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[anakinmybeloved]

౨ৎ oh ! dear diary, i met a boy !

౨ৎ 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 — step!bro anakin x fem!reader

౨ৎ 𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆 — your stepbrother anakin finds your diary full of all your dirty little secrets

౨ৎ 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁 — 6k

౨ৎ 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 — swearing, stepcest, smut ( masturbation f and m, oral sex f and m, vibrator, degradation, praise, use of the term slut/little slut, unprotected sex, p in v, fingering, overstimulation ) i think that’s all !

౨ৎ 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗸𝘀 ! — someone call the psych ward immediately !

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anakin groaned in annoyance as he stormed up the steps at his mothers command asking him to fetch his stepsister for some reason or another. he barged into your bedroom not bothering to knock, he always liked seeing you jump, sometimes you were on your bed, phone dropping from your hands as your lips parted in surprise. other times you were perched at your vanity catching his eye in the mirror with horrified delight. but his favourite would always be when he entered your room to find you clad in nothing but a pair of white panties. your face had been painted crimson, eyes clutching your breasts but he could still see your rosy nipples peeking beneath your manicured nails, pert from the cold winter air.

but this time, much to his disappointment he found the room empty, your fairlights glittered along the ceiling and the pink lamp beside your bed cast light on the little book had seen you clutching to your chest every so often, it was hot pink and dotted with stickers of various celebrities that he despised. you had always been protective of it, even your father had once gained a slap to the hand when he tried to touch your book. so anakin knew he had no choice, he slowly entered the room further, noting the sound of rushing water from the bathroom. perfect.

he crossed your room in a matter of seconds and scooped up the book, flicking through a couple pages, the first few he saw held nothing of interest and he skimmed through. there were no dates but he could tell they were from before your father and shmi had bought the house and blended your family, he read a few sentences of you complaining about school, and friend drama and almost called it a bust. his innocent priss of a stepsister was the same in her diary as she was every day. that was until he skipped ahead and found his name appearing. with new found interest he settled down on your bed.

/ anakin came back from college today and he actually looked happy to see me, or he smiled when he got out of the car which is a first. i wish he would smile more, he looks so pretty when he smiles.

anakin scoffed at this, rolling his eyes, this had only been a few weeks ago and he had been laughing at a text just moments before, but of course you would think he was happy to see you. you always greeted him the same, glossy lips twisted in a saccharine smile as you bounced on the balls of your feet, begging for an ounce of attention from him. it was ridiculous, but he had to know more.

/ anakin is fixing up dad’s old car in the driveway so that he can use it, i’ve never been so happy for my father’s hoarding tendencies in my life. i was sat at my window for two hours today watching him. he was wearing that black wife beater, the one that makes his arms look even bigger than usual, so muscly and strong. i wonder what it would feel like for him to pick me up, and feel his muscles against my back, they look so good when they’re tensed. he was so sweaty too, i wanted to run out there and lick it from his skin, how disgusting but wow, i wish i took a picture of him like that. soaked in sweat and oil.

anakin’s jaw was agape, his sweet innocent stepsister wasn’t such an angel as he once thought. his dick twitched beneath his sweatpants at the thought of you perched on your window seat with a perfect view of him working rubbing your thighs together, desperate for his touch, his taste. it was taboo, disgusting, your parents were married and here you were writing dirty little fantasies. he loved it. addicted to the words you had spilled across the page in pretty gel pens.

/ dad asked me why i was so distracted today at dinner, how could i not be? anakin came down in just shorts and i swear i could see everything, he’s bigger than i imagined, i probably wouldn’t even be able to fit my hand around it, but ellen said boys like that. i wonder what it looks like, i’ve only ever seen them in porn. anakin didn’t even notice anything was off with me, didn’t notice me staring. i wish he would.

“fuck,” anakin hissed, his dick was now almost fully hard and throbbing. who knew you were such a slut, fantasising about his cock at the dinner table. if he had known… god he wanted to fucking ruin you. show you how to take his dick, watch as you choked and cried around it as he forced it past your swollen lips. he wanted to paint you in his cum and not stop until you were a shaking writhing mess. he knew you were hot, had thought it the second he saw you, your hair in braids clad in ivory like some kind of fallen angel but had pushed it away, you were his stepsister for fuck sake, but now…

/ he walked in on me changing today, i was only in my underwear and he laughed, but i caught him staring at my boobs, i made sure not to cover them properly and it worked. i got so wet, i don’t think i’ve ever come so hard before. i wanted him to do something, walk over to me and rip my hands away, push me on the bed and fuck me till i saw stars, but instead i just had to use my vibrator. sometimes i wish he could hear me moaning through the wall, maybe he can.

“little fucking slut,” anakin said to himself as he glanced across the page, hand cupping his rock hard cock through his trousers, your words were depraved, desperate. maybe he should walk into the bathroom right now and take you like you were so desperate for, you would have no trouble spreading your legs for him, would probably beg for it, do anything he asked. his perfect little fuck toy. he couldn’t help himself anymore, spitting on his hand and slipping it down his trousers tugging at his cock as he continued to read.

/ i bought a dildo today from ann summers but i’m scared, my fingers are so small compared to it, the woman said it was about average but wow. no matter how much prep i do it hurts. i bet anakin would feel better, the silicon is so hard and cold. i wore one of his t-shirts it smells like him, that helped a little but it’s not the same, i’ve heard his stories when he talks to his friends about the girls he’s fucked. he knows what he’s doing, i wonder how he would take me, on my back nice and slow, or pound into me from behind while i screamed. maybe he would call me angel like he does sometimes, i wish. now my arm just hurts so i’m here alone in my bed playing with my clit wishing it was him.

anakin jerked against his hand at the last sentence, he had never cum this quickly before, but your words had him loosing his shit, he couldn’t even imagine what else you thought if this was only what you choose to write down, what other dirty secrets lurked beneath that pretty facade of pink and glitter. the next page held a collection of polaroids you had taken of him, some from the window as he worked on his car, skin sheened in sweat and oil, shirtless as he drank a bottle of water. another of him laying on the sofa arm resting behind his head a can of beer in hand, and the last was him glaring at the camera. he remembered this one, he had demanded you rip it up, but here it was immortalized with pink and purple hearts surrounding it. but the next page was from today.

/ anakin came home from playing baseball with his friends about an hour ago, he was gross, sweaty and loud after hours with his friends. he slid past me in the kitchen his hands on my hips for just a second i wish he would have bent me over the counter and fucked me there and then. i would have let him, dad was in the living room but i don’t care, god, he’s ruined me. all i can think about is him, his cock, his hands, his lips. i need him. i’m gonna go shower, i was meant to help shmi with dinner but i couldn’t, not when i was soaking through my panties while stood next to her fantasising about her son.

