an-empty-soul

[an-empty-soul]

sometimes we have to realize we’re never getting that apology and that moving on is just something we have to do to live. forgive or don’t forgive, but accept that the apology isn’t coming, because sometimes people aren’t good people. that doesn’t mean you should stop having faith that there are good people. it just means the closure isn’t there like it was meant to be.

[an-empty-soul]

“I am constantly torn between wanting to improve myself and wanting to destroy myself.”

— Unknown (via thequotejournals)

[an-empty-soul]

I hate how i have a double chin when i look down

I hate how i get sweat UNDER the bit of stomach the hangs down

I hate the flabby bits under my arms

I hate how my whole body jiggles when i run up the stairs

I hate that my thighs are as big as my male best friends

I hate how my neck has rolls like a sausage 

I hate how i use food for my ulimate comfort

I hate that i have to wear L shirts, XL sometimes

I hate that people assume i am the larger sizes

I hate how every part of me is flabby

I hate how i sweat after running for only a few minutes

I hate how i get out of breath after walking quickly from class to class

I hate how guys call me “curvy” or “Cute” but never “tiny” or “beautiful”

I hate how i look

I hate how i act

I hate myself 

[an-empty-soul]

[an-empty-soul]

Bravest

[an-empty-soul]

I don’t know

[an-empty-soul]

stare blankly

[an-empty-soul]

Just scream

[an-empty-soul]

always

[an-empty-soul]

[an-empty-soul]

Isn’t it weird how you can actually feel the pain in your chest and stomach when something really hurts your feelings

[an-empty-soul]

Waking up thinner is worth going to bed hungry.

(via thinspiration50110)

[an-empty-soul]

[an-empty-soul]

My mind commited suicide way too long ago

(via killed-long-ago)

[an-empty-soul]

It shouldn’t be this hard to keep myself alive at my age

[an-empty-soul]

I don’t want to get out of bed, I don’t want to be alive

[an-empty-soul]

The sound of someone trying to hold back their crying is probably worse than the sound of them actually crying.