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[amournfulelegy]

Gabriel looked intently at their sibling. They called bullshit, mostly because Michael complained about everything and everyone who did not meet his standards or showed lacking or flaws. all of the human realm was in their opinion a playground for criticism and Gabriel wondered why the archangel of perfection was so laid back about his answer. Did they know they were trying to get under their skin ?

Then Gabriel smiled. "Can't I have a random conversation with my older sibling , the light in the darkness , the perfection in the face of - " they stopped and sighed. "Fine , I'm bored and you're an easy target. What are you reading anyway, there's nothing interesting to read since ... " they truly tried to think back on the last thing they had read of importance, but couldn't quite put the finger on it. " eons probably. "

Michael scoffs and rolls their eyes, waving a hand rather dismissively. "France has its own perks. Besides, it is a lovely place. Why would I complain? I have no qualms with it." They shrug, like it's the most obvious explanation in the world. Though they have to wonder if that's all Gabriel really wants. It likely isn't. It's never that straightforward.

So they sigh, tilting their head, almost scrutinizing them for a moment before they speak again. "Is that all you really wanted to ask? I do not believe that for a moment. Such things are never so easy with you. What is actually on your mind, Gabriel?"

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A blue box in London. A grim omen, knowing the Doctor hated London. Whatever the reason he was here, Me did not really intend to meet with the Doctor, much less engage in conversation. She knew he was watching over her in order to prevent something. She did not like to be surveilled like that, like she was a threat when most of her life she had served to better Earth.

As she was heading towards a location to retrieve a refugee , she stumbled on a man with a screwdriver. Maybe it was the fact that their fate was linked forever, maybe a bit of the Doctor lived in her, or maybe it was the way Clara described the Doctor before it was the Doctor who made her immortal. Though she had never seen this one, she knew, in her bones, she knew. "Strange place to be at this hour, handsome." she spoke.

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Me had lived through many things, most forgotten to her mind - at least the feeling of it. Memories turned and twisted constantly in dreams, or when she jogged something while reading her diaries. She had disappeared from the Doctor's view after the 1800 , understanding that he would never give her what she wanted. She left him some hints there and then to let him know she was still alive, other than that, she remained hidden.

As she was wandering the streets of London, she noticed someone intently watching her. As always careful and paranoid, but always curious and reckless, she let it happen , until she would be in ear shot. "Fancy something you're saying there mate ?" she asked , being next to him in a masterful dance of blending in and out of a crowd.

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So many questions, she could see the thoughts turn and twist, and there was a wish to appease his mind, but to aim for that, first a storm needed to be let loose. She was not sure he was ready for it, but it was not her choice to make.

"The truth." she reminded him gently and put her hand out. "I can show you what happened that day where fate decided to switch hands. However, I must warn you. What I am showing cannot be unseen, cannot be forgotten, cannot be unfelt. Your guilt now , will not compare to the pain that this will cause. You will carry those feelings with you for a very long time before you can get rid of them, if you can get rid of them. " she warned. Laying before him all there was to know to make an advised decision.

She was never going to force anything on her champion. It seemed a bit of a lie, given how he had became the champion, but in all, he was the victim and now he was under her protection, he had freedom of choice. Only the deals could only be negotiated and broken with the ones they were made with. All she could do now , was to offer the truth, as cold and unbearable as it was.

His eyes widened at her words, watching as she got closer to him. It was a strange sensation, one he might never get used to, having her be so cold, and yet...so comforting too.

It wasn't his fault for what happened to Torvic. It was only his time.

While it was comforting to know that truth, it didn't help him feel ease with knowing the drums weren't her doing. Whose was it then, if it was anyone's doing to begin with? Was he going mad? No one else could hear it. Only him. How long would it continue to last?

But the Master was brought to a halt in his thoughts, feeling his breath hitch at her next words. Had he heard that right? Blue eyes blink, looking right into the eyes of his Eternal mistress. "What do you mean...the Doctor is the one who made the deal?"

