amothersvow

[amothersvow]

[amothersvow]

Emotionally repressed character confessions!!

☽ "i don’t know how to talk about this without making it a joke." ☽ "i’m not used to people… staying." ☽ "can we just pretend i didn’t say that?" ☽ "i thought if i ignored it long enough it would stop hurting." ☽ "sometimes i rehearse being honest in my head and then never do it." ☽ "i literally have no idea how to ask for help without apologizing." ☽ "i didn’t know it was okay to feel like this." ☽ "do you ever get tired of pretending you're okay?" ☽ "what if i'm just too much and not enough at the same time?" ☽ "i only know how to be fine or silent." ☽ "i’ve never told anyone that before. please don’t look at me like that." ☽ "i don’t want to be alone, but being around people feels like too much too." ☽ "i don’t even know what i’m feeling half the time." ☽ "i’m scared if i let it out, i won’t be able to put it back." ☽ "i didn’t mean to make you worry. i just didn’t think it mattered." ☽ "every time i try to be vulnerable, my body screams abort mission."

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A  FUCKED  UP  KISSING  MEME  bc  who  needs  soft  kisses  when  you  can  have  This   !

(   send  me   ‘  💔  ’   to  generate  the  angsty  way  that  our  muses  kiss.  feel  free  to  specify  a  number  or  who  is  kissing  who  if  you’d  like.   )

a  kiss  when  it’s  not  wanted.

a  kiss  when  it’s  not  allowed.

a  violent  kiss.

a  bloody  kiss.

a  lying  kiss.

a  kiss  as  a  warning.

a  kiss  on  an  injury  your  muse  gave  to  mine.

a  kiss  on  an  injury  my  muse  gave  to  yours.

a  kiss  accompanying  your  muse  injuring  mine.

a  kiss  accompanying  my  muse  injuring  yours.

a  drunk  /  drugged  kiss.

a   ‘  goodbye  ’   kiss.

a   ‘  please  ’   kiss.

an   ‘  i’m  sorry  ’   kiss.

an   ‘  i’ll  be  back  ’   kiss.

a  kiss  to  gain  control.

a  kiss  to  give  up  control.

a  kiss  that  draws  blood.

a  kiss  with  tears.

a  kiss  that  won’t  be  remembered.

[amothersvow]

Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 ... sentence starters

"Tomorrow comes."

"Time to spill some ink."

"GET OUT OF MY WAY!"

"Oh no, too much effort."

"And this world, a mirror."

"Oh, no, he's right next door."

"I've had enough condolences."

"When one falls. We. Continue."

"The others are waiting for you."

"Life keeps forcing cruel choices."

"For those who come after, right?"

"Stop sending hooligans over here!"

"Escape. Yeah. That's what I wanted."

"Everyone in (place name) is an orphan."

"It's not make believe. It's not…You're not…"

"What hurts more are the memories unmade."

"I think we captured your essence beautifully."

"Death is a friend who will welcome me home."

"Stop being a big meanie! They're nice humans!"

"Losing a rock is better than never having a rock!"

"Your friends speak truth, and it changes nothing."

"You know, hobbies don't always have to be useful."

"Here I have a chance to live, out there I merely exist."

"See things as they are, not how you want them to be."

"Men trip not on mountains; they stumble upon stones."

"We're all hypocrites, doing the same thing to each other."

"(Name) used to be all 'wheeee!' but now he's all 'whooo!'."

"Our whole world carries the burden of your family's grief."

"I'm always missing something that everyone else just gets."

"I thought I was more of a wine-keeper than a secret-keeper."

"This is the definition of a fool's quest, and my brother's not usually a fool."

"We could never tell if you were my brother or father. But to me, you were both."

"I'm enjoying the uselessness of today, and readying my usefulness for tomorrow."

"He'd be super happy because we're sending them soaring on fun little adventures."

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The Angry River

Lyrics from the angry riveer by the hat gently modified into starters.

"The emptiness, we confess."

"It's the dimmest hour of day."

"In this town they make a sound..."

"It's like the low sad moan of pray."

"The bitter taste..."

"The hidden face..."

"The lost, forgotten child."

"The darkest need."

"The slowest speed."

"The debt is unreconciled."

"These photographs mean nothing."

"There's this poison that they take."

"Before, a moment's glory."

"The light begins to fade."

"The awful cost of all we've lost."

"What awful cost."

"We looked the other way."

"We've paid the price."

"We've paid the price of this cruel device."

