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Little Deaths | a ghostly ot8 story
MDNI 🔞 this is an adult story!!!
La petite mort. ‘the little death' is an expression that refers to a brief loss or weakening of consciousness, and in modern usage refers specifically to a post-orgasm sensation as likened to death.
fem!reader x ghost!Skz
Your driver abandons you at a creepy mansion that turns out to be haunted by 8 cursed, horny ghosts. Their mission is your pleasure.
Word count: 6.8k
Content Warning below
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CW: ot8 are ghosts, drugging/intoxication of reader, seduction?coercion?, sexual acts with ghosts, vaginal fingering, oral sex (m & f), vaginal and anal penetration, blow jobs, double pen in 2 holes, double pen one hole, restraints, rough sex, spitting, it's basically a gangbang, sub reader, there is a part where a cock alternates between readers vagina and anus - this is not recommended irl, choking, name calling, pet names. The sexual acts in this story are not meant to reflect how things work irl.
a/n: this story isn't a love story, like I often write here on this blog. It's basically self indulgent ot8 porn. It's my first oneshot that features all 8 members fully, and it was actually so hard to write. I considered posting this story on my side blog @daydreams-after-dark where I write my unhinged shit, but it took so much energy and thought, that I wanted to keep it over here with my other oneshots of similar length.
I hope you enjoy this oneshot. If you do, please let me know your favourite part, and consider a reblog. x. Sorsha.
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“Ma’m, I think we need to stop the car, this weather is just making it too hard to see.” your driver called over his shoulder. The rain outside was falling harder than ever, and with it being the dead of night, and on a windy deserted road, you knew he was right. It wasn’t safe.
“But where on earth do we stop?” You replied, trying to see out of the window.
“I think I’ve taken a wrong turn.” He said in a shaky voice. “But… I think I’ve found somewhere we can pull over.”
You leaned around to look between the two front seats of the car, and could just make out the shape of a mansion ahead of you. Your driver pulled the car to a stop in front of the dwelling. “Should we go knock on the door?” You wondered, but your driver was getting out of the car and pulled out your suitcase.
“I think so. I could barely see the road.” He insisted.
You let out a big sigh and climbed out of the car. From what you could tell, the mansion was enormous, and very old. 
Stepping up to the front door you saw there was no doorbell. Just a big brass knocker. “You know,” you turn to your driver who plonked down your suitcase beside your feet. “This feels a lot like that Backstreet Boys music video. The one with a haunted mansion.” You gripped the knocker in your hand and knocked three times and waited. “You know, Backstreets Bac-“ You turned to your driver but he was running back to the car, jumping back in and driving away. The fucker! 
“Hey!” You yelled after him, but he was gone.
The big front door creaked open, capturing your attention. A young man with fluffy long blonde hair peeked his head around the door.
“Oh my goodness!” You wailed. “I…it was raining…and…well…my driver…he’s just left me here.”
The young man looked at you curiously. “Come in out of the cold.” He smiled warmly. He immediately put you at ease.
“My name’s Felix.” He said picking up your suitcase.
“Y/n.” You replied following him into the mansion. It was quite dark, but you could make out that you were in a large entry hall, with a grand staircase in the centre.
“You will need to stay the night.” he stated. “I’ll take you to your room.”
“Stay the night?” You turned to him. “But I just need to make a phone call, have someone come collect me.”
Felix shook his head. We haven’t any mobile reception, and the landline is down. Due to the storm.”
You frowned.
“Plus,” he began as he started up the stairs. “No one should be driving in this weather.”
You closed your eyes and sighed. He was right. You followed Felix up the winding staircase and along a dimly lit hall. The place was creepy. It felt deserted and cold. Such a contrast from the man leading you to your room. Felix seemed so warm, like sunshine. Why would someone like him live here?
“Here we are.” He opened a door at the end of the hall. “You will be staying here. I’ll bring you up some supper and a cup of hot…chocolate. Yes, hot chocolate.” he rambled. “Please-” he gestured for you to enter the room and placed your suitcase on the floor beside you.
“Feli-?” you turned to the blond man, but he was gone. Weird. “Felix?” you called and popped your head back out into the hallway. But he had completely disappeared. Vanished into thin air.
Despite the cold emptiness of the mansion, your room was stunning. Even if it did look like it came out of a haunted house movie. It had Victorian gothic themed decor, with a huge bed that had four thick posts, and the bedhead itself was a feature piece. It came almost up to the high ceiling. Dim lamps around the walls illuminated the room. The entire space was grand and of another time.
“I suppose I could spend the night here.” you patted the bed. The bedding seemed freshly cleaned, and you noticed there was no dust on anything. It was like whoever lived here was expecting a guest. Was Felix the only one here? You wondered as you opened your suitcase and pulled out your silk nightie. 
Your sleepwear seemed far too vulnerable and sexy for such a room and as you climbed into the giant bed, you had thoughts of some beast coming and ruining you in your sleep. Maybe you’d need to stay awake just to be safe?
Knock knock. 
You pulled your knees to your chest, and your heart began to pound. Someone’s come to rape you and murder you. Your mind had really spiraled over the past ten minutes.
“Y/n? It’s Felix. I’ve brought you some food and a a-drink.”
You scampered over to the door. “Fel-” you started. But again no one was there. How was he so quick?
On the floor at your feet was a tray with a slice of cake and a big mug of hot chocolate. You took the tray back to your bed. You were hungrier than you thought, practically inhaling the cake within a minute.
You turned your attention to the hot drink, bringing it to your lips and taking a sip. It was delicious. Rich, creamy, with a hint of something you couldn’t put your finger on. You took another sip, allowing the warmth to wash over you. By the time you had drunk the last of it, you were feeling floaty and fuzzy, almost like you were drunk. 
All thoughts about your safety left you as you snuggled down and fell asleep.
Your core ached as you felt your body buzz and swirl. Sensations of cool hands all over your body, caressing your legs, and your breasts, making you moan. More. You needed more. Whatever this was, you had to have more or you’d die. Your body felt hot, like it was on fire, and you needed the relief of the coolness that was caressing you. 
The sensation moved up your inner thigh, while elsewhere on your body it wrapped around your neck. More across your stomach and breasts. It reached the top of your inner thigh and, ‘oh god yes, touch me there’, slipped inside of you. You felt like you were writhing on the bed, back arching off the mattress. But then it seemed you couldn’t move at all. It was like you were being held down. You tried to cry out, the pleasure becoming unbearable, but your mouth was filled with the same coldness that was inside your pussy. Again, your body cried ‘More’. You needed more. The cool sensation then filled you deeper and deeper and stretched you open, fuller, wider than ever before. Your throat felt full too, and you were certain you were going to choke. Your dreamy vision blurred further until you were seeing white, and the tension in your body reached breaking point. A surge of cold energy filled you and your core burst with a relief like you’d never experienced in your entire life. Your walls squeezed and pulsed around the coldness inside of you.
Your eyes flung open. Your chest was heaving. Your body was hot. Your cunt still fluttering. Fuck. That was some dream. You ran your hands over your body, down between your legs. Your panties! They were gone. You sat up abruptly, your eyes darting around to locate your missing underwear. There they were, at the far corner of the bed. Torn. What the actual fuck?
“You did that to yourself, you know.” a voice said from the corner of the room.
“Huh?” your eyes shot to a man sitting in the shadows in the corner. 
“We didn’t touch you.” he added.
You were confused. “We?” you arched an eyebrow, trying to calm your racing heart.
The man disappeared, startling you, then reappeared sitting on the edge of the mattress.
