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Check out this listing I just added to my Poshmark closet: Harry Potter Lego Chess Set 76392.

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My Poshmark closet: Cole Haan Ballet Flats

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I know... I know but I really wanted you all to see this. The Shrine of Saint Thérèse. Only one small part of all there was to see. It was so peaceful there and you could feel it too but doesn't it.look a little creepy too?

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Juneau was awesome for anyone wondering or who asked. It was so beautiful and warm. Reminded me of WA because of the rain and moss covered everything. Did so much in one day. The Shrine of Saint Thérèse was crazy awesome. Too many pictures to post but I'll add what I can.

We're in Seattle now and go to Olympia tomorrow. Our first seahawks game and early birthday celebration. Our friend showed Aizen how to catch squid💚💙 always thankful for our friends. Aizen is excited to see addy tomorrow. Been asking everyday since we got here. We leave to CA on New Year's eve on flight 1984... great #... year I was born. Can't believe I'm turning 36! my mom had my baby brother when she was 36 and I remember thinking she was so old and having a baby😱😂 Now that I'm the same age I don't think it's too old anymore. It seems like everything I used to think about or worry about.. just seems so stupid later on. Knowing that.. it makes whatever happens now... no problem.. no worry. Really helps me live in the moment and not give an F about stuff that won't even matter later. I'm so happy I understand that💚💙

Can't wait to get out of Seattle. I really only like Alaska or Hawaii now. Only thing good about Seattle are the Seahawks, our friends and the aquarium. Everything else blows especially the traffic and all the basic type of people who really believe Seattle is the best city in America or something. I'm always like... have you ever been anywhere else? Because if you have.. you probably wouldn't think that😂 Basic bitches. Even our friends who live here can't wait to leave whenever they can. Seattle is a good place to visit but not stay... like vegas. I think if Aizen's dad ever wanted to move back here I would be so sad😥😂 I would get a season pass to the Seahawks thou. Now that Aizen is older we can do so much more. Love my son so much!!

Aizen likes WA thou and always says he misses our white house. We got so lucky with that house when we sold it❤ Really hope we do ok with our fbks house. We'll see.. we'll see.

Some pictures and videos. Running out of space on my phone! I should of moved all the files to our hard drive before we left. We still have lego land.. disneyland.. and Harry Potter world!!! I've never been to Harry Potter anything before.. and I can't wait. They used to only have it in FL but now they have one in CA. We were excited to see the pandas at the San Diego zoo but found out China took them back 😱. Probably won't go now but feel lucky we got to see them in 2014.

This will hopefully be my final post on here 😂 I know you might not believe it because I say that lots but I think it will be. Probably won't update about CA.. probably won't be able to take too many pictures anyways unless I upgrade my phone... which I need to but don't want to. #loyal This one has been good to me the last 3years and I'm keeping it untell it absolutely doesn't work anymore. I think it has 3 more years too. Samsung forever❤

Oh and for anyone who asked why I always try to leave social media... too many haters. Most who've never even met me before😂 and my haters aren't like the usual type. For them hating on people is like a big family affair. Get everyone involved. Can't stand alone. Anyone else have haters like that too? I know I can't be the only one even if it feels like that sometimes. But it's a ok. My life is good.. most of theirs isn't. Karma is kind to the right people. But for every blind hater I have.. i always either meet someone amazing or something amazing always happens... so really I give thanks to them all... and if any of you out their are struggling with spiteful older woman in their 30s or 40s who should know better... don't even worry about it because something good is probably just waiting for you right around the corner❤😊

