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I thought I would die when I was 21 but I am approaching 24 and I don’t know how to feel about it. I worked hard to get my life on track or get used to my current trajectory but I realized that will be that guy who wasted his potential because he was poor. So everyday, I pray for my existence to be erased because I know my death will be too prelevant that it will bring great sadness to others. So I feel erasing my existence will stop it earlier. I am alone and I will be abused and used until because I am meant to be alone.

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Also i dont know if you guys have ever seen medieval beekeeper garb, but:

Its the best!!!

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hear me out

autistics = cats

here are my thoughts:

if i trust you? im not looking at you (and especially not making eye contact) and am perfectly content lying/sitting around with you in my general vicinity

follows you around from room to room for no particular reason other than being near you

being a picky eater

sensitive to sudden sensory changes (water, puffs of air, etc.)

everyone thinks im mad when im not; im just vibin

expresses affection in unconventional ways; is avoided by some as a result

prefers quieter, more secluded spaces

makes random noises that sometimes correlate with how im feeling, but are otherwise random

Please feel free to add on :3

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Be nice.

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A proper balance (x)

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PLEASE UNMUTE THIS. PLEASE. 

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─ Art in details│Painted by Abraham Janssens & Karel Dujardin.

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GLORIOUS AMERICAN BEVERAGE, RECARBONATED OVER TEN THOUSAND TIMES

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Rutger Marsman, ‘Chromo’