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When a character keeps picking the hardest path because they think they deserve to suffer...

✦ They self-sabotage without realizing it. As soon as something starts going well (a relationship, a goal, a good day) they do something to wreck it. They don’t know why, but deep down, it’s because they don’t believe it’s allowed to last.

✦ They always take the harder route, even when an easier option is right there. They’ll pick the path with more resistance, more pressure, more risk, not because they want to prove something, but because struggle feels honest in a way peace doesn’t.

✦ They don’t ask for help, not even a little, not even when they’re clearly drowning. Not because they don’t need it, but because needing anything feels weak, and they’d rather fall apart quietly than be seen falling.

✦ They downplay every win, even when they’ve worked themselves to the bone, they’ll say, “It wasn’t that hard.” They never want to take up too much space, never want to be too proud, so they shrink their joy before anyone else can.

✦ They flinch at softness. Compliments make them tense, affection feels suspicious, kindness makes them feel like they’re waiting for the catch, like, “What do you really want from me?”

✦ They believe happiness has to be earned. Like they need to suffer first, prove they’ve paid the price and somehow, they always decide they haven’t done enough yet. That they need to work harder, be better, hurt longer...

✦ They don’t hate themselves, but they don’t love themselves enough to think they deserve anything good, either. They survive, but thriving? being happy? That feels like a story meant for someone else.

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Writing is basically falling in love with an idea,

then immediately doubting if you're good enough for it.

Love at first sight