amarerosii

[amarerosii]

if you’re feeling anxious about any manifestation at this current moment, this is your reminder that you’ve already got it and you’re doing everything right to get it. just breathe, you’ve got this.

[amarerosii]

honestly when I leave my dr I'll come back to a cr similar to thing with some changes..

the thing is, whenever i shift i dont wanna come back to this reality 😭 but at the same time, i want to tell stories about my dr 😵‍💫😵‍💫

i think i might come back ONCE just to tell stories and talk about my shifting experience.

[amarerosii]

I love being able to travel the multiverse, I love the fact that I can do anything and everything all at the same time. I am not tied down here, I am not my physical body. I love being a shifter.

[amarerosii]

Ooh okay I understand what you mean 😯

honestly shifting trauma is so overlooked its crazy

I agree. Like I know not a lot of shifters want to talk about how fucked shit can get but like it gets scary out there and I feel like it’s so irresponsible to pretend it’s all glitz and glamor.

Like genuinely I feel like a lot of people don’t understand just how real it is. Like obviously it’s as real as ours but it’s a really difficult thing to fully comprehend until you’ve actually done it. I worry so much for people shifting to places like Attack on Titan. Like are you prepared to see your friends get eaten alive in front of you. “Oh I knew that they were gonna die so I’ll be fine” these are real people you’re going to be in close proximity with you’re most likely going to get attached to in some capacity and even if you’re not it’s difficult to watch people die in front of you. And that goes for anywhere with any kind of violence. In Demon Slayer I almost threw up hearing and smelling demons, humans being devoured, etc. and it’s going to stick with me forever. I might not always think about it but when I do it fucks with me. The violence I’ve been forced to commit on other people because my life was on the line in most of my DRs fucks with me too.

I feel like we should talk about it more and we just don’t and it’s really upsetting cuz now I feel like I’m crazy for being so shaken about it, or being devastated by a friend’s death. Why should I feel weird for not being over the fact I was fucking strangled. Idk it just upset me that everyone wants to act like it’s got no flaws

[amarerosii]

this might be me with my first two s/o's chat

shifters: I'm so excited to see my s/o !!

also shifters: scripted a slow burn enemies to lovers / friends to lovers

[amarerosii]

> Challenge for Shifters< (please please please join I love hearing about y'alls DRs)

Guideline (you don't have to do everything if you don't want to):

The name of your DR

One image that reminds you of your DR as a whole

One song that reminds you of your DR as a whole

One thing/scenario you're currently obsessed with

(this challenge is literally tailored around the fact that my main DR is my hyperfixation rn lol)

Doing it myself (Warning: My DR makes no sense to anybody other than me):

DR name: "I think I'll rot"

Image:

Song:

Thing I'm looking forward to/obsessed with:

I scripted a scenario where me, my best friend, and my s/o have a sleepover and stay up all night and scary stuff happens, and my little sister is in the other room watching Care Bears. I'm so excited to experience it and idk why.

Tagging people I think it would be cool if they did it (not forcing & anyone can join)

@oliver-shifts

@azula-karai-27

@jealousmartini

@realitycanbewhateveridesire

@catschasingstars

@mathisshiftss

@marisshifting

@gl4ssw1ngp1xy

@emptyki11y

@90sl0v

@accidentalshifter

@xandershifts

@livingsecret

@shiftlikesnow

@daughter-of-caine

@shifterbee

@cocozydiaries

@ningsols

@romanoffshifting

@shiftingwithmars

@moonyshifter

@zipperrants

@reiashiftsrealities

@shiftersroom

[amarerosii]

Oh what do you mean? 😯 /gq

honestly shifting trauma is so overlooked its crazy

I agree. Like I know not a lot of shifters want to talk about how fucked shit can get but like it gets scary out there and I feel like it’s so irresponsible to pretend it’s all glitz and glamor.

