased Doyoung.Â
âOkay shut up before you put her in trouble,â Doyoung says as he helps his boss put in his coat.Â
âI need a tequila shot, I canât do this soberâ Jaehyun demands, and in a matter of second 3 tequila shots are ready for him.Â
The wedding was grand. It was the biggest wedding of the century and every public platform is updated with the happening of the great Jeong Jaehyunâs wedding to the countryâs darling. A power couple in the eyes of the public, but they know so little of whatâs really happening.Â
Every powerful businessman is invited. Every assassin that the Jeongs own is present, theres no safer place in the world right now. And Jaehyun just wants to get this over with and come home to you. And lay out his plan to you. But this is going to be a long suffering, he still have his âhoneymoonâ in Italy.Â
Jaehyun knew that you will eventually hear about this marriage, how could you not? Itâs all over the news. Jaehyun just hopes and prays that you allow him to explain first before you curse him and leave him again. Nonetheless, he will fight for you this time.
It was a long painful waiting for Jaehyunâs return. Maybe itâs for the better so you could have time to feel the heartbreak and have time for yourself before he comes back and feed you with lies again.Â
You remember the night that you two got in an argument because he thought you were accusing him of cheating, he told you, âI am many things but I will never cheat on youâÂ
Look at you now Jae.Â
Itâs obvious that the marriage is for business only. But who knows? You still have your doubts.Â
It also⌠doesnât change the fact that youâre the mistress now. Yes you got married but⌠who would believe you. He married this girl in the eyes of the world⌠everyone would believe that Iâm a home wrecker now.Â
And then you felt itâŚ.
You came running to the sink to throw up out of nowhere. You felt weak in an instant.Â
Maybe its because the thought of Jaehyun? Just thinking about him makes you sick to the core.Â
Or your period is late?Â
âIt canât beâ you thought and ran to the nearest drugstore to buy a pregnancy test.Â
But as you walk your way there. You kept on thinking about the things that will happen after this.Â
Jaehyun will not let you go.
Everything will be complicated again.
It can ruin his marriage, it can ruin a lot of business deals.
It will ruin him.Â
This peace that you have right now will be taken away from you and bringing a baby in this scary world is the last thing you want to do now.Â
But the thought ofâŚ. âwhat if everything works out? Jaehyun loves kidsâ
And all this overthinking made you miss the stop sign at the side walk and you were hit by a car in a matter of seconds.
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⸠Assassin Jaehyun x Assassin Female reader ⸠Smut, Smut, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Gore, MATURE ⸠JAEHYUN SMUT SERIES: FUCK, MARRY, KILL ⸠VOLUME I: PART 1, PART 2, PART 3 ⸠VOLUME II: PART 1, PART2
Summary: A new life without being an assassin. A chance to run away and forgive. A chance to do it all again and not fuck it up. How can Jaehyun protect you from his world now?
WORD COUNT: 7,000K
Warnings: THIS FIC IS FICTION ONLY, Smut, smut, smut, MATURE THEMES, Heavy description of killings because most of the characters are assassins, mentions of blood, character death, A LOT OF NCT MEMBERS WILL D WORD IN THIS FIC, unprotected sex, mentions of condoms, mentions of pill, pregnancy, swearing, mentions of alcohol. HEAVY CHEATING, FICTONAL MURDER, CAR CRASH, Not everything is proofread, apologies again. I hope I did not forget anything. PLEASE !!! DON'T READ IF IN ANY WAY YOU WILL BE UNCOMFORTABLE.
A/N: This is the fluffiest part of the series. The part 2 will have the gore and other shit heheheheheee. Thank you so much for waiting for Volume II ! I know how its so ugly to wait for an unfinished fic but I am doing my best huhu I'm sorry. I would like to mention that I changed the story, so if you read the teaser for FMK, I CHANGED THE PLOT A LOT SO - THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING
If a person really loves you, they will have a hard time choosing whether to stay and fight for the relationship or just let you go because it's what you want. Itâs between respect and what you want.Â
Jaehyun wanted to lock you inside this apartment. He was planning to keep you like a thing that he loves for safe keeping. He wanted to make you stay, and not give you a choice anymore. He wanted to own you. He didnât want to let you go. Youâre not leaving his life. Not now. Not ever.Â
Thatâs what Jaehyun wants.Â
But Jaehyun loves you, thatâs why he did not chose what he wanted to do. Jaehyun indeed loves you. You can see it in his eyes. Now that youâve finally broke your silence and told him that you wanted to leave. And not just leave this place⌠you weâre talking about leaving his life. This life. For good.Â
He was silent. He didnât know what to say. But you can see in his eyes, heâs hurt. He even turned his back against you because he didnât want you to see him cry. Itâs not that this relationship grew out of love, but love was the problem all along. You and Jaehyun have this love for each other but life is doing itâs best to stop you two from pouring it.Â
At this moment, Jaehyun is so frustrated, thinking about the time where it all started. Where did everything went down hill?Â
Hendery?Â
His fatherâs death?Â
Markâs death?Â
âI know youâre deep into thinking right nowâ you disturbed his thoughts, sobbing, and struggling to speak for yourself but you have to. âBut I have respect to you Jaehyun, until this very end, I need you to let go of me. Were tired of fighting, I can feel it. Iâll leave once you approved or accept that this is our endâ you said and left the room.Â
For Jaehyun hearing those words from you hurt. He wanted to hold you, stop you and grasp for every love that you have left for him. But he couldnât. He was like a stone, he looked heartless on the outside for making you leave the room, but on the inside he was burning with want to make you stay.Â
For three days, you waited patiently for his decision. And in those three days, Jaehyun was just gone. He wasnât working, he didnât attend any meetings, gone. Just gone. You packed your things as slowly as you can just so you could keep your calm composure.
