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chasing — part II (joel x afab!reader)

read part 1 here!

synopsis: although some women threw themselves at joel and failed, one has certainly made her mark. joel briefly loses sights of you and him but fixes it.

warnings: angst angst ANGST but there’s a happy ending <3, established relationship, allusions to smut (minors beware), accusations of cheating, cursing, age gap (reader in late 20’s, joel in late 40’s), jealous!reader, insecure!reader, mean!joel, regretting saying things, fluff!

a/n: RAHHH yalls love and support have been so amazing! i didn’t think it’d get that much feedback, but y’all have inspired me to quickly publish the next part for y’all! please let me know what you think and enjoy!!

COME GET YALLS JUICE

based on chasing_demo by nf

Somewhere I can be loved

Where I don't have to run away from my flaws

And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts

With this high, this high that I've been chasing

you had severely fucked up. yes, joel called you childish, but he hadn’t meant it the way you took it as. it was ironic how you’d reassure joel about y’all’s age gap but allowed it to control your behavior earlier.

your boot kicked into the dirt beneath it while a grunt of frustration came from your throat. “God dammit!” one hand rested on your hip while the other held your forehead. at the moment, you couldn’t understand the underlying cause of your intense feelings. all you knew was that something was off about jenny, even if no one else saw it. there was just this… feeling you got from her.

to spare yourself further embarrassment from those passing by or shamelessly watching, you turned and walked towards the stables. you still had patrol with him despite y’all’s argument, so you had no choice but to grab june from her stall. what you hadn’t expected was to see jenny brushing your horse’s coat.

“Oh—! Hey, (Y/N)! Joel told me to get a horse, so I was about to take this one. I saw Joel riding this one and how tame it was.” jenny spoke with a soft smile upon her face as she continued to groom june. “You can’t take this one.” you grabbed ahold on june’s lead and gently pulled her in your direction. “Is she hurt? I didn’t see her get any injuries during our patrol yesterday, so she should be fine to ride, right?” you stayed silent, which didn’t go unnoticed to jenny. she didn’t take too kindly to that and sighed before breaking the silence. “Look, Joel asked me to go on patrol with him today, so I really—” “He what?!” your head snapped towards the gorgeous woman as your brows furrowed.

“Jesus fucking Christ— first, you want my boyfriend, now you want my fucking horse? I said no. You cannot take my damn horse, now get your hands off of her.” you seethed with pure anger at the girl. You hadn’t realized how long the two of you had been there when you heard your name being roughly called behind you. joel must’ve came to see what was taking jenny so long with grabbing a horse that he had seen your outburst. “Jenny, I’ll bring you a horse and meet you at the gate.” joel’s eyes stayed glued to your face, his arms crossed over his chest. “Joel, honestly it’s fine—” joel cut jenny off before she could finish, “No, it’s not fine. Go.” jenny so slightly jolted at his tone before walking out while giving joel an apologetic look.

after a few long seconds passed and joel was sure she was out of earshot, his nostrils flared. “I don’t know what the fuck your problem is, but you will not treat her that way.” you weren’t sure why joel was so adamant on defending her, and your confusion showed in your demeanor. your body recoiled away from the tone he was speaking to you with. “Are you serious right now?” you scoffed and narrowed your eyes at the man in front of you.

“She just got here and you’re treating her like shit. As far as I know, that girl hasn’t done a thing to you for you to be acting like this.” he had a point. although she hadn’t directly done anything towards you, you still didn’t feel comfortable with how close she had gotten to him. “Why are you fighting so hard for her? God, if you defend her any harder, I’d think you fucking liked her.” joel wasn’t too fond of how jealous you were acting when in reality, it was fear.

“Are you hearing how you sound right now? I don’t know why you’re being so insecure, but it’s making you disgustingly possessive and it’s extremely unattractive.” your face contorted into something else, something softer. that familiar burn began to sting behind the bridge of your nose as you looked at joel. “You don’t mean that..” the last thing you wanted was to be clingy and possessive. sure, you knew you were territorial, but you didn’t expect it to get this out-of-hand.

