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January 11, 2021

I’m on my period. I feel like shit. I hate men. I’m overthinking. Pretty sure my heart is going to be broken after this. Why do I set myself up for this? 

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I don’t want to drink but I want to be drunk enough to feel something. Lol. I’m so fucked. 

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Thank god I’m seeing my therapist tomorrow because my mind is so fucked rn. 

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How do you know if you like someone or if you just like the attention? I thought I was old enough to know by now. I guess not. 

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The one good thing about masks is I can buy pads and not have to worry about running into anyone I know. 

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I fucking hate it here. 

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Why is getting your life together so hard? Holy shit man. 

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Maybe not sleeping will reset my brain? I don’t know, let me go get coffee. 

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I hate the weekends. The weekends are so lonely for me. I don’t have friends. I don’t like to do anything. I just sit here with my thoughts. 

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Having everything in dark mode is so depressing, but I will die before I ever put anything in light mode. 

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It feels like I’m falling deeper and deeper into a never ending rabbit hole with no way out. 

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I don’t fucking want to be fucking alive anymore. 

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Ugh, have to go to a party I don’t want to go to. I’m getting wasted later. 

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I’ve been feeling more alone than usual. Everything just feels so weird. 

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I don’t wanna look like this, fuck I don’t wanna feel like this, fuck

Corpse Husband 

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I’m trying to get my shit together, but I feel myself not wanting to. Ugh. 

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Today sucks.