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wifey and i are omad-ing with protein shakes this week wish us luck lmao

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being itchy = being in hell

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i can handle so much pain why must i instead be afflicted with nausea and itchiness

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the meatsuit is making me uncomfortable today

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the meatsuit is making me uncomfortable today

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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, from a letter featured in The Life & Letters of Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky

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Gonna chill out the rest of May and then change my entire life in June. Possibly July if that doesn't work out. Certainly no later than September or October.

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[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame

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they don't make staying up until 3am fun and exciting like they used to

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ok not to sound insane but is it just me who body checks after they've been to the toilet? like ok maybe that pee made me lose w31ght.

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“just listen to your body”

my body wants to take all types of drugs and get hit by a train jessica

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They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

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Horse diet where u eat carrots apples n ketamine

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oh to be a migratory bird

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I love tags it’s like muttering under your breath on the internet