“You know I’ve never given you shit about your age, but I didn’t expect you to be this immature about me having another female friend.” your bottom lip began to tighten and quiver from his verbal assault. he’s never spoken to you quite like this, especially ripping into one of your biggest insecurities in y’all’s relationship.

after a few minutes of silence, a few fat, hot tears trailed down your cheeks. “You know what?” you wiped your nose with your sleeve (actually joel’s, it was a flannel he gave you) and sniffled, “You’re absolutely right. I’m very sorry that I treated your friend like that.” you nodded with slight disbelief and disappointment before raising your brows and planting a fake smile upon your lips. “In fact, she can take my horse since it matters that much to you. What’s mine is hers, you’ve made that abundantly clear.” before joel could hurdle another hurtful comment your way, you roughly brushed past him and fled from the uncomfortable space.

when the outbreak happened, you were essentially alone from the start. as an eight year old girl, you were extremely scared to have been pushed onto a crowded bus with your parents. y’all were in a very unorganized community, but it was shelter none the less. when FEDRA raided it, you were fourteen. your father was quick to defend you and your mother from their harsh grips upon y’all’s skin. despite his effort, a FEDRA soldier wasted no time with putting a bullet in his head.

your mother died when you were nineteen. if you had to explain her cause of death, you’d say it was from a broken heart. maybe it was from the never-ending hopelessness that FEDRA constantly served their ‘citizens’, or maybe it was the exhaustion of having to keep going, to keep trying. all you knew was that you couldn’t stay at the shitty QZ anymore, you had to leave if you wanted to survive.

the night after your mother passed, you packed all of your essentials as well as weapons that you had traded for some rations and alcohol your mother had fermented (she would use whatever extra bread and fruit you guys had to make it). with your rifle slung over your back and a pistol shoved in an old leather holster upon your belt, you snuck out of the QZ and become a lone wolf.

after years of trial and error and dropping bodies, you finally came across joel at the ripe age of 24. you had your fair share of shitty groups that tried to backstab you (a few had succeeded), so you were not fond of the idea of him. with the barrel of your pistol pointed towards his figure, you saw his hands raise in the air in defense (knowing joel now, you know he wouldn’t have done that if he had been alone). behind him appeared a frightened girl that stood frozen with fear.

you remembered the first time he confessed any sort of affectionate feelings towards you. it was almost a year after initially meeting. you had been rushed by a clicker, and lo and behold, your pistol was jammed. joel was quick enough to lay a fat shotgun shell into its head before roughly yanking your body up. his arms had wrapped around your body as he reassured you with loving words.

that was three years ago. now, you were on the verge of losing the man that had grown to open up to you and become vulnerable with.

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amethyst-deceives-dee · 2 years

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Praise Me Eddie - Part Two

Eddie Munson x fem!reader

Warnings: 18+, rough oral sex, smut, swearing, graphic sex, spanking, BDSM

Summary: You have a praise kink and Eddie is more than happy to exploit it.

Word Count: 2869

Part One: Here

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You stayed there, your mouth close enough to reach out and take him again and any second. You looked up at him from where you were kneeling, and his eyes met yours. Eddie moved his hand around to cup your chin.

“C’mere,” his voice was firm, and you slowly stood up from your position on the floor in front of him keeping your eyes locked on his. He patted his lap, “Sit,” he commanded. You obeyed straddling him, this time the only thing between you and him were your soaked panties. He readjusted you so that one of your knees was between his and your crotch was pressed against his thigh.

“You’re so good to me Y/N,” he murmured still recovering, you felt his hands winding their way up your back, one hand wrapped around the back of your neck, and you felt his other wind into your hair. He pulled your face down to his and nipped your bottom lip. His tongue slipped between your lips and pressed against yours. You licked at him demanding more and his mouth dominated yours deepening the kiss. You ground your hips down against the bare skin of his thigh and let out a moan as you did. He felt good beneath you, and you couldn’t help but do it again, desperately trying to get the contact that you wanted. He pulled your head back away from his and his hand moved from your neck to your hips in an instant. He held you still.