And by the time he finally arrived, you knew that the day was today. You will finally leave and will be granted freedom.Â
âIâm not going to try and win you back im not going to beg for you to stay. I want you to stay⌠but thatâs not what you want âÂ
He looked calm now you thought. He looked so tensed, mad and hurt the last time you were on the same room.
âBut at least give me the chance to let you go properly in the way you deserved. Its the least I could doâ
In the days he was gone, he did his best to think straight. He did his best to understand your part, why you want to leave and what good is this going to give you both? But to every question he asks himself, all answers just ends up putting you in good position. He can imagine you with a good life, perhaps leaving his life will give the peace he canât give you. And besides⌠having a peaceful life was all you ever dreamed of. He has already become the villain in your life he canât continue to do that.
You allowed him to help you pack.
You allowed him to drive you to your new place.Â
You noticed he still wears his ring.Â
You thought that this day would be awful, heavy and full of tears. But you can see right through Jaehyun that he made sure not to give you a hard time especially today.
âHmm the place is small are you sure you dont want a bigger one?â You just gave him a look and shook your head no.Â
Surprisingly Jaehyun looked like a normal person today. He still wears black though, all his tattoos are covered with thick clothing at least you get to see him like this one last time. Like a normal person. One without blood in his hands.
While you two were busy unloading your stuff, it was obvious that Jaehyun was taking his sweet time with you, he doesnât normally move so slow like this, he even checked every inch of your new place and made sure you were safe. If youâre being honest⌠youâd kill to make time slower for this specific day.Â
But after eating quietly at your empty living room floor, it snowed and the room became colder than it already is.
âJaehyun I want to thank you for today,âhe nods his head, looking at you straight in the eye while listening to every word you say, âYou know where I live now. But please I hope you keep your word. Let me goâ you just said that to avoid him spying on you. Who knows?Â
He just nods.
âI hope you get to have warm nights now that Iâm out of your lifeâ Jaehyun said before finishing his beer.
âIm off nowâ He said with a cold tone.Â
That night. You watched him get in his black car without even making a second look to you. He started driving the moment the car was ready to go.Â
For almost 2 decades of being together. For the love you thought no one could ruinâŚ. Everything went back to square one, on this cold and quiet day.

A year laterÂ
Who would have thought that living a decent and innocent life would be something⌠so challenging.Â
Challenging because now you realize killing someone just because you can⌠is not normal. Itâs necessary and it can be avoided.Â
You found a decent job at the library and youre a part timer at a convenience store⌠everything felt normal. You love it. Even if its boring.
âWell⌠youâve been an assassin for far too longâ Yuta laughs through the phone, âyou should practice self reflection and do some meditating perhaps it could help youâ Yuta suggests.Â
âHows Taeyong? Is the baking classes paying off?â You asked.Â
âYeah, surprisingly he bakes really good. But the guy is a perfectionist⌠nothing he makes make him happyâÂ
âWell tell him heâs doing a good job alreadyâÂ
After that sweet call with your friend, you headed to your second job, a convenience store not too far from your place. Itâs already 9PM, the person before your shift should be ready to head out. The job is kinda lonely, late hours can be so boring, but you figured its quiet. Plus you can eat peacefully, thatâs what matters. Now that youâre alone, eating peacefully with the food you made while looking at the window and watch the snow fallâŚÂ
You remember the night you and Jaehyun parted ways. You havenât thought much about him. Youre lucky moving out goes hand in hand with moving on⌠but are you moved on officially?