You pulled your knees into your chest. “How the fuck did you do that? Who are you? What are you? How’d you just do that?” you cried shrilly.
The man smiled, his dimpled cheeks and kind eyes making him appear non-threatening. But that didn’t mean he wasn't a psycho killer. A magic psycho killer.
“Here, have another hot chocolate.” he passed you a mug.
The hot chocolate. You scowled at the man. “You drugged me!” you hissed.
The man shrugged. “It’s an ancient remedy. We needed to know if you were compatible with us.”
“Compatible? Compatible for what? What do you mean, ‘us’? You and Felix? What does this drink do?”
“Shh..babygirl. It’s okay.” he hushed you. “The drink merely relaxes you and unlocks what you crave most. I promise it wears off within twelve hours. The drink you had earlier was only one eighth the strength of this one here.” he pointed to the drink in your hands.
You brought the drink to your nose and inhaled. It smelled irresistible, and you resisted the strong compulsion to drink it down. “But why do you want me to drink more? Couldn’t you tell if I was compatible or not from…” 
“You are compatible. It was clear the moment you called for us.” He said simply.
Your eyes widened. “Called for you? But I don’t even know you.” you whispered.
“The coldness you felt.” he leaned closer. “On your body. Inside your body. That was us. You could feel us even though we hadn’t touched you.”
You held your breath.
“We could feel you too. We could feel your desire. Your warmth. You aliveness. Your tightness. It wrapped around us.”  he whispered.
You whimpered. He, they, could feel you? You bit your lip. “So why drink more?” you arched an eyebrow. “If you know I’m compatible with…whatever this is.”
“Because what I’m about to tell you might be,” he sucked in a breath. “Overwhelming.”
You locked eyes with this stranger and carefully took a big gulp of the hot chocolate. You immediately felt a sense of warmth flow through your body and pooling in your core.
“You see, y/n, we’re ghosts.”
You just stared at him. “What?” you laughed. “Just ‘cos you did some magic disappear-reappear thing before, I don’t believe in-” 
The man in front of you turned translucent. Fuck. Your mouth fell open. You could still see him, but his colours were muted, and he wasn’t….solid.
“You’re a fucking ghost?” you choked. This wasn’t happening. Surely the drink has some kind of hallucinogen?
“Y/n, allow me to introduce you to my brothers.” he gestured for you to look around the room. Gradually, seven young, translucent, men emerged from the shadows. 
“Holy shit!” you whispered and swallowed hard.
“My name is Chan.” the dimpled mad said. “And here we have Changbin, Hyunjin, Jisung.” he pointed to three of the men who waved at you. ‘And over there we have Suengmin, Jeongin, Minho, and you’ve already met Felix.”
“Sorry I drugged you.” Felix blushed and lowered his gaze.
“May we come sit on the bed?” the one named Hyunjin asked. “We won’t touch you unless you ask.” he added.
Why did that something to your insides?
You nodded and the ghost men gathered around and hopped on the bed. That’s when you noticed they were all quite young and very handsome. And they were all wearing the same thing. A gold and black silk bathrobe.
The words of Chan resounded in your head. “You called to us”,  “We could feel your desire. Your warmth. You aliveness. Your tightness.” 
You pulled the blanket up higher and stared at your drink, considering whether or not to drink more if it was going to help you relax.
“W-what did you do when I called to you?” you asked in a small voice.
“We came straight away.” Another man said. Seungmin, you think.
“We watched you, kitten.” Minho smirked.
“You were so receptive.” Changbin added.
“Your body begged us to fill you, squeeze you. Fuck you.” Hyunjin said silkily.
“But you didn’t… touch me, right?” 
“No, babygirl. Like I said, your body showed us what you craved most. We didn’t touch you. I promise. But we could feel you.”
“But why do I crave you?” you were confused as to how this could even be happening.
“We think it’s part of the curse.” The chubby cheeked boy, Jisung, said. “Every so often a woman will stumble upon our mansion. We give them a drink,” he nodded to the cup in your hand, “to see if they’re compatible. Sometimes they just sleep soundly.”
“Those ones aren’t compatible.” Seungmin chimes in.
“And some, like you, are receptive.” Jisung continued.
“Compatible.” Added Minho.
You looked around the room. So you craved these… ghosts? Sexually? Was this a trick? You thought about your dream and how incredible it felt to be consumed by whatever it was that was touching you. Would it feel like that?
“What happens when you find a compatible woman?” You were almost afraid to ask.
“We have to pleasure her.” Chan said flatly.
Your eyes flicked to his.
“And what happens if you don’t?”
“We get tortured.”
Your eyes widen. “Tortured? Why? By who?”
“I think we need to tell her the whole story.” Said Jeongin.
Chan rubbed his chin. “Hmm, you’re right.” He took a moment before he spoke.
“Y/n. When we were alive we were… a harem. Or reverse harem, I suppose. We had our Mistress whom we served… sexually. She wasn’t right, in the head. She went mad. She didn’t want us to age, to get older. So she hired a witch who was meant to concoct a spell that would keep us young for eternity. The spell was not only to keep us youthful either, but also bind us,” he looked around at the other men. “To be sex slaves forever.” 
“But it went wrong.” Exclaimed Jisung. “It killed us. Now we’re young, dead, sex slaves forever.” He looked down at the bedspread.
The mood in the room suddenly dropped and you could tell all the men were in a moment of reflection.
“So,” you started slowly. “When a woman comes along who subconsciously requires your… services… then you are bound to fulfill her needs?”
They all nodded.
“Our bodies naturally respond. It’s intoxicating.” Hyunjin said softly. “All of us are aching for you.” His hand reached out and touched your arm. Cold. Cold just like the sensation in your dream.
“What if I say no? What happens?”
“We won’t touch you.” Chan states. 
“But we’d be in pain until the next compatible woman comes along.” Said Felix.
“The urge and desire won’t dissipate until we have found another compatible woman.” added Seungmin.
You considered everything they just told you. It was wild. It was far-fetched, and absolutely unbelievable. But here you were. On a bed with a room full of ghosts. Ghosts that were horny for you. You should say no. But you couldn’t. It seemed you were horny for them too.
They were alluring. Tempting. Could they make you feel the way you did in your dream? They weren’t even touching you then, supposedly, and you wondered what it’d feel like to have them really do those things to you, and more.
You took the cup to your mouth. “What happens if I drink this stronger version?” You looked at Felix.
“It will relax you. But more importantly it shows us what your body truly needs to be sated, and who want to do it to you.” Said Changbin.
“There’s no hiding if you drink that. You won’t be able to hold back.” Minho smirked.
“And everything will feel more intense.” Added Jeongin. 
“Babygirl.” Chan gripped your arm. “You need to give us your permission. Will you let us pleasure you… fuck you until you can’t take any more?”
You bit your lip. “Yes.” you whispered, and gulped the entire drink down. 
“That’s it, baby.”  Clapped Jisung.
“I knew from how hard she came earlier that she’d be up for this.” Seungmin added.
“She’s just drank the whole thing. Chan, that was full strength.” Felix was horrified.
“Means she’ll be pliable, we can do anything.” Seungmin said slyly.
“Well, anything she wants.” Corrected Changbin..
“She’ll want us to do absolutely everything. I can tell. This one’s a fucking freak.” Said Minho.
You immediately became lightheaded. And hot. So fucking hot. You threw the blanket off and started clawing at your skimpy nightie. “Hot!” you cried. “So hot.”
Ice cold hands came to your body, ripping the garment from you, leaving you naked, on fire, your skin burning. “Please!” you cried, searching for the cool relief of those hands.