“Did I tell you that it was your turn yet?” he asked staring at you intently.

“No, but-,”

“No ‘buts’. I thought you promised to be good?” you could see the lust in his eyes as his gaze darkened.

“I’m sorry Eddie,” you pleaded.

“Hm, you’re sorry, huh?” his voice was almost teasing as he asked his question. You nodded.

“Well sorry doesn’t make up for it does it Princess?” his question was rhetorical, “You know what happens to bad girls don’t you Y/N?”. You swallowed, your mouth had gone completely dry, and you nodded. You knew exactly what he meant. He shifted forwards on the couch with you in his lap so that he was sitting more upright. He leaned in close to you, “You know the drill, Princess,” he spoke slowly, his voice low. You shifted in his lap, slowly sliding off of his leg as you stood up only to lie on your belly across his knees.

“Atta girl. Now how many do you think you deserve?” Eddie’s voice was level and commanding.

You thought for a second, “Five?” you tried to sound firm in your response, but your voice wavered. You knew that he would give you as many as he thought was necessary. You heard his throaty laugh from behind you.

“Five? You don’t sound so sure,” you felt his hand begin to smooth slow circles on your ass through your panties, “how about five for now and five for being so naughty earlier?”. The wetness between your legs only grew as he taunted you with his hand.

“Yes, Eddie,” you groaned out biting your lip.

Without warning he drew his hand back and landed a solid smack across your behind. A hoarse moan escaped your lips. It was supposed to be a punishment, but you loved it when he spanked you. The second one came faster and landed harder than the first. “Are you gonna be a good girl for me?” he asked as he pulled his hand back for the third.

“Yes,” you almost screamed in delight as his hand connected again.

“Good.” You were grateful that he was using his right hand as you felt each blow. He stopped on the fifth one. “I want you to lie the other way now, and you can take these off while you’re at it,” he added pulling at the fabric of your underwear. You stood up following his instructions carefully, as you stood up in front of him sliding your last shred of clothing down your legs. His eyes raked over you in appreciation. “So damn beautiful,” you heard him mutter. You moved to the other side of his lap and went to bend over.

“No, I’ve changed my mind. I want you bent over the counter Y/N,” Eddie instructed. Shit. The first five hadn’t been too bad but you knew that the second lot were going to leave marks. He liked to leave you sore knowing that every time you sat down and felt that familiar ache in your backside that it would remind you of him. You obeyed his instructions walking over to the island that separated the kitchen and living room. You leaned over the counter; the surface was cold against your skin. You heard Eddie’s footsteps follow behind you.

“Mm, that’s better,” he groaned in approval, “I want you to count them down for me Princess, okay?”

“Yes, Eddie,” you whined.

You felt his hand brush against your bare skin and noted the coldness of the rings on his fingers. He landed the first smack and the metal bit into your skin.

“One,” you yelped, enjoying the tingling sensation that spread through your sore ass cheeks.

“Good girl,” Eddie affirmed. He raised his hand again and angled it downwards. The sound resonated through the trailer as he smacked you again, harder this time.

“Ah! Two,” you groaned out biting your lip. You felt his hand caressing the tender skin in gentle circles. He reached lower and pushed two of his fingers between your thighs feeling the wetness there. His fingers were so close to your entrance and a small moan escaped your lips, but you lay there completely still, knowing he would only torment you more if you moved.

“You’re so wet for me, baby,” Eddie drawled, enjoying himself as he teased you with his fingers, “maybe I need to come up with a better punishment...” he trailed off. You felt him draw his hand back and another ‘smack’ echoed through the room.

“Three.” He took his time rubbing your sore cheeks each time easing the sting. It was tantalising not knowing when the next one would come. You only felt your need building with each hit, Eddie knew exactly what it was doing to you.

The next one was lower than before, and it sent waves of pleasure through your centre. The pain was delightful, each time worse than the last but it only made the skin more sensitive. It was so overwhelming that you almost forgot to count, “Four,” you moaned out from gritted teeth.