Like genuinely I feel like a lot of people don’t understand just how real it is. Like obviously it’s as real as ours but it’s a really difficult thing to fully comprehend until you’ve actually done it. I worry so much for people shifting to places like Attack on Titan. Like are you prepared to see your friends get eaten alive in front of you. “Oh I knew that they were gonna die so I’ll be fine” these are real people you’re going to be in close proximity with you’re most likely going to get attached to in some capacity and even if you’re not it’s difficult to watch people die in front of you. And that goes for anywhere with any kind of violence. In Demon Slayer I almost threw up hearing and smelling demons, humans being devoured, etc. and it’s going to stick with me forever. I might not always think about it but when I do it fucks with me. The violence I’ve been forced to commit on other people because my life was on the line in most of my DRs fucks with me too.

I feel like we should talk about it more and we just don’t and it’s really upsetting cuz now I feel like I’m crazy for being so shaken about it, or being devastated by a friend’s death. Why should I feel weird for not being over the fact I was fucking strangled. Idk it just upset me that everyone wants to act like it’s got no flaws

[amarerosii]

“then, is this place real?” ; “it’s real in your mind, that’s as real as anything gets.”

“the gods are painters, your mortal world is a canvas.”

these are quotes from a book i’ve read, and I wanted to dive a little deeper into them.

the 4D is the only thing that matters. your assumptions create your reality. your perception of the world around you can be altered from your vibration, vibrate on a higher frequency than the 3D/not reacting to it = embody your higher self and you should see change, that’s law.

you are a god, yes, you. what you see around you is a perception of your 4D, that you can easily change because imagination is key. persistence is key.

given all of this, i’ll show how i manifest.

given as i’m an atheist, it’s really easy to fall back on manifesting for me. it’s been like this since i was a kid, i was really into spells before my favorite spell maker made subliminals, and the rest was history,

fun fact, this is why my mom in most of my realities/4d reality is a witch!

anyway, i believe our higher selves are no separate from us, i believe that tapping into the void state and things of that nature is just becoming aware of your higher self and acknowledging that you are omnipresent.

so, i’d map out what it is that i desire and affirm, mediation can help, i think just getting it into your head that the 4D is the most reliable thing you could look towards for validation can ease your stress, you already have it, why stress?

i’m also trying to curb the assumption that going into the void state is because of a lack of fulfillment, all you have to do is be, the void state is just your subconscious, so, i’m not desperate to enter,

this, again, probably doesn’t make sense, but it’s up to you to interpret.

[amarerosii]

This is why I have to script so many things out and adjust so many things in my script when it comes to shifting to places like this

honestly shifting trauma is so overlooked its crazy

I agree. Like I know not a lot of shifters want to talk about how fucked shit can get but like it gets scary out there and I feel like it’s so irresponsible to pretend it’s all glitz and glamor.

Like genuinely I feel like a lot of people don’t understand just how real it is. Like obviously it’s as real as ours but it’s a really difficult thing to fully comprehend until you’ve actually done it. I worry so much for people shifting to places like Attack on Titan. Like are you prepared to see your friends get eaten alive in front of you. “Oh I knew that they were gonna die so I’ll be fine” these are real people you’re going to be in close proximity with you’re most likely going to get attached to in some capacity and even if you’re not it’s difficult to watch people die in front of you. And that goes for anywhere with any kind of violence. In Demon Slayer I almost threw up hearing and smelling demons, humans being devoured, etc. and it’s going to stick with me forever. I might not always think about it but when I do it fucks with me. The violence I’ve been forced to commit on other people because my life was on the line in most of my DRs fucks with me too.

I feel like we should talk about it more and we just don’t and it’s really upsetting cuz now I feel like I’m crazy for being so shaken about it, or being devastated by a friend’s death. Why should I feel weird for not being over the fact I was fucking strangled. Idk it just upset me that everyone wants to act like it’s got no flaws

[amarerosii]

honestly shifting trauma is so overlooked its crazy

I agree. Like I know not a lot of shifters want to talk about how fucked shit can get but like it gets scary out there and I feel like it’s so irresponsible to pretend it’s all glitz and glamor.

