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The boulder feels conflicted about fighting a blind, young girl

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more eva kids

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彼氏彼女の事情 1998

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you fuckinng dumbasses are wearing glasses during sex?

am i expected to find the g spot by echolocation? 

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geishas son sad fate curse 

much to think about

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okay my brain is absolutely all over the place with that video but i got something i wanna say so bear with me

I think Gil will turn into a monster of failure after he pacts.

It’s obvious now what he wants, what he would wish for, and the thing is, that won’t happen. The Odin we saw in Gil’s dream was perfect, covered in his own symbols, and notably, did not have a stutter for the only time he ‘spoke’ in the video, saying 'thank you for saving me.’ I think those words reference the original The Little Mermaid, where she saves the prince from drowning (which is… interesting, now that I think about it, with Odin’s connection to drowning/his fear of water), as well as the fact that Gil 'saved’ Odin after he crash-landed on his planet.

Anyway, back to the main point. In The Little Mermaid, when she gets rejected by the prince and sees him fall in love with someone else, she turns into seafoam. We’ve already seen this happen with Nevy, after she regained her memories. Since Gil’s sin is envy, and hes already fallen in love with a prince (who probably wont return his feelings), we can assume that something like this will happen to Gil.

This, paired with his hatred for and fear of being a failure, I think that he’s going to be the failed pact we see.

tl;dr Gil will make a pact wish for Odin to love him, which can’t happen, resulting in him becoming a monster of failure

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four humors 

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➕SPICE GIRL➗

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MP100 season 3 spoilers without context:

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I think we should take a moment to appreciate the fact that Nezumi mister i-dont-cry-for-anyone-and-i-dont-get-attached was absolutely ready to give up on life after thinking Shion was dead

He literally crawled to him and laid down to wait for death while the correctional facility crumbled to the ground BECAUSE HE COULDN’T BEAR THE THOUGHT OF SHION DYING thats love people 

im thankful for them every day of my life

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i don’t wanna get shot for saying this but i want people to stop writing books about fangirls and fic writers

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Kiss kiss fall in love do NOT fall in love under any circumstances!

Actually don’t even kiss, just to be safe.

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Hi! I recently finished watching bf and I loved every second of it. I want to know at what point you think Ash fell in love with Eiji? I personally think he started catching feels after Eiji pole vaulted lol

thanks for the question! i think in order to understand when ash fell in love, you have to understand why and how. i’ll try to break it down for you without accidentally writing 50 pages worth, haha. to begin with, i often think of ash’s relationship development with eiji as that one famous quote from john green:

“I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.”

sure, they’re star-crossed, and over the span of 24 episodes it doesn’t seem like it, but it was fast. ash didn’t even see it coming, and there’s really only six stepping stones before it happens.

1. episode 24 provides us with some insight into ash’s first impressions upon their meeting. when eiji asked to see his gun, he was mostly thinking things like, “oh, this guy is too innocent. he’s weird. he doesn’t know a thing about the real world.” his face was carefully blank but he was studying eiji underneath. he didn’t see ibe and eiji as threats or equals in any way. he knew nothing bad would come from it despite finding it tedious. there were more important things going on at the moment anyway, so it didn’t matter to him. this was just another stranger entertained by his glamorized life of crime, and he was indifferent to it.

2. that changed when eiji pole vaulted over the wall to save ash and skipper in an act of bravery. his feelings towards eiji became recognition. he was so taken aback, he couldn’t stop staring. eiji was unpredictable. this guy could fly. he was a bird, he was free. it was clear then that eiji was everything ash wasn’t, and everything he wished he could have been. suddenly, he was an equal. they lived in two completely different worlds and ash was so envious of that, but on the other hand, he actually liked him. no one had ever bothered to help ash out without wanting anything in return, and his disposition was gentle and kind. although ash thought he was the one who was saved, eiji still thanked him for saving his life and even cried for him. because ash had no reason to hurt someone like eiji, who wanted nothing from him, and because eiji was too trusting and innocent to hurt anyone at all, ash let his guard down. big mistake.

3. consequently, he gives eiji a chance. he kisses him, sends a message, asks him to get something done. clumsy as it was, eiji delivers. he meets ash’s best friend, shorter, and they get along great. i believe shorter is a good judge of character and he’s also a best friend to ash, so that’s significant. at this point, ash is aware he can depend on eiji.

