alvilear
alvilear
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18+ | she/her | I am a complicated human being with a few typical and atypical interests. What I'm doing now is just me finding my common people and finding things that I like :3 anime | marvel | reader | writer | hyperfixations | procrastinator | random
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alvilear · 4 months ago
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letter to theo by vincent van gogh
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alvilear · 5 months ago
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Favourite Buck outfits in Season 4
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alvilear · 5 months ago
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i think about this scene all the time
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alvilear · 5 months ago
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alvilear · 5 months ago
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9. "quit it or I'll bite" would love more on eddie's obsession with biting buck 😘
Nooollllaaaaaaannnn!!!! Thank you for this. Gah. I love Eddie's obsession with biting Buck. Maggie and I actually had a convo about it the other day and it was so fun. It's one of my fav HCs that I have.
Buck can't help but smile as he gazes down at Eddie. He's perfectly content with his head resting in Buck's lap, fingers combing through his hair. Eddie's eyes are closed, face settled into one of relaxation, body slack against the couch. Buck isn't even sure if Eddie is awake, to be honest. Not that Buck is complaining. There's nothing to do. Dinner had been eaten and cleaned up. Laundry completed. Chris was happily playing games in his room. Buck had been reading on the couch when Eddie had shuffled in, planting himself on the couch with his head on Buck's lap like it belonged there. Then he had dragged Buck's hand to his head and closed his eyes. Taking the silent cue, Buck had started to play with Eddie's hair as he read. He's since put the book down, happier to stare down at his boyfriend's face. Slowly his fingers come to a stop and his other hand rests on Eddie's chest, feeling the gentle rise and fall there. "Don't quit it or I'll bite." Eddie murmurs, telling Buck that he is not asleep like he thought he might have been. And the thing is, Buck knows Eddie means it. He actually will bite Buck. He has before. Plenty of times. It started at some point in their friendship, where Eddie would just...bite Buck. It had been a bit startling the first few times, and Eddie had been slightly embarrassed, but Buck had assured him quickly it was fine. The relief that spread over Eddie's face had been confirmation enough for Buck that he'd made the correct choice. From there, it became a normal thing. Instead of words, Eddie would bite Buck. He became comfortable with it. Even more so when they transitioned from friendship to more. Buck also learned quickly that Eddie is a biter in bed and that he personally loves having marks scattering his body left behind by Eddie's teeth. But most of his biting is actually done outside of the bedroom. Eddie tried to explain it one day but he couldn't. He settled on the fact that Buck is biteable with a shrug. Buck had kissed him and told him that was enough for him. The most memorable time had been when the two were laying in bed, Buck's arm tucked under Eddie's neck and curled around his chest. Eddie had turned his head and sunk his teeth into Buck's bicep and then fell asleep latched on like that. Buck had ended up with drool and a lasting mark, but a happy and content boyfriend so he had no complaints. Apparently Buck is too lost in his thoughts because Eddie is taking the hand on his chest and lifting that arm towards his mouth. Teeth sink into Buck's arm -- not too deep or even painfully, just a playful nip -- and it startles him back to reality. "Hey!" "Told you." Eddie murmurs, nipping at Buck's arm again. "Don't quit." "Sorry, sweetheart." Buck chuckles, moving his fingers once more through Eddie's hair. "Better?" Instead of offering a response, Eddie bites Buck's arm once more, presses a kiss to the spot, and then places the hand back down on his chest, his fingers laced together with Buck's. Chuckling softly, Buck just shakes his head. If his boyfriend wants to bite instead of speak, that's totally fine with him. He loves Eddie either way.
send me a number
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alvilear · 5 months ago
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alvilear · 5 months ago
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And... #9 🥰
Hi lovely.
I am barely hanging on by the tips of my fingers with the reaccuring pain, the changes to my medical situation, the waves of grief, and general issues...but Buddie can help with all of that (as will my procedure on Tuesday to relieve that main but shh) so have some of that. Even though you have been distinctly aware of everything going on because you're wonderful like that. For you, I shall fulfill #9…in public.