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any friends in Juneau? we're here a for the day because they overbooked. It's never happened before and I didn't know what they gave people. $350 travel certificates and $24 meal vouchers for both me and Aizen. I know most people would be bummed not.leaving on time but it feels like we won something😂 Like $700 worth of travel and almost $100 for food when we only spent like $88 for our tickets. This means we'll have one less day in Seattle before CA but it's ok since we're staying with friends and didn't book a hotel. would be cool if.we had friends in juneau to show us around. I've never.been here and I'm actually feeling real good for having slept at the juneau airport. Our flight from anchorage came in at 11:45pm and boarding for next plane was supposed to be 4:25am... that's why the tickets were so cheap.. not a direct flight.. but me and aizen fell asleep as soon as we landed and actually slept good. Waiting for aizen to wake up before seeing what our capital has to offer. Someone come rescure us and take us around! We can eat anywhere that accept AK Airline vouchers 😂

and I missed all you guys and posting everyday❤ probably won't keep up with it thou. Only posting now to find someone to show us juneau. email or find me on messager. too many creepy people to post number. and I'll only go with someone we already know.. like in person. any of my old subscribers or people I only talk to online.. I won't go. sorry not sorry but thanks anyways. maybe if I didn't have my son I would get brave enough to meet a stranger... but probably not too😂 I know alot of you don't feel like strangers anymore since we all share so much info.. like too much information sometimes but we really are strangers and stranger danger😂

Hope all you guys enjoy this wkend as much as I'm planning to. Happy to be missing the 30below fbks weather. Can't wait to see our WA friends too.

Oh yeah... we almost missed our flight leaving anchorage.. made it to the airport when they were boarding so I put aizen in a wheelchair and cut the line😱😱 so shameless but we didn't miss our flight. I feel sorry for my son sometimes because I know I'm embarrassing 😂🤣

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toodles tumblr👋it's been good. my life is going, going, going.. out of control almost... but exciting...and a little overwhelming... all at the same time. If you're one of my subscribers from patreon or youtube and are on the email list.. I'll keep in touch once in a blue moon and always remember to share whatever platform I try next.❤

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Really love my friends house and all her treasures. She collects rocks too but her collection is so much bigger than mine🤷‍♀️😂 Her kitchen table and coffee table are both solid stone and carved. They're so cool. My favorite are the 3 huge white quartz rocks. I can't wait to go rock hunting with Aizen this summer. There's so much in Alaska that I haven't experienced and I can't wait to learn with Aizen. Theres Sheep Mountain that I never even heard of off the Glenn highway that's suppose to be real cool. Didn't do much today aside from look at my friends rocks, stay in bed and go to a fundraiser. I was suppose to go skiing for the first time with my friend at alyeska but I woke up feeling so yuck. Usually I always wake up around 6 but this time I slept in untell 10am😱😂 woke up, felt half dead.. cancelled on my friend like a douchebag, stayed in bed and finally went to this cool church fundraiser and silent auction where I won at bingo. Didn't win any of the silent auctions because I got.outbid on everything and didn't stand around at the end like alot of people. Next time i know what to do. Had alot of fun. I should of brought my grandma but I didn't know what I was doing untell I just kinda found it driving to starbucks😂 I was only planning to go to sb and then freds to get kale for my friends bunnies but I seen the sign and stopped. Man! My friends bunnies sure creep me out😂 I really thought I was going to like them but they are creepy!

My son got sick today too and the nurse called so my sister had to take the rest of the day off. I feel bed about that and now just wish his dad would've brought him down yeasterday. We were just worried about him missing school because he missed a week for hawaii and then a few days here and there because we both kept getting sick... that ending up adding up to alot of absences and his school sent a letter home about it that made us both feel bad about it. Now it seems like he's still going to miss more🤷‍♀️ We can only do what we can. Just always thankful we haven't ever got seriously sick. In WA they had this reuse and recycle group and everyone in the neighborhood posts items they no longer use or needed.. I loved that group! Anyway, I went to pickup a couch and met a mom with a son around the same age as Aizen at the time.. only 4 and he was going through cancer treatment. It caught me off guard and like an idiot I started to cry😱 The mom was like what the hell! I made her mad! Suppose to always be strong for kids and not feel sorry for them 🤷‍♀️ Point is.. ever since then I'm always so thankful for my son's good health. I would rather have something go wrong with me than have to watch him go through anything. I hope my sister knows how to take care of him. When our baby brother was born.. we were all worried to leave him alone with renee😱😂 I think because she acted younger than she was? She was the baby for 15years before my mom had our baby brother. Now she's learning. Aizen gets to be her teacher.