A hand wrapped around your leg, dragging you into the middle of the mattress. More hands started to explore your body. Firm, freezing, so relieving against your scorching skin. 
You opened your eyes to find that all eight ghosts were surrounding you on the bed. But they weren’t translucent anymore. They appeared as real as living men. “Touch me.” you sobbed as your eyes darted around to each of them.
“Fuck, she’s perfect.” Whispered Jisung.
You didn’t know whose hands were who’s, but there were so many on your body. So cooling to the skin. A hand cupped a breast, while another pinched your other nipple. Your legs were spread wide and a frozen cold tongue pressed against your pussy. 
“Fuck!” you cried out and looked down to find Jisung sucking on your clit. “Fuck! Feels so good.” you panted.
“How does she taste, brother?” someone asked. 
“Like pussy.” he groaned. “I fucking missed this taste.”
While your eyes had rolled back into your head from the intensity of what was happening, you felt your arms being pulled above your head, and soft velvet ropes were tied around your wrists. You looked up behind you to see Minho tying the other ends of the ropes to the headposts. “Kitten likes to be tied up.” he winked at you.
Meanwhile, Jisung had peeled himself away from between your legs and Hyunjin was kneeling between them, gazing at your pussy. Just the way he was looking at you and licking his lips made your cunt gush. He noticed and swiped his finger over your dripping arousal, then took his finger to his lips. He proceeded to wink at you, slip off his robe. With the most deranged look you’d ever seen on a man, he lifted your hips to line your entrance up with his cock, and slammed you onto him. His cock felt like a hard block of ice. Thick, hard, rigid. But so relieving inside your searing heat.
He was so strong, he wasn’t even thrusting. He was simply making you fuck him. The binds on your arms were pulled taut every time you were fully impaled on him.
“So pliable.” Jeongin said as he leaned down to suck one of your nipples. 
“Like a fucking ragdoll.’ Seungmin mused. “Look how her eyes roll back every time he fucks into her.”
It was so hard to focus on where everyone was and what they were doing. All you knew is that you needed them to touch you. You needed Hyunjin to keep doing whatever he was doing. He felt so long, so deep, and after a while the sharp coldness eased off and his cock started to feel more warm. More alive. You weren’t sure whether your body was warming him up, or if he was cooling you down.
Your core tightened, your orgasm was approaching fast. As if on cue, a finger landed on your clit, and rubbed hard, rough circles on it.
“Please…please…I’m gonna…I…I…so close..” you cried and babbled. 
Hyunjin thrust you onto you harder, digging his fingers into your flesh, and the fingers on your clit became more forceful.
“It’s okay, Hyunin’s gonna make you cum.” Chan cooed.
A sudden powerful surge of cold energy exploded inside your cunt, causing your walls to automatically contract around it. “Holy fucking shit!” you panted. “I’m…fuck!!!” your walls clenched tighter than they ever had before, and you were coming so hard you thought your body had split apart. It felt as though your entire pelvic region was pulsing around Hyunjin’s cock. It lasted so long, maybe an entire minute, and by the time you came down, you were sobbing. Hyunjin leaned over and took you in a deep kiss before slipping out.
“No! No!” you cried out. You were too empty now. Your body relaxed into the bed when a few sets of lips soothed you through kisses to your body. “More.” you whispered softly.
“Shh. You’re gonna be plenty filled tonight, baby.” Jisung whispered in your ear, before he hooked his hands under your arms and dragged you so your head hung off the edge of the mattress. He opened his robe to reveal his delicious cock, and you immediately opened your mouth for him. He smirked as he pushed his cock into your warm, wet mouth. He too was was ice cold, but you noticed he began to warm up quickly. 
“Baby likes to choke on big cocks, huh?” he snarled. “I never expected such a perfect little lady to turn up on our doorstep tonight.” he pushed himself all the way into the back of your throat. You couldn’t breathe. But you didn’t care. Right now being filled with cock was more important to your survival than air. 
“Fuck. You can see it pressing into her throat.” Jeongin hissed. He was setting himself up to fuck you now. 
“If you put your hand on her neck, you can feel it.” Jisung said excitedly.
Jeongin reached up and pressed his hand to your neck, squeezing your throat and making Jisung feel so much bigger. He pulled out to let you catch your breath, and then he was stretching your throat out again.
Jeongin twisted your lower half so you were on your side from your waist down. He straddled your bottom leg, pinning it into position, whilst lifting your upper leg to rest on his shoulder. He pressed his hips, pushing his cock into you, and immediately started fucking you fast. He was hitting you so deep that you were certain he was pushing your cervix deeper and deeper into your body, and the way Jisung seemed to be pushing deeper and deeper into your throat, you thought they would eventually meet up in the middle.
Your hands were guided to wrap around two rock hard, ice cold cocks. You had no clue who they belonged to. You didn’t care. All these ghost men were fuckable. You wanted to touch and feel every single one of them.
“Grrr…I’m fucking coming.” cried Jeongin. 
“Let’s cum in her at the same time.” Said Jisung.
Then you felt it. The same as with Hyunjin. The cold surge of energy, filling you up from both ends. Your back arched off the bed as you came again. Your hands squeezed around the cocks you were holding. Cries and hisses rang out around the room at the sight before them.
“Good girl. So fucking good.” Purred Jisung as he eased his cock from your mouth. 
“Noooo!” You cried. He leaned down and kissed you. Baby, I’m gonna fuck you so good later. I already know what you’re gonna want me to do.” He winked.
Jeongin was gone too. The dicks in your hands also gone, and you whimpered at so much loss. You didn’t have time to cry for too long when you were suddenly dragged by your feet further onto the bed and flung into your stomach. “You’re such a filthy little slut, pup.” Seungmin laid against you, whispering nasty words in your ear. He’d grasped your arms, holding them both behind your back with one hand. Your hair was plastered on your cheek, and he spat on it before pushing your face against the mattress below.
“Please-” you choked. 
“Oh, my slutty little pup. I know exactly what you want. But I wanna hear you say it for the whole class to hear.”
How does he know? You wondered to yourself in your delirious state. Seungmin pressed the length of his hardness against your ass. 
“Please…fill my ass.” You sobbed. A collective hum spread around the room at your admission.
“That’s right.” Seungmin pressed his tip against your rim. You still weren’t used to how cold their cocks were to begin with. “Such a slut wanting me to put it in without loosening you up first.” He spat on the side of your face again, his saliva sticking in your hair. You needed him to hurry. You needed him to fill you. You were so fucking empty. 
Seungmin’s cock breached your rim as he pressed his body further on top of you. The stretch felt overwhelmingly satisfying, while the coolness of his cock soothed the sting. The feeling of being trapped beneath him, arms held tight behind you, the feeling of helplessness intensified your need for him to penetrate you.
Finally, his hips met the curve of your ass cheeks. “Such a tight little hole. He grunted as he started to grind against you. “Not sure how tight it’ll be by morning.” He whispered low in your ear. He started with a slow, steady pace, allowing your body to warm his cock. “Harder…harder.” You mumbled into the mattress. 
Seungmin growled and fucked into you, pressing your face further into the mattress. It felt like he was fucking you forever, yet not long enough. You were mumbling and dribbling all over the bed. Then, the familiar feeling of what seemed to be their orgasms, filled you once again, making you come hard. Your cunt clenched around nothing, and you were already desperate to have someone fill it again. 
It was as though Minho read your mind, and as soon as Seungmin dislodged himself from your ass, he was dragging you to the otherside of the bed. He stood on the floor and pressed your legs up into a mating press position and drank you in with hungry eyes. “I love watching my cock sink into a pussy.” He said. “Watch with me.”