Buck thinks being with Eddie is the best thing in the world. He was so happy when he and Eddie were nothing more than best friends, really, he was. But then the two of them crossed that line into something more and it was like Buck's world had completely flipped upside down. Even more so than when Tommy had kissed him in the loft that one fateful night. Now Buck gets to have Eddie in any and all ways. He gets to be the reason for that stunning smile that appears on Eddie's face, lighting him up from the inside out, honey brown eyes radiating love. Buck thinks being with Eddie could cure all the bad things in his world. It's just... Buck isn't used to being with someone who is so in love with him back. Not to say that's a bad thing! It's not. Buck loves that he's loved. It's a wonderous and beautiful new thing that he's never had before. Abby had sort of kept space between them in public; he thinks its because of the age difference. Ali wasn't around enough for them to really be out in public. Taylor was always hunting for a new story and so her focus was only really on him when they were in private. Natalia was more fascinated by his death than anything. And Tommy just...wasn't into PDA. He wasn't really into affectionate touches at all, actually. And honestly, Buck thought Eddie would be a bit more reserved. Sure, he'd held Ana or Marisol's hand when out and about, kissed them on the lips or cheek no problem, but Buck is a man. And Eddie fought years of repression to get to where he is now. So, Buck had thought that Eddie would be more reserved. He had been very, very wrong. And he's so fucking glad he is. Eddie holds his hand in public. Wraps his arms around Buck. Kisses his cheek, his mouth, and Eddie's personal favourite spot: Buck's birthmark. Without hesitation. He calls Buck ridiculous pet names that turn Buck to mush. Eddie loves Buck, openly and freely. And Buck fucking loves it. "Hey." Eddie says, tugging Buck closer by the hand he's holding onto. Buck goes easily, swaying into his boyfriend. "Hi." "What're you thinking?" Buck smiles, tilting his head until their foreheads knock together. "That I love you." Eddie smiles back, warm and fond and lovely, "Yeah? Well, how about that I love you too." "Couldn't tell." Buck teases, like Eddie doesn't say it countless times a day. Like it doesn't make Buck's heart skip a beat every time he does. Like it doesn't feel like the first time no matter how many times Eddie says it to him. Eddie laughs softly, the sound curling around Buck's skin and soothing those old wounds that are finally healing. "Let me change that." And right there, in the middle of the grocery store, Eddie kisses Buck. Sweet and soft. Filled with love. No shame. No hesitation. "Now," Eddie murmurs when they break apart, eyes gleaming, "get out of your head so we can go to the bakery. You need to hum and haw over which bread to get for five minutes before picking the exact same one you always get." Laughing loudly, Buck lets Eddie pull him towards the bakery.
kiss prompts
i'll also use this as my fuck it friday 🔆
np tagging: @actualalligator, @dangerpronebuddie, @theplaceyoustillrememberdreaming, @cal-daisies-and-briars, @diazheartsbuckley, @hippolotamus, @spotsandsocks, @elvensorceress, @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove, @daffi-990, @exhuastedpigeon, @monsterrae1, @lonelychicago, @epicbuddieficrecs, @wildlife4life, @devirnis, @watchyourbuck, @incorrect9-1-1, @bigfootsmom, @jesuisici33, @bucks-daddy-issues, @theotherbuckley, @thekristen999, @playinginthunderstorms 🩵
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alvilear · 6 months ago
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hang me up on your bedroom wall
buck/eddie • rated explicit • 6.0k • infidelity, pwp
“You’re going to be a great father someday,” Eddie says eventually, because he’s worse than he used to be and Buck’s reverent eyes make him feel—they just make him feel. “Eddie, I—” “You are,” he repeats, firm. “Don’t you think I’d know better than anyone?”
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alvilear · 6 months ago
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Buddie supercut masterpost!
Hi everyone, I am finally done with the cuts, so here we have all of them, the first link is for the individual post here, you can click the video to watch it on drive without downloading anything with English subtitles, and the folder link so you can download the video and subtitle. All videos are 1080p 30 fps, if you're an editor, they can be a nice resource.
Season 2: video // folder
Season 3: video // folder
Season 4: video // folder
Season 5: video // folder
Season 6: video // folder
Season 7: video // folder
Season 8a: video // folder
I don't usually add this to my stuff but this is the product of months of work, literally, you don't have to, but if you see this and think "wow, wonder if Anna has a tip button" this is my kofi and you can buy me a coffee.
