amorphousea

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if you ever find yourself thinking “wow I scraped the bottom of the barrel with my energy with that and came out okay!” that’s the devil talking. you did not come out okay. you borrowed energy from the future. you will repay it if you don’t rest and replenish the borrowed energy first.

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so ummm welcome to my jar:) lemme show you around! theres some holes poked in the top so i can breathe, theres some leaves to munch on, and ive even got a twig! #mytwig

[amorphousea]

fireflies are disappearing. fireflies are going disappearing bc our obsession with “perfect” lawns bereft of native flowers & full of pesticides that kill even the bugs we deem likeable, bc of urbanizations that destroys their homes, because of the light pollution that disrupts their mating habits & their communication.

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greta was time's person of the year a few years ago. she was adored by all liberal world leaders and parties. and when she learnt about people's struggle under occupation and colonialism, she stood in solidarity with them . she now stands with palestine and armenia and kashmir and every oppressed person in the world. she could have been rich as fuck by simply remaining as a climate activist. yet she chose to do the right thing. i love her for her integrity.

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[amorphousea]

You’re not depressed. You just need $250,000 in your bank account.

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me when someone abruptly asks me if i want to go and do something fun together but the fun thing wasn't part of my daily plan:

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[amorphousea]

is love always a hand around your throat? this is care this is care this care. somewhere i am free. is it the place where i wear my own armors? is it the place where i let myself sing? somewhere i am free. is love supposed to shrink you down? somewhere i am tall, somewhere i am loud. do you like that? my devotion? my willingness to die. start sucking on the skin between your knuckles, i only have so much blood to bleed.

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I’m starting to think some of y’all haven’t actually felt the rain on your skin… which is crazy because no one else can feel it for you

[amorphousea]

"live every day like it's your last": scary. weirdly foreboding. not a good thought process if you get anxious easily. stressful. so much pressure that it loops back around to making you do nothing. "live every day like it's your FIRST": everything becomes fascinating. renews the excitement of discovering things for the first time again. makes you feel like exploring stuff. #mywisdom

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Anaïs Nin, in a diary entry dated 25 May 1931, from The Early Diary of Anaïs Nin Vol. IV: 1927-1931

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I actually do feel like the "unemployed friend on a Tuesday" meme actually helps de-stigmatize unemployment because it frequently affirms that when you don't have a job you're more likely to be getting up to some weird shit rather than just lazing around. But I also feel like the unemployed friend is frequently up to some random shit because there's a whole pile of miscellaneous life tasks that full-time employment keeps people from. The unemployed friend is helping their cousin move, or babysitting, or checking in with a neighbor with mobility issues. The unemployed friend is a walking thesis on the inflexibility of our current labor landscape and just how much work exists outside of work.

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Netherlands by Marina

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from "May", Tathev Simonyan

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I'm, above all else, a tangentgirl. always saying shit like "sidenote," "oh also," "by the way,"