“oh fuck,” anakin hissed as he came into his fist, cum coating his boxers and knuckles. you were insane, and maybe so was he for getting so worked up but he knew he couldn’t hold back now, he had seen those words and there was no going back. a bit shakily he stood from the bed wiping his hands on his sweatpants and grabbing the sparkly pen from your desk and decided to leave a little note of his own in your dirty little diary.

/ who knew you were such a dirty little slut, angel girl

and with that he left your bedroom, cum drying on his boxers, he could only hope you found his note sooner rather than later.

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after your shower you felt a lot better, you had turned the water considerably cooler than usual and taken some deep breaths you had learned from yoga, pushing anakin far from your mind, you let the ritual of getting redressed soothe your mind, slipping into a soft matching set of white shorts and a crop top, leaving your hair loose and applying your skin care. you almost felt like yourself, untainted by the dirty thoughts that seemed perpetually in your mind.

you wished it would stop, you hated yourself for it, your father was finally happy after years of thinking he would never find love again after your mother had passed. if he knew what you were thinking he would be disgusted, he would probably send you off to your aunt to protect anakin and shmi from your sick mind, the thought made your stomach hurt. you wanted to stop you really did, but then you would see him and all those dirty thoughts would slip back in, he was haunting you.

you headed downstairs, an airpod pressed in one ear hoping some music would soothe your guilty mind, finding shmi in the kitchen. the woman smiled in relief when she saw you.

“there you are, i sent ani up to get you half an hour ago,” she said a little flustered and instantly your heart dropped, you didn’t know why she was upset but she had needed you. you hated upsetting people, ‘always a people pleaser’ your mother had used to scold you fondly.

“i’m so sorry, anakin never told me,” you said truthfully and the woman sighed before laughing begrudgingly.

“my son has many talents, listening has never been one of them,” she said with a fond smile before turning back to the stove, “i’m making your dad that soup he loves so much but this recipe seems wrong, think you could help me out?” she requested holding out a sheet of paper to you and you took it immediately, nodding happily.

“of course,” you beamed, “well firstly it’s chicken stock not vegetable stock,” you informed her, “and secondly use heavy cream instead of milk, he likes the taste more. but other than that it seems perfect”

“really?” she asks you, face a little tight.

“yep, we always make it a little different depending on what we have but you have got this down to a t now i would say, and dads gonna love it,” you said and shmi finally smiled again, you hated when she frowned, it made her seem much older, an echo of the struggling woman she had once been and she didn’t deserve that, she never did.

“want to stay and help me make it?” she asked and you accepted. the pair of you worked in tandem, and soon you had a delicious pot of soup bubbling on the stove ready to be served along with homemade grilled cheese.

“okay, i’m gonna go grab your dad from the den do you mind getting, ani,” shmi asked and you agreed despite yourself, bounding out of the kitchen and up the stairs to anakin’s room, knocking once, then twice and then three times before you finally got a response.

“come in,” he called out, so you swung the door open, expecting a scowl or a blank stare but instead he was smirking widely at you, as though he knew something you didn’t and it made your skin crawl. “oh, hey, angel,” he greeted. fuck.

“dinners ready,” you told him, proud that you managed to keep your voice steady and his face dropped a little bit before his smile suddenly widened again.

“and you came to get me?” he asked teasingly, your stomach tightened, twisting into a ball and sending a jolt of heat straight to your core. he was going to kill you.

“your mum asked me to,” you say shortly, spinning around and walking away, taking a deep breath as you did so. stupid, stupid, stupid…

“angel,” anakin said again, and that name was going to send you into overdrive, a flush growing on your cheeks. “not gonna wait for me? that’s not very nice,” he complained and you shook your head.

“are you high?” you asked him as you reached the landing but anakin grabbed your wrist stopping you from heading down the steps.

“what makes you say that?” he asked you, drawing closer to you so that your faces were only inches apart, you could feel his hot breath fanning on your cheeks, see deep into his eyes, so pretty and blue beneath the crystalline lights above.

“your acting strange,” you pointed out with a frown, anakin was never nice to you, he was cordial sometimes, blunt others and sometimes he was simply rude, but never this. never teasing and friendly and chasing you down through the halls of your home to chat. it was as unnerving as it was utterly addictive.

“i just learned something new today, something that’s changed my perspective a little bit,” he crooned, hand coming up and resting on the wall beside your head, you blinked at him. what the fuck?

“what did you learn?” you asked him curiously and anakin grinned, a beautiful blinding thing that took your breath away.

“you’ll see,” was all he said before withdrawing from you and heading down the steps leaving you flabbergasted where you stood, heart racing and core throbbing. “come on, angel, don’t wanna be late for dinner,” he called up to you and you followed soundlessly, wondering if you had accidentally fallen into a different dimension while in the shower.

dinner was normal, or as normal is it could be with anakin acting so out of character, he was chatting like he hadn’t seen anyone in years, some kind of newfound zest for life that even had his mother seemed confused about but accepted with open arms. it was nice to see anakin talking, usually, he would mutter a few words before disappearing back to his room.

“yea, i was thinking of working at the garage next term to get a little extra cash, you know where you’re going to colleague next year, angel?” anakin asked, you looked over at him a little wide-eyed at the nickname in front of your parents, but glancing at them you saw that they both seemed… pleased.

“um, i have a few options actually, still not sure,” you murmured, still lost in what was happening, but it was making your head spin.

“she’s been looking at your school a bit,” your dad cut in, “it’s got a great program for what she wants to study,”

“oh really? maybe i could set something up for you, or maybe just give you a show around of the school next term, let you see what it’s really about,” anakin suggested with a smile and shmi beamed.

“oh that's a lovely idea, ani dear,” she exclaimed, “what do you think, sweetheart?” she asked her eyes darting to you and you pulled your lips into a smile.

“yea that sounds great,” you agreed, glancing back at anakin who sent you a wink. you almost groaned, rubbing your thighs together, you thought anakin being mean to you was enough to send you spiraling, spilling dirty fantasies into your book but him being nice was going to send you into a whirl of delusions that were going to be detrimental to your mental health if it continued.

once dinner was finished you rushed to your room, ready to spill your guts into your diary, you grabbed it from your bedside table and flicked to the next open page, your heart dropping to your stomach when you saw the words scrawled on the page.

\ who knew you were such a dirty little slut, angel girl

“oh my god,” you whispered to yourself, tossing the book down onto the bed, horror-struck. you knew that handwriting, had seen it many times before and now here it was taunting you in a book full of your sick twisted fantasies that all featured him. you felt nauseous, bile rising in your throat, is this why he was so happy, some sort of twisted revenge? had he taken pictures of it? did he plan on showing your dad? “this can’t be happening,” you whispered to yourself.

“i see you found my note,” a cocky voice echoed from behind you, you span around, lips trembling and anakin’s brows furrowed slightly.

