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Girl named lola (pronounced el-oh-ella)

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sick twice in two weeks' time... three people sneezing at work on monday. is it really that cheugy to wear a facemask? guess i'll be number four

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my future is oklou

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literally though if you feel like your life is slipping through your fingers and every day goes too fast… try doing hard things, not just taking the easy route, like reading and making art and exercising and cooking a meal from scratch and journaling, doing these things without distraction, without being absorbed on a screen… the time will stretch and you’ll be reminded that life is long and beautiful if you make it so.

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he's the boy and i'm the heron

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my friend visiting reminded me how many touristy things i can actually do here. i think i'd fallen into a rut of just living in between work and home, or doing 'local' things only like going to the pub. but i am excited to pick back up where i left off months ago.

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Flop purchase of the day though was buying an extra delicate tangle teezer for fine hair that is so sparse in combteeth it snags on the hair anyway. The teeth don't even have the usual tangle teezer elasticity. Raging raging raging

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forever my favorite bella swan look

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this bag i got on vinted. like tell me it's not giving what it's supposed to give 😅😅😅 probably my most profound purchase tbh

my biggest fashion serve of 2025 is wearing clothes that would have been part of like italy tourist fashion in 2015 that those very same people find offputtingly passé in 2025. normiecore but like annoying to certain people too. but they can't say anything about it

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my biggest fashion serve of 2025 is wearing clothes that would have been part of like italy tourist fashion in 2015 that those very same people find offputtingly passé in 2025. normiecore but like annoying to certain people too. but they can't say anything about it

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nooo cause where is piepinky 😫 did she delete

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Yesterday was such a cute day at work with fun people. This girl that was kinda obsessed with me doesn't work here anymore because she no showed and the mean girls had the day off. So everyone left was just vibing, we got ice cream together. I think I have done a great job of putting an end to the weird obsessive interactions that i had with some people here and I should celebrate that. Just need to focus on building the positive connections that I can have with the people I like now.

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two weeks ago two girls at work are talking in their language in a tone that sounds like they are talking shit about me but i cannot prove it so i pretend to be deaf. i've had inklings, but this time it is happening under my nose. one of them peppers in npc energy in english then the other girl is like yeahh. the first girl then turns to me and is like, soo, how old are you? (audience you make your own conclusions here.) i tell her in the most meaning-carrying, kinda self-conscious but convictive voice that i am xy years old. the conversation ends there. but the reality of the situation lingers and that reality is that we are all pushing 30 (her more than me) and the 'bossgirl matron of the workplace bothered by random coworkers existing' shit is probably something we don't have to do. and that i give npc energy to her specifically because i have clocked the kind of person she is. don't have the energy to deal with this. and now she is double angry because i will not get on her level. bitch, i'm catholic. i'll turn the other cheek when i want to

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addison rae's appeal as a gravitas-less performer more authentically reflective of a meaningless world than b list singers making empty songs about girl feminism and capital... why are these the only choices

how i'm feeling now