amaryllisblackthorn
amaryllisblackthorn
for every exit, there is also an entrance
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expect to see many different fandom stuff as well as non-fandom stuff. i also post bunch of spoilers; i usually tag them but if i forget to or don't do it properly please inform me! i also like to do creative writing and critical analyses and stuff but i'm not very consistent
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amaryllisblackthorn · 15 days ago
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i want to read kaiba/neiro fics so bad and i hate that im going to have to be the change i want to see and write at least one (/lh)
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amaryllisblackthorn · 16 days ago
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favorite anime openings / endings (1/50) - never by seira kagami (from kaiba)
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amaryllisblackthorn · 16 days ago
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never too long or harsh
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amaryllisblackthorn · 4 months ago
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(i originally wrote about this in a discord server; if you've seen it before, pretend you haven't /lh)
okay some more thoughts:
Takeru + Patamon walking into what seems like the Dark Ocean nearish the end at ~ 3:23 .
okay, in order to get into that, we must back up a bit first.
the beginning of the video, with adult Takeru writing and talking to Patamon about it:
Patamon: Takeru, are you writing the next part of the story? Takeru: Yeah. I'm writing about the events that led me to write this book.
opening up with Takeru writing about their adventures.
okay, backing up even more, to "As I Type on the Keyboard" from the 'Digimon Adventure 02: Original Story, Spring 2003' Drama CD (translated into English by onkei), which addresses when and why Takeru first starts writing.
Then one day, my mother off-handedly said this: “Instead of me acting as the third-person messenger, the public will be more persuaded if they heard about it directly from you, the ones involved.” Then she went on to suggest that I should write a memorandum. She wasn’t being serious when she said this, so the conversation ended there. But I…. I haven’t told my mother yet… but I have already begun to write. I wanted to keep a record of our memories before they were forgotten. From the day when I first flew into the Digital World and met Patamon… towards everything we’ve experienced that I can remember. The things that the younger me had seen, heard, touched, and felt in my heart… There were things that I remember too vividly, and things that are fuzzy. There are also things that make me feel embarrassed upon re-thinking them. […] Really… when I remember those things now, my face turns bright red with embarrassment. I feel like digging myself into a hole. […] The part where Angemon fought Devimon on File Island and turned into an egg… is still left unwritten. It’s hard for me to re-live, but also… the feelings that overflowed in my heart that time, as though it had been cut to shreds… Knowing how to write about it, or even describe it, is beyond me at the moment. [chuckle] I also have problems with writing itself. I feel as though I should personally settle this mess of feelings within me first. That’s why… for this part alone… until I’ve become more of an adult…
in a way, writing about their adventures is kind of like, a therapeutic way to process his emotions and trauma -- among other things!! it's not JUST that. he wants to record the things that happened and remember them bc he was very young for the first adventure. but, to me, i definitely interpret part of it like that. i'm not explaining it well i think but yeah.
but also!! that part about struggling and not being ready yet to write about losing Angemon (ive written before, but maybe not on tumblr, abt how Takeru is affected by that trauma in s1 & 02, and the difference in how it affects him in the two seasons) ----
specifically the "I feel as though I should personally settle this mess of feelings within me first. / That’s why… for this part alone… until I’ve become more of an adult…" part.
Takeru (& Patamon) heading into what resembles the Dark Ocean, happy/pleasant and not concerned, may represent Takeru finally being able to 'settle [that] mess of feelings', the dark, traumatic feelings he barely knew even still affected him in 02 --
-- I've written before about how i interpret Takeru in 02 as not being aware at how unintentionally closed off/withdrawn about personal deep feelings he actually is, until the stuff with Iori brings it to his intention. in a way, he's similar to Hikari in that he keeps a lot of 'true feelings' inside etc, Hikari is entirely super self-aware that she does this and Takeru is the opposite & has no idea until later on. i'm afraid im rambling ---
-- BASICALLY, that Takeru may finally be in a place where he can go deep into those feelings and face them, for lack of better words. that's he finally ready to tackle writing about it and how he feels about it
i don't even know if that's what is intended here, but i love that i can read into it like that, even if i'm reading too into it. if you weren't aware, i'm constantly reading into Takeru so much.
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amaryllisblackthorn · 4 months ago
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(i originally wrote about this in a discord server, so if you've seen this before, pretend you haven't /lh) this is about Digimon Adventure-BEYOND- as well as Digimon Adventure & 02 & Kizuna too ig aaah the fact that the Sora scene at ~ 2:57 is similar to the Hikari scene at ~ 2:26 and ~2:41, including their Digimon partner attacking the 'darkness' and how Hikari and Sora can both be interpreted as having ~depression
in 02 I take the Dark Ocean to be an allegory for depression in addition to it's real alternate dimension-ness, and at the end of the first Adventure season, Sora is seen to fall into the darkness the same way Yamato-- which I generally take as a sort of precursor to the 02 Dark Ocean imagery stuff.
i'm rambling!!!!!!! basically, i think that's really cool!!!!!! also i love digimon adventure !!!!!!!!!
also !! Hikari and Sora shown running side by side at ~2:50 !
i've seen people interpret the darkness with Sora as a thing akin to a Black Gear/Dark Ring/Dark Tower they're fighting/destroying, like what Mimi is shown to be doing, which is possible: both Sora and Mimi seem to be in the Digital World, so it would make sense if they're doing the same thing. which would make my understanding of it wrong, which is possible! [UPDATE: yeah this is what's happening]
but the lack of that 'disintegrating' effect in the Sora scene vs Mimi's gives way to it potentially not being that and my interpretation still being possible, i think. especially because Sora and Hikari's darkness are both swirly/spiraly and thus resemble each other imo. and the way Sora is just standing and staring ahead in that shot, not being active vs earlier moments of her being active, has me thinking it too.
the darkness seeming to dispel upon Tailmon's attack vs the darkness not being shown to dispel upon Birdramon's attack could also represent how Hikari, while still dealing with depression, has made strides with how to deal with it (for lack of better words) in 02 vs Sora who has not yet FAKE EDIT: dang it!! upon closer looking at a screenshot, the 'darkness' in the Sora scene is made of what looks like Black Gears, while Hikari's is more nebulous..... which means i was wrong....
however!! just because the nature of the darkness for the two is different doesn't mean the symbolism can't still be there, i think. especially as the original nature of their 'darkness' was different in the two Adventure seasons originally [Sora's dark cave (with water/sinking imagery) vs Hikari's (and Ken's) Dark Ocean]. i could be way off but i cant help but feel there's something there regardless idk!
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amaryllisblackthorn · 4 months ago
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That's the funniest thing
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amaryllisblackthorn · 5 months ago
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tfw theres so much buffering when trying to watch a VOD on twitch it becomes unwatchable so you try switching from Chrome to Edge and it's 100 times smoother and watchable
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amaryllisblackthorn · 8 months ago
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from chapter 1 to chapter 8
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amaryllisblackthorn · 8 months ago
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lucas
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amaryllisblackthorn · 8 months ago
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the seventh needle
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amaryllisblackthorn · 8 months ago
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boney time
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amaryllisblackthorn · 8 months ago
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A Letter to You, Honey
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amaryllisblackthorn · 8 months ago
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“Maybe I wanted to make a playground.  A playground filled with things no matter how small or unwanted,  they would all be kept dear in people’s hearts.” - “What EarthBound means to me.” by Shigesato Itoi Happy 25th anniversary to a series that has remained impossibly dear to so many. We love you, Mother! Thank you for the memories!
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