“please don’t tell my dad, i’m so sorry anakin. i know it’s wrong and disgusting but please he will never forgive me if i ruin this for him, he loves your mum so much and i…” the world were tumbling from your lips so quickly you could hardly process them, not even noting as anakin shut the door behind him and crossed the room so that he was stood before you, “i’m sorry,” you practically wailed, “you were never supposed to see that, it was just somewhere to put down my thoughts,” tears were streaming down your cheeks now, “please don’t hate me,”

“you gonna be quiet now?” anakin asked you once you finally stopped rambling and you nodded through sniffles, vision blurred by your tears. “good,” he whispered, reaching up and cupping your cheek, “i’m not gonna tell your dad, angel,” he said soothingly, “not when i know how much fun we can have now,” anakin said with a smile.

“what… what are you saying?” you asked him. this couldn’t be real, this couldn’t be happening right now. no way.

“i’m saying, that i wanna see just how dirty you can be, angel,” he cooed, “i wanna know the darkest parts of that fucked up little mind of yours,” your breathing hitched, raising your hands to wipe the tears from your ruddy cheeks and staring at him in disbelief.

“anakin…” you whispered, “this is wrong,”

“oh i know that, baby, but it didn’t stop you from burying your fingers into your cunt and imagining it was me. from laying in bed only a room away from me and moaning my name while you tried to use a dildo on yourself wishing it was me,” he hummed, “and what was it that you wrote earlier? that you were picturing me bending you over with your dad in the next room, that you couldn’t be with my mother in the kitchen because you were dripping down your thighs thinking about me,”

“oh fuck,” you moaned, hearing him depict your fantasies, the things you had said were driving you wild, something stirring within you, it set your veins alight with molten flames, spreading through your body and stirring your aching cunt, you could feel your arousal flooding your panties, sticky and wet, you didn’t know what to do, what to think but you needed him, more than you had ever needed anything in your life.

“that’s it, angel, i wanna hear every pretty sound you can make fall from your pretty lips,” anakin prompted, one hand falling to your hips and pulling you in so that your flush was pressed against him another moan falling from your lips when you felt his half hard cock press against your stomach. “what is it you want, tell me, what dirty secret are we sharing tonight?” he asked you.

“kiss me, just kiss me please,” you begged, and anakin obliged crashing his lips to yours, it was messy, all teeth and tongue and spit. immediately he was diving in, tongue prying through your lips and plunging into your mouth, he tasted of smoke, mint and sugar and instantly you were addicted. your hands rose to his shoulders, tugging him closer you wanted to feel every part of him. your hands tugged at his t-shirt wanting to taste his skin, to see him everywhere.

“so eager, baby,” he muttered against your lips before reaching behind him, tugging his t-shirt over his head revealing the planes of his chest and his toned stomach to your awaiting eyes, you had seen him shirtless many times before, but now you could touch him. “take what you want,” he grinned and you did just that, fingers dipping into every crevice, you explored him as though one would a fine piece of art you wanted to memorise the feeling of his skin, the taste, you hardly thought twice before leaning down and kissing the middle of his chest, running your tongue along the unblemished skin, moaning at the taste of salt and skin. “god,” the boy murmured, reaching down and grasping your hair, yanking your head back harshly, “take my sweatpants off,” he commanded and you were not one to disobey, not now, not when you had him.

you wrapped your hands around the waist band and tugged, gasping when his dick sprung free, unrestrained by any boxers beneath, he was already hard, really hard, his cock flushed a deep red, the tip weeping milky precum and gods were you right, he was big, long and thick, far bigger than the dildo you had purchased. you salivated at the sight.

“can i…” you whispered, slowly trailing off, a wave of embarrassment washing over you.

“tell me what you want, angel, this is your dirty little dream, i’m just helping make it come true,” anakin said and you nodded, taking a deep breath.

“wanna taste you, ani, can i?” you asked him gently, batting your lashes at him and the boy hissed through his teeth, jaw clenching in a way that made your entire body sing.

“fuck me, go ahead, pretty girl, show me what that mouth is actually good for,” his words were disgusting, a sick way of calling your words worthless and it made you go fucking feral, you sank to your knees, eyeing his cock a little unsurely before carefully wrapping a hand around his thick length, anakin groaned, watching you, eyes alight with interest.

“look at that you were right,” he told you, “your hand can’t even fit around it,” he said, and you shuddered, ingjerking your hand slightly, letting itit glide along the velvety skin of his cock, admiring it, and the sound he made was worth it, so much so that you leaned in, licking a stripe along the side of his cock, stopping once you reached the tip and suckling it gently. a.nakin’s hands fell to your hair gripping it, but not forcing you, he was letting you explore first, you bobbed you head, sinking deeper on his cock, the sensation was strange but not unpleasant. so you took him deeper, the salty taste of him drawing you in further, you pulled back, sucking in a deep breath before taking him deeper until it hit the back of your throat. you were hardly halfway down his cock, so you tried again this time more forcefully, choking when his cockhead rammed into the back of your throat.

“easy, baby,” anakin cooed, pulling you off of his cock, you looked up at him with glossy eyes, spit spilling down your chin.

“you’re so big,” you whined at him accusingly making the boy laugh, stroking your cheek with his thumb.

“poor little slut, so desperate for cock but has no clue what she’s doing,” he patronised, thumb trailing down and hooking in your mouth, parting your lips for him, you let your mouth fall open. “gotta take it slow, you aren’t gonna take it all the first time, okay? probably not for a few times, gotta train that throat of yours to take cock, huh?” he asked and you nodded at him, unable to speak with his thumb in you mouth. “try again, huh,” he prompted and you nodded eagerly, this time letting anakin guide your mouth to his awaiting cock, you followed his instructions going slower this time, starting at just the tip suckling it, savoring the taste of his salty cum in your mouth but eventually anakin began to push you further with a groan. you swallowed around him, trying to remember to breathe with the heavy weight on your tongue, your mouth felt stretched, lips stinging, and jaw aching but you couldn’t stop. you needed this, needed him to cum, to know he was enjoying this as much as you were.

“good girl, that’s it,” anakin praised you and you preened, moaning around his cock and making the boy chuckle, “oh you like that, huh, pretty girl? wanna be my good girl?” you couldn’t move, couldn’t speak so instead you locked your eyes with his and this time it was anakin’s turn to moan. “you look so fucking sexy like this, should have known you made for it,” you bobbed your head faster in agreement, it felt wrong to agree, to accept that you were just some sort of object that was made to take dick and love it, but you couldn't argue. not now when you had tasted his cock and you knew you would never be the same again, this was it for you, a springboard into a world that would drive you insane.

“you keep going i’m gonna cum, you ready for that, angel?” he asked you, but you didn’t respond, only forcing him deeper, spluttering slightly but you didn’t pull back, instead taking a settling breath through your nose, spit was dripping down your chin, tears streaming but you couldn’t stop, continuing to choke on his cock, only pulling away when you absolutely had too and it was barley for a few seconds before you were on him again. it was only about a minute before anakin’s hips began to twitch, his cock heavier in your mouth.