You looked down just in time to see his cock push inside of you. “Kittie’s hungry.” He smirked as you sucked in his entire cock, and glanced up at you. “Does it feel good?” He asked.
You nodded fervently. “Yes! So good.” You squeaked. He cocked an eyebrow. “What about your ass?” He pulled out of your cunt and pushed fully into into your ass.
“Fuck! So deep. So fucking deep.” You cried. This position allowed Minho to reach the deepest part of you. He fit your cunt so well, but, oh fuck, he felt incredible in your ass too. You wanted him to fuck both hol-
“You really are filthy.” Minho said disbelief. He pulled out of your ass and plunged back into your pussy.
You knew, you really knew, that this wasn’t a good idea, but you wanted him to do it so fucking bad. And he knew! He knew what you wanted. They all seemed to know. You didn’t have to say a word and they knew all the filthy things you craved.
You glanced around you to see some of the others had gathered around to watch Minho fuck your pussy, then your ass, then back to your pussy, while he held you still on the bed.
“Look how her holes stay open waiting for him to put it back in again.” Felix said mesmerised.
Despite your delirium, you had an idea. You wanted someone to finger fuck you when Minho was in your ass. He pulled out of your cunt once more and as he pushed back into your now gaping asshole, Changbin slipped two fingers into your pussy. 
“That’s it, Bunny. Binnie’s fingers stretch you good don’t they?” He purred.
Your hands flailed around looking for cocks to jerk off, relieved to find Felix and Jeongin in your hands. “My mouth! Need someone in my mouth.” You whimpered.
“Fuck, she’s perfect.” Cooed Jisung again. “Chan, you should fill her mouth. She’s begging you.”
“Yeah Channie, you haven’t felt her. She’s fucking incredible.” Seungmin encouraged. 
Yes. You wanted Chan in your mouth. “Please.” You were crying because you wanted it so bad. Chan straddled your chest and pressed the tip of his cock against your lip. “Open wide, babygirl. Daddy needs to make you choke.”
Your eyes rolled back into your head as he pushed his cock into your mouth. “That’s it. Suck on it.” He pushed deeper.
Minho picked up his pace, slamming into your ass at an alarming pace, and Changbin was digging into your g-spot aggressively. You were feeling so used, but at the same time so special.
“Changbin’s got four fingers in you, baby. You should see your pretty little holes.” Jisung panted as he fucked into his own hand. 
Chan gripped your hair and started to fuck your throat at the same rhythm as Minho was fucking your ass. You didn’t know why taking their cocks down your throat was so incredibly arousing, but it was. You couldn’t get enough. It was almost like you didn’t need to breathe when they were in your mouth, and you wondered if it was some weird ghost magic.
You were pinned down and held still as they forced another orgasm out of you. How much more could your body take? You hadn’t even fucked all of them yet. You started to feel drowsy and your eyes fluttered closed. Chan withdrew his cock from your mouth, and some saliva dribbled down your chin. 
“Babygirl.” He stroked your cheek. “Are you okay? You need to wake up for us. You still need more to be sated.”
Minho and Changbin pulled out of you too and came up to check on you. 
“We can’t keep doing this if you’re asleep, pretty lady.” Felix stroked your hair and gazed down at you. 
You opened your eyes and grinned with a fucked out expression. “Why am I empty?” You whispered.
“Atta girl.” Chan slapped your face, pulling you out of your sleepy moment, and just like that you were ready for more.
“Come ride me, bunny.” Changbin coaxed you over by gripping his cock and pumping it a few times. You licked your lips and crawled towards him, and a few hard slaps landed on your ass as you did so.
Changbin had a thick cock. Maybe the thickest you’d ever seen. You threw a leg over him and reached down to line his cock up with your entrance. You both sighed in relief as you slid effortlessly onto his thickness and immediately began to roll your hips. “Fuck, yeah, bunny. Still so tight, even after we’ve fucked you open.”
You grinned down at him as you found a rhythm with him rolling his hips up into you in the most delicious way. “Kiss me.” he sighed, and pulled you down on top of him and captured you in a deep kiss. You melted against him, as he cupped your ass and pulled your cheeks apart. You panted into Chanbgin’s mouth. “You want Felix at the same time?” he whispered. You nodded.
Like clockwork, you felt the mattress dip behind you. “It’s okay, love. Lixi’s gonna help keep you feeling full.” he positioned himself behind you and lined himself up with your ass. 
Although your ass had been stretched by two cocks already, Felix was met with some resistance due to Changbin already filling you up so good. But Felix persevered, pressing and pushing until he was fully seated inside of you.
A few of the other men gasped at the sight of seeing you filled like this. 
“Felix,” said Changbin. “You know what she wants us to do. Are you ready to give it to her?” Felix grabbed hold of your hips, pressing his fingers into you hard, and began to fuck you with hard, sharp thrusts. He snapped his hips quickly, forcing you to cry out in choked sobs. At the same time, Changbin gently rolled his hips up into you. The difference in technique and pace was driving you insane. The feeling of both your holes stretched like this was overwhelming. They were going to break you into pieces. You were sure of it. You were crying and sobbing, eventually collapsing onto Changbin and letting them fuck you dumb. Drool was dribbling out of your mouth onto Changbin’s shoulder, and you felt like you were losing your sense of consciousness.
“P-please…please…ruin me…fuck me…feels s’good…so deep… full.” You babbled.
“She’s so dumb from cock. Look at her. Eyes unfocused. Drooling.” Minho observed. 
“Her cunt is gushing around Binnie too. You all know what she wants next, don’t you?” Jisung winked at Chan. 
“C’mon fellas. Fuck her harder. She’ll fall asleep if you’re too gentle.” Minho snickered.
Both Changbin and Felix doubled down, both finding a matching rhythm, and slamming into your holes. Even though you knew what to expect from theirs orgasms, it still hit you hard, taking you over the edge with them. The three of you were a trembling mess by the time they pulled out of you.
“Pup, show us your pretty used holes.” Seungmin requested. You happily obliged by leaning your head into the bed, ass in the air, and spreading your cheeks with your shaky hands. 
Whines, whimpers, sighs, and mumbled “fucks” filled the room as they all gazed hungrily at your sloppy, used holes. “Fuck, I wish I could ejaculate. I’d cum all over that ass.” sighed Hyunjin.
“I’d fucking cum in there and watch it ooze out.” added Minho.
“Babygirl.” Chan had laid himself on his back, leaning against the pillows. “My turn to feel your pussy. I’m out of patience.” 
You sauntered over to him, and kissed him. “Turn around, babygirl. Show ‘em how you ride reverse.” You straddled him, reverse cowgirl, and swallowed up his cock whole. Chan’s cock was ice cold like the rest of the men, but he was much, much bigger. He stretched you out like you were made for him. “That’s it. There you go. There you go.” he cooed once you planted your feet into the mattress and used your legs as leverage to bounce yourself up and down his length. 
All eyes were on your hole swallowing Chan’s cock, and then sliding up to reveal just how wet and slippery you were. Hyunjin was lying on his stomach watching everything curiously. A few of the others were pumping their still hard cocks. You even noticed a couple of the men were translucent again.
You eyes landed on the one man you hadn’t fucked yet. Jisung. He looked at your pussy desperately, like he was in pain. He needed you. He looked up, locking eyes with you, and in an instant, he crawled over to you. “Hey baby. You ready for me?” he grinned.
“I am.” you whimpered.
“Okay, lean back on me…that’s it.” instructed Chan. “Let’s push your legs up. Good girl. That’s it. Make room for Jisung.”