Here I didn't even make it to fred meyers today because I forgot after the fundraiser so no kale for the bunnies. They have their dry food untell tomorrow. Can't let my uncle see the bunnies because he might try and make stew or something. Then I'll really cry probably ❤

and i hope everyone knows everything always works out. I used to worry all the time about everything too but as soon as I stopped... its crazy how my life changed. I can't really explain it to people because when I try to.. they don't get it. Whatever you really want to have happen.. probably will if you can just stop trying so hard😂 I know it sounds stupid because you see people everywhere who don't do shit... so nothing ever happens or changes. but it's like you have to keep trying to go for something.. but almost forgot what you're going for... or detach from what you want so bad and just concentrate on what you do daily. Like if you really want to lose weight or something.. don't fantasize about looking perfect all day (maybe I used to do that😱😂) .. detach from what you really want and focus on daily habits.. small improvements. Totally forget about the way you look and just worry about what you're doing everyday. Time will pass and all of a sudden you'll look in the mirror and be so surprised that what you used to dream about.. maybe even almost gave up on.. is right there and you already have it. ❤ Same with everything else. Whatever you hope for.. you probably can get.. if you can just figure out what to work on each day... without becoming upset all the time because it isn't coming fast enough.. or getting pissed off because someone else already has it when you dont. I can't believe how many people make their own lives miserable thinking about what other.people are doing all day long without worrying about what they are doing themselves. If that's you.. please stop whatever you're doing.. sit down alone at a table... think long and hard about what you really want.. then write down what you want.. and right next to it write down everything you do each day. If what you do everyday doesn't get you closer to what you want... you really aren't doing shit. It doesn't matter how many hours you work or what you say you are doing either. Point is you don't have what you want and aren't taking steps to get it. Do us all a favor and shut the fuck up untell you figure out what you need to do to finally make yourself happy.

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I made that☝️ I know its uneven and might not make sense too😂 but it's the best I could do with my phone acting up. I'm so sick of people playing victim and acting like people are so mean and unkind all the damn time. Hello. You've been the same way before too. Don't act like you haven't. We've all been in a bad point in our lives. We all have said asshole things. We all have regrets. We're all human. Someone sent me a text of all the mean things someone said about me behind my back... and I'm like oh well! I really don't care... and I really still care about the person too. I learned not to take everything so personal. I remember all the shit I've said.. and still do sometimes.. and I can't act all sad when someone does the exact same thing to me. When someone says terrible things about me.. sometimes it's because they are dealing with something hard in their life and might just be trying to survive. Sometimes they say it because it's is actually true... and that's why it hurts so much. People need to understand that just because someone says something hurtful.. it doesn't mean it can't be true too. Use it as a starting point to improve yourself. Instead of ignoring everything they said about you and fighting back by thinking of everything wrong with them.. try to actually listen to what they said because they might be right. Even if they didn't sugarcoat it for you.

If you can see people as people and not how they "should" be or how you want them to be... you'll be so much happier. I'm not saying you should let people walk all over you or disrespect you. If someone is acting like an asshole and you care about them.. its possible to just distance yourself and pray they get better or that life starts treating them better. You don't have to think about what they said over and over... making yourself sad or mad everyday. You don't have stay around them or watch what they do. Or you don't have to decide to hate them forever. Or tell everyone how terrible they are for treating you so unkind. So poor. Seriously just take the hit, don't be such a little bitch about it and move on! Eventually when they are doing better.. they'll come back and make it up to you. You can always decide later if you want to be around them... and if you don't want them around you... you can still be nice about it... even if they were an asshole to you before. It's called treating people how you want to be treated. It's also called being loyal too! Not just jumping at the chance of hating someone you supposedly cared about just because they are going through a tough time. I can't believe how many people are so quick to judge others or hate them forever just because they acted a certain way... one time.. a long time ago too. People change. People get better. They won't always stay the same. You can forgive them. It's like people who play "good" all the time want to cast people away just because they made mistakes. And I've seen so called christian's doing the most unchristian things. Judging others.. gossiping about them.. getting people to hate them and then playing victim when someone does the exact same thing to them. Its just ridiculous. I can see it even if no one else can. It's not the people who do terrible things that I feel sorry for... it's the people who can't forgive that I feel sorry for.