Eddie spent longer caressing you this time, you knew that he was teasing you by drawing it out. He made sure to run his warm hand over your peachy ass several times. You felt the rough palm of his hand reach lower and before removing it once more. You felt the upwards slap on the lower half of your backside, it was the hardest one of them all and you knew that if there weren’t already marks littering your skin that there would be now. The force rocked you forward slightly, the sting dissolved into tingles of pleasure that shot through you.

Your last count came out in a breathless moan, “Five.” His hand remained where it was, and you felt him press his hips against you. The tip of his cock nudge against the sore skin of your ass cheeks, it took all of your willpower not to press yourself back against him. He placed a hand on each cheek and pushed them together. You felt him slide his length up and down against the sore skin.

“Eddie,” you pleaded, “I need you.” ��

“I know baby, patience is a virtue you know?” he chuckled, “You want me to take you right here, hm?”

“Uh-huh,” you nodded.

“Yeah?” his voice was teasing, he slid himself in the gap between your thighs coating his member in your juices. You felt his cock rubbing against your folds, but he made no move to go any further than that.

“Please?”

Eddie pulled away from you, releasing your hips from his grip and you stayed where you were. A frustrated sigh left your throat. You heard him laugh as he walked away. You looked over your shoulder and saw him bend down to pick something off the floor before he sauntered back over to you. You couldn’t see what he held in his hands until he raised the small bundle up to your face. It was your pants.

“Now Princess, we can’t have you being too noisy, can we?”

You swallowed and shook your head.

“Open wide for me,” he demanded. Your mouth dropped open and pushed the fabric between your lips, “Mm, good girl.” Eddie looked pleased with himself as he took in the sight of you bent over and needy with your underwear stuffed in your mouth. You could smell and taste your own juices now and it only turned you on more. Eddie walked around to stand behind you and you felt his hands on your hips sliding over your still tingling ass. They roamed lowed and he pushed your thighs apart before you felt fingers slide up your drenched pussy. He dipped his fingers into your entrance slightly coating them with your sticky juices before continuing to rub against you. His body leaned over yours and he began trailing kisses from your shoulder down the length of your back. His hand didn’t stop caressing you as he went. You felt his lips pressing over the soreness of your rear, he nipped at the tender skin eliciting a muffled moan from you. You felt his breath as he continued moving downwards, his hair brushed against your flesh as he knelt behind you.

Eddie’s mouth was now on your inner thigh sucking and licking. You felt his nose pressing closer to your centre and more breathless moans broke free. His fingers stopped at the apex of your pussy and began to circle your sweet spot as he pushed his tongue between your folds. Your legs almost crumpled at how his hand and mouth worked in unison, building your orgasm intensely. You wanted nothing more than to grind your hips down against his face, but knew that if you did, he would only stop. His face pressed even further between your thighs as his tongue stretched forwards feeling around for your clit. When he found it, Eddie licked it softly, and you released a muffled moan. He kept teasing you with his tongue and eventually grunted distastefully. Eddie loved to eat you out, nothing frustrated him more than not having the level of access that he needed to get you off. His mouth stopped abruptly, and you groaned, he stood up.

“Come with me, Y/N,” Eddie’s voice was thick with lust and as you gazed at him you realised that his member was at full attention again. You let him lead you down the hall and into the bedroom where he pushed you gently onto the bed so that you were facing the headboard on your knees. Eddie looped his handcuffs off the bedframe and snapped them around one wrist and looped them through the headboard before snapping them shut.

“You okay baby?” He asked softly.

You nodded, unable to speak with your mouth full.

“Okay, good.”

Eddie laid down on the bed on his back and scooched closer to you, he carefully lifted one of your knees up and placed it down just to the side of his head. You raised yourself up a little bit, knowing what was coming next.

“Are you a good girl Y/N?” he asked.

You looked down into his eyes and nodded slowly.