Jisung kneeled in front of you and rubbed his cock against your clit. “Please.” you plead. You watched as Jisung pushed against your entrance, beside Chan, and when the tip slipped in you cried out. “Fuck.” you squeaked. “It’s so…fuck…the stretch…it’s” your hands gripped onto Jisung’s arms to hold yourself in place as Jisung pushed further into your cunt. 
Jisung’s cock was cold, where Chan’s had warmed up and the difference in temperature allowed you to feel the two distinct penises that were inside you.
“I’m gonna push all the way in now, baby.” Jisung pushed his hips hard, and with your pussy so wet, it gave way just enough for the rest to slip in.
“Fuck, it’s so tight.” Jisung’s eyes squeezed closed. 
“Full…S’full.” You groaned.
“Stuffed full of cock.” Seungmin admired.
The other men had gathered around and watched in awe as they watched your pussy being fucked by two cocks at once. Chan continued to hold your legs up out of the way while he fucked you from below. Han leaned over you as he snapped his hips as vigorously as your cunt would allow.
‘’Open.” demanded jisung. You opened your mouth for him and he spat into it before crashing his mouth onto yours. Apparently ghosts don’t ejaculate, but oddly enough they have saliva. 
“This what you wanted, babygirl?” Chan nibbled your neck. You answered with a whimper. 
“You love being stretched like this. Filled so deep with cock?” Jisung said, panting. “You don’t have to say anything. We already know. We know how after this you want us to all take turns double penetrating you.”
You moaned in agreement.
“One in the pussy…one in the ass. Or two in your tight cunt like right now.” Jisung pressed his mouth against your ear. “Maybe even two in the ass?” he whispered. “Maybe we should get everyone to pair up ready?” 
You yelped, and clenched tighter around the two men.
“She likes that idea.” Chan chuckled.
“Well it’s her idea, remember? We’re the sex slaves.” Jisung grunted as he pushed in as deep as possible.
“Good thing our erections last so long. Our pretty Babygirl is so needy. Lucky we're here to take care of her.”
Your body felt floppy, like they could bend you and stretch you however they wanted, and your body would accommodate. All of your attention was focused on the sensation in your core. You felt so full. Their cocks reaching deep inside you. What state would it be in when they’re finished? You didn’t care because after this you wanted them to do it all again. 
Jisung changed his angle to concentrate on your g-spot, causing your body to start shaking. It was simultaneously too much and not enough. You were a helpless, sobbing mess, needing to come, but not wanting to yet.
Minho and Felix moved closer, one on either side of you, and took hold of your trembling legs, freeing up Chan’s hands.
Subconsciously, your hands found their cocks and you started to jerk them off.
“You gonna come with us, babygirl? I can feel you’re so close.” Chan encouraged as he wrapped a hand around your neck to choke you.
Jisung sat back on his knees and began to rub your clit as he and Chan continued to abuse your pussy with hard, relentless thrusts.
You threw your head back, wanting to cry out, but with Chan’s hand squeezing you, it turned into a gurgling sound. Hands groped at your tits, most likely Minho and Felix while they held your legs. You felt the tip of a cock on your cheek, and Chan turned your head so you could open up for Changbin.
You couldn’t hold on any longer. 
“That’s it, babygirl… let go.” Chan whispered.
“Come for us.” Hyunjin said. Words of encouragement resonated around the room.
The tension inside you snapped, setting off your orgasm. Your cunt clamped down, causing Chan and Jisung to come too, moaning and cursing under their breaths. The force of both of their cold energies extended your orgasm, thrusting you into a new realm of pleasure. It had you pulsing, squeezing, shaking, and then squirting all over their cocks.
“Fuck, she squirted so much! Like a fucking faucet.” Someone growled. 
Changbin came in your mouth, and with Chan still choking you, it heightened the feeling of your orgasm and you squirted a second time. 
“Good fucking girl.” Purred Chan as he continued to roll his hips into you.
“She’s the most compatible we’ve ever seen.” Noted Jeongin.
“We’re gonna pull out now, baby.” Jisung stroked your cheek. You grasped his arm and shook your head.
“No! Need more!” You sobbed.
“I thought she was meant to be satisfied by now.” Said Hyunjin, confused.
“It’s like the more we give her, the more she needs.” Observed Felix.
“We have to keep going until she’s satisfied.” Confirmed Minho.
“What a fucking shame.” Sneered Seungmin as he approached the bed and pulled Jisung out of your cunt and lined himself up.
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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Algunas veces siento que soy demasiado dramatica, a veces siento que no lo soy pero totalmente me adelanto a pensar cosas tragicas antes de escuchar las versiones de las personas, y cuando lo hacen algunas otras pienso que todo es una mentira y que me ocultan la verdad porque solo no se pudo seguir con su plan y me eligieron nuevamente como opción.
Es algo que debía decirte para que me pudieras entender un poco más sobre como funcionan las cosas en mi cabeza y tal vez no logres entenderlo porque no tienes consciencia de lo mal que la pasé en el pasado, no tienes porque preocuparte demasiado, siempre me dejo hacer mierda y luego estoy feliz.
Espero que contigo no sea el caso porque me siento tan bien estando contigo, en otro tema, mañana cumplimos un mes por fin. Estoy bastante emocionada y algo nerviosa porque no tengo planeado mucho y no creo que se pueda hacer lo que pienso porque debes estar ocupada y bueno, al menos espero que poder darte las cartas me haga sentir mejor.
Hoy fui a comprar al super y compré natillas para llevarle a la universidad, estoy emocionada, hace años que no como una natilla, la primera persona que me las enseñó fue mi hermana y recuerdo que me compró varias de los sabores que había para que las probara, y es acá donde comienzo a contarte algo mío muy personal.
Mi hermana mayor es mi todo, justo ahora la relación no es tan buena pero recuerdo mucho de cuando era chiquita y la adoro con todo mi ser, totalmente daría mi vida por ella, recuerdo que se hacía cargo de mi, me defendia, me compraba todo lo que quería e incluso una vez encontré una carta que me había escrito donde decía que era su princesa y que era la mayor razón que tenía para estar bien y feliz, mi hermana se convirtió en alguien demasiado importante para mi pero con el tiempo todo se fue deshaciendo, ojalá pudiera arreglar las cosas pero siempre pienso en que lo malo es malo y no tiene arreglo.
En cierta parte, contar cosas personales me hace ponerme incomoda porque es una puerta abierta para que la gente me lastime, y aunque lo trato en terapia siempre me niego a abrir las puertas con todos, es raro que quisiera contarte algo así en una carta donde se supone que debería hablar de lo afortunada que soy de tenerte conmigo y de lo enamorada que me siento porque es la ultima en si, así que aprovecho a decir que te amo con todo mi ser, y perdoname si a veces me adelanto a sacar teorías tontas, en el pasado fui muy lastimada de maneras que ni siquiera te imaginas y estoy traumada, lo trabajo pero tengo recaídas todo el tiempo, agradezco el trabajo duro que haces por mantenerte conmigo y tenerme tanta paciencia, de verdad no sabes lo afortunada que me siento al tener una persona así conmigo, haces que te ame más de lo que te amo y admire tu persona por no hacerme peor el trabajo sino que me aligeras las cosas y te quedas ahí con una conducta de paz.
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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Es la penultima carta que escribo y creo que va a ser una de las más largas, este día no pude hablar contigo y me siento un poco triste, intentaré no demostrarlo tanto porque sé que estás ocupada en cierto modo y no quiero agobiarte.
