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what will it be, boss? the comfort of misery or the pain of change?

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does the 69 button have a name or are we all calling it the 69 button.

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— Piano Man, Billy Joel (insp.)

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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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TAYLOR SWIFT Stanley Cup Final - Game 4 | June 12, 2025

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Lover diary entries - June 19, 2003

Nashville TN

Hey Diary,

This morning, I woke up and I went over to RCA records and did a small showcase and “chatted” with them. We talked to this girl and she was really hip and cool with me. They really liked me and said they would call on Monday because she would be on vacation that weekend. Then we headed over to Capitol Records and met with the president and vice president of the company. They totally flipped out over me! They even said I was the most talented 13-year-old they had ever seen! They told me that I should be thanking God every day for the incredible gift he gave me. Well, I appreciate the compliment, but then they followed it up with “I’d just hate to see you jump into this right now and have a short-lived career.” They very politely agreed that country is directed to 35-year-olds. Radio just doesn’t play teens. That’s where I’m gonna prove them wrong! Well, he took me on a tour of the building and gave me about 25 cds of Capitol’s artists. Isn’t that nice? Then we went back to the hotel and then we went to the Bluebird Cafe, this cafe where like 4 songwriters go in and sing their songs. We sat all the way in the back. I have a radio call, meeting with Warner, and flight to catch tomorrow. I need my sleep!!

Taylor

I have a good feeling about RCA! <3

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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I bet you think about me.

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whatever you say bambi!!

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stay stay stay is a funny song bc it’s an extremely heterosexual idea of a strong relationship. “you love making me mad on purpose because you think it’s funny and sometimes you annoy me so much that i want to throw things at you but you make me laugh so we should probably be together forever anyways” okay well maybe we can dream a little bigger taylor!

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can't believe taylor rhymed persona non grata with none of it matters

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Unreliable narrators are one hell of an idea. You can just write whatever, and if a reader points out "hey the way this scene happened should not be physically possible if it's done the way this character described it", you can just be like "yeah I don't trust that fucker either."