"'Til we've nothing left to pay."

"The river goes where the current flows."

"The light we must destroy."

"Events conspire to set afire."

"The methods we employ."

"These dead men walk on water."

"Cold blood runs through their veins."

"The angry river rises."

"As we step into the rain."

"These photographs mean nothing to the poison that they take."

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it was a magical night in camp <33

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the   M O N S T E R   that’s outside my window ? he’s like   F A M I L Y   to me now .

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🔥⚔️

i like this sketch but will never finish it

yes it's that one screenshot inspired

[amothersvow]

The Blade of Frontiers (with a sturgeon spiky tail)

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christian grey if he slayed or something idk

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disappearing earth.

dialogue prompts from disappearing earth by julia phillips.

why do you have to be such a brat?

want me to tell you a story?

did i scare you?

could you help me? i've hurt my _____.

best friends do not abandon each other.

love means making compromises.

isn't anyone concerned about you?

i'm not a good influence.

don't roll your eyes.

how much longer can we do this?

family over everything.

is it serious?

you don't know, or you don't want to?

what do you think really happened to ____?

who's the 'type of girl' to do anything?

i'm not like you, but i understand you.

some people have nobody and nowhere.

i kept picturing you with ______.

whatever happened, i hope it ended quickly.

i'll take any gossip i can get.

you don't miss life here?

some people don't care if you're special. they'll punish you, anyway.

the police will hurt you, if they get the chance.

one mistake can cost you your life.

i'm the same. you know better than anyone, the way that i am.

will you at least promise to be careful?

for you, i'd do anything.

everyone looks better at a distance.

you've heard the news, then?

it's better not to speak of such things. what can we do about it all?

everyone says they saw it coming.

you're too young to understand what duty is.

this world was built for people to suffer.

let's talk about anything else.

you haven't heard of a text message?

you look just the same as you did.

i hope you choke.

it was a fling. not a very good one.

how did you sleep? any nightmares?

you can live another life. it isn't too late.

you know, you can be a real bitch.

there's always some new tragedy to discuss.

do you have a picture with you?

this sounds like village gossip.

is this really happening?

this is not real. this cannot be my life.

did you hear that? be quiet for a second.

do you remember the end of the story?

[amothersvow]

send me    ‘ SMOOCHES! ‘    for my muse to grab yours and cover their face with lots of little kisses!

send   ‘ SMOOCHES? ‘   for your muse to do it, instead!

[amothersvow]

Fruits Basket — Volume 4   {Sentence Starters}

“I’m sorry, okay?”

“Too much effort.”

“Will you help her?”

“Do you… regret it?”

“You won’t regret it?”

“He’s still afraid of me.”

“He was obviously lying!”

“You have no imagination!”

“I guess that’s pretty… cool.”

“But, that was my selfishness.”

“It’s no use getting mad at me.”

“What? What did he to do you?”

“I really can’t compete with you.”

“Dammit, quit making fun of me!”

“That proves he can’t forget me.”

“I’m really bad at that sort of thing.”

“Skin him. Now. Barbecue the bastard.”

“Coming from you, that sound criminal.”

“She does look like she’ll buy anything.”

“Hey, don’t just stand there like a doofus.”

“It’s so disgusting, I don’t even want to say.”

“You should try to meet each other halfway.”

“—–No reason. I didn’t mean anything by it.”

“What if someone who works here sees us?”

“Now you’re  r e a l l y  jumping to conclusions…”

“Relax! I was just making a point. Don’t be mad.”

“Hey. It’s pretty windy out here, you’ll catch cold.”

“They’re having fun. They’re seriously having fun.”

“If you stay out too late… won’t your mother worry?”

“I was just thinking that was a beautiful thing to say.”

“You should be glad I haven’t taken you to the police!”

“So, please don’t worry about me… just keep watching over me.”

“Why are you standing before a grave with such feelings of regret?”

“You’re really pissing me off. Quit acting like you’re king of the mountain…”

“I want to think that there’s no such thing as a memory that’s okay to forget.”

“If someone can cause those scars, there is sure to be someone who can heal them.”

“If I keep trying, then someday… someday I’ll be strong enough that those memories can’t defeat me.”