Hoy fue un día dificil, expresar mis sentimientos siempre me hace sentir mal y no me ayuda demasiado, así que estoy bastante sensible porque fui a terapia, desearía que estuvieras acá conmigo un rato y me dieras mimos.
Compré helado porque hacía calor y porque me sentía mal, creo que eso mejoró un poco las cosas, llegué a casa y luego fui a comprar unas cosas, me di cuenta de la importancia que tienen todas las personas en mi vida, apesar de que no aporten mucho o eso.
Compré un nuevo conjunto de ropa, es verde y tiene perlas, se ve muy lindo en realidad.
Ñoqui está acostado junto a mi mientras escribo esto y creo que está teniendo una sesión de baño porque no deja de bañarse las patitas y la carita.
Me pregunto si winnie y ñoqui se llevarían bien.
Estoy algo nerviosa porque ya casi es 11, tengo mucho miedo de darte las cartas porque siento que no son algo suficiente y no tienen mucho sentido, prometo que las proximas van a ser mejores.
Repito que es un día dificil y me duele el cuerpo y los ojos, hoy aprendí algo nuevo y es que no me quiero ir de aquí, solo quiero dejar de sentir lo malo que pasa, y entonces pude ver que si tengo grandes avances y que mi terapia realmente funciona pero es normal tener recaídas.
No sé como hacer para llamar tu atención y que vengas conmigo pero quisiera hablar contigo acerca de como me va y como te va, creo que me alegraría demasiado conocer cosas básicas sobre si ya comiste, si estas bien, si duermes, como está tu familia.
Comencé a escribir esta carta desde el la mañana y fui poniendo cosas que me pasaban, así que repito, perdón si las cartas no tienen sentido, intento hacer lo que puedo para abrirme un poco y dejarte conocerme al igual que es como un ejercicio para soltarme y aprender hablar más sobre mis sentimientos y que me puedas entender el sentimiento y lo que siento por ti.
Son las 5:23 y no he comenzado hacer las cosas que debería hacer porque estoy bastante mal como para hacerlo, es un caso de emergencia porque me encuentro mal pero me da mucha pena buscarte porque no quiero molestar así que pretendo quedarme sufriendo en silencio y esperar a que aparezcas para contarte un poco de mi sufrimiento.
Son las 6:20 y estoy triste porque preparé fetuccini y me salió mal, le faltó que terminara de hacerse la pasta y sabe fea, la comí igual pero triste.
Me siento demasiado triste este día, es como si todas las emociones se vinieran juntas cerca de mi y no encontrara un motivo para sentirme mejor, ni siquiera ahora en pensar en que vengas me hace sentir mejor, perdí la esperanza de que vengas hoy a platicar conmigo, supongo que a veces tengo que ser fuerte sola, cierto?. No te preocupes cuando leas esto, estoy bien seguramente para ese entonces.
Estoy escuchando a mitski y me hace sentir un poco mejor, voy a comenzar a escribir un poco sobre las cosas de la escuela y luego haré cualquier cosa que me haga sentir menos peor:D
Terminaré esta carta aquí porque se me hace un poco vago el estar pensando cosas sin sentido y escribirlas, me pregunto si te sientes bien estando así, me aterra la idea de que no me extrañes, me da miedo porque eso solo tiene una conclusión, no quiero hablar de eso, estoy bien:D
te amo mucho florecita
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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Esta es la última carta de la primera vez que te doy cartas, estoy emocionada porque acabé las cartas a tiempo y me sentí muy bien escribiendote sobre mi vida y lo que pasaba a mi alrededor, tal vez se perdió un poco el objetivo principal pero prometo hacerlo mejor la próxima vez, me queda agradecerte si es que te tomaste el momento de leer carta por carta porque es como sostener un pedacito de mi, no estoy segura de si estas cartas las enviaré digitales o las escribiré en la libreta de cartas pero de alguna u otra manera van a llegar a ti, decidí hacer esto para que puedas tener una parte de mi más trabajada y poder sacar mis emociones de manera sana y eso, agradezco cada momento desde que te conocí, y aunque no he dicho nada aún quiero decirte gracias por permanecer en mi vida como un ser de luz, feliz primer mes mi vida<3 no tienes una idea de cuanta emoción siento ahora de poder festejar contigo este mes, espero que la vida me alcance para celebrar muchos más y poder ir mejorando, espero pronto poder darte regalos más significativos, por ahora estoy tremendamente orgullosa de todo lo que logramos y vamos a seguir logrando, estoy enamorada de ti y de todas esas cosas que te hacen ser tú, siempre te digo que tienes demasiada bondad para dar, y aunque aún no descubro una manera interesante y buena para poder describir como te veo, prometo hacerla y hasta ese entonces trabajar muy duro para poder darte algo a tu nivel, te amo mucho mi preciosa, feliz primer mes de muchos <3
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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En la carta anterior dije que haría algo así como una carta con cosas que quisiera que conocieras de mi pero me conozco tan poco que preferí no hacerlo y concentrarme en otra cosa, de igual manera terminaré haciendolo aunque no lo hayas pedido, hoy fue un día medio raro pero supongo que estuvo mejor que los anteriores, no tengo casi nada que comentar acerca de hoy, solo quiero que llegue el momento en que estemos juntas hablando y me digas que me amas tanto como yo te amo a ti, esta vez la playlist que elegí para escribir me está torturando silenciosamente.
no tiene nada que ver pero estoy nerviosa porque mañana (9 de marzo) tengo que ir con mi psicologa y lo mas probable es que termine llorando porque me van a mandar al hospital, solo era un dato curioso, mañana voy a ser tan sincera con ella que le va a dar un infarto en el consultorio, posiblemente mañana necesite más de ti y esté pegajosa a ti, así que, le pido a tu tú del futuro que le diga a tu yo del pasado que me trate como si fuera lo más delicado del mundo.
no quiero escribir estas cartas tan largas porque me da miedo que te de pereza leer cada una, pero espero que de verdad puedas tomarte el tiempo para leer cada una y hacerme sentir mejor por escribirte tantas cartas que posiblemente no tengan sentido, pero entiendeme, es mi primera tanda de cartas, a la proxima lo haré mucho mejor:D
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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Esta carta es la septima, estoy un poco confundida porque comencé a escribirla pero algo salió mal y se borró todo (de nuevo), compré una bolsa de papitas para relajarme y escribir esto de una manera linda, a lo largo de mi vida he escrito demasiadas cartas que nunca pude mandar a la gente, la mayoría era algo así como persona que se iban de mi vida y les dejaba saber que aceptaba su salida y les agradecía lo que me enseñaron o incluso el daño que me hicieron, nunca escribí cartas de amor como tal, ahora estoy comenzando recién y siento que se me da mejor expresarme triste o enojada que enamorada, igual es un proceso y debería de atenderlo como se merece, la practica me va ayudando o eso creo.
Hoy no tengo mucho para decir, estoy un poco nublada de la mente pero igual no quería dejar el día importante sin una carta, en otras cuestiones tengo un dolor de cabeza enorme que siento que me explota, ojalá en estos momentos estuviera contigo y me cuidaras un poco con tus abrazos y besitos y un paño de agua fría en la frente, a veces (siempre) te necesito cerca de mi, para que me ayudes a curarme fisica y emocionalmente, no totalmente porque no es tu trabajo pero si dandome apoyo moral y unos cuantos besitos.
He estado pensando en abrir un labial rojo que compré hace como medio año pero nunca lo usé porque al parecer el rojo no es mi color, quiero hacerte una hoja en la libreta de conejito una pagina llena de besos y palabras de afirmación, oh, por cierto, compré unos anillos para las dos, no sé cuando los vaya a tener pero el pago está hecho, si no te voy a ver al menos prometo enviarte un paquete a tu casa para que veas que existo y que estoy enamorada.
