#𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘𝐂𝐀𝐍. (adj.) finding beauty in negative spaces .
selective & potentially triggering mary mason from the soska sisters 2012 film american mary . exploring themes of revenge, quiet feminine rage, victimization & empowerment, & the protagonist becoming the antagonist .
q: do you feel connected to anyone, mary ?
a: no.
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@amarycan, mary mason from “american mary”
@caerolina, mallory barnes a fandomless original character
@ductaped, ashley jones from “better watch out”
@endfght, multi-fandom multimuse
@jpoole, jeyne poole from “a song of ice and fire”
@leftlimp, jeff grimes from “the walking dead”
@oneknot, amy harrison from “the walking dead”
@sevynhells, multimuse for “a song of ice and fire” / “house of the dragon”
@sunruin, fandomless vampire original character
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𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 . ( sentence starters based upon lyrics from the band 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. dark themes are present, some lyrics have been adjusted for better use. )
❛ you’d better run. ❜
❛ don’t lie to me. ❜
❛ i don’t feel like i’m even here. ❜
❛ aren’t i supposed to wanna fight for love? ❜
❛ i’m not okay. ❜
❛ come back to me. ❜
❛ just get out of the way. ❜
❛ i’m not anti-social, i’m just tired of people. ❜
❛ come back with me. ❜
❛ so, can we let sleeping dogs lie? ❜
❛ i feel like i know you. ❜
❛ i’ve seen you go through hell. ❜
❛ do you feel used? ❜
❛ you’re a handful. ❜
❛ tell me your fears. ❜
❛ i can hardly stand the sight of it all. ❜
❛ everyone’s fucked & they don’t even know it. ❜
❛ tell me your weakness. ❜
❛ don’t tell me that everything’s easy. ❜
❛ i won’t lie to you. ❜
❛ every good thing, i kill it good. ❜
❛ i’m an ugly mess. ❜
❛ there are people staring. ❜
❛ you can’t get to them unless you go through me. ❜
❛ you fuck with them, you fuck with me. ❜
❛ i don’t have much to do today. ❜
❛ close the door & shut the blinds. ❜
❛ if you leave me, rest assured it would kill me. ❜
❛ you stood beside me when i was out of my mind. ❜
❛ i’m what they like to call a special case. ❜
❛ nobody believes me. ❜
❛ you & me, we’re not the same. ❜
❛ i’ve got problems. ❜
❛ being this godly can’t be good for me. ❜
❛ i’m staying in bed today. ❜
❛ i’m not listening to you. ❜
❛ i’m not crazy! ❜
❛ you’re the angel that i couldn’t kill. ❜
❛ put your head on straight. ❜
❛ fuck off, to all you people. ❜
❛ it takes a dedicated hand to put it through the wall. ❜
❛ i made a fist, but not a plan. ❜
❛ you don’t need poltergeists for sidekicks. ❜
❛ would it be so bad if i stayed? ❜
❛ i’ve grown tired of this body. ❜
❛ fall apart without me. ❜
❛ c’mon, humble my bones with a cardiac. ❜
❛ did you ever really think you’d love a guy like me? ❜
❛ for the love of fuck… ❜
❛ all my money’s been a long time spent. ❜
❛ you’re not a monster, just a human. ❜
❛ i’m high & drunk on ego. ❜
❛ you’re not a demon. ❜
❛ i don’t wanna know what i am. ❜
❛ i’m alright, i’m okay… ❜
❛ i believe that you’ll see a better day. ❜
❛ i want what’s best for me. ❜
❛ there’s a god awful shitty feeling of dread in my heart. ❜
❛ at any second now, i think i might fall apart. ❜
❛ we’ve just gotta keep on moving. ❜
❛ you’re better than the drugs i used to love. ❜
❛ you’re deadly like a gun. ❜
❛ it’s a very good bad thing that we’ve found. ❜
❛ stay another night. ❜
❛ you’re gonna kill me. ❜
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ENEMIES TO LOVERS, LOVERS TO ENEMIES AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN
“ you really expect me to believe a word you’re saying. now? after everything you’ve done. ”
“ do you really think i’m humble enough to ask for your help if i wasn’t truly fucking desperate? ”
“ you’re either really desperate to be coming to me, or you think i’m a lot stupider than i am. ”
“ face it, i know you better than anyone else. ”
“ somehow, out of everyone. even my own damn friends, you know me more. ”
“ i’ve seen parts of you no one else will ever understand. i see who you are. what you are. and i think you should stop making yourself smaller to make the world comfortable. ”
“ we’re nothing alike. i’ll never be like you. ”
“ why are you asking me for help? ”
“ you’re the only person who isn’t going to treat me with kid gloves right now. ”
“ you’re the only person who i know will let me do what i need to do without trying to talk me out of it. ”
