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how do I disappear forever and make everyone forget me

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If it’s green then I’ll like it, that’s all you need to know

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growing up, i dont remember my dad yelling at me when i got in trouble

he yelled when i was playing outside and he wanted me in for dinner, but that was only so id hear him. he yelled the day i told him and my mom about the abuse going on at school, but that was when i was up in my room and he was downstairs yelling over my special ed teacher abusing me and my classmates and the school letting it happen and how messed up it was. he yelled the night he went to kill my uncle cuz he was upset that my uncle had raped my cousin

but he never yelled at me. i wasnt afraid of him screaming at me or worried that he might hit me when i got in trouble

and i grew up just fine. i grew up feeling loved. i grew up able to talk to him about my hobbies and interests. i grew up comfortable around my own dad

its messed up that my experience was something many people i know never had. a lot of those people feel distant from their dad or tense around them. they dont connect with their fathers, and that is a fault on the fathers part. and that issue is yelling

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i painted………………. a boy.

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The Path Not Taken by † Rebecca Bathory † on Flickr.

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Pigeon 836

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its so hard being a person, i wish i was a toad,,,, sittin in some mud 

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Some quick mouse form/anatomy practice- gave ‘em BEES.

Definitely more to come. 8)  

Ballpoint pen and brush pen