 “i’m gonna cum, fuck, baby pull back a little you don’t wanna choke,” he prompted and you did as you were told. lips suctioned around his tip, using your hand to jerk off the rest of his cock and with that, he was cumming down your throat in thick hot spurts. it was disorientating and everything you had ever dreamed of. you swallowed as much as you could of the salty liquid, but some escaped the corners of your mouth, dripping down your chin and onto your plush carpet, you kept suckling until anakin pulled you away, his lips parted and cheeks flushed.

“that was…” he trailed off voice hoarse, “you did such a good job, angel,” he cooed, reaching out and helping you stand up, your knees ached and you felt a little shaky but you couldn't ignore the heat in your core and the sopping wetness between your legs.

“i liked it,” you said bashfully, voice scratchy.

“of course you did,” anakin mocked lightly but there was no malice behind his words, instead he reached down and grabbed his shirt using it to mop your cheeks and mouth, “come on i wanna try something,” he said, grabbing you hand and leading you over to your bed, “lay down, pretty girl,”

“what are you doing?” you asked him softly and he grinned.

“just lay down, okay, i’m gonna do the work for a bit,” he said, so you followed instruction and laid down on the bed, looking up at him with such innocent trust that it made his heart stutter slightly, “i’m gonna take your top off okay?” he said, climbing onto the bed with you and hovering over you, his legs stradling either side of your hips, he looked so big like this, tall and strong, body on show as he looked down at you.

“okay,” you agreed, letting anakin tug the crop top from your body leaving your chest bare to him.

“been waiting a while to see these again,” he murmured, finger pinching your nipple lightly, you gasped, jolting upwards at the sensation and anakin laughed, “sensitive girl,” he teased, pinching your other nipple, using his body to keep you pinned to the bed. “what was it you said in that dirty little book when i saw your tits for the first time?” he asked you, “hm, let’s have a look shall we?” he said grabbing the book from where it lay only a few inches away from you. your cheeks lit up in shame, shaking your head.

“ani, no,” you pleaded with him but the boy shot you a harsh stare.

“what was that, baby?” he questioned, tone stern, “i thought you wanted this? want me to leave you to deal with this alone like you always do, seeing my cock should do you a good couple months, and you even got to taste it,”

“don’t leave” you begged, “i’m just embarrassed,” you whimper, this brought the smile back to anakin’s face.

“you don’t need to be embarrassed, pretty girl, without this little thing you would probably still be downstairs watching tv with your dad trying not to think about me, isn’t that right?” he asked, leaning in to plant a soft kiss on your swollen lips.

“yes,” you said quietly, “just don’t be mean, i really… i needed you. i need you,”

“oh, baby, but you like it when i’m a little mean don’t you?” he snickered, “but back to what i was saying, where is it?” he asked flicking through the pages of the book before he found what he was looking for, “ah, here it is. you wanted me to push you onto this bed and fuck you till you saw stars,” you whimper at this, “and look how proud you were that you caught me staring at your tits,” he grinned, “pretty things aren’t they,” he leaned down, capturing your right nipple between his teeth, nibbling slightly before sucking it into his mouth. the sensation was too much, you gasped, trying to jerk against him but anakin was too strong, he bit down on your nipple, a warning before soothing it with his tongue, moving and doing the same to the other one until you were a panting mess.

“good girl,” he praised, “now this wasn’t what i wanted to do actually, just had to get a taste,” he told you with a wink and you blinked at him stunned. “where do you keep your vibrator, angel?” anakin questioned you.

“um, my bedside draw,” you murmured and anakin nodded, leaning over and opening up and pulling out your pretty pink vibrator.

“cute,” he said, “now, baby, i want to see you use this, okay? wanna know what you look like when you are playing with yourself and thinking about me,” he crooned.

“ani, i’m… fuck okay,” you said reaching out and taking the vibrator from him, anakin climbed off of you and you immediately missed the weight of him atop of you but ignored it was you yanked your shorts and panties down, revealing your throbbing pussy to anakin, the boy groaning in apprecation.

“holy shit, you’re fucking soaked, angel,” he crooned, “look at your clit, all puffy and red. all from sucking my cock?” anakin asked and you nodded, cheeks crimson. “you are a dream, pretty girl,” your clit pulsed at his words and quickly you pressed your vibrator to it before switching it on. your body writhed at the contact, you had been desperate for this for what felt like hours, every inch of your being aching for relief as you trailed the toy down, soaking it in your wetness before bringing it back to your clit, moaning at the feeling.

“fuck, anakin, feels so good” you cried out, tilting your head to look at him and seeing him gazing at your pussy in awe.

“i bet it does, angel, you were so sore, so desperate for this,” he said, reaching out and trailing a finger along your dripping slit, your hips jerked, heart pounding, “gonna come that quick, fuck, do it, baby,” he prompted. you pressed the toy harder to your clit gasping and crying out, the sight of anakin before you, the months of waiting, wanting, it all built up and before you could even react the coil in your stomach snapped and you came with a sharp moan, the vibrator still pressed to your cunt as you twitched through the aftershocks of your orgasm. then you felt it, something wet and warm trailing through your fold, you looked down to see anakin now lying between your legs, his tongue buried in your cunt.

“ani” you sobbed, switching the vibrator off and tossing it to the side, anakin taking this as his chance to wrap is lips around your clit and suck. you all but screamed, still strumming with pleasure and overwhelmed by the feeling of his mouth on you, it was hypnotic.

“did i tell you to stop?” he asked pulling back and grabbing the vibrator and flicking it on, pressing to to your abused clit, you gasped, looking down at him with wide eyes, “you are gonna hold this while i eat you out okay, you move it and i’ll stop,” he commanded.

“but, ani, it’s so sensitive,” you told him and anakin simply scoffed.

“you can take it, sluts like you can come as many times as you need to, bet you are still aching for relief,” he said pressing it down harder and you screeched, “take it,” and you did, grabbing the toy from his hand and holding it there as he burried his tongue back inside of you, licking into your sopping walls.

“oh my god, oh my god, anakin please,” you begged one hand slipping down to his hair, tugging on the dark strands with a sob. the vibrator on your clit was brutal, stirring up another orgasm in quick sucession to the last but anakin didn’t stop, he continued to lick and suck while you trembled, slick pouring from your slit as you jerked violently, cumming twice before anakin finally let up.

“you taste fucking divine, angel,” anakin said, his face glossy with your cum, you couldn’t move, couldn’t think as he switched the vibrator off and tossed it to the ground. “fuck me, i’ve never seen such a pretty girl before,” he crooned, wiping his mouth on the back of his hand before crawling up your body and pressing a dirty kiss to your lips. he tasted of salt and your release and it made your body ache once more.