Like genuinely I feel like a lot of people don’t understand just how real it is. Like obviously it’s as real as ours but it’s a really difficult thing to fully comprehend until you’ve actually done it. I worry so much for people shifting to places like Attack on Titan. Like are you prepared to see your friends get eaten alive in front of you. “Oh I knew that they were gonna die so I’ll be fine” these are real people you’re going to be in close proximity with you’re most likely going to get attached to in some capacity and even if you’re not it’s difficult to watch people die in front of you. And that goes for anywhere with any kind of violence. In Demon Slayer I almost threw up hearing and smelling demons, humans being devoured, etc. and it’s going to stick with me forever. I might not always think about it but when I do it fucks with me. The violence I’ve been forced to commit on other people because my life was on the line in most of my DRs fucks with me too.

I feel like we should talk about it more and we just don’t and it’s really upsetting cuz now I feel like I’m crazy for being so shaken about it, or being devastated by a friend’s death. Why should I feel weird for not being over the fact I was fucking strangled. Idk it just upset me that everyone wants to act like it’s got no flaws

[amarerosii]

𝐋𝐎𝐀 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐒 + 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐓

i feel like a lot of loa posts now are just people telling someone that what they’re doing in wrong and let me tell you, that leads to heavy mental issues.

i understand that you want people to realize that they have their desires but please.. some of y’all are being overly obnoxious and rude. you can’t tell someone not to listen to subliminals or methods but then proceeded to only say ‘you already have it’ that’s not entirely how that works.

the reason why it’s easy to some is because they believe they don’t have to do anything to get what they want and while it’s true, you don’t need anything to get something but the assumption indeed but again i say there’s nothing wrong with what you’re doing to get to that assumption.

some bloggers think if they keep saying stop listening to subs or basically to stop overthinking it that it’s going to work and people will wake up one day and be like yep! that was so easy.

no.

some people need time to redirect their minds into believing that desire is theirs. just bc you can do it easily doesn’t mean everyone can. it’s just like math in school, some people think it’s easy and others cannot do it unless they work their brain around it.

not saying they can’t do it or that it’s even hard in the first place but it’s not the fact of them finding it hard but the fact of them having to learn it so it becomes easy.

with all of that being said, do whatever you think helps you manifest and get that assumption you have what you have, if that’s subs then do it, if that’s robotic affirmations then do it, you already have it but there’s nothing wrong with preparing yourself to have it either.

the loa side of tumblr are becoming harsh people who are treating others like they’re wrong for doing just about anything that doesn’t align with what they’re doing.

edit — i do want to add that it’s all about you, how you think, how you decide to go about it, all about what you want to do! don’t let those people get in your head, you’re doing everything right.

[ divider by @dollywons i love their dividers ]

[amarerosii]

And will be on my little fan account writing fics about me and my s/o(s) 😞

Sorry when i said i am shifting for the plot, I actually meant i am shifting to expose the entire K-pop industry on livestream by revealing that every kpop idol with a fanbase, which is every kpop idol EVERRR, knows about the random ships yall make, the thirst edits and smutty fanfics you horny ass stans write.

Not only that, but kpop idols (me) mostly likely gossip about said fanfictions with their group members, suggesting some to each other, rating them out of 10 under fake stan accounts and are probably lurking around as your favourite mutual as we speak.

[amarerosii]

Remember that you are the creator of your reality - energies are always shifting. Tarot can only offer a snapshot of how things are in the present, and how that present could extend towards the future. You always have the free will to change things.

