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I can't fucking wait for when everyone reads my note. I don't even care anymore that I won't actually see their faces when they see that every "little" thing they did inflicted more suffering on me.
I can't fucking wait any longer.
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MY DCAM WENT SO FUCKING BAD WRIDS XANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I WANT TO DIE RN I EVER WANNA GO THERE AGAIN I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WAMNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIENI WANNA DIE ITS SI FUJING BAD EVERYTHUBG THQT COUOD HAVE GONE WRONG HAPPENED ANF EVEN THE DESSERT WAS FUCKRF AND IM NITMALLU GOOD AT THAT
It wasn't even the stressful kind of bad test it was the "oh-shit-im-gonna-fail-so-hard-evryone-else-is-on-step-9-of-the-recipe-and-im-still-on-step-3" kind of bad
My fucking PRELIM was better and my rice was completely uncooked in that
I didn't even serve my main dish and I spilled it all over the floor and my shoes and my jeans and I wanna die I'm never going back there again oh my god
My memory was against me too I didn't add like 7 whole ingredients
I'm going home
I'm telling my therapist about this this us a Canon evernt
This better not ve the start of a nagito komaeda luck cycle again or istg
If I have 2 weeks of horrible, earthshattering events and 2 days of bliss again I'm actually going to try and jump off the bridge again I'm dead serious
I'm writing a poem abt this or smth
Gonna have to break out the good old diary (one of the 387373 ones)
#my memory is so much worse now#i actually need yo get it chekced because this is not good#im gonna cry as soin as i go back in there#i cant do this anymore
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I miss A <3
#I dont remember what he looks like anymore#or acts like#or his voice#or anything really#i just miss him#ugh this is so embarassinh#i wanna kill myself sm.#but then again i wont see him anyway#im more in love with fictional characters than i ever was with him#he doesnt feel real sometimes#sometimes i think he never existed#its like a fleeting dream#i miss him#but he was so dreamy#it feels like a nightmare now#I just wanna be with him again#i miss you adam#But you're dead now so whatever ig#nobody remembers you#but me
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IM GONNA KMS IM GONNA KMS IM GONNA KMS IM GONNA KMS I HATE MY MOM SO MUCH I HOOE SHE DIES OR I HOPE I DIE KILLL MEEEEEE MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS RN I WANNA DIE SO BAD
#i wanna die so bad but none of my attempts are working <3#im gonna throw up#im gonna cry#i wanna die#kill me#plssssss#I hate my mum sm shes making my life hell i legit wanna end it all cus of her#she keeps makimh my life harder and im already failing all my classes cus i decided to say “fuck it im not gonna worry abt the consequences-#-and just do whatever i want“ when i was in a depressed episode tbat lasted a couple weeks and now im fucked 🙂#and that was also right before an attempt and im not fully mentally healed from it 💔#so i wanna die sm rn#i miss my boyfriend#i wish i could ressurect people#n obodys ever honna even read this probably#i hope i die befofe anyone does#i made this blog all aesthetic to make the blood from my attempys stand out 😍🥰#god this is so edgy im gonna cry but its genuinely how i feel rn.
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