“ani, ani, please,” you begged against his mouth, you werent sure exactly what you were begging for but you needed it, needed him.

“sh, angel, its okay,” he said gently, running his hands down your hips sothingly, “tell me what you need” he prompted and you wailed, he looked stunned, “hey, come on talk to me, too much?” he questioned but you shook your head violently.

“need to feel you,” you said through heaving breaths, clumsily reaching out and grasping his cock that pulsed in your hand, he spluttered out a moan, rocking his hips into you, head of his cock catching your clit with such delicious pleasure that you swore you almost saw stars. “inside,” you demanded, words failing you in that moment of utter want.

“need to prep you first,” he said, gently removing your hands from his cock before sliding his fingers through your throbbing heat finding your slit with ease and slowly sinking one finger in.

“more,” you begged almost instantly, hands clinging to his shoulders and anakin complied, sinking another finger inside of you, pumping into your wet heat as you babbled and cried.

“never imagined i would have you like this, so desperate for me,” anakin panted, “wanna know a secret, i’ve wanted this for so long, have pictured taking you so many times,” he whispered, “i came reading your diary, seeing how much you wanted me,”

“anakin,” you said, hands coming to his cheeks cupping them so that he would face you, you could see the raw desire that danced behind his pretty blue eyes, “i’m ready, please,” and he complied, slowly lining his cockhead with your swollen hole slowly inching in. the burn was intense, a tearing feeling consuming your cunt even as you leaked more slick onto his sodden cock. you gasped, more tears streaming down your cheeks as anakin slowly inched deeper.

“you can do it, baby, doing so well for me,” he praised as he sunk deeper, inch by inch before burying himself at the hilt and staying there, “look at that, angel, you did it,”

“oh, oh fuck,” it was nothing like your dildo that was all solid plastic and cold feel, instead it was warm and hard and sending your body into overdrive, it took a few moments to adjust to the feel of it, the intrusive weight uncomfortable but not unwelcomed, and it was all worth it to see anakins face. his eyes screwed up in pleasure, bottom lip pinched between his teeth as he tried to stay still for you. “move, you can move, please,”

“you sure, baby,” anakin gasped, voice tight.

“yes, please,” you agreed, he started slow at first, gentle shalow thrusts that allowed you to get used to the feeling of it, but soon he began to speed up, sinking deeper inside of you with each thrust until you could feel the tip pressing against your cervix, the pleasure was indescribable, you never knew it could feel like this, so all consuming. “yes, yes, harder,” you pleaded with him.

“you sure,” he gasped out.

“yes, i’m okay,” you nodded, and anakin listened, suddenly there was nothing between you but the heat of your skin and the slick of your bodies, a mix of sweat, cum and spit. it was disgusting, a sick merging of your bodies, anakin’s face was burried in your neck, sucking crimson marks onto your sensitive skin while you clawed at his back, manicured nails cutting into his golden skin.

“shit, you feel fucking amazing,” anakin said against your skin, grinding deeper, “such a good little pussy for me, taking me so well,” he told you, “you need to come on my cock again, wanna feel you cleanch around me, okay?” he said and you nodded frantically.

“please, ani,”

“that’s it, good girl,” he cooed, thumb coming between you to circle your clit, you could feel your orgasm building as he jerked into you, his thrusts getting sloppy and you knew he was close, could tatse it on your tongue, you needed it, needed him. “i own this pussy now,” he hissed, “gonna make every single one of your dirty fantasies come true and then we can try some of mine,” anakin told you, thumb speeding up and pleasure exploded behind your eyelids, everything went white and you were gone. when you came too anakin was hovering over you still cock in hand jerking himself off frantically.

“ani,” you whispered, hand coming up shakily and grasping his cock jerking it lightly and anakin came in thick hot spurts all over your chest and face while you took it happily. he collapsed down beside you, pulling you in so your face was pressed against his chest, leg cocking over his hips. “wow,” was all you managed to say.

“better get ready baby, this was only the beginning,” anakin smirked, pressing a kiss to your sweaty forhead and you couldn’t wait to see what else he had in store for you, and you thanked the stars that you had made that little diary.

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part 2???

[anakinmybeloved]

Home Coming pt.2

warnings: sexual content, established relationship,softdom anakin, praise, petnames, pnv, riding, kissing, size difference, fluff at the end.

home coming pt.1

“Time to let me show you how much I missed you” you hum as Anakin looks at you with nothing but love and want in his angelic eyes. “Yeah?” he retorts and you swear you could cum just from his voice alone.

Lifting yourself from his lap to unbutton his pants, your reach into his boxers and toy with his throbbing length in your hands. 

“mhmm I’ve missed your cock so much ani”

“show me baby” he moans into your neck making you feel dizzy with pleasure. Once his pants are off completely you begin to glide your dripping core along his shaft. He’s kissing along your neck, occasionally biting and sucking your soft skin to recreate the marks that have faded completely since his departure. 

Anakin grabs his length with one hand and begins prodding at your slit with the head of his cock. Your whole body aching for him to finally be inside you after all this time without him. You feel your self control slipping as you hungrily grab his face in your hands and kiss his plump lips, pulling and sinking your teeth into his bottom lip, only then do you  finally feel him stretching out your tight hole.

“so fucking tight baby gonna have to take it slow huh?” Anakin pants as you sink yourself lower on his cock. “no no, I can take it” you cry out once he's fully buried inside of you. 

Both your hands fly to his muscular shoulders, staying seated on his cock you begin grinding against him enjoying the familiar burn as he splits you apart.  

Anakins large hands come to massage your backside, and slowly begins pulling you up and sliding you back down on his cock. He breaks apart from your kiss and draws his head back, looking down to watch his cock disappear into your needy cunt. 

“Feel good baby?” He whispers as he drags you back down on him, harder this time making you arch your back shoving your breasts right in his face. 

You can’t even put together a full sentence due to how he has begun manhandling you, sliding you up and down on his cock, his eyes are glued to both your face and where your bodies meet. His lips wrap around your tender nipple sucking and flicking it with his tongue, the sensation sends heat waves through your body.

“You look so good bouncing on my cock”

“Look at how well your taking me princess”

Your thigh muscles are starting to burn but your so close to your orgasm and determined to keep going.

“Ani-gonna cum soon” you whine into his mouth. 

“cmon baby, want you to cum all over my cock” he removes a hand and brings it to rub circles over your clit. You feel a familiar fire pooling low in your abdomen. your thighs are slapping against Anakins,now slick from your arousal. You continue riding him, losing your rhythm as a white hot orgasm takes over you moaning anakins name over and over. Anakin slides his hand down the back of your head, holding you with a frim grip at the nape of your neck.