This couldn't be right. Koschei clearly recalled being the one to hit Torvic over the head with a rock. He could remember the blood and then the burning of the body...it was what made him into this -- a shadow of death, chaos and destruction. "It was me...not him." Or was it just another thing he was getting wrong? He couldn't trust his own mind anymore.

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Death smiled. "I do not punish nor do I kill. Your kind is very skilled at both though. " he stated and ate a bit of pancake. "And sugar, who would have thought. " he washed it with some coffee. "And I'm not here because of her either. "

As she got a bit hooked on what he was saying , he sat back. "The problem with being an ethereal being, the end of everything, is that there is a bit of neutrality here. I cannot cause mayhem like others , especially in domains of territorial beings ... or else, well the whole theater will collapse and it's going to be a mess. "

"There is a witch who has cheated me for decades now, using others to feat upon. I think that is fitting to your current job description yes? I do not know where this person is, mostly because they cloaked themselves even from my sight. But you, you have a way in, and there comes the awaited why you , one of the humans kept has been touched by Analiese. "

Cara had never discussed Analiese with anyone. So to hear ‘that demon’ talked about aloud... She felt tears well up into her eyes that she quickly blinked away, not comprehending what he - possibly Death himself - was saying, instead asking, “Is that why you’re here, because of her? To punish me? To kill me because of all of the lives that we took?” If that was the case, she couldn’t blame him; she more than deserved it. Her brow then furrowed when he brought up a case, one that would allow a great number of souls to be freed, and she shook her head, “As you just said, you know more about me than anyone. You know what I’ve done. So why would you even trust me with this? Why, out of all of the hunters in the world, would you choose me? Not to mention, if you really are Death, why would you need my help at all? You have more power than I ever will...” She trailed off, gesturing to their frozen surroundings as if to prove her point.

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grief hitting quite hard today as we approach the 2 years anniversary of my dad's death.

And you know what was at fault ? a fucking Tangerine . My brain decided to remember that he used to always peel one for me when he ate one.

[amournfulelegy]

For the new Muses

Archangel Gabriel (fandomless)

Freyja ( fandomless)

Thandruil ( tolkien)

Ashildr (doctor who)

Please specify who you are interested in. If you're a multi, comment with which muse you would like to interact ( can be multiple, I don't mind XD).

[amournfulelegy]

Gabriel had a smile on their features that had more than one meaning. Of course their dear sibling would put themselves above and consider their choice superior. And then they spokeabout vice. "Jealousy? Me ? I would never. Do I look like I would envy any of you and start a catastrophic war about it ? Naaah " they replied joyfully and with a mastered fake innocence, was going to continue.

" No I'm very, very happy with with Portugal, and Cepu by the way. Magnificent. " they began to explain. "No I was merely wondering why you would willingly accept France, that is all. "

Michael lets out a long, withering sigh, not even looking up from the scroll in their hands as Gabriel speaks. Really, they should be used to this by now. It seems everyone gets a kick out of poking and prodding them these days just to see what it would take to make Michael break that stoic mask of theirs. Though they think that Gabriel does it just because.

"Portugal is nice. Do not disparage what you have been given," they mutter, rolling up the scroll and finally looking over at them. "Need I remind you that jealousy is a vice? It does not look very good on you."

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A side glance . As the humans were saying : look at what the cat dragged in. The angel turned, the wings only visible to the infamous John Constantine.

"What aid do you require today, John ? " Gabriel asked. They did not really wasted time in small talk with him. Were they an ally to him ? Most days. Though in this world of constant battle between heavens and hell, he had his uses to them, to them all, in all of their monstrosity. "You look like shit. " they added as a free jab though it was the truth.