Everyday, you come home and congratulate yourself for having a kind of life like this. A peaceful and quiet life.Â
And everyday⌠you canât help but think about sharing this kind of life with Jaehyun. Will he like it too?Â
As you prepare to go to bed, it was a really cold night and you wanted to make sure youâre well rested by the morning comes. But just before you close your eyes, a loud bang at your gate woke every bit of you.Â
You got a kitchen knife just to sure, funny how not being an assassin for a year can wake every instinct and skill you have with just a loud bang.Â
By the time you open it, you were quick to point the knife to the person banging at your gate in this ungodly hour.Â
It was Jaehyun. Covered in blood.Â
He smiled before he could even speak a word and fell into your arms. Helplessly.
You carried him inside and took care of him.Â
He lost a lot of blood already but you knew better, of course you canât call the hospital or the police. âFuck Jaehyun what am I supposed to do?â But you come your senses and just did whatever you can.Â
You removed the bullets, stitched him up, cleaned him and made sure that heâs not in pain. Of course⌠he never removed his wedding ring.
When the sun came out, you went out to see his car and parked it inside. It was full of bullet holes and it seems like he really got lucky last night.Â
He slept the whole day, it was already sunset when he woke up. He saw you sleeping beside him and didnât even have second thoughts about hugging you even though every part of him hurt.Â
âWhat the fuck happened?â You asked gently.Â
He can clearly remember how you held a knife on his neck the night he arrived. He just smiled. âStill an assassin, you still got itâ he teased you.Â
âThat was just for protection you idiotâ answer me what happenedâÂ
âWell, a business meeting did not end well, whatâs new?â He smirked as if he didnât just almost died.Â
âYou need hospital by the way⌠can I call someone to pick you up?â You asked with concern.Â
âSo eager to get rid of me huh?âÂ
âNo Jaehyun. I donât know how to keep you aliveâ please. Call someoneâÂ
âBut I like it here⌠I seriously thought that Iâm gonna die last night, and all I could think about is seeing your face again. Iâd die happilyâÂ
That explains the smile before he collapsed.Â
Itâs hard to reason out with someone in this state, especially with Jaehyun. So you left him and prepared for dinner. But Jaehyun as the hard headed man he is, got up with all his strength to be with you in your small kitchen.Â
âI shouldnât be hereâ he said weakly.Â
You walked towards him and hugged him gently, thankful that he is indeed alive. But you have to understand that you cant keep coming back to what hurt you.Â
âStay for dinner, weâll figure this outâÂ
That night, you two talked like you didnât you didnât grew apart for a year. You were still the comfort that he longs for and heâs not ashamed to show it. While he was talking he didnât hide anything from you for he was sure that you will never judge him. He admitted that heâs not in great shape, business is not well, drugs was all he had when you left, and that he was depressed. âMy father left me with gold, money and a legacy⌠but not a happy life y/nâ he scoffed and finished his meal.Â
 When he was fetched by his new assassins, it was harder to leave than he thought. He feels sick, he never wanted to leave your place ever again, just like the night he left you here for the first time. The night he let you go.
âI bet youâre disappointed in me. I promised to never disturbed you but here I amâŚâ he says with weak eyes.
âYou can always visit me Jae⌠but not this wayâ you joked and kissed him on the cheek.Â
Little did you know that your invitation made him happy, a push to be a better man again. He didnât want to face you again like this, broken, an addict, lost. He wanted to be better. And so he stepped into his car with hope, with motivation, a better drive to live a new life and bring back the mighty Jaehyun.Â
Months passed by and you find yourself thinking about Jaehyun again. Waiting for a sudden visit, waiting for him again. Maybe itâs because you heard his story now? That he ruined himself because he lost you, itâs not your fault of course, youâre not responsible. Itâs his own doing and free will!Â
But when your waiting has finally come to an end, Jaehyun surprised you in an unexpected way.Â
It was night time you just got home from a tiring shift and you barely canât keep your eyes open while doing your dinner. When the doorbell rang, it woke you up in an instant becauseâŚ. Who would visit you at this hour. You hid the kitchen knife behind you, as you open the gate with one hand. And there he is. Holding flowers in his arm while the other has a pizza box.Â
âI bet you have a knife behind youâ he chuckled and received a warm hug from you, welcoming him like heâs not a stranger to your life.Â
He looked well, better than a few months ago. He told you heâs 3 months sober now, and that looking forward to see you is something that pushed him to do well. âThank youâ he said warmly. It wasnât an easy battle, but he still loves you too much that he never wanted you to see him broken and lost.
The night was sweet, you didnât expect to spend it so close with each other. Almost as if you two were still a happy couple. But thatâs what forgiveness is all about. What happened in the past canât be changed, but it happened already.