“That’s it”

“Such a good girl” 

pulling you into kiss him once more, you feel him going tense beneath you, pulling your hips down on him harder, you know he reached his climax, he moans and whimpers as his seed spills inside you. 

You are a mess of sweaty limbs, his back against the headboard as you lay your head on his chest. Neither of you can nor want to move from this state of heaven.

After a minute or two, Anakin begins stroking your hair. He gently pulls your head from his chest and you lean your forehead against his own. 

“You did so good my love” he speaks lazily to you. 

“love you ani- im just so happy to have you back home.” 

Once you finally find the energy, anakin cleans you up and you fall back into bed. Curled on your side he pulls you closer to him, and you fall asleep in complete peace, knowing anakins finally home. 

[anakinmybeloved]

Giving Anakin head

Warnings: 18+, smut, established relationship, praise, oral (m recieving), pet names, daddy kink, dirty talk, fluff, soft dom ani, not proof read

It was late in the evening when Anakin finally got back from the Jedi temple. You were sitting on the couch cuddled up in a fluffy blanket, when you hear him finally entering your apartment. He chucks his boots off and plops himself down on the couch next to you.

He rests his head on top of yours and you reach for his hand to hold. 

“Hey Ani, how was your day?” He sighs then hums as if thinking how to respond “tiring..stressful. better now though.” lowering his body so that you can be face to face. You inch your body closer to him and place a kiss onto his pouty lips. Once you finally pull back his eyes are still closed, and his beautiful face is still slightly tensed. 

“I missed you my love” Anakin whispers to you, his eyelids fluttering open. An idea flashes in your mind and before you know it your moving your body to straddle anakins lap, taking him by surprise. You place your hands on top of his shoulders and begin lightly massaging him. You lean in for another kiss, this time taking your tongue and running it along his soft lips begging for entrance. He draws his head back with a confused look on his face, although you can tell he’s intrigued by the way his growing bulge has begun poking your inner thigh. 

“what are you doing princess?” You respond by slowly grinding your hips along his length. “Giving you a relaxing end to your stressful day, now just sit back and let me make you feel good” you lower your head to suck on the pulse point at his neck. He moans when you reach his favorite spot just below his ear, “what would I do without my baby hm?” You drag you lips away from his skin to pull off his robes, “probably go to sleep miserable” you say with a smirk on your face. 

You suck and lick your way down his body, savoring the whimpering noises he makes. You kneel in between his thighs and undo his pants pulling out his large member, causing your mouth to salivate. You wrap your dainty fingers around him, gently squeezing and tugging on him. You feel his body jolt when you move your mouth low to lick the precum from the tip of his cock.  'Fuck baby’ he groans as you take the flat of your tongue and run it from the base all the way back to the tip. With that he’s grabbing the back of your head with his large hands and pushing your face down to take him in your mouth. You gag as he shoves his large cock past your lips, the tip reaching the back of your throat. tears begin welling in your eyes and your mouth waters with anticipation. You bob up and down anakins length in the way that drives him mad, not too fast but not too slow. 

‘That’s it, just like that’ 

‘My good girl’

‘You take my cock so well baby’ 

This was the exact reaction you wanted from him, to distract him from his day, and pleasure him in the way only you knew how. His tip reaches the back of your throat again, instead of pulling back you take a second to keep still, looking up to see nothing but his lust filled blue eyes. There’s spit sliding down your chin, and you finally pull back and take your hand that’s resting on his thigh to bring it to the base of him and slowly pump as your tongue drags along his throbbing tip, swirling. You place kisses on his swollen head before wrapping your lips back on him to suck while your hand continues to pump him. 

‘F-fuck baby I’m gonna cum’ he’s grunting and moaning as his grip begins to tighten on your hair. Your replace your hand with your mouth once more, anakins musky scent along with the smell of your saliva invading your nose, “cmon baby, you gonna make daddy cum like the good girl you are” he coos in a breathy voice. eyes brimming with tears as you take him fully in your mouth and suck, cheeks hollowing out as you look back into his eyes driving him to the edge. 

‘so good’

'My perfect girl'

He continued mumbling praises to you as he came, spilling his warm, salty seed down your throat. And you swallowed every drop he pumped into your mouth, because after all you are his good girl. You pull back to wipe the spit off your face, coming to sit next to him again. 

Once anakins breathing evens out, he turns to face you, cupping your smiley face in his hand. “You did amazing baby”. Your smile only widening as you look into his glimmering blue eyes. “Good, I couldn’t let you end your day grumpy ani”

He finds the fluffy blanket from earlier and covers your bodies with it, you close your eyes knowing your job is complete, anakins face holds a loose expression, finally relaxed after his long day. 

“Don’t fall asleep on me just yet, I wanna make you feel good too princess” 

[anakinmybeloved]

The most beautiful girl in the Galaxy

warnings: 18+, established relationship, fluff, praise, fingering (f recieving), anakin helps reader talk through body image issues, smut, not proofread

You weren’t always such an insecure person, but lately your body image issues have been crushing your confidence. You know that these new stretch marks are just signs of your your younger shape turning to your womanly figure. you cant help but feel like your body isn’t as pretty as you once thought it was. 

You could feel it was straining your relationship with Anakin as well. You two have been together for a while, since before these new changes appeared on your body. You haven’t really been as intimate as you usually are, finding ways to shower separately, not wanting to change in front of him, hiding your body with bigger clothing. When you give into your urges you insist on it being dark. You feel like he won’t be attracted to you anymore. You know he has noticed your shift in confidence, you can tell he wants to say something but doesn’t know how without making you feel worse. 

Which brings you to this moment, you and Anakin are lying in bed, your facing away from him on your side. Every time he brings his arms around to gently put his hands on your stomach to move you closer to him, you fidget and squirm out of his hold. 

“Okay I can’t ignore this anymore, baby what’s going on?” Anakin asks you grabbing your arm and moving you so you can face each other. You avoid his eyes, knowing it will just make you feel worse. You know its wrong to keep him in the dark like this, but you just cant bring yourself to explain this to him. 

he takes his hand and softly cups your face, “What’s going on, would you please look at me.” Sighing, you look into his eyes and all you can muster up to say is “I just don’t feel pretty right now ani, I don't mean to push you away.”

“There is no reason to apologize my love, you are beautiful, why don't you feel pretty?” 

Hearing those words fall off his lips turns your face red with blush. It gets you comfortable and you find the strength to talk about what’s been going on. 

“Im embarrassed. I have noticed my body doesn’t look the same from when we first got together and I feel like you won’t be attracted to me anymore, I cant even look in the mirror sometimes.” You don’t even realize the tears are falling from your eyes until Anakin’s thumb is brushing them away. He pulls you closer to him so your head is smushed in the crook of his neck. 

