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Pernah bertanya pada diri, apa guna berdoa selama ini? Bukankah Allah Maha Mengetahui, lalu mengapa perlunya berdoa? Kata Imam Abdullah ibnu Alwi Al-Haddad masyur dengan qasidah Qod Kafani, “Cukup bagiku pengetahuan Tuhanku, daripada permintaan dan usahaku. Doa serta permohonanku sebagai bukti pada kefakiranku. Oleh kerana rahsia itu aku berdoa, pada saat aku senang dan susah.” Kita berdoa, tanda kita ini fakir, mengakui hidup sebagai hamba serba kekurangan, perlunya bantuan Allah hatta sehela nafas sekalipun. Bukannya Allah tidak mengetahui apa yang kita mahu pinta dalam doa, tetapi berdoa itu menzahirkan kita hamba dan Allah itu tempat bergantung. Cukuplah selama ini hidup bersahabat dengan syaitan, berdamailah dengan Allah. Yakin lah doa itu senjata orang mukmin berbuat menjalani kehidupan tika wabak covid-19 ini. (at Pantai Puteri Melaka) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-UVZI7lInh/?igshid=11768awx1e7ze

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Meniti Hari

kerana masa itu sangat berharga dan berlalu tanpa kita sedari. Maka,bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kau ada kini. 

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Restriction Movement Order

So its RMO here. Second phase of RMO. And i'm here being a more more grateful servant for this ni'mah. Of course, there are times where boredom and depression striked hard on me.

But then, there is always Allah who keep me sane. He who always hear my prayers.

I remember before this RMO and these covid-riot happened, deep down in my heart i prayed to give me a lot of time, or anything that can stop time ticks for a while for me to reflect on my self, and collect all the strength again. It have been hard for me since day one.

And then boom! Allah give 14 days plus another 14 days with restrictions from going outside. Without doing any outdoor activities. Allah surely wants me to get my strength back here in villa tarbiyah qowiy with my solehah housemates. I've got the time to Read the bunch of waiting books, khatam 30 juz of quran with meanings.. Allah is so kind. Allahuakbar.

Masyaallah. So this is my reflection from my heart along the covid 19's RMO. I hope I can do more things that will help people during this RMO. May Allah give His barakah and blessings for this ni'mah. May we did not waste this time in vain.

Aminn

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Aku juga perempuan, Punyai impian, Anggun dibalut perhiasan, Hidup bergemerlapan, Bak artis pujaan. Ku ingin bermadah puisi, Bersyair dan menyanyi, Lincah menari, Menghibur dan menyeri. Namun, aku bukan perempuan, Gopoh mengejar kemahsyuran, Di tempat persinggahan, Tiada berkekalan. Ku ingin kemuliaan abadi, kemahsyuran hakiki, Bukan yang tiada erti, Bukan yang dimurkai Ilahi, Bukan di dunia ini, Tapi di Taman Syurgawi, Inginku kekal sebagai Bidadari. Bidadari :) — 8:43 PM 180414

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Thank god i have tumblr, at least i can talk to myself.

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🍁 O Allah. Knowing the fact that You are aware of my situation, my heart and my thoughts, it brings so much of peace to my heart.

(via amatullah-hhh)

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in Arabic, it called ‘zhalim’

Lets take a selfie with Laila!

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There are beautiful things await, behind the curtains

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I should of claimed my free coffee man!!!

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“Be with those who make the road to Jannah easier.” 🍁

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“Pegang cermin selalu untuk selalu lihat kesalahan diri sendiri. Bukan pegang kanta pembesar untuk lihat kesalahan orang lain🔎.”

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throwback-ing my older posts.

Seems like there is more me disgusted by my own post (except for this one is good arifah. congrates mee)

. makes me thought that, I have changed THIS MUCH, that I can't go back to that life again. And go on and forth with this new wasilah, ways of life. Allah knows what’s better for me and what is not.

Dengan redha Mu ya Allah, moga aku terus stabat.

Insyaallah. Hati ini milik Allah

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Tahu

Apa kau cari

Yang sebetul-betulnya?

Lama mana begini

Bertelanjang jiwanya.

Apa kau nanti

Yang sesungguh-sunguhnya?

Malam siang berganti

Jawabnya tetap sama.

Sayu, tak terjelas fikiran.

Rebah tak tersambutkan.

Kau tahu, Kau sayu.

Kau rindu

Sama Tuhan 

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Place where I longed for

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there you go. negative vibes. stay away from me