âYouâre not mad at me anymore?â Jaehyun asks, why heâs slowly caressing your back while you lay on his chest comfortably like youâve done it a thousand times.Â
âAbout what exactly Jae?â you giggle, âAbout ruining our relationship? Your fatherâs death? all the betrayal, Markâs death?âÂ
âEverything. Every little thingâ he admits.Â
âEver since you set me free, I canât help but think, âcan Jaehyun live a life like this? Peaceful and slow?â I think about it everyday Jae. Thatâs how much I forgave you alreadyâ
Hearing your answer made him tighten his hug, as if he thanked you silently. As if telling you, heâs truly not worthy of your love but he will stay in your life.Â
âYouâre not just here for dinner, am I right?â The question shocked Jaehyun and caught him off guard. He didnât expect that youâd see right through him. Itâs not right to suddenly invite your ex lover (ex wife) to have sex after everything thatâs happened in your life.Â
You watch him become shy, ears red as fuck and dimples flashing before your eyes, âIf somehow I put you in the moodâ he answered shyly, but bravely, his hand still holding yours fondly âbut nonetheless my intentions are good. I really wanted to see you againâ he admitted.Â
And as a prize for his cute honesty, you started kissing him softly. Testing waters. But of course, the man longs for you. He accepted those small kisses and returned some to you too. You feel his heart pounding against his chest, ânervous?â you teased him licking his lips before you proceeded and started to kiss him deeply. You feel his hands roam around your body, your night dress slightly lifted and your lacy panties, his tight pants are the only barriers that are stopping you two to fuck then and there.
âwe shouldnât be doing thisâ he whispered in the most frustrating tone, you just giggle and accepted every hungry kiss and bite he gives you.Â
You two soon ended in your bed, hands with each other, lips to lips and bodies immensely closed. But Jaehyun didnât want to ruin a perfect day, you didnât have sex, but there was passion and intimacy happened in your bed that night.Â
âWe can have sex, hopefully next time?â He smiles sweetly while you continue to kiss him. Holding his hand and keeping him close.Â
Jaehyun slept like a baby that night, he hasnt been sleeping well ever since your relationship went downhill even more when you left, but tonight he slept like a baby. Peaceful, deep, worry less. Truth be told he didnât want to sleep that night. He wanted to just stay beside you, look at you and bask in this feeling of being near you again. But he was just so comfortable beside you that he canât help but sleep.Â
âGood morningâ you kissed his exposed back, tracing his tattoos which tickles him. He smiles sweetly his ears turning red. He missed this feeling. The feeling of waking up happy, looking forward for a beautiful day, seeing you and getting to hold you first thing in the morning.Â
It feels like a dream.Â
âAm I dreaming?â He asks sweetly, reaching out to you for kisses, sweet and hungry ones. Kisses on your neck, kisses on your lips. good morning indeed.Â
âYou know when you left, you never even visited in my dreams. It feels like my life was in constant punishment when you leftâ he said while touching your lips. Still canât believe that youâre somehowâŚ. Back together now. âBy the way, I havenât slept that good for a long timeâ he added.
You can really see that heâs well rested. âIs it because of me?â You asked sincerely Jaehyun can see the guilt in your eyes. He just pulled you in for a hug and kissed you good morning, He didnât want to ruin such a beautiful morning.Â
âHow about, I make us breakfast and you hug me from behind?â He suggests.Â
âSounds like a planâ you answered and placed a kiss on his head before you got up from bed.Â
Both you and Jaehyun canât believe that you slept on the same bed last night⌠he was looking at your ceiling with high hopes that maybe, if he could make the right things now, and make it up to you⌠maybe? You can come hone with him in 127 house again? Start a new life? And try again.
âJae, what time are you going to leave today?â You disturbed his thoughts.Â
âUh⌠afternoon. I have to fly to Italy⌠for workâ you already know what kind of business that is and you didnât bother asking. Whatâs important is, heâs here.Â
Nothing is clear with this relationship yet. Welcoming Jaehyun in your life again is like coming after what broke you. How did this happen? After today? And then what? You're back to 127 house and become a Jeong again?Â
You were in deep thoughts while you watch him move around your kitchen, while he prepares a breakfast for two, while he makes your morning drink. You look at his healed tattoos, the ones that are new when you told him you wanted to leave. Maybe thatâs a sign? Maybe you needed both to heal and be far from each other in order to realize that you two are meant to be. No doubt.Â
âHey,â he asked sweetly and disturbing you with your ugly thoughts. âYou okay?â He asked as he hands you your food. A plate so full that it made you remember how he used to take care of you back then.Â
âI was just thinking how suddenly youâre back into my life. Iâm not going to pretend that Iâm not thinking about it⌠I mean the whole idea of me leaving is to be away from youâ you said as gently as possible. Jaehyun is not an unreasonable man, he understands where this is all coming. Theres no need to argue for sure, thereâs no need to comment to what you said for every part of it is true. He just smiled at you.Â
âYour placed changed so much, I see you really put into work on every corner. I even saw your garden, was that lemon tree I saw?â He asked with a smile, genuinely curious.Â
âYes, Taeyong planted it for me. They visited once. I suck managing this place Jae, but I love itâ you chuckled, âwho would have thought that I would have my own placeâ
âWho would have thought that I wont be part of this too,â he smiled and took a bite, âIts been what? A year already? Almost? I almost didnât recognize you if Iâm being honest you look free, you donât look scary anymoreâÂ
You couldnât believe what youâre hearing, heâs just making you laugh. He loves seeing your smile.Â
âWhile me⌠Iâm still the same Jaehyun, the same Jaehyun that fell in love with you-â
âNo Jaehyun youâre different. Every part of you is different nowâ Jaehyun didnât argue further because its true. Maybe it was a compliment? Maybe not? He looks at his reflection through the dark coffee and see his face. His neck full of tattoos, he can see through his eyes that heâs broken and lost. But alas a happy man, at this point of hour.