Decidí dejar los dibujos fuera de esto puesto que soy malisima haciendolos y por primera vez me di cuenta, también soy mala expresandome pero al menos lo hago menos peor, estoy tratando de contarte más acerca de mi, quiero que sea más divertido e interesante que estar leyendo cartas donde dicen lo mismo cada tanto y se torne aburrido, igual intento hacerlas cortas para que no se te dificulte tanto leerlas si no tienes tiempo, en la proxima carta prometo contarte un poco más sobre mi y lo que me gusta, espero que cuando leas eso me regreses los datos pero ahora contigo, me gusta mucho aprender sobre ti y conocerte mejor, así que creo que terminaré esta carta aquí y comenzaré hacer la de mañana, gracias si estas leyendo esto, solo es una manera tonta de hacerte consciente de lo mucho que te amo y me importas:( te amo mucho mi estrellita
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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Sexta y pequeña carta porque sabes lo que pasó y realmente no tuve tiempo de escribirte como me hubiera gustado, por hoy y por ayer solo me queda agradecerte lo que haces por mi, el consuelo que me bridas, el apoyo que siempre está ahí, las palabras de aliento, la esperanza y todas esas cosas significativas, te amo y solo tengo palabras ahora para demostrar lo agradecida que estoy por tenerte a mi lado, tienes un impacto muy duro en mi vida y no puedo evitar sentirme así, no puedo decirlo correctamente como amo y anhelo siempre tu presencia, me eres de gran ayuda y una fuente de amor incondicional sin falta de mencionar la generosidad que brindas siempre, pequeños actos hacen grandes cambios y con todo lo que haces me iluminas la vida, espero en algún futuro poder regresar todo el apoyo que me das, te amo y te agradezco cada acto de amor que tienes para mi
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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Es el quinto día que te escribo y esta vez solo quería contarte que no me siento muy bien, sé que las cartas van con un sentido más amoroso pero también es para contarte un poco más sobre mi y poder conocernos mejor, son días dificiles para mi pero sentir que estás cerca de mi me hace sentir mucho mejor, siento que no estoy sola, que tengo una persona que confía en mi y que me quiere aunque sea un desastre, hoy justamente fue muy dificil para mi pero claramente no pienso hablar del tema para no sentirme peor, estoy esperando tu mensaje desde ya para poder sentir que mi día mejora un poco pero no llega el mensaje, y es acá donde me pongo a pensar en que algunas veces solo necesito un poco de ti para sentirme mejor y volver con mi día, a veces odio que estés tan ocupada pero siempre entiendo el punto y no quiero que te sientas mal por eso, es solo un pensamiento interno, hoy salí de la uni a comer afuera del salón con unas compañeras y vi muchos pajaritos, llevaba unas mantecadas aparte de mi comida y comencé a darle mantecada al pajarito, se la comía muy feliz y llegaron como otros 4, estuve dandoles ahí de comer un ratito, convivir con la naturaleza me hace sentir feliz puesto que es mi única manera de sentir que no estoy sola y que hay seres que son buenos y tienen hasta cierto punto un profundo respeto por los demás, estos días también he estado pensando en buscar un lugar o algo donde pueda ayudar a los refugios o algo así, me gusta mucho pasar tiempo con los animalitos, son muy tiernos y respetuosos, hoy también me contaron que un chico se suicidó y me comencé a sentir un poco mal aunque no lo conocía, creo que a veces la vida se siente agotadora y como una persona que sufrió de algo parecido me dio escalofríos el pensar en que sus ultimos momentos la pasó mal, y ahora pienso en que tal vez cuando de consulta y un paciente me llegue así no voy a poder atenderlo bien, en fin, ese es otro tema y da igual.
Hoy también estuve haciendo dibujitos que me recordaban a ti, estuve entretenida haciendolos en una clase que tuve que estaba demasiado aburrida, me hizo sentir un poco mejor el estar concentrada pensando en ti, creo que encontré calma en ti.
Estaba leyendo de nuevo mi libro favorito de poemas y leí uno que me gusta mucho, creo que más lejos de lo que significa es el significado que yo le doy, no me gusta la palabra dedicar así que te diré que te ofrezco un poema. se llama "amor, de tarde" es de benedetti
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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decidí escribir esta carta en la noche porque es cuando me siento más inspirada, estaba escuchando una canción que me recuerda mucho a una de mis peliculas favoritas ya que tiene una escena muy linda, aunque me da pena admitir que me gusta la pelicula, pero ese es otro tema, estuve considerando mis pensamientos nuevamente y estuve un poco más tranquila, la verdad es que estoy un poco triste y te necesito en este momento, nunca entiendo como es que la puedo pasar tan mal cuando estoy tan bien, así que pensaba en ti dandome un abrazo que tanto necesito para sanar todo lo malo que hay alrededor de mi, quisiera que estuvieras cerca para poder sostenerte en mis brazos mientras te digo todo lo que te amo y te necesito.
Escribo esta segunda parte de la carta unas horas después de eso ultimo puesto que ya estaba demasiado triste al punto de llorar, así que ahora me puse a pensar en lo que pasamos a diario y me siento tan afortunada de tenerte y de saber que nos elegimos para estar juntas, justo al escribir la carta comenzó "mi kryptonita" y dios es una canción tan tonta pero que me recuerda tanto a cuando nos estabamos conociendo, literalmente la escuchaba todo el día y pensaba en ti, escucharla ahora me hace sentir débil, tengo un problema con relacionar canciones contigo pero es que no puedo dejar de hacerlo, cada canción linda que aparece me recuerda lo mucho que te amo, es hora de decir que la música es algo demasiado importante dentro de mi vida y a veces es mi manera de comunicar mis emociones, así que por favor escucha todas las canciones que te dedique porque tal vez hay muchas pistas dentro.
Pasó otro momento desde que escribí el segundo parrafo y no me has hablado, supongo que debes estar demasiado ocupada pero me gustaría saber de ti y que está pasando, a veces te extraño más de lo que me gustaría, necesito sentir que me extrañas también, quiero mimos y tener mensajes tuyos todo el día, igual te voy a esperar porque sé que no lo haces con malas intenciones, solo estás ocupada y bueno, te escribiré un poco más en el chat y creo que terminaré la carta aquí antes de seguir divagando, prometo hacer las proximas cartas mucho mejores, con mejor redacción y contenido, te amo mucho mi preciosa<3
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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Compuesto de la tercera carta, 03/03/24
Esta carta la recuerdo un poco más y decía algo como:
Es dificil expresar con palabras vagas lo que siento, especialmente cuando me la paso rodeando mi cabeza sobre ti y todo lo que haces, estuve pensando de nuevo en que la distancia no me es suficiente para dejar de amarte o querer sentirte cerca de mi, y aunque me olvidé de mencionarte en la carta anterior, voy a escribirte cada momento del día, es como dejar una carta abierta pero con un final y pienso en hacerlo con tranquilidad para que puedas digerirlo bien.
