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“I wanna say I wish that you never left oh, but instead I only wish you the best”

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Sarah Ashcroft

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via weheartit

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you are allowed to be proud of the victories that no one else can see. like showering without completely hating your body, not breaking into tears at the thought of the future, talking yourself out of a dark mindset, calming yourself down in public, or like waking up every single day and choosing life. be proud of the progress no matter if it is visible for others or not. you’re doing great, keep up the good work!

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tujuh.

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This is so heart breaking!

Amanda: I went every day for a month, and then every week for a year. Did they tell you that I came?

Dawson: They told me.

Amanda: I guess maybe I hoped they didn’t.

Do you even know that I went when Frank and I started dating?

I told him I was going to see my parents.

Dawson: They told me every time.

Amanda: And you didn’t want to see me?

Dawson: That’s the only thing I did want.

I never stopped loving you, Amanda. Not once.

Amanda: Then why didn’t you?!

Dawson: Because I… I know this doesn’t make sense…

Amanda: It doesn’t.

Dawson: All right, Amanda. Listen to me.

I wanted to do something good. And I wanted to save you from some of the pain.

Amanda: You didn’t save me from anything.

I lived with the pain every day of my life, Dawson, and I blame you.

I blame you for thinking you knew what was best for me when it was you that was best for me.

Dawson: I know.

I couldn’t have you wait for me. There was so much you wanted to do.

Amanda:  But I wanted to do it with you. And I would have waited for as long as it took.

Dawson:  I didn’t deserve you, Amanda.

Amanda: Oh, deserve me? Jesus, Dawson. Don’t you understand?

When I had Jared, and I know this is wrong, but do you know that when I had him I wanted to tell you. And when I lost Bea… I wanted you to hold me.

And when I was alone at night, I wanted… I wanted you and I cried for you and I hated you and I hated you because… because I would have chosen you

no matter what, and you took that away from me.

Dawson: I made a mistake.

Amanda: Yes, you did.

Dawson: I did. I hurt you.

Amanda: But see, I still love you.

I still love you.

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