By the time Jaehyun left you didnât expect it feel so heavy. You wanted to ask when can you see him again? But you sure do know that doesnât work that way. He comes when he comes. And youâre just crazy in love while waiting for him.Â
âIâll be backâ is what he said before he placed a kiss on your lips, a deep one. A kiss that wanted you to pull him back to your arms and stop him from leaving your house. But no.Â
What the fuck is this? Why are you jumping back to what hurt you?
âHowâs everything while Iâm gone?â Jaehyun asked sternly to his bodyguard.Â
âWe lost a few men but the deal is sealed sir. Might I add sir that your fiancĂŠ is already waiting in your private planeâÂ
The mentioned of the word âfianceâ made him miss you already. He lets go a deep sigh and took one last look to your house before he orders his bodyguard to drive.Â
When Jaehyun arrived at his private airplane, there, a lady same as your age is waiting for his fiance to arrive. She is Jaehyunâs fiance that he got into a relationship with because heâs sad and depressed because you left him. He did tried to love her at some point⌠but he just ends up looking for pieces of you in her that she will never have.Â
Jaehyun thought that marrying himself away will eventually make the heartbreak go away⌠but it never did. The relationship evolved between lust and pure passion only⌠at first. Until her father, a powerful like Jaehyun made a deal with him. âMarry my daughter and we will be 2 families that is so powerful that no one will dare piss you off anymoreâ
Jaehyun agreed. Proposed and gave himself more troubles and problems. And that is the start of his fall. His mighty reign being shaken. But that is when he became honest with himself too. He needed you back in his life.Â
Before the accident that brought you two together again, Doyoung is the one who suggested Jaehyun to see you and try to win you back, simply because he canât stand whatâs happening now with everything. âMaybe y/n can bring the old Jaehyun backâ Doyoung said to his boss.
Not long before Jaehyun left to see you, his fiancĂŠ staged an ambush and tried killing Jaehyun. She was well aware that Jaehyun will not be easy to kill, its fun for her too. Sheâs crazy like that. One of the many things Jaehyun liked about her⌠but not anymore.Â
Present time
âWell are you two together again? What does that make me?â The girl started while she poured a whiskey for herself.Â
âDonât even bother touching her. Youâre aware of who she is and what sheâs capable of. Youâd be dead by now if she knew about you⌠and what you didâ Jaehyun said before closing his eyes, just soaking in with the feeling of the calm you brought to his life again.
âWhy cant you love me Jaehyun?â The girl cries.Â
âI triedâ is all Jaehyun could say.
âThen why are we still doing this? Why are you still marrying me?â The girl asked, sobbing like a helpless person.Â
âBusiness is business babeâ he reaches for the womanâs face a caressed it like he admires her. But Jaehyun just closed his eyes and slept the whole flight. But the desperate girl went down on her knees and unbuckled Jaehyunâs belt, pulled out his cock and gave him a blow job. This girl is crazy, desperate for Jaehyunâs love and attention, but all she could have right now is lust.Â
Jaehyun may be an angel inside your home, but outside of itâs four corners, heâs back to being heartless. Well, you canât blame the man who loves you. This world that he lives in will eat him alive if he continues to be soft in front of other people.Â
âIs that the best you got?â Jaehyun moans and held on to the girlâs head before thrusting slowly and deeper. Reaching low inside the girlâs throat, thrusting inside out until he cums.
Jaehyun was away for a couple of months, no calls, nothing. Taeyong and Yuta managed to visit again over the months that Jaehyun is away, you loved every moment of it. You just wish that Jaehyun could be present too, and he could spend time with the others too just like old times. Watch the sunset together. But you all know that itâs not that simple anymore. Jaehyun is different and will not understand the word friendship anymore, for heâs not looking forward to rekindling with Yuta and Taeyong too. All he cares about is⌠you.