“I feel so bad for not acknowledging this sooner. But you couldn’t be more wrong. I love you for who you are, in my eyes your are the most beautiful girl in this whole galaxy. You give me butterflies every time you look at me with those gorgeous eyes of yours. I don’t want anyone else but you. I love your body, along with all the changes that come along with it. You will always be my perfect girl.” Hearing those words just make you sob harder into him. You cant believe you even allowed yourself to think your Anakin would ever not love you or be attracted to you. He as never made you feel anything other than loved and taken care of. 

You finally get the strength to look back into his sparkly blue eyes and whisper, “I love you so much Anakin. I don’t know what i’d do without you.” Before your even thinking of it, you grab his face and press your lips against his own. Its soft, and filled with so much love all you want to do in this moment was melt yourself into him. 

Anakin lightly pulls away from you and you are once again looking back into his heated eyes. “Can I touch you?” You can tell he is trying not to scare you off by the way he asks you this so gently. You nod back at him finally pushing your insecurities aside and just letting yourself be in this moment with him. He is now grabbing the hem of your shirt and looks back at you with questioning eyes, you finally allow him to pull your shirt off your body. 

You lie on your back as Anakin looms over you. He pulls his shirt from his own body and is now gazing at you below him, you forgot the last time you had felt so intimate with him. His hands are roaming your body as he admires, his eyes hold an intensity you haven’t seen in a long time. He reaches for your lips again with a lingering kiss, he swiftly pulls away trailing kisses down to your neck. 

He takes his time going to each side, sucking and biting his favorite spots. 

As he continues to leave love bites all over you his large hands begin to caress your body. He’s gliding over your stomach and hips then holds you at your waist. He’s looking down at your chest, completely mesmerized. Grabbing both your breasts with his calloused hands, he begins playing with them, squeezing them together, rubbing his thumbs across your hardened nipples. 

“I could never get tired of this..” 

“Your all I ever want for the rest of my life” he murmurs to you as he lowers his mouth to capture your nipple. He swirls his tongue around each nipple, taking his time in his best attempt to calm your mind. His mouth follows the trail his hands make down you body. Once it registers that he’s going to see your scars you struggle trying wiggle out of his hold attempting to hide yourself. 

Your fighting to pull his head up to avoid your embarrassment and he looks up to you with a stern look in his eyes “Don't hide your body from me”

“I love you no matter what” as the words leave his mouth he begins to grind his bulge against you. “Can’t you feel how hard you make me baby?” That gets you so flustered you don't even want to fight him anymore. He places gentle kisses along your new scars while whispering how much he loves you, how your his perfect, beautiful girl.

Once he’s past your hips he begins kissing and biting your inner thighs before he slowly removes your shorts. Your breathing begins to get deep and feel nervous with want.  Anakin takes you by the hands brushing along the inside of your palms to get you to calm down. “Baby look at me, everything is ok. We don’t have to keep going, I just want you to be comfortable with me again.”  

Your body feels electrified under his touch, you can feel the excitement coursing through your veins, to the tips of your fingers and toes. You know Anakin won’t judge you, and that this is the best way to get over your new formed insecurity. 

“No-no ani don’t stop please, I want you to keep going.”

With your assurance he pulls your panties to the side, fingers dipping into your soaked folds. With his middle and ring fingers he gathers your wetness and swirls you clit, jolting your body. 

“Does that feel good princess.” He whispers into your skin, you bite your lower lip and nod back at him unable to use words. He begins to pick up speed swirling his fingers over your sensitive bud then removes them and plunges his thick, long fingers into your dripping hole. 

Anakin begins to toy with your clit with his thumb as his fingers are still gliding in and out of you. “You feel so good. So warm and tight for me..” His words along with his hand cause you to feel that familiar knot pull in your stomach. Knowing your close you moan “ani I’m gonna cum”, with that he’s curving his fingers inside of you reaching that spot only he can touch as the pad of his thumb swirls slow circles over your clit, coaxing your orgasm out of you. Your back arches upwards, toes curling with pleasure, your mind feeling like its exploding as you come all over Anakin’s hand. 

“Such a good girl.” 

“Feel better?” 

He moves to lay next to you as your breathing finally slows back down. You turn to face him with a shy smile. He smiles back and moves to bring the covers over the two of you. “What are you doing?” You question as he snuggles closer wrapping his arms over your tummy. “I’m so proud of you my love” he hums as he presses a kiss to your temple “this was for you, I don’t need anything other than to see you happy and comfortable.” You close your eyes, finally feeling relaxed, as if your insecurities have been whiped from your mind.

"I love you Ani" you mumble as his breathing starts to deepen against your neck. you drift to sleep in anakins arms, your mind finally able to rest and body at peace next to the one person you love the most.

A/n: idk if I liked how this one came out

[anakinmybeloved]

Home Coming

Warnings: 18+,softdom anakin, praise,pet names, oral sex(fem!recieving), size difference, kissing, fluff kinda, not proof read

a/n: first attempt at writing smut..

It’s a warm night on Coruscant, going to sleep was nearly impossible.You throw the covers off your body along with your sleep shorts and top. Totally miserable. On top of everything, Anakin has been gone nearly three weeks now on a mission. You miss him, you miss sleeping next to him, You miss him holding you, breathing on your neck before drifting off to sleep. 

some time passes when you hear the front door of the apartment open then close. You peak your head off the bed, then spring up and run to the door realizing Anakin is finally home. 

He’s setting his belongings down when he finally looks up and you run into his arms. “Oh ani I’ve missed you so much!” You cling to him, never wanting to let him go. 

“I know my love, I have missed you more than you know.” 

you slowly remove your face from the crook of his neck, to finally look into those beautiful blue eyes that you adore. Holding eye contact, drinking in the moment you both have been waiting for.

 “There she is. I missed that beautiful face.” Anakin smiles down at you, while bringing his hand up to caress your cheek. You reach up on your toes and gently kiss him. It starts off slow, the two of you just taking in the simple fact that your finally able to kiss and hold each other again. The soft kiss quickly turns into Anakin giving you open mouth kisses, if you thought it was hot before it feels like your on fire now.

He pulls away to where your lips are just touching and breathes out “open”. You obey him without a second thought. Next thing you know his warm, hot tongue is invading your mouth. He sucks on your tongue as he lowers his hands to your thighs and lightly squeezes for you to jump. 

“Have you been a good girl for me while I was away?” He says to you as he walks you both backward, now carrying you back into the bedroom. 

“Yes baby, I'll always be good for you.” He places you back down on the bed. You look up at him giving him your best bedroom eyes because you know he loves when you do that, and suddenly he’s on top of you, his lips finding your favorite spot right behind your ear. 

His hands practically swallow your body, caressing every inch he can get a hold of. His lips travel lower dropping feather light kisses down your neck, your collar bones, and chest then finally reaches your breasts. “My perfect girl, I thought about these tits every night, you know that?” He squeezes them together and takes the right nipple into his mouth, sucking, taking out his tongue and licking. 