4. next, they visit his childhood home in cape cod.i believe the following moments they share indicate the start of ash beginning to feel something for eiji, regardless of whether that something is a small crush or just strong friendship and solidarity. the arc starts off with eiji learning of his past and ash spending quality time with him. they laugh, they talk freely, and eiji asks him questions no one has really bothered to ask him before. interestingly, eiji seeks him out (as seen right before jennifer is killed and they haul ass) and he looks happy to see him. i’m sure this isn’t the only time he’s done so, and this has to be something unusual to ash. he is used to people seeking him out for business or to kill him. eiji also becomes a sort of catalyst in ash making friendships with others. it’s because of him that ash starts to lean on others more often rather than doing everything himself. he starts to like eiji a little more and their relationship suddenly shifts and deepens. it’s so obvious, ibe and yut-lung take notice of it quickly.ash trusts him now. he doesn’t tense up when eiji sneaks up behind his back, he’s comfortable with letting eiji know what he’s working on, they rejoice together and high-five like children when successful. they’re a team. he starts to like eiji a little too much, in fact. by the time he tells eiji to go back to japan, it’s too late. he allowed himself to slip, and now ash, a gang leader, has to actually resort to drinking in order to get his shit together because he can’t stop feeling guilty about it. he’s so in his head about it, he doesn’t even notice max is right next to him and drops his glass in the sink. it’s clear that ash didn’t want to hurt him and he knows he did. naturally, yut-lung sees this as a weakness and promptly carries out his mission, which brings me closer to my conclusion.

5. eiji gets kidnapped. in the height of danger things become a lot more clear to you, and so ash is now forced to face how important he is to him. he’s given a choice: kill your best friend or let eiji die. this is the biggest turning point in their relationship. after this, eiji becomes his rock while grieving. he becomes more important than anyone else. since ash is convinced he’s so monstrous and evil, he decides he can at least protect the one pure thing that’s been in front of him all this time. he can keep eiji from going down the same road he has. eiji doesn’t have to get blood on his hands, because ash can do it for him. 

6. shortly after this cognizance, eiji reveals he’s worried about him and that he feels strongly for him as well. he tells ash he’ll wait for him forever, and that he’ll go crazy if he loses him too. he tells ash he isn’t afraid of him. he tells ash everything he wanted to hear. ash sees this, and he latches onto it so hard. he doesn’t even hesitate to cry and spill his guts out to eiji in the middle of the night after a nightmare. it’s like eiji broke a dam inside of him that has been kept shut since he was eight. and this is when he absolutely, completely falls in love. if i had to pin point an exact scene, i’d say it’s most definitely this one in episode 11.

he’s been waiting. he’s needed comfort and warmth for so long, and finally, eiji is here. eiji promises to stay by his side, even if the world turns on him. eiji accepts his pain and helps him work through it. eiji listens to him. eiji treats his wounds and protects him. eiji falls asleep with him. eiji is patient. eiji cooks for him and nags him like a mother would. eiji’s touches are soothing and have no awful motives. eiji believes in him and his future. eiji gives him a glimpse of a normal life and makes him feel like he could be someone other than a murderer.

you have to understand that ash has never, never had that. he’s said it himself before to blanca. everyone has feared him in some respect. everyone has needed and expected something from him at some point, or taken it from him by force. he grew up on dino’s demands and manipulations. even his friendships were first formed by alliances and/or beneficial circumstances. eiji has no obligations to be there for him, he just wants to be next to him. no one has simply done things for him. eiji is so different from everyone else, and he stood out to ash from the very beginning. ash just didn’t know it at the time. 

we’ve gone through when and how already, now here’s the reason why: 

eiji is the first person to have looked into ash’s eyes and only seen a kind soul, hurting. not a beast, a cold-blooded monster, a sexual weapon, a leader, or a wild lynx. just aslan jade callenreese, lost to the world.

so after such sweet words and actions, of course ash falls.

and he doesn’t stop.

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I hate when u say “deja vu” out loud n someone ur with goes “what was it?” Like bitch we all can barely communicate the most straightforward ideas without utter confusion and chaos…..u rly believe it is within my capacity to explain exactly what fleeting moment of temporal embodiment made me feel like a vague reincarnated ghost girl trapped in a child’s dream??? Surely u are mistaken.

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fanfic titles be like “we have not touched the stars (nor are we forgiven)” and then you look at the tags & the first one is “anal fisting”

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PLEASE FUCKING WATCH THIS MY HEART IS BROKEN