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[sighing wistfully while simultaneously trying to downplay the sudden redirection of some blood in my body] oh, to be a scientist who is also a test subject.

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the submissive urge to be told what my submissive urges are

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does anyone wanna adore me but in a violent scary way

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there's something really fun in the cyclical nature of cnc scenes where previous partner trauma is taken into account. yes, sweetheart, i've got you, and i'll take much better care of you than other people have, don't worry, you'll always be safe, i won't let you see anything that frightens you. you won't know the collar is closing around your neck until it's clasped. i will always be here to support you and you in turn will be so good for me. we'll work on your limits together; only a brute would fail to notice them. i'm making you better. you're so lovely that it's making me worse. maybe the only difference between them and me is that i'm so, so aware of my role in the proceedings. you feel too good to stop. or i do. either way, surely you're still happier with me than you ever were before.

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it's so cute to have mantras instead of thoughts. you used to have so much going on in that head of yours, so many ideas and opinions and doubts. always rephrasing, critiquing, innovating. now you just have one (1) thought, over and over, and someone else gave it to you

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uses my evil sex mind control powers to make you come cuddle comfy in bed

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give me your complete and unwavering devotion.

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sorry for making u horny, it was on purpose.

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my most vain thought is that while running some sort of hypno cult would be too logistically challenging (not to mention unethical), i would do numbers as a charismatic sleeper agent secretly brainwashed to convert my most susceptible friends. i feel like if my will were broken i would be able to be, like, chill about it. and that's gotta be a useful skill in that sphere, right?

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but it's kind of a fun subversion right. like an impulsive hypnotist. no plans just vibes. the suggestions they give are just like. how they want the subject to feel, how they imagine them feeling, in this really like, stupid gross masturbatory way. they're getting really absorbed in the situation too. the subject feels overpowered by sheer willpower more than anything. this isn't some puppetmaster who's pulling the strings and making sure everything goes according to plan, this is someone who just really, really wants something

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easy

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don’t say the word docile around me I don’t know how to act (my eyes glaze over)

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when dads fuck their sons but their sons are also a little bit daughters. go with me on this. father figure playing with his son's dick and calling him princess, sweetheart, baby girl. the son growing out his hair a little, the better to give his old man something to grab. he tries on a sundress and doesn't hate it, and the sight makes his dad back him into a wall and kiss him while sliding one hand under the fabric and up, up, to where he's already leaking with arousal. his voice going high and breathy and keening like a taut wire when he finishes, which makes his dad call him 'honey', and she dares to think of herself fitting into a girl frame, just for a minute, just to hear her dad talk like she's his wife again.

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being bisexual and at least a little bit nonbinary and a switch makes coherent hornyposting a nightmare because how the fuck do i decide what gender and role the hypothetical object of my lustful affections has for this piece?????

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message to all sick bitches who like freak sex. please survive