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I don't think anyone will read this but I'll put it here, it's a letter from Emma to Jacob, which I imagine she would write, (I haven't read the sixth book yet) would be in the context of when Jacob met Noor "You are on a mission to save our world, that's what I love most about you. I could help you, I could be by your side when everything starts to go wrong, the same way we did before, but I think you and she can solve the problems the same way we could.

You're risking your life all the time, I never know when I'll see you for the last time, so I'll hug you, even though we're not boyfriend and girlfriend anymore, we're friends and I'm dying in agony wondering when you'll come back or if you ever will.

You think I never really loved you, I don't know exactly how I felt, but you were never a replacement for him, you could never be, you are imperfect, yet I think that's what attracted me the most, maybe you were the most real thing that ever happened to me.

I won't lie, seeing you with her brings me mixed feelings about our breakup. It was better to break up, I know. I wasn't the best girlfriend, I don't think I can ever be, but still seeing you and her together, so alike, so complete, makes me a little jealous, maybe envious to see you being happy, just like he was able to be happy without me.

I hope you understand that you are important to me in a way that no one else is, a place in my heart will always be yours, it is a burden to have attached myself so tightly. We are better off this way, but if things weren't so complicated we would be good together. Know that I loved you, in my own way, but I did. I want you to be happy, happy in a way that I can never be.

It's so stupid, I feel like writing a letter to a love that went to war, like those letters you read. I noticed that you felt jealous when you saw what I wrote to him, but it is being written with more sense, I am no longer a little girl with a broken heart, it is a mature and mutual end, but for some reason more difficult. I don't need an answer, let this letter be unique.

I won't put a honeyed dedication, we are not like that. Just a goodbye. Goodbye Jacob, this letter is our inevitable ending."

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I think it's Emma Bloom :)

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Oh how I yearn for a picnic date with a beautiful girl. We pack a small lunch and go out to the woods and eat together. Is that too much to ask for?

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How I see Emma X How I see Noor

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Jemma aesthetic :(

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