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Anchorage! The mountains looked so beautiful driving in. Got in alot later than I thought because I stopped in Trapper Creek and Wasilla. Made it here just in time to give my friend a ride to the airport. My friends all always spoil us good. It made me wish I got here sooner. She really wanted to see Aizen though and was disappointed but he'll be here when they come home. I met Debra like 10 years ago when she visited WakeIsland for 2wks and her story was similar to mine at the time so we bonded quick. And then 10yrs later her story is still similar to mine. We both had surprise babies and both are single moms now.. and we both get along great with our baby daddies too. I guess that's rare.. I don't know why because its probably the most important thing you could give to your kids... respect to their other parent!

But her cats are so awesome. They run this place! 😂love her plants too.. they get so big. I can't believe I found the most perfect house! Brought my uncle out there and everything looks good. Still waiting for the title and closing documents but hopefully everything is done soon because I cant wait! Wire transfer sound like its instantaneous but I guess they take 1-2days and I couldn't just send it all at once.. had to do the ernest $ and wait for the seller to accept and then I can wire the rest.. and wait again but I'm learning how to be more patient I guess. I love my friends house! It's just her and her boy and its huge. I wanted to just stay here all day and not do nothing but I was running around all day. I'm sorry if I didn't get a chance to see you but there's still time. Spent the day with my crazy family. Happy birthday to my uncle eric and a late one to my uncle boo too before that it was my uncle nicks birthday. My grandma had all her kids almost the same month each and 2yrs apart. I didn't know my uncle eric got married!😱 I thought they were joking with me. I guess it's for real😂

Can't wait to see my cousins autumn and david and the rest of my friends but maybe I'll just stay in tomorrow. My crazy uncle eric almost tried to beat some guy up because he thought he was looking at me😱 Yeah my family is crazy. They all tire me out! I need to recover now.

I'm so thankful to have all.my friends because I dont know how my life would've turned out if I didn't have you all😂😊

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Finally leaving fbks. Took me forever to get stuff done. Had to get both grandmas and Aizen's auntie flowers.. only 9.99 and they have so many. Also chicken is $5 and there's a $1.25 digital coupon.. so it's like $3.75! Love good deals. Had to book car rentals and last ticket and score

I always do the mastery car😂 one time I got a convertible jeep in hawaii. That was the one and only time I got something cool.

Cant believe Aizen's dad drives to and from valdez like 4times a month😱 so blessed to have a good baby daddy and aizen is too. Might not post lots. My phones is finally on its last run I think. Only took 3years.. and i dropped it in the swimming pool and the toilet before 😱😂 lost it so many times and people always returned it. I love this phone. It'll be like losing a good friend if it goes. Aizen's auntie got it for me when she worked for AT&T❤ Samsung Galaxy beats iPhones times a billizion trillion!

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12-12 an awesome day😊

Also Aizen's dads birthday🎉

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It's been awhile since we made it to Aizen's class. Got to see one our best friends from high school..Amanda!!❤ reunited! Her son is close to Aizen's age now and they've been in the Phillipines and she was on Survivor there... and she won!❤ I love survivor! Cool to see people from forever ago. It's been almost 20 years from high school.

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Finally getting my finger looked at. They were like why didnt you come on the day it happened. 🤷‍♀️ idk because I had tape?😂 and yeah im going to be in anc awhile.. but I'll be trying to get stuff done so it won't be alot of extra time. I'm also staying at my friends house and out of respect to her.. I'm not having anyone stay over. Depending on how things go 🤞🙏 there might be room for you but it'll be a drive from anc. And there's always a method to my madness😂 I'm looking so early because most people don't buy this time of year.. better chance at a good deal. Also because my friend has to drive to anc every 2wks before flying up north and he can bring boxes for me each time💙 Moving companies charge thousands of dollars and even a little storage shed in fbk is like $100 a month.. Our stuff isn't worth $1,200 a year!