[amothersvow]

Send a symbol for your muse to gently touch mine by: 

❥ :  tucking stray hair behind their ear

✿ : trailing soft kisses down their arm

☁ : cuddling with them under a blanket

★ : pressing a kiss to the back of their hand

▲ : leaning your head against their shoulder

♪ : singing them a lullaby and brushing their hair

◆ : wrapping your arms around them from behind

✤ : lacing your fingers into theirs and holding their hands

♣ : slowly pulling them into your lap to curl up and cuddle

▨ : rubbing their back to calm them down when they’re upset

▰ : embracing them and holding them firmly against your chest

[amothersvow]

Let’s all just stop and take in this sunrise…

📍Byron Bay, Australia

[amothersvow]

prompts:　spotify on repeat,　pt. 2.

been alone for so long, i've got something to prove.

people come, and people go. people leave, you would know.

and some things you just can't speak about.

i know you wish that she was me.

you're good at impersonating someone that cares.

i've been here for days tryna' find a way to make it out alive.

if you wanted me to go you should've told me.

i wish that i could slow down.

what a shame i became someone else you forgot.

if that was casual, then i'm an idiot.

don't smile because it happened, baby, cry because it's over.

there's just something so bitter and cold in the air tonight.

i wish you'd told me. you could've told me.

know i shouldn't want it but i need attention.

am i on your todo list?

oh, we must stop meeting like this.

you dream of some epiphany just one single glimpse of relief to make some sense of what you've seen.

maybe it would be different if we could've called it what it was.

you're just like your father, have it your way or nothin' at all.

if i'm being honest, i like the feeling of letting it all burn down.

you know it's been a lil' minute since you and i have had a chat.

i had this dream where i never met you.

i'm sorry, but i'm deeply still in love with you.

and i, i'm so terrified just wanna get it right this time.

i told the truth, oh, but you didn't like it, you went home.

i make the rules and i break myself to keep them.

i refuse to be wrong again.

i'm out of my mind.

i choose you and me... religiously.

i'm hurting but i'm learning as quickly as i can some things aren’t meant to understand.

i get the job done.

am i lying to my mother that someday i'll find another?

does he love you any different?

cause i'm cool on my own but it's warmer in your arms.

all the silence just makes it worse, really.

if you think things will change, you're kidding yourself.

when did all you bitches get so nice.

you're supposed to think about me every time you hold her.

she sent me something and i can't think about anything else.

i wish that i could slow, slow down.

i wonder if i tell the truth.

i want you to miss me.

am i still worried 'bout you? why, yes, i am and i always will.

i wanna make a video to our future selves.

you're good at the falling, not the staying there.

i need something sweet to sweep me off my feet.

you're worse than my mother, pointin' out flaws like it's your day job.

i'd never wanna intrude, no.

bad things always come in threes.

don't say it was just an isolated incident that happened once.

we've already done it in my head.

you think it's happy hour, for me it's not.

cause you ain't gotta tell me, it's just in my nature.

well, i heard you might've found somebody new.

i love you, i'm sorry.

all of your best excuses. no, they don't stand a chance against all the chances i give you.

you're confused and i'm upset but we never talk about it.

i'll be your perfect mrs. 'til the day that one of us dies.

i say too much, then i cross the line.

i wanna touch you but you're too far away.

she's on your mind, like, all the time.

maybe she's a late bloomer or maybe it's a fake rumor.

so if time is a healer, is there a waiting list i can find? 

okay, i just feel like this is the perfect opportunity for us to just take a second and kind of unpack what's happened to you.

sometimes i hate this road that i'm taking.

there was a litany of reasons why we could've played for keeps this time.

they're gonna crucify me anyway.

i like the feeling of letting it all burn down.

just like photographs and all the dark sides of your past, we'll be forever.

there's a weight off my shoulders now that i don't chase you.

i know most things end in a disaster for ya but i'm still keeping all my hopes up high.

know i shouldn't need it but i want affection.

this is a really dark time for me, i'm goin' through a lot.

the first time, ever i saw your face i thought the sun rose in your eyes.

you don't know how to feel, you don't know how to sleep.

after all the tears you've cried don't you comprimise.

well, i heard you might've found somebody new. i still can't swallow it but i think i'm proud of you.

i heard you're sober now.

how can you be cold when i open my home?

trust me i know it's always about me.

what if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?

i can't lose another [boy] that's not even my [boyfriend].

we don't wanna revert back into our old ways.

i couldn't make it any harder to love me.

we never talk it through, how you guilt-tripped me to open up to you.

give it ten months and you'll be past it.

but now i wonder why i let your indecision keep me up at night.

you deserve a happy ever after, don't ya?