Estuve pensando lo suficiente como para caer en la idea de que aunque no puedo verte ni tenerte cerca, tu amor sigue siendo un consuelo y una inspiración para detener los pensamientos malos y adorarte como te mereces, algunas veces suelo cerrar los ojos y pensar en ti junto a mi, estar recostadas llenandonos de besos la cara, sentir esa conexión profunda, mi corazón está desesperado por sentir al tuyo latiendo con fuerza mientras te abrazo, esta conexión que me recuerda que nuestro amor es más grande que cualquier distancia u obstaculo que se ponga frente de nosotros me hace sentir serenidad, sé que nuestros corazones están unidos en un lazo de amor, porque cada vez que hablamos me hace sentir más cerca de ti, me hace sentir que estás junto a mi, sé que la distancia puede llegar a ser dificil y agobiante para ambas pero pienso en que cada día que pasa es solo un día menos para poder estar juntas, que solo faltan unos meses que se pasaran demasiado rápido para poder tenerte entre mis brazos y decirte lo mucho que te amo, pronto estaremos compartiendo nuestras vidas y creando exquisitos recuerdos e inolvidables aventuras llenas de complicidad.
Hasta ese entonces prometo esperar con con paciencia, amor y tranquilidad, seguiré pensando en ti y esperando con todas mis fuerzas ese día, amandote cada vez más y haciendo todo lo posible por mantenerte bien, con ganas de seguir y haciendo que tu amor crezca cada día más por mi, igual que el mío crece por ti.
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amarelefalenee · 2 months
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En si, esta es la cuarta carta que escribo pero para ti es la segunda, las tenía todas en wsp con el fin de guardarlas y todas se borraron, todo mi esfuerzo se fue y bueno, todo pasa por algo así que puedo esforzarme más, igual recuerdo un poco de lo que decían...
Compuesto de la segunda carta, 02/03/24.
Recuerdo estar pensando en estas ultimas dos cartas y llegue a la conclusión de que escribí como eras un faro para mi en una oscuridad eterna, donde nos guiamos la una a la otra, aunque por ahora estemos separadas fisicamente sabemos que nuestras almas o lo que sea que esté destinado, está junto, sabía que eras como un destello que encuentro en algunos de los muchos lugares que visito, siempre estás ahí brillando con tu luz explosiva, la luz que sigue creciendo y haciendo cálido el ambiente está ahí, nada puede disminuir esa chispa de amor y luz, siempre que pienso en ti llego a ese mismo pensamiento de que la luz a veces nos puede cegar pero también ayudar, a veces es mejor caminar cegado de luz que caminar en una eterna oscuridad, y si lo piensas puedes ser ambos de una manera buena porque no eres mucho de esto ni mucho de aquello, tienes un perfecto balance en todo lo que eres, tienes más inteligencia emocional de la que podría tener cualquier persona, ahora, realmente no recuerdo como iba la carta en este momento pero solo quiero decir que más allá de palabras vagas y vacías que puedo escribir, incluso de esta distancia que nos aleja, siempre vas a ser mi luz en la oscuridad y la oscuridad que no permite cegarme de tanta luz, eres ese destello que es suficiente para ver por las noches, eres mi luz y mi oscuridad y te amo más de lo que podría escribir pero no menos de lo que te puedes imaginar
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amarelefalenee · 9 months
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coccole al cuore
Hace un poco de tiempo que no logro escribir algo porque tenía un pequeño bloqueo que no me permitía dejarme expresar algunas cosas pero después de ayer me siento mejor, quiero decir que tal vez que estés conmigo me da material para escribir y para sentirme de alguna manera en calma y feliz, gracias por hacerme sentir mucho mejor en todas las maneras que puedes, gracias por mimar mi corazón y por cuidarme en todas mis personalidades, me siento tan feliz ahora mismo de saber que tengo una persona tan buena junto a mi que me acepta y me ama tal y como soy, quiero decir, se que siempre estuvimos así de bien aunque las cosas nunca me parecieran transparentes por mis problemas pero estoy feliz de poder verlo ahora, gracias por aceptarme:( gracias por aceptar a bodoque y por cuidarlo creo que es la más feliz de que estuvieras con ella ayer, te amamos tanto, gracias por estar con nosotras<3
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amarelefalenee · 10 months
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la tranquillità nella follia
Pocas veces remarco lo tranquila que me haces sentir porque creo que es demasiado notorio pero creo que a veces se te olvida, me encanta sentirme tranquila contigo, amo la calma que le puedes brindar a mi corazón o a mi mente, amo el hecho de que nunca me siento sola cuando estás cerca de mi, solo queda agradecerte por los pequeños pero grandes gestos que tienes conmigo, gracias por quedarte cerca de mi y no hacerme sentir sola, gracias porque me haces sentir viva y porque gracias a ti soy una persona totalmente diferente en cuestión de pensamiento y actitud sobre muchas cosas en las que antes me consideraba una mierda total, te amo demasiado, perdón que sea tan corto pero las palabras son cortas para tanto entendimiento cierto?
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amarelefalenee · 10 months
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mani sulle ginocchia
- Ella sabe que estoy cerca cuando mis gemidos suben de tono. Toma mi nuca y me guía para que nuestras frentes se toquen, me besa lentamente mientras me mira a los ojos. Siento sus labios rozando los míos cuando comienza a murmurar ininteligible .
Estás tan cerca, no bebé? Oh, lo sé, mami lo sabe. Te sentirás tan bien, verdad? Te sentirás bien por mami? Mi putita se va a correr muy fuerte, se va a correr muy bien. SI! Así cariño, sigue así. Maldita perra, ahí estás, mírate, corriéndote tan dulce para mí, eso es todo, mi amor, eso es tan bueno.
me habla a través de ella, su voz suave con ojos sensuales que miran dentro de mi alma. me abraza mientras hipo y lentamente me detiene estremeciéndome. frota mi espalda mientras bajo del enorme subidón, y la conozco lo suficientemente bien como para saber que también está tratando de contenerse de balancear sus caderas contra mi esperando recibir algo de liberación.
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amarelefalenee · 10 months
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Pandora's box was last opened on November 13, 2022, or so we all believed. Gilly betrayed us
-Corre y corre que nadie te pueda atrapar, si alguien te atrapa creo que morirás-
-ɐuosɹǝd ɐuǝnq ɐun sǝ ʎʅʅᴉ⅁-
-No tienes que creer todo lo que lees, estamos jugando con tu mente, gilly pertenece a la caja de pandora, nada bueno sale de ahí, pertenece aquí y permítele que regrese aquí-
o̶ʅ̶ɐ̶ɥ̶ɔ̶n̶ɔ̶s̶ǝ̶ ʻ̶o̶u̶ǝ̶n̶q̶ s̶ǝ̶ ʅ̶ǝ̶̗ ʻ̶o̶ʌ̶ᴉ̶ʌ̶ ɐ̶̗ʇ̶s̶ǝ̶ ʎ̶ʅ̶ʅ̶ᴉ̶ƃ̶ o̶ʅ̶o̶s̶ ʻ̶s̶o̶ʇ̶ɹ̶ǝ̶n̶ɯ̶ u̶ɐ̶̗ʇ̶s̶ǝ̶ s̶o̶p̶o̶ꓕ̶
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amarelefalenee · 10 months
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Hola, tuve que volver a subir todos los post que tenía porque accidentalmente elimine el correo de la otra cuenta y no me deja entrar @amarelefalene era esa por si quieres ir a darte una vuelta daskjdsa
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amarelefalenee · 10 months
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tutto è un'illusione.... GILLY
Incluso cuando el ojo de gilly deje de funcionar y se convierta en una piedra más creo que podré seguir amándote, gilly dijo que sería fácil de hacer, gilly creo que te ama tanto como yo, gilly es como yo pero con un toque de diferencia, incluso si no existe creo que se convierte en una parte de mi y de ti, gilly es color azul y naranja, pero parece muñequito de trapo viejo, su corazón está vendado y cortado en muchos pedazos, por ahora solo puedes ver su ojo.
2 de julio 2023, 20:13
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