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An hour of chaos in my mind before back to nothingness 💖

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shoutout to the girls who love so hard their souls hurt ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

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i have a free will and made latina makeup for my tommy cash🖤

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i hate men but i also need male validation i hate it here

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Would anyone miss me if i would disappear?

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want to be panting into someones neck while they whine about how much they’ve missed me, their fingers stretching out my cunt, smearing the slick all all over my clit, nipping my skin, just hhhhh

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Me: it is what it is

Also me: *crying because I hate the way it is*

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please let me stay dissociated I don't want to feel anymore

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If only they would stop lying about loving me

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“Apologize to your body. Maybe that is where the healing begins.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

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i've officially given up

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Sometimes i want to hurt myself without any reason. Why not?

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I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

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Im having a huge mental breakdown rn and i dont have literally anyone who can be there for me. I dont know how long i can keep going like this, maybe ill just quit today