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@prodigiumamare

Most were quick to judge. Most were too afraid to admit what some of what Lucifer had done and said was true, there laid the taboo. There had been a reason, there had been a lot of reasons, and a lot of things that could have been different. However, it was hard to have a voice when your siblings were at each others throat. The twins, the favorites. Maybe it had to be that way.

Gabriel had another perspective, and maybe that was why they sought Lucifer. The truth was, they missed them. Though they knew that appearing before him would trigger another response. What did god's messenger want. Maybe just a conversation. "Greetings " They paused. "I am not sure how you prefer to be addressed now. " they did not want to use old wounds.

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Constantine (2005) dir. Francis Lawrence

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Time might have been irrelevant to them, but at times boredom still hooked itself to Gabriel. Now the archangel wouldn't start a rebellion just for fun, as some did before, but intrusive thoughts were not exclusive to humans. After all, someone had to bring that concept to them. Was it Gabriel ? Debatable. What was happening right now was that random questions were crossing their mind. Things past, things to be.

The unwilling victim of those thoughts was next to them, there was just something that Gabriel took pleasure in and it was to annoy Michael. "Remind me why you got France and I ended up with Portugal as patronage ? Just wondering when that was decided. "

[amournfulelegy]

For the new Muses

Archangel Gabriel (fandomless)

Freyja ( fandomless)

Thandruil ( tolkien)

Ashildr (doctor who)

Please specify who you are interested in. If you're a multi, comment with which muse you would like to interact ( can be multiple, I don't mind XD).

[amournfulelegy]

Hello, sooo I'm gonna add

Archangel Gabriel - fandomless

Freyja - norse goddess - fandomless

and test muse :

Ashildr / Me - Doctor Who

Thandruil - Tolkien

and I'm gonna drop my DA muse, cause I honestly give up :

Geldauran

and I'm gonna make Imshael a general demon of desire , fandomless

changes coming up on the muse list

[amournfulelegy]

I feel quite sad and discouraged tonight. Like why am I not good enough for people to stay or interact with me ... they just disappear without any explanation

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THE SOUNDS OF NIGHTMARES SENTENCE STARTERS .

a collection of roleplay / writing prompts , lifting quotes from " the sounds of nightmares " podcast based in the little nightmares universe .

" the look on your face says there's more on your mind . "

" would you like to talk about it ? "

" how are you feeling today ? "

" do you remember your nightmares ? "

" i remember ... everything . "

" i'm not sure that's true . "

" i woke up somewhere i didn't belong . "

" i don't quite follow . "

" can you try to explain ? "

" you can't understand . not unless you were there . "

" hey ! where are we ?! "

" they aren't children . not at all . "

" my mind was divided , and that's not fair to you . "

" everything is going to get worse from here . "

" help me ! please help me ! "

" who brought me here ? "

" i'll do everything i can to help you . "

" there's nothing bad inside you . nothing . "

" we're in this together . "

" take your pick . "

" sweets for my sweet . "

" do you know a way out of here ? "

" what are you working on ? "

" we're friends . friends tell each other things . "

" i'll play with you . "

" don't overdo it . "

" you were right there ! don't tell me you did nothing ! "

" you're upset with me , aren't you ? "

" are you going to leave ? like all the others ? "

" whatever you desire , it's yours . "

" everyone needs someone . "

" don't leave me alone ! "

" are you still angry with me ? "

" i'll protect you . "

" i hate being alone . "

" i understand more than you think . "

" you mean to escape , don't you ? "

" you're being unfair . "

" i can't help you if you hide things from me . "

" why did you bring me here ? "

" what do you want ? "

" why didn't you tell me ? "

" you promised me . "

" i don't feel like talking . "

" you never listen . "

" we can face these monsters together . "

" i need you . "

" i have nothing more to give . "

" take my hand again . "

" you abandoned me . "

" the more time you spend with someone , the harder it becomes to hide who you really are . "

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For Eris, Goddess of Strike and Discord

Please specify who you want, and if you're a multi for which muse . Otherwise it's my pick !