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things are hard right now but bisan was at the beach playing in the water with some kids and she had her first fresh apple in half a year

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He didn’t need to imagine all that

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Save me Brazilian catholic guilt

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hiIda after the first kiss

meanwhile maIthus

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girl asking if you could ever love her vs boy openly crying fighting ten thousand demons to say "no" (he already does)

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another situationship victim

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saint hiIda of the camellias >:0

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if i had nickel for every time i feel the compulsion to write catholic friar who is faced with and tortured by temptation for the first time in his life and eventually comes to the conclusion that god isn't what he thought....

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hehe

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Iestats streak of red hair has literally singlehairedly shifted the course of the universe for me tbh

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go  ahead,  make  it  worse. / jasper

an order,  a request,  a provocation   ‒‒   whatever the case,  it has 𝖓𝖔 𝖇𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌 on the answer.    𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚝 and witheringly cold when the slope of skin between his brows is pinched.    𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖛𝖔𝖎𝖈𝖊 seems to make the air between them d̳r̳o̳p̳ multiple degrees in temperature.    jasper squares off just the smallest amount,  scuffed boots firmly planted.          ❛❛  no,  ❜❜      he says simply.    there are 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 behind this refusal,  and its reasoning is e̳p̳h̳e̳m̳e̳r̳a̳l̳ by now.

          ❛❛  𝖜𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖑𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖘,  friend.    whatever pain you’re looking for is sure to c̳o̳m̳e̳ ̳i̳n̳ ̳t̳i̳m̳e̳.  ❜❜      suffering needs no assistance from jasper whitIock   ‒‒   𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐲 that once bore marks of being human,  true,  but has unlearned the practice long ago.

𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚍’𝚜 𝚋𝚒𝚍 𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎.    jasper is no weapon,  no instrument.    now,  doing his little tricks for others is a knife with 𝖆 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖎𝖙𝖘 𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖑𝖊.    now,  he struggles beneath the unfathomable,  𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚎-𝚋𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 weight of free will.          ❛❛  your suffering’s y̳o̳u̳r̳ ̳o̳w̳n̳.    let me have nothing to do 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔦𝔱.  ❜❜

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Oh, come and get me. Drag me out, destroy me

Dream Girl Evil, Florence and The Machine // Hilda Furacão (1998)

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when two mfs have equal contempt for one another /think the other is evil meanwhile one of them is laying in bed eating spoonfuls of jam and crying to god while the other is pretending to like whiskey and reading geography books

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coochie so phenomenal the whole congregation is in uproar

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Hilda & St. Malthus, Hilda Furacão (1998)

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Charlotte Hope as Catherine of Aragon

The Spanish Princess 1.01