âNow that you two are backâŚâ Yuta started.Â
âWhatâs the plan?âÂ
âItâs up to him. If he leaves the life that ate him whole, then maybe we can really start again. But if not⌠Iâll leave for good. Iâll hide from him this time. Iâll never go back thereâÂ
âBut do you think itâs going to happen now?â Taeyong adds.Â
âNo. Honestly. I think Iâm giving myself a big trouble. You guys⌠I donât even know when is he coming back, heâs not even calling? I canât see the real Jaehyun yet. The one that I loved, the one that I married⌠but, now that Iâm not an assassin anymore⌠Iâll let myself love him as my true self⌠you know?â
âSpeaking of marriage, did you divorce him when you left?â Yuta asked.Â
âNo. I was hoping that⌠eventually, we can put it into good use? He loves me. I know enough that he will not marry anyone else besides meâÂ
âSo youâre ready to be a Jeong now?â Yuta asked, ânow that the Jeongs dont own you, are you ready to be a Jeong? ⌠you know, like a normal personâ
Assassin or not, Jaehyunâs world is crazy. And that is why you canât answer Yuta yet.Â
âI need some timeâ thatâs all you can say and Yuta respects that.
Meanwhile⌠Jaehyun is celebrating for 3 months straight with his engagement. A fake happiness of course. But a good time is a good time. He will endure everything until all of this is done and he can come back to you.Â
âHowâs Y/n?â Doyoung asks quietly beside Jaehyun while his boss watches the sun goes down. Itâs beautiful here in Italy Jaehyun thought. But the situation heâs in right now is ugly.Â
âSheâs good⌠For the first time of my life I slept soundly⌠beside her. During the time that we were together, I just cant help but think that⌠letting go of her is the best decision Iâve ever made, and Iâm happy I let her go and build this life that she has right now. A life without me, without the killings, dodging bulletsâŚ.âÂ
âSo youâre giving up?âDoyoung asks calmly, âIf she canât bring your might back then what can? Who can?âÂ
âIâll think of something else, but for now⌠I would have to keep him away from this life. She doesnât deserve thisâ
After 6 months of faking happiness, never ending parties and business arrangements, finally Jaehyun arrived again at your place. Unannounced and alone.Â
You just finished taking a shower, humming happily a song that you heard from the radio. You bathrobe is what covers your body, hair still wet from the warm shower when suddenlyâŚÂ
âNice song,â Jaehyun whispers beside your ear with his deep voice.Â
Which startled you and made you threw a punch which he of course can dodge. He covers your mouth when you realized that its Jaehyun. Hugging him tightly in your dark room. He didnât missed the fact that youâre only wearing a robe and youâre both happy about seeing each other again.Â
âIs it a good time?â Jaehyun asked like a gentleman. He was talking about having sex. He just wanted to make sure that youâre okay with this.Â
âIts a perfect timingâ you said and kissed him, helped him remove his clothes. He was dressed in Prada from to toe, you already knew that he came from an important event that ended very late. A business meeting?Â
âStop it with your thoughts,â he whispers and made you focus on him by revealing you left boob and proceeds to licking your nipples. Pushing you against the wall and continues to lick and suck on your left boob until your nipple is sensitive and youâre to left to want more on the other side. He has the changed a bit when it comes to stupid shit you thought.Â
He motions you on your bed without breaking what heâs doing to left boob. He bits it playfully before he stops and pushes you to your comfort. You watch him undress the last few garments heâs wearing. Specifically his expensive watch and his boxer briefs.Â
And when heâs all naked on top you, kissing your exposed neck, he swiftly removed your robe and positioned him in between your legs.Â
âDo you like it?â He asked first before he proceeds.Â
Of course you love it. Everything he does.Â
You feel him smile in between kisses. But not because of lust, heâs just happy that heâs making love with the love of his life again.Â
âI love you. Always have. Always will Y/nâÂ
He left those words before licking the folds in between your legs, making you moan and say his name over and over again because of the things he makes you feel using his tongue. You feel him lick you slowly, from time to time and proceeds to spreading your folds and finding sensitive spots in your cunt that only he know. He has always been your weakness.Â
When he was done giving that great oral, he finds your lips kisses it endlessly, down to your neck, the valley between your boobs, giving both of your boobs a good lick⌠as if he has kissed and marked evert part of your body.Â
âI donât have condoms with me,â he whispers while he continues to kiss your neck. âAm I lucky?â He playfully bit the shell of your ear. But you were quick to teas him.Â
âAfter all the shit you put me through? â I have condoms by the drawerâ you teased him and watch him roll his eyes but happily reaches the first condom.Â
You watch pump his cock a few times while his fingers runs up and down you wet slit and watch you shiver. He rolls the condom and lines his tip on your cunt, his lips were quick to find yours as he pushes through your walls oh so slowly. Like heâs savoring every second that heâs thrusting.Â
When was the last time you two made love?Â
Probably the night of your wedding?Â
Jaehyun hates that thought. So he thrusted deeper, watching you melt with every sensation he gives you, catch every moan you let out and grant everything you asked.Â
You want him to kiss you while he fucks you? Sure. Jaehyun made sure that youâre breathless with his kisses, leaving you wanting for air. You want him to go deeper? Sure. He pins your legs down on the mattress making sure you wont close them so he could go deeper.Â