[amarerosii]

I genuinely understand especially as a black shifter myself

shifting-related rant !! cw/tw for aggression, heavy cursing, ab-se mentions (only like once and generally speaking), sewerslide implication and just general negativity !! please ignore this if those topics make u uncomfy i don't want y'all to get discouraged or sumn over my bitching eueueu

i need to get this off my chest rq because i am so pent up with so much anger, i'm literally abt to go insane so i just wanna rant.

you wanna know the real reasons i wanna shift so fucking bad? well let me fuckin tell you. i want to be able to wake up everyday without being enraged with the fact that i live on this good-for-nothing butt ugly fucked up toxic ass planet. i want to wake up and open my social media apps and not be bombarded by r4cist posts talking about how much everyone hates black people or they sexualize us to shit. i want to be able to wake up and actually feel refreshed instead of feeling fucking exhausted and in pain all day. i want to be able to breath without feeling my body ache and cringe. i want to not see fucking podcast after podcast of a man asking women to go 50/50 or "what do you bring to the table" shit. i want to be able to go a fucking day without having to hear horror stories of people ab-sing and beating the shit out of each other over a cup of fucking water. i want to wake up and be able to appreciate BEING ALIVE. I HATE THIS FUCKING REALITY SO MUCH. NOTHING HERE IS WORTH ANYTHING. PRACTICALLY HALF THE POPULATION WON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT STUPID SHIT, I CAN NEVER GET A MOMENT OF PEACE, AND I AM JUST IN CONSTANT FUCKING TURMOIL ALL THE TIME. but you know the worst part?? the worst part is i don't even feel like i have a right to be guilty. i feel like i don't have a right to be angry because there are millions of other people going through shit a thousand times worse than me. they live such difficult lives they don't deserve yet here i am complaining and bitching about how i want to go home and leave this fucking place while they feel they don't have a way out. i feel so selfish and angry at myself. why the fuck am i still in this shit ass reality. this place FUCKING sucks. and i don't want to here shit about anyone saying "don't use shifting as escapism" or "don't put all your faith into shifting" because you don't know what people go through or how their life may be to where they want to escape or feel the need to. not everyone can find peace, love, and joy in this reality and i am one of those fucking people. i can't recall a time where i've felt genuine long-lasting happiness since i was literally 11 YEARS OLD. i feel so fucking trapped and alone. i want to experience life for fucking once. i hate this reality so much and i really really REALLY need to shift or i swear on every fucking thing i love and hate i will NOT live past 21. GET ME THE FUCK OUTTA HERE NNNNNNNOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW!!

[amarerosii]

You CAN'T do anything wrong in manifesting because it's not the same for everyone. It doesn't look the same for everyone because there are NO RULES! You're doing it right. Keep doing what feels good and keep PERSISTING that you have your desires BECAUSE YOU DO!!!

You are a success story the moment you give your desires to yourself in your 4d reality, so don't wait until it "shows up in the 3d" to call yourself a success story and acknowledge that you've manifested all your desires - because YOU ARE A SUCCESS STORY AND YES YOU HAVE ALREADY MANIFESTED YOUR DESIRES! <3<3

[amarerosii]

FOR LOGICAL THINKERS

law of assumption is so real i’m going to give you a real time examples plus scientific proof to back it up

I don’t have any friends (in my city/where I live) nor a s/o so my brain automatically lets me feel the emotion on loneliness, so whenever I feel ‘lonely’, I say it and I express it because I act on my feelings (do not do this and i’ll tell you why later)

Whenever I say i’m lonely, I can’t make this shit up but the next day, nobody will ever talk to me, say hello to me, show me even a sign of life. Because that I assumed that I’m lonely and alone, I become lonely and alone.

Why shouldn’t you act on your feelings (negative ones mostly)? In the book ‘Becoming Supernatural’ by Joe Dispenza he show the science that when we create a response to any emotion and we replay that, we feel the same emotion (basking in the moment of when you felt that way). And it says (science and the book)

‘Emotions are the chemical consequences (or feedback) of past experiences’

And when that pattern is created and embedded, the brain releases a chemical and that chemical is an emotion.

So good or bad whatever you say that has a emotion to it, will automatically manifest so that’s why when we manifest the things we want, we’d like to attach that to happy, joyful, elated, feelings of belonging and other positive emotions to attract positive things.

[amarerosii]

Literally my mha drs in a nutshell

do yall ever have 85 different versions of the same dr?

oh one in modern times

one in ancient times

one where we’re all supernatural creatures

one where we’re famous celebrities

one in a fantasy setting

one whe