But he doesn’t waste his time, no tonight he’s on a mission. Hopefully his last one for a while. He makes his way past your breasts, taking his time down your stomach, kissing every inch he can get at. His huge hands are gently moving up and down your sides and stopping at your hips with a tighter hold. He’s now scanning your body with lust filled eyes. you begin squirming in his grasp, just wanting him to touch you already. You close your eyes not wanting to hold eye contact any longer, he knows how uncomfortable it makes you. He pinches your inner thigh, and your eyes jolt back open. “I want to see those beautiful eyes on me” 

  you watch as starts to kiss up your thigh, gently biting before switching to the other. He finally makes it to your centre, and you are sure he can feel the heat radiating off you and your slick stained panties. “already so wet and I haven’t even begun baby” he smirks as he slowly pulls your panties down. He parts your thighs and his pupils are blown wide at your glistening folds. 

He slips his flesh hand down and his index finger gathers the wetness and brings it up to your clit, drawing slow circles. You buck your hips at the sensation, feeling so worked up from not having him for so long. He slides it back down and circles your hole, then glides his finger inside you for the first time in weeks. His thick finger slides in an out of you with no effort and soon he’s adding another. “So tight for me, you miss me stretching you out like this princess?” He asks and you moan at his filthy words. “I wanna hear you.” You arch your back as he curls his fingers inside you just right. “yes ani I missed you”. Once the words are out of your mouth you feel him start to pump faster, bringing you closer and closer to your orgasm. You can feel your walls clenching around his fingers, so close to your release. But soon enough he’s slowing his motions. “I wanna feel you cum on my tongue be patient for me baby.” 

Suddenly his face is right in between your thighs and he’s pulling his fingers out of you and quickly slips them into his mouth. Releasing them with a pop he looks up at you “always taste so sweet for me.” then he is pressing an open mouth kiss right on your clit. Slowly he brings his tongue out to lick circles on your sensitive spot, and begins to lightly suck. You grab hold of his curls and are now pressing yourself as close as you can to his face, just wanting him to make you cum. He pulls away and plunges his fingers back into your dripping hole. “Ill never get tired of this pretty pussy” he says into your cunt. “Always so perfect, so warm, and tight for me and only me”. Your lower half is practically lifting itself onto his face once those words leave his mouth. 

Anakin now has two fingers curled deep inside of you while his tongue assaults your clit. Switching from swirling circles then up and down, it won’t be long until you release yourself all over his face. 

“Cmon baby, I know your close.”

“dreamt of tasting you every night I’ve been away from you.” 

“Doing so good for me.” 

He’s got you so worked up, you begin to feel that familiar dizziness, suddenly your orgasm courses through you while you moan his name over and over. He eases you through it, slipping his fingers out of you and placing light kisses over your worked up area. Once you finally catch your breath, you pull him up next to you and place and loving kiss on his lips. 

He pulls away with a huge grin on his face. “Have I told you how much I missed that?”  You mirror him with a similar grin on your face. 

Moving so now your straddled on top of him “time to let me show you how much I missed you.” He looks up to you with nothing but love and adoration in his angelic eyes. 

It was gonna be a long night. 

[anakinmybeloved]

Anakin taking care of your sore breasts

Warnings: 18+ established relationship, nipple play, anakin loves to take care of you, sickly sweet, pet names, mentions of PMSing, not proofread.

A/n: i kinda just wrote this bc i was bored, also my first time writing anything like this ik its not my best work so be gentle lol.

Your at home laying in bed snuggled up in the sheets. Your menstrual cycle has you completely defeated. Normally the cramps aren’t so bad, but the mood swings are at its peak. Along with your sore, tender breasts. You can’t fall asleep and at this point your just waiting for Anakin to get home. 

About fifteen minutes later you hear the door open and close alerting you he’s finally back. He comes in your room and takes himself out of his boots, noticing you on the bed at first glance he assumes you have fallen asleep. He tries to be quiet not to wake you, changing out of his Jedi robes into more comfortable attire. You feel him slowly crawl into bed next to you, facing your back. You push back trying to mold yourself into his body. 

“hey baby I thought you were asleep” he says, while wrapping his arms around your middle. “I was trying but its no use.” You respond back while snuggling into his warmth.

“Im sorry my love, I know you haven’t been feeling well lately.”  You turn to him so you can get in a more comfortable position. Now you two are facing each other while your leg is resting on his hip. “really I’m feeling better now that I have you back. I think the worst of it is over. Im just tired and sore I guess” 

He brings his hand around and slowly starts rubbing circles into your back. You scoot closer so your head is nuzzled into his chest. “can I give you a massage, will that help baby?”  All you do is nod your head and he’s turning you from your side to lay on your back. He’s now hovering over you and places a gentle kiss starting on your forehead, then to the tip of your nose, both cheeks, and a slow kiss on your lips. “Thank you Ani, I missed you today" and you truly did, Anakin never fails to make you feel comfortable, always trying to take care of you and make you feel better when you get your period. 

His hands gliding up and down your waist while kissing down your neck he mumbles into you “ missed you more, just kept thinking of coming home to you to make you feel better.” His hands now inching closer to your swollen breasts, gently squeezing over your shirt, which is actually his shirt. He lifts it up and now both his face and hands hover over the area. Anakin notices how red and irritated your nipples have become since your period has started, how your breasts feel more full and heavy. 

“Let me know if you need me to be more gentle baby ok?” He looks up to you with his beautiful blue eyes making sure you understand. You nod and assure him you will, although you just do it to make him feel better, knowing he wouldn’t be rough with you right now. He takes one breast into his mouth, grazing his tongue along the nipple, and a shock goes through your body. He’s squeezing both breasts into peaks and is now switching from side to side sucking each nipple in his mouth while lightly tugging with his teeth and releasing your swollen nipple from his mouth with a pop. 

He goes at it for a few more minutes, taking his time with you, really concentrating, trying not to hurt you and hopefully releasing some of the tension in your body. Once your chest is fully coated with his saliva he pulls his face back and squeezes your breasts together once more while looking down at you. You know Anakin is containing himself because youre sore but he could play with your tits all night. He moves down the rest of your body kissing all the way to your hips, down your stomach and places a lingering kiss over your mound with heated eyes looking up to you. But he continues massaging with his hands down your thighs placing kisses all the way down, past your legs and even rubs your feet for a while. 

He makes his way back up to your face, now both laying towards eachother on your sides. He cups your cheeks and just holds your face in his hands. “ I love you angel, I know it doesn’t help much but ill do whatever I can to make you feel better.” Just his words alone make you feel okay again, no one makes you feel loved and taken care of like Anakin has. “ I love you more than you can imagine.” You take his face and kiss him deeply, once you pull away from each other Anakin lies on his back while you fall asleep on his chest. 

Finally feeling taken care of.