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Sometimes, next to him I feel like a kid.

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And sometimes those fears win...

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Sometimes you try to face your fears...

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My theme song right now.

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New looks, but on our same old bullshit! Misfits.

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I don’t have much to say...

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I feel like I’m drowning and no one can reach a hand out to help me. My body is heavy and I sink so fast. So I just fall into the black. Into the silent scared and alone. Is this what my father felt?...

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Would you believe me if I told you I used to be scared of the sight of blood?... Things change when it becomes a constant in your life. Even more so when its your own blood that spills the most.

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For some time now I’ve been blind to something I’ve up to now had no experience with. Feeling something for someone in a romantic type of way. Its something I never had time for until now. It both scares and excites me.

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A small talk me and Mikey had with some guys from Grove Street. They were very comfortable talking about past crime stuff around me. I was surprised.

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PAAAARRRRTTTYYYY!!! Need I say more.

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This one... where do I start. A friendly fight I didn’t want to lose, took some coke as a boost. Man did it work well, enough to knock out three guys back to back. But after that fact my chest started to hurt and I couldn’t breathe. Can’t remember much after that. But this is me getting a ride from Malcolm from the hospital afterward. 

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That was after a really crazy event that ended with the old owner of this jewelry store trying to rob the current. Both got shot plus a poor dog. Both damn we dress up well.... All but Brenden, fuck that top hat.

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This is from when me and some of the guys tested out gas with fire vs a car. If done the right way it is quite easy.

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My friend and mentor in the way of criminal shit. I wouldn’t be half the person I am now without his guidance. 

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He called me his sister today. He called me that and a hour later I could have lost him. I’ve felt this pain before, the idea of losing someone you love. Family. Mikey taught me to let people in again, I don’t want to lose him.

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Me and Mikey hanging out at the car show. I came in first place for “Best Color” and won 10k that night.