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alvilear · 6 months ago
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ive finally caught up to you (im finally caught up in you)
buddie / 13.5k / teen & up
"So why not tell him, then?"
He doesn’t want to hear the words he’ll know will come, the same words he said to Taylor, when she noticed that his entire life was meaningful relationships: it’s not the same.
He smiles at May, knowing that it’s nothing but a sad smile. Some days it feels like there’s no joy in any part of him except the pieces he siphons from Eddie and Christopher whenever he’s allowed into their orbit. “Because it’ll hurt.”
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or, evan buckley is bobby's son, may and harry's big brother, hen's little brother, and the dad to two incredible kids (eventually)
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alvilear · 8 months ago
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🥹🫶
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ive finally caught up to you (im finally caught up in you)
buddie / 13.5k / teen & up
"So why not tell him, then?"
He doesn’t want to hear the words he’ll know will come, the same words he said to Taylor, when she noticed that his entire life was meaningful relationships: it’s not the same.
He smiles at May, knowing that it’s nothing but a sad smile. Some days it feels like there’s no joy in any part of him except the pieces he siphons from Eddie and Christopher whenever he’s allowed into their orbit. “Because it’ll hurt.”
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or, evan buckley is bobby's son, may and harry's big brother, hen's little brother, and the dad to two incredible kids (eventually)
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alvilear · 8 months ago
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Honest question: Why do pop culture references work and get a laugh in things like Shrek, but in others they just come across as just being lame and forced? What makes a pop culture reference work? 
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alvilear · 8 months ago
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I think I'm just gonna stick it out.
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alvilear · 10 months ago
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ちゅパワー!💋
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alvilear · 10 months ago
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did you mean it? 🐈🐈‍⬛
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alvilear · 11 months ago
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Marvey Week └ October 26th: Day 2 » Costume Party
First Meeting AU
At a Halloween fundraiser Harvey spots one Mike Ross deciding then and there he has to have him Harvey approaches the young man.  What he expected was a night of hot sex, what he didn’t expect was a sharp mind and an even sharper tongue.  A night of passion turns into something else when sex isn’t just sex but fun banter.  He doesn’t remember ever laughing during sex.  Doesn’t ever remember having so much fun.
When the next morning arrived Harvey finds himself disappointed at the thought of never seeing Mike again.  So he breaks his rules.  He gives Mike his number.  He might not call but maybe just maybe he will.
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alvilear · 11 months ago
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t's marvey fic rec list!
p.s. half of these are bdsm & dom/sub so...
Still updating!
Biological d/s AU
Once Upon A Brat by Fessst (62k)
Subspace by poppypickford (69k) (part 1 of a 3 part series, 3rd fic is unfinished and 2nd is v angsty lol)
Bite by paraselenewoman (15k) (unfinished)
Long BDSM Fics
Fall Into Me by malawi (81k)
The Last Thirty Percent by TooSel (110k)
Possession Verse by Xanthe (73k) (one of my personal favs)
Needs Must by thatotherperv (98k) (a classic)
The Day We Met & Submit by BeautifulBestseller (one of my favs too)
Just Ask Series by veritas_st (57k)
No Needles Series by sal_si_puedes (68k)