âDont stopâ you moan out. And Jaehyun got excited and put you in a new position that you loved. Lifting one leg up on his shoulders as he goes deeper while fucking you. You said dont stop right? He felt you cum already, but you were so into the sex that you donât care if you came already. You want him to keep going while he overstimulates you, putting you in all fours, pulling your body against his chest and squeezes your boobs while he fucks you. Â
After a few more rounds on different corners of the bed, you and Jaehyun rest and catch your breaths after using all the condoms you have in store. âIf it wasnt for the condomsâ Jaehyun giggled and placed a kiss on your lips.Â
âAre you staying for the night?â You asked as you cling onto him. The man keeps you around his strong arms.Â
â I will. I want to stay. Can I stay?â Jaehyun asks sweetly.Â
âOf courseâ you answered.Â
âHow about your life?â You feel him keep you closer as if heâs not ready to let go if you wont allow him to come back in your life. âCan I stay in your life?âÂ
âId love thatâ you answered him sincerely.Â
And you saw the same smile he flashed the night he asked you to marry him.Â
That night you realized that he loves you. And no one can ever make him happier.Â
After that night, Jaehyun made sure he will not make the same mistakes again.Â
Whenever he leaves, he leaves with a promise, may it be small or something big like, âIâll fix you porch light when I come back, donât get someone to do itâ or âlets go see a movie, a musical perhaps?âÂ
He made sure that even though you canât contact him through phone, you have this certainty that he will come back.Â
He never brought work whenever heâs with you. This time, its you whom he saves from over working. Like nowâŚÂ
Jaehyun just arrived with groceries in his hand and he you were on the phone with your boss from the library, you were talking about your updated schedules when Jaehyun just placed a kiss on your lips. You thought that ⌠that was it. But no. He looked you in the eye and kissed you deeper, he can hear your boss through the other side of the line, reciting the dates of your schedule. When the call ended and you were breathless the whole time you were kissing, you smack his shoulder and placed a kiss on his cheek and marking the dates on your calendar.Â
âWow youâre one busy librarianâŚâ Jaehyun says, âIâm happy for youâ he smiles and kissed you one last time before unpacking the groceries.Â
âHow long are you going to stay? Its been three days since we last saw each other⌠I just noticed that youâve been coming here more oftenâ you smiled and hugged him from behind.Â
âIâm staying longer this time because I will be away for much longer⌠BUT but.. donât worry, we will have so much funâ Jaehyun felt your embrace became tighter and grow silent, but what can you do?Â
âI have something for you.. its a trick to make you stay.. I hope it works thoâ you blurted out and told him to go in your room. The gift is big so he can see it immediately. You didnât go inside with him. You figured that⌠when he sees that gift, he will need those special seconds all to himself.Â
And by the time Jaehyun saw it⌠you heard him play the piano again.Â
He never touched one when he started training to become an assassin. But you knew that music was his first love not you.Â
He went back to where you were standing, he leaned on the wall beside you and crossed his arms. âIts working⌠â he smiled and kissed you deeply, thanking you countless of times for bringing music back to his life.Â
Your relationship with Jaehyun went on like this for a year. Celebrating each otherâs birthdays together, countless of beautiful nights and mornings of him playing the piano you gave him, giving your house life, and enjoying holidays together. Sometimes Jaehyun comes home to you with blood in his hands, but youâre well aware of what kind of person he is outside your home. You never fight or argue, Jaehyun was the one whoâs so quick to stop you whenever a conversation is getting heated. The flashback of the nights during your marriage kept flashing in his head. And he will do anything in his power to stop it from happening again.Â
âMmm one more?â Jaehyun requests after you two finished your nth round for tonight. He will leave first thing in the morning so he is doing everything he can to keep you awake.Â
âJaehyun Iâm defeatedâ you chucked and kissed him. You feel his cock go hard and you feel him hump your thigh, all you could is complain⌠but you love every second of it. Heâs been fucking you deep and slow lately, it feels extra good because its raw. âBut can you please be faster or rougher this time?â
âWhy? Donât you love it when I go deep?⌠and slow?â He teased as he pushes in back to your cunt. Making you moan a little louder, he bit your should and slapped your ass. Spreading your ass cheek while he pounds hard.Â
âFuck Jaehyun Iâll break-â you struggle to tell him as he fucks you deep and rough.Â
âYou asked for this.. just a minute agoâ he kissed your neck and bit you again, âmake up you mindâÂ
The round ended with his mouth on your left boob, his right hand on your right boob and his cock continuously shoots loads of cum inside you. He was out of breath, you look at him and he was just as ruined as you are.Â
He removed his cock slowly, kissing you all over body. Everything that he sees a little red on your skin, âsorry for thisâ he apologized and kiss you.Â
âThis is nice right?â He looks you in the eye. âLife has been so much better for us right?âÂ
âYeahâ and you proceed to sleeping in his loving arms. You didnât hear it but he told you he loves you.Â
On the next day, you find no Jaehyun in your bed but a note with red roses instead.