“ i don’t understand what happened to us…why didn’t you trust me? ”
“ i’ve been in your shadow long enough. this isn’t about you. it’s about me, for once. ”
“ i’m not a project for you to finish. i’m not here to be part of your little savior complex. so stop trying to save me. ”
“ why didn’t you kill me? when you had the chance? ”
“ if you were going to kill me, you would have done it already. so, what do you want from me? ”
“ i think this is the first we’ve had a full conversation that didn’t involve you insulting me. ”
“ you’ve never held back from telling me the truth before. that’s what i’m counting on now. ”
“ i don’t hate you. i pity you. ”
“ i don’t hate you. i admire you. i always have. ”
“ i’d rather you hate me than be apathetic. hate means you still care. ”
“ please— just let me help you. ”
“ i don’t think you’re a monster. not really. i just think that’s what you tell yourself to feel strong. ”
“ i know you don’t believe me, but i’m trying to help. and i could actually do what i need to if you’d stop questioning me. ”
“ i’ve always been able to tell when you’re lying. ”
“ well actually, i came here to fight. but it looks like you’ve had a shit enough day it kinda feels like i’d be kicking a puppy. ”
“ no— please don’t cry. i’m…not good with the crying. ”
“ if we’re about to talk about feelings i’m out. ”
“ we could have had a future, you know. i wanted to do this with you. but you ruined it. ”
“ why are you really here? ”
“ i remember giving you this scar. you were so goddamn stubborn. ”
“ i love you. but that doesn’t change anything. ”
“ i don’t think you’re evil. i think you’re just lost. and alone. and you don’t know anything else. ”
“ it’s too late for me. ”
“ it’s not to late. i don’t believe that. ”
“ i’m just here to make sure you don’t get yourself killed. ”
“ i’m just not ready to tell the others about us. they won’t understand. ”
“ you’re the only one who has ever really understood me. ”
PROMPTS:
♡ for one muse to kiss the other with a knife to their throat
☁ for a fight to turn into a kiss and/or sex
❧ for our muses to be forced to take shelter together
❦ for our muses to be forced to share a bed
♥ for one muse to unexpectedly save the other’s life
☂ for one muse to spare the other’s life
✘ for one muse to get hurt protecting the other
✔ for one muse to catch the other in a vulnerable moment and have sympathy
☼ for one muse to see the other hurt and get angry
ϟ for one muse to take revenge on someone for hurting the other
✐ for one muse to do something hard/morally grey so the other doesn’t have to
☾ for one muse to open up about their motivations to the other
✄ our muses having angry sex
¶ our muses having desperate, passionate sex
❀ for one muse to confess their feelings to the other
► for one muse to injure the other and immediately regret it
▼ for one muse to heal the other after being the one to injure them
◄ for one muse treat the others injury caused by a third party
💀 for one muse to hold the other while they die
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chelsea g. summers, a certain hunger / ginger snaps (2000) / joan macleod, the shape of a girl / L’AQUART - jade medusa, 2020 / john collier - lilith, 1887 / florence + the machine, “howl” / battle royale (2000) / brenna twohy, “swallowtail” / caravaggio - judith beheading holofernes, 16th c. / herbert james draper - ulysses and the sirens, 1909 / william etty - the sirens and ulysses, 1837 / alicia ostriker, “in the 25th year of marriage, it goes on” / gone girl (2014)
a monster in the shape of a girl
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( meekbrvcry ) valerie.
she does not know what to say to this , though she does know that the woman is correct. she has made a lot of foolish choices that would put herself in danger , though she could not help doing so for the well being of others. it is hard wired into her , it is who she is. “ i … i a—apolo—apologize that … “ what does she say to this ? it is not like she is going to change , it is who valerie is at her core.
there had been a time where mary was the same, a long time ago, where she would go out of her way to help others . but then she grew up, then she was faced with reality . ❝ don’t apologize ❞ for a second the hardness of her face softens, ❝ people take advantage of kindness . ❞ impossible to change a person that was already set in their ways, all she can do is offer advice from experience . ❝ you have to look out for yourself no one else will . ❞
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