Fate Gets a Bad Case of the Shanks by Joni_Beloni (84k) (read the tags)
Everything You Want Series by ThatwasJustaHarvey (81k) (pretty heavy but good)
Upside Down and Inside Out by mskatej (37k) (i LOVE this)
The art of coming clean by in_need_of_some_sanity (341k) (unfinished but i honestly really enjoyed it for what it is)
Long Fics
Forget The Rest by eadunne2 (66k)
Chance Meeting Series by SmoothieM (286k) (one of my fav series ever)
Barely Legal by KittyHowell (142k) (cw teacher/hs student but mike's legal)
The Marvey Chronicles by flamyshine (129k)
The Complicated Way by SmoothieM (100k)
Honey Trap by SuzyQSmilesForYou (191k)
Pretty Boy by SmoothieM (120k)
One Shots / Short Fics /PWP
You Can Be The Boss by me (sorry for self promo lol) (11k)
Charlie's Fetish and Bondage Emporium by Joni_Beloni (10k)
And our dreams will break the boundaries of our fear by rospeaks (23k)
Tales of the Forgotten Associates by AnnaNSmith (2k)
Happy Birthday by cyphernaut (1k)
Almost Like You're Asking For It by FoxInSoxes (13k)
Obedience (1k)
That Damned Skinny Tie by mightierthanthecanon (3k)
Good Boy by MajaLi (3k)
Sweet Thang by MajaLi (13k)
Happy Stoniversary by Loyalty2WayStreet (6k)
Hush by Sway (4k)
you fire me all the way by Sway (2k)
Calamity of Casual Touches by bewarethesmirk (10k)
Like the Way You Apologize by EclecticRegard (3k)
Strictly Ballroom by sal_si_puedes (3k)
Going Public by LearnedFoot (4k)
Best in the World by mskatej (6k)
That Sweet Spot by mskatej (8k)
Come Again by mskatej (9k)
Five Hotels Series by mskatej (24k) (can u tell i love their writing)
Tied Together With An Easy Thread by androdaixa (15k)
Heat by CC99trialanderrorgirl (1k) (this is dom!mike but it's hot as fuck)
Madison Avenue by Closer (5k)
Office Hours by greenlifejacket (2k)
intrigue and accidents by Bontaque (5k)
Obviously Oblivious by leista (7k)
Blackout 'Verse by CC99trialanderrorgirl (7k)
Again by Faulty_Funeral (4k)
The Drop by flitterflutterfly (6k)
Five Times Mike’s Phone Sort of Gets Him Into Trouble and One Time It Really, Really Doesn’t by Akiseo (4k)
Baby Blues by surrenderdammit (5k)
a day too early (still a couple dollars short) by thatotherperv (11k)
Three Simple Rules by LearnedFoot (13k)
Doll, you make them feel so small (and they love it) by trinipedia (16k)
Punish by veritas_st (3k)
words to live by by Sway (1k)
Markers by Xazz (4k)
What I Want by silentdescant (2k)
We'll Stagger Home After Midnight by team_freewill (2k)
Streak by LawfulSlab (3k)
You Got Off Easy by theaeblackthorn (5k)
2 Tickets, 2 Lawyers by jazzwriter (3k)
Mr. Specter by L122YTorch (4k)
libidinous, adj. by eadunne2 (19k)
Desk Job Series by JaneDavitt (8k)
Like Stars by babykid528 (1k)
A Night to Remember by tinygiantsam (8k)
9pm in the Records Room by revvvv (2k)
Exclusively Yours Verse by tattooedsiren
Special Hell by ChristyCorr (7k)
Answer in the Form of a Question by blackstar777 (20k)
All Fifty by butdaddyilovehim (okkk more self promo)
Proof by LearnedFoot (5k)
Harvey Specter, Fashion Icon by TooSel (7k)
Oh, I've been dreaming through my lonely past by TheWiseOne12
Soulmates AU
Imprimatur by Closer (22k)
many times, many ways by spqr (15k)
A/B/O
Appetite by Skara_Brae (18k)
The Ultimate Challenge by sal_si_puedes (18k)
truth is only hearsay by Miyai (13k)
Imperfect Perfection by Skara_Brae (15k)
Machinations by astralfox (4k)
The Art of Running into You by SmoothieM (37k)
(i'm not really into abo but i liked these)
Vacay Fics (aka bed sharing teritory!)
Just the Right Amount of Wrong by blackstar777 (6k)
It's an Inconvenience by killym (16k)
The Trip by mskatej (9k)
Reservations by khasael (13k)
One Night In Paradise by Vearth (8k)
libidinous, adj. by eadunne2 (19k)
the long way around by TooSel (15k) (no smut but so incredibly cute omg)
Vacation in Vermont by Joni_Beloni (21k) (cw for cheating but technically not really?)
What Happens in Vegas by LearnedFoot (7k)
Secret Identity
Nerd Love Series (11k)
5U175 by Closer (26k) (a classic and one of my absolute favs it's so good)
Chocolate by writingtoreachyou (33k)
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