alyxisd3ad

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never speaking to her again LOLLL still can’t believe she would do some shit like that. i know she wanted him while him and i were together. how could she not ? ugh shes so pathetic i hate her i hate her i hate her so much. i blocked her

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how it feels to give into your hunger urges

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Tristan Elwell

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yeah haha.

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Some low cal snacks (30 snacks!)

1. Apple slices with almond butter – 100 calories

2. Carrot sticks with hummus – 80 calories

3. Rice cakes with avocado – 60 calories

4. Cucumber slices with cottage cheese – 50 calories

5. Greek yogurt with berries – 90 calories

6. Hard-boiled egg – 70 calories

7. Celery with peanut butter – 90 calories

8. Air-popped popcorn (1 cup) – 30 calories

9. Edamame (half cup) – 90 calories

10. Cherry tomatoes – 30 calories

11. Almonds (10 almonds) – 70 calories

12. Sliced bell peppers – 40 calories

13. Cottage cheese (1/2 cup) – 80 calories

14. Baby carrots – 35 calories

15. Low-fat string cheese – 60 calories

16. Turkey roll-ups (turkey slices with lettuce) – 50 calories

17. Watermelon (1 cup) – 45 calories

18. Seaweed snacks – 25 calories

19. Sliced strawberries – 50 calories

20. Zucchini chips (baked) – 40 calories

21. Grapes (1/2 cup) – 50 calories

22. Broccoli with light ranch dip – 70 calories

23. Cherry Greek yogurt (low-fat) – 100 calories

24. Mini rice cakes (1 small bag) – 100 calories

25. Radishes with salt and pepper – 20 calories

26. Snap peas – 40 calories

27. Cottage cheese and pineapple – 80 calories

28. A small banana – 90 calories

29. Light tuna (half a can) – 80 calories

30. Mixed berries (1 cup) – 60 calories

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yeah i fw this

would you survive my d-¡3t? ♡

tinsyheart is my alt user btw !

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i cant wait to be away from him. i genuinely cant remember the last time i didnt feel anxious??

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how can you sleep so peacefully next to me knowing that you pay other girls to talk to them or you pay to watch them fuck themself? and then you come back and look me in my eyes and tell me that im beautiful and you love me. hah. fucking bulllshit i cannot wait to get out of here. im going to very soon. im so done and i wanna scream at you rn but you are sleeping like a fucking baby because you are EVIL i hate you sean

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I think I wasn't supposed to see this

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this is the only place i can post without worry of my bf seeing

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Im so disgusting to look at

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my safe foods / food to eat

- salads (FAV!!)

- burrito bowl

- rice / wrap / bread / noodles

- oatmeal

- most fruits and veges

- coffee/tea (w or w/o milk)

- grilled chicken

- tofu

- any type of beans

- mixed vege rice

- yogurt

- soups (another fav!)

- eggsss

- chia seeds

my fear food / foods to avoid*

- chips / snacks

- chocolate

- fast food

- soda / sweetened drinks

- icecream

- cake / cookies / any type of dessert

- sweets (esp gummies..)

- ramen noodles

* i completely cut off these food bc it triggers binges and i have little self control. i find it better to just restrict it completely so that i have no more cravings

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i just love when my bf calls me a cunt and when i say i dont like it he says “ill switch it to bitch….. yea. live that too. i told him not to say that but he doesnt care

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My mind goes like: “cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself cut yourself”