“Are you sure about that?” he gave you a pointed look. You let out a little whine as you nodded your head again. He kissed the inside of your thigh, getting closer and closer to your centre. You kneeled patiently over his face trying not to move as he nipped at the sensitive skin leading to your centre. You moaned, pleading with him voicelessly.

“What is it, Princess?” his voice was low, taunting you.

You moaned softly and Eddie didn’t hesitate as his tongue licked along the length of your wet pussy. His tongue lingered at the apex, and he sucked your sensitive nub between his lips. You felt his teeth graze lightly against your flesh and it ignited a fire within you. You didn’t care what kind of punishment it might earn you as you ground your hips against his face. You looked down at him and his eyes widened in surprise at your disobedience. Pleasure shot through you at the feel of his mouth on you, and you rocked your hips back and forth building your own orgasm. For a moment you thought that he would push you away but instead his hands gripped your thighs around him harder.

Eddie licked and sucked at you as you rode his face. The feeling of his tongue sliding between your folds was divine. His strong hold guided your movements so that he kept the control. You let out a sigh of frustration. The handcuffs meant that you couldn’t reach down and loop your fingers in his dark mess of hair. If only you could just make him stay in one place for longer. But Eddie knew exactly what he was doing. He was teasing you, making sure you knew that you would only come when he was good and ready for you to. As you thought it, Eddie moved his mouth away from you a little bit to speak.

“What’s the matter baby?” he teased, nipping at your clit straight after. Eddie let out a low chuckle at the muffled squeal that escaped you and he pressed his face between your thighs again. This time his tongue was relentless, swirling around your clit, sucking and grazing his teeth against that sweet spot. You felt one of his hands untangle itself from your thigh and wind its way up your torso. He brushed it against the underneath of your breast before drawing circles around the peak of your nipple in perfect time with his tongue. You arched your back pressing your hips down onto his face more. Eddie grunted his approval and the vibrations from the sound shot through your core.

The room was filled with the wet sounds of Eddie eating you out and muffled moans from the both of you. You looked down and took in the glorious sight of him feasting on you and your arousal only spiked more. You could feel the sensation building in the pit of your stomach. With each flick of his tongue, you could feel your walls begin to tighten. You tried to say Eddie’s name, but your mouth was still full. You pulled against your restraints rattling the handcuffs. His eyes opened and met yours. He looked at you, his eyes were almost vacant he was lost to his desire, but he gave you a nod and mumbled, “Come for me Y/N,” against your core.

You could barely make out his words, but you had heard them. It was enough to send you hurtling over the edge. With a muted scream your orgasm overtook you and Eddie gripped your thighs with both hands again, clamping you against his face. He moaned against you as he lapped at your wet pussy tasting as much of you as he could. Even when you had finished, he didn’t stop. His mouth stayed firmly against you. Squeals of delight escaped you but as he continued it felt like your brain stopped working. The feeling was so intense that it brought tears to your eyes.

Eddie was lost in you, you could feel his tongue dipping in and out of your entrance tasting every drop of you as your body almost convulsed against him. You were pulling on the handcuffs so hard now that you could feel the metal biting into your skin. Your eyes were squeezed shut and you held your breath as a sound built up in your throat.

“Nnnnngggggg” you moaned loudly as you came again.

He loosened his grip on your hips which you were trying desperately to pull away from the onslaught of his mouth. You managed to kneel enough that his mouth pulled away from you. You slumped forwards a little, eyes still closed, panting. Eddie’s soft chuckled sounded through the quiet of the room. He pressed a quick kiss on the inside of your thigh, the feeling shot straight through your entire body, and you flinched at the sensitivity.

“Oh baby,” Eddie said breathlessly, “I’ve been thinking about your sweet pussy all day and you never disappoint.”

You looked down at his face and your heart almost melted at the sight of the smirk that graced his lips. You could see your juices glinting in the light, the lower half of his face looked slick. Another moan left your gagged mouth at how fucking good he looked. It almost made you want to sit right back down, but what you really wanted was for him to fuck you like the good girl you were.

#eddie munson #eddie x you #eddie munson smut #eddie stranger things #eddie x reader #smut #18+ fic

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