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𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔶 𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔢𝔯

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i mean this completely seriously but… a cup of coffee can save your life a little, a shower can save your life a little, making your favorite meal can save your life a little…….little things actually add up to really big things in the long run if you let them, the secret to surviving everyday is infusing a little bit of magic into the mundane i truly believe that

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why am i so small and sensitive and in need of constant reassurance

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cooking is a love language

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my grandparents are getting really old - they’re 86 or 87 now. my grandparents are the ones that raised me and made me who i am today. i understand that time is flying by and that moments with them are precious. i’m trying to remember my conversations with my grandparents and really cherish all the time i have with them. it makes me sad that my thai isn’t as good now so i have trouble telling them things sometimes, but they somehow put the pieces together and always understand what i’m trying to say. they live in thailand now and are too old to travel back and forth, so i just talk to them on the phone every so often. our conversation was really simple. i just updated them on how i’m doing in school, where i live now, how i’m still dating the same guy from 3 years ago, how i want to go to thailand this december to visit, how i miss and love them, how my parents are doing, etc. i emphasize how much i love them because i never know whether it’ll be the last time talking to them. i wonder if this is a bad mindset to have because i’m always worried about them being gone soon. either way, it’s still a good thing that i say it. i noticed that my family, like many other asian families, are not very affectionate with words... except for my grandparents. they are so loving in every way. anyway, on the phone, my grandma told me not to get married yet or have babies and to make sure that my boyfriend graduates school LOL cuz she was worried before when jaermee wasn’t in school. my grandpa’s alzheimer’s is progressing slowly but he still remembers everyone, he just has a hard time with what day it is and rambles a lot. i hope that my aunties in thailand are taking care of my grandma because my grandma is always busy taking care of my grandpa. i love them soooo much and my heart was so full after i talked to them. i need to practice my thai so i can communicate better with them!!! 

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learn to give people their space. the more you gnaw on their peace, the more you push them away.

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Is anybody else obsessed with understanding how others perceive you like… who am I in your lives… what kind of person am I… a friend of mine told me once that I’m mysterious and I was like ??????!???)????

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Whatever it is, it’s not coming back on its own, so…

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been going through a difficult time lately, but it’s just temporary. everything will be okay, just be patient