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Has it ever happened to you when you suddenly just felt like you're so sad and then eventually cried?

What am I? Charot.

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All she wanted was to be you favorite subject in every picture you take. https://www.instagram.com/p/B3tKAbwpntp_4XTAqax0WHCtDV2cz-f7VlWRiM0/?igshid=14iyc12l88n8v

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Detachment is not that you own nothing. Detachment is that nothing owns you. The greatest detachment is being close to everything and not telling it consume and owns you--that's a real strength, a power." . . . . . . Bhagavad Gita . . . . . . -- trekking alone for almost 5hrs bago pa man dumating ng mossy forest hanggang summit. Detachment, literal. 😅 Salamat sa mga umalalay. 😅 https://www.instagram.com/p/B2QBU4il-n9KitdKeLxrzUfC1n1yo8bZV3dK4Y0/?igshid=1rojpcw8h07ay

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I just finished working on checks na pina rush ng acctg. Pinapirmahan ko na din. As in good to release na. Pero while working on it, nakaramdam ako ng pagkalungkot. I maybe so sensitive again. Kasi nung pumasok ako sa office ng fm namin, nag flashback sakin yung mga moments na pinaramdam nila na ayaw nila sa akin. Andrama diba? OA ba? Eh yun yung naramdaman ko eeee. After nung nagbigay ako ng honest observation sa kumare nya, dun na nagstart. Halos lahat ng ginagawa ko, masusi nyang tinitingnan (ung sa iba, check agad) para bang lagi nya ko hinahanapan ng mali (yung iba pede na, sa akin hindi parin). Ako gumagawa ng ilan sa ISO docs, pero sa iba naccredit (na para bang di narerecognized ung efforts ko na tumulong sa docs na yun, di ko naman ung task anyway). Yung strat plan na di nya inacknowledged yung idea ko (kasi kinopya ko lang daw sa acctg--na model dept daw) tae, idea ko yun from previous work that might possibly help us now. Tapos pag may seminar abt preparing those docs, iba ang pinapadala, pero ako ang pinagagawa, ako nag iisip ng ibang inputs. Kapag may mali ako ineemphasize nila, kapag may maganda akong ginawa, wala nakakapansin. Feeling ko tuloy iniiwasan akong maging friend ng iba naming officemates kasi alam nilang pinag iinitan ako ng mga boss namin. Dinadaan ko na lang sa tawa, sa ngiti. Pero gigil na gigil na ko.

Naisip ko tuloy, after I graduated from college, hindi ko na naramdaman na nag eexcel ako. Pakiramdam ko, wala silang tiwala sa kakayahan ko. Wala na bumibilib sa mga ginagawa ko. Di na ko nag ttop. Lagi akong pangalawa or worst, kulelat. Sabi ni boyfie may inferiority complex daw ako. Di ko alam exact meaning nun pero alam ko di sya maganda. Kahit nga sya, di nya ko naiintindihan. Maririnig nya ko pero dinig lang, walang intindi. Tapos sya naman magkkwento, tapos sya na pakikinggan ko. Well, ibang topic naman sya. Sa work muna tayo.

So anyway, yun na nga, wala pa ata akong boss na bumilib sa akin, baka nga hindi ako kabilib bilib. Sad. (maliban sa unang boss ko pero nagresign naman ako)

Well, hoping parin naman ako, na dumating yung panahon na ako naman ang mag eexcel, na makikita at maaappreciate ng tao mga efforts ko, na lahat sila bibilib sakin. Pero, paano nga ba mag excel? Hindi parin kasi talaga cguro sapat yung galing na meron ako ngayon, o baka, di talaga ako magaling. Sad.

🙄😔😑

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Tough comeback trek huh? After almost a year na walang akyat. 🙄😂 Finished but not completed. Atleast nakauwi pa kong buo, sunog balat nga lang. Hehe The Pacific Coast Trail 2019 Dingalan to Baler **yeah, wala picture masyado** https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwj7EIDHwAqDkOSqDf_pac8rUKZxfmvPC6RL2E0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=20vjo87pkg2x

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Ang kasalukuyang magdidikta ng bukas ay higit na matapang sa kahapon. Ngunit alalahaning ang kahapon ay aral, ang bukas ay hamon at ang ngayon ang laban. -- #SummerNaWalangSexyBody #ThrowBackPataponNaLikod LOL https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv_eFuPHpVcGdubUtipoOCKJGZ0s7XB6tsAljs0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19g06u2lj6lqd

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"Sa mga anghel siya ay bumulong, 'tulungan mo akong sambitin ang aking hiling kay Bathala paroon. Iligtas ang mga nakikipagdigma sa giyera ng mapag imbot na puso. At sa gitna ng magulong mundo, punuin ang lahat ng pag ibig na wagas, matatag at panatilihing totoo.' " -- #Zibu #NotSoPerfectSketchLol #GinayaKoLangTeh🙄 https://www.instagram.com/p/BtLP3O7ns1kcoaBfLe-Bil99mHpwc7GJpGr9h80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=tkluezy2zqp2

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Cheer up. (at Mt. Gulugod Baboy) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs44GewnanRJDCQERs5sO4gQitsh_OfRKY-NjA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17qc6xdckkhg1

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For all the judgements, frustrations and dissappointments, we survived another year! Cheers to that. Salamat Lord. 😊 And for the biggest surprise na natanggap ko this 2018, I will always be grateful having you. Just remember to fill your heart with the truest love and best hope. Cheer up! May the Lord bless you more than what you can expect. I love you. ❤ Looking forward to be the best version of ourself. Welcome 2019. 😚❤ Day1 na kasi ng work kaya ngayon pa lang talaga ang year end essay natin. 😂😂🙄🙄✌ https://www.instagram.com/p/BsJp9nMnf6EUye15zvhKPT2HVyLcCGYNYXA1jE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1otx53ssrfkn3

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"Place the energy of the Universe here." Shiva. Shakti. Seven Chakras. #ThePowerSymbol #Healing https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq6Tjy7Hh7qCiqe0TeCELyUPHKqkGHSdcmnJkE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jw1c8eorudyr

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Fear is not in the habit of speaking truth; when perfect sincerity is expected, perfect freedom must be allowed; nor has anyone who is apt to be angry when he hears the truth any cause to wonder that he does not hear it. . . Fear: Truth: Sincerity: Angry: Key points. (dejoke, yan lang gets ko kasi LOL) . . . #PhMountains #SecondTimeAround #NothingButTheTruthCopyCat https://www.instagram.com/p/BqospLeHldExyKerkCeGy__QNZlCDXzavbBGIo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1amd6eec1l0ym

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have you ever felt like you we're alive but Dead at the same time? have yOu ever seen life in death or death in life? I kNow it wasn't as Easy as what others may think about it. but believe mE, there's no other way out but to choose life anD livE again. you can't be alive anD See life until you decided to. no one cAn ever saVe you until you decIded to save yourself. come, wake up. let's start saviNG ourselves. -- may the souls of our beloved ones be remembered and rest in peace. let the light of God show their way into His kingdom where no darkness and death. #AllSoulsDay https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpr0TmeHw_phjP9nQXGyZMewP2d3BBRbGEpJRY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=kl63qv07f427

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Leave them wondering. (at Sa Lugar Ng Mga Weirdo) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoRG8vqg83ufVp6jDm7F0kCrswc7apsA2jolOY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1i6eslb2rj578

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Unmatchy matchy. (at Thirdcup Coffee Diner) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoLS_MHAPI18bezMxs4WOonQdHZ06u1uidxjdo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=oqy6712bmw1w