People always see what I have.. never what I had to do. I went without for a long time. That's really all there is too it. But few are willing to give up stuff. In highschool I worked almost everyday after school from 3-10pm. I did that for 2years and that's how I had money to buy a little cabin with no running water. I worked fulltime while I was taking classes fulltime and sold the cabin and used that money to buy a house... but the house I bought wasn't exactly what I wanted.. it was something I knew I could pay off. That's the being able to go without part. I can't believe how many people.... as soon as they get a good job...buy their dream home as their first home. So stupid. Yeah you have exactly what you want but you'll be paying off that 400,000 house for the next 30 years and have hardly any money to travel even. Most people don't own their house.. their house owns them. Instead of getting everything you want.. buy the cheapest $50,000 cabin and pay it off. Stay their long enough to save more and then move to a $190,000 house.. it won't have everything you want, probably won't be in the best location.. but you can pay it off. Afterwards you'll have the freedom to buy exactly what you want. You just have to be willing to go without first. People don't like to go without or give anything up. I didn't have a car for a long time when I was paying off stuff and I got shit for it by alot of people. Lots of girls really think they are something rolling around in a $50,000 trucks they probably will never pay off while giving their money away to rent every month. Most people front like they have money.. even the ones who work good jobs are really broke because they owe so much. People never want to go without and save. Even right now.. I don't have internet or cable.. not because I can't afford it but because I'm not spending over $2,000 a year on it. People really do that too. Home I internet and cable is close to $200/month. Crazy! People call me crazy all the time.. and I'm telling you I'm the only sane person I see most the time 😂 Everyone else is crazy for choosing their life how they do.

Yeah.. never ask to barrow money from me unless you want an earful. I'll ask so many questions about how you're spending your money.. if you buy drugs and alcohol.. forget it! The only bad habits I'll ever give money to are my uncle's😂 That's the thing too.. everyone asks me for money. Friends, relatives.. people I hardly know.. even people who use to talk shit about me.. if I gave only $5 to everyone.. I wouldn't have enough. I don't have alot of money.. I just know how to spend what I have!

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Hot chocolate💜 trying not to worry so much. It helps to tell myself.. no matter what.. it's ok if things just end up back to exactly how things were yeasterday. takes pressure off of anything. hakuna matata is my mantra that I tell myself. That and "things always workout for me" I really say that to myself lots😂 and I think it works too. Even when things look like they don't work out for me... when I tell myself that... it's like I can't see it now but I will later and then it goes back to hakuna matata 😂 in 1day 18hrs it will be over with and I'll know. I think I'm going to workout hard tomorrow to distract myself. I've been slacking and I can feel it too. I'm so thankful for all the help.i always get from.my friends. Sometimes I feel like the worse because I never talk to somebody for years and then I call them.up with a huge favor out of the blue.. and it's always like a miracle when they come through❤ would be so easy to say no too. I want to be that person for other people too.

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I was given a different kindof sight.. not the gift of words. nowthat I know.. all I have to do is find the right person to talk for me

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I ❤ the family we house sit for in Hawaii. They've invited us back every year since Aizen was only a baby and always shower us with gifts. So lucky to have more than one person like this in my life... they always come at the right time too. I love getting to take care of pets too. I think if I could, i would adopt every type of animal... a dog, cat, turtle, bunny. Only I try to think about what's best for the animal... not just what I want. Each pet needs time and affection just like another kid. Maybe I'll end up with 6 or 7 cats when I'm older and done traveling😂

Finally made mvp at AK air. It's my first time but its only for 22 days untell 2020 and then I start back at 0 miles for the year. I didn't know about the 50k extra miles💙

I wish I could help more people but I don't know how. I feel like I fail alot of people sometimes. Maybe eventually I'll get it right💙

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How do you react when someone says an unkind thing? Nowadays, I look more closely at the person and usually see someone hurting, sad or heartbroken.. maybe not well. I feel bad for them. Well either that or I see someone who loves me and might be trying to help me but might not know how. Iused to take it personal, bitch about it, say something mean back, tell everyone, tried to get people on my side, or play victim and cry about how unfair, unkind.. they were. Yeah.. I'm so happy I changed too. 😂😊 If you still fall in the 2nd category.. it's never to late.