âIâll be back by the time these roses withered. Just in time to give you fresh onesâ - JÂ
Little did you know, he was gone early this morning because heâs getting married.Â
âYou told me you would be back last night?-â Doyoung was quick to tend to Jaehyun, his cousin, his boss whom he needed to deliver at the altar in approximately half an hour.Â
âThe sex was good-â Jaehyun teased Doyoung.Â
âOkay shut up before you put her in trouble,â Doyoung says as he helps his boss put in his coat.Â
âI need a tequila shot, I canât do this soberâ Jaehyun demands, and in a matter of second 3 tequila shots are ready for him.Â
The wedding was grand. It was the biggest wedding of the century and every public platform is updated with the happening of the great Jeong Jaehyunâs wedding to the countryâs darling. A power couple in the eyes of the public, but they know so little of whatâs really happening.Â
Every powerful businessman is invited. Every assassin that the Jeongs own is present, theres no safer place in the world right now. And Jaehyun just wants to get this over with and come home to you. And lay out his plan to you. But this is going to be a long suffering, he still have his âhoneymoonâ in Italy.Â
Jaehyun knew that you will eventually hear about this marriage, how could you not? Itâs all over the news. Jaehyun just hopes and prays that you allow him to explain first before you curse him and leave him again. Nonetheless, he will fight for you this time.
It was a long painful waiting for Jaehyunâs return. Maybe itâs for the better so you could have time to feel the heartbreak and have time for yourself before he comes back and feed you with lies again.Â
You remember the night that you two got in an argument because he thought you were accusing him of cheating, he told you, âI am many things but I will never cheat on youâÂ
Look at you now Jae.Â
Itâs obvious that the marriage is for business only. But who knows? You still have your doubts.Â
It also⌠doesnât change the fact that youâre the mistress now. Yes you got married but⌠who would believe you. He married this girl in the eyes of the world⌠everyone would believe that Iâm a home wrecker now.Â
And then you felt itâŚ.
You came running to the sink to throw up out of nowhere. You felt weak in an instant.Â
Maybe its because the thought of Jaehyun? Just thinking about him makes you sick to the core.Â
Or your period is late?Â
âIt canât beâ you thought and ran to the nearest drugstore to buy a pregnancy test.Â
But as you walk your way there. You kept on thinking about the things that will happen after this.Â
Jaehyun will not let you go.
Everything will be complicated again.
It can ruin his marriage, it can ruin a lot of business deals.
It will ruin him.Â
This peace that you have right now will be taken away from you and bringing a baby in this scary world is the last thing you want to do now.Â
But the thought ofâŚ. âwhat if everything works out? Jaehyun loves kidsâ
And all this overthinking made you miss the stop sign at the side walk and you were hit by a car in a matter of seconds.
Thank you so much for reading this work of mine! If you love what you read, please leave something in my inbox and tell me how you feel! CLICK THIS LINK. I hope we can practice, give and take.
Stay tuned for the next part! -B.
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Btw Iâm seeing Olivia Rodrigo on Oct 5th for the PH stop!!!! đ managed to get tix đ IT WAS WAR YâALL
The ticket was so cheap tho.
Oh gosh I love her songs so much! I can relate to almost everything!!! I remember how I was sooooo broken from my ex last year and somehow her songs gave me confidence and understand my feelings better. I thought it was Niki who understands what I was going through⌠but naah đ
âSo I miss him some nights when I'm feeling depressed 'Til I remember every time he made a pass on my friendâ
âAnd maybe I'm just not as interesting As the girls you had before But God, you couldn't have cared less About someone who loved you moreâ
âAnd ain't it funny. How you said you were friends Now it sure as hell don't look like itâ
Iâm ready to scream these lyrics
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A lot readers are so confused with loose ends / cliffhangers right now đđđ Iâm sorry, it was intentional so our part 2 could have the whole plot.
So I decided to give out spoilers
- Theres going to be a divorce Iâm not telling whoâs who.
- A lot will D word on part 2.
- itâs going to be a baby girl đ
- theres going to be another wedding
Thats all đđđđ
LETS ALL CONGRATULATE JAEHYUN AGAIN FOR HAVING 2 COMPLICATED MARRIAGESSS - READ HERE

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