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lust money not bitches

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I love you onyx, thankyou for keeping me so sane like always so grateful for you the universe knew I needed you

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or it’s time for harder drugs but shit don’t call my name no more partying doesn’t amuse me the club is lame I just want real connections, conversations, money and more money.

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Drugs don’t fill the void anymore feeling the need to turn to god

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I don’t know how or when but I do know why

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sadly not your speed

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I have so many future aspirations but I’m surrounded by people who are comfortable with what they have and don’t want more I need to surround myself with people who want more who aspire for great fucking things ,success ,money fast cars , huge houses, I have to learn to be patient and understand that I don’t have it handed like others and that it’s going to take time but regardless I’m going to accomplish it because I know I’m meant for more than where I’m at now holy fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk

RISE SHINE AND FUCKING GRIND

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I just miss my heart, he’s not a phone call away anymore, there’s nothing i can do but to go visit his grave and cry, I’ve been waiting for him to call but he’s 8 ft underground now, I can’t wait to be there with you , I know I shouldn’t be so sad but no one made me feel like you no one in my life gave me so much motivation like you did I don’t know what to do but to journal my thoughts and it hasn’t been enough , I have so much work to do but it all feels pointless because you’re not here anymore,one of my favorite memories with you was that night we went to go see sonic 3 when the doughnuts showed up on the screen my fatass said they looked so good and that I wanted one after that you drove us to the gas station and went right to the doughnut section you remembered and you would always remember every detail ,I’m so glad we spoke that night underneath the starlights , telling you how grateful I was for you being my friend, you said I was weird but in a cool way you always called me weird but you were also grateful for our friendship and told me that we would always talk even after graduation,I want to sleep with you in the car one more time spend one more night together hug you so tight and tell you that I love you and that you made me so happy throughout these 4 years I knew you , I know I’ll do something great and I’ll make our dreams come true , for you for me for both of us I’ll try my best and not give up , I miss you and love you my Jayden

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sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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this song makes me feel so happy and so sad at the same time, so many emotions I go through every listen, without a fail you never stop surprising me of what you can do , thank you so much for sharing your art with me , I love every second of this I hope you achieve everything you want because you are more than capable of doing it #iris

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You know we in love don’t waste my time (╥﹏╥)

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I need to stop waiting and start doing start creating start being start doing everything I want to do

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♫♪╔(^o^)╝╚(^o^)╗ ╚(^o^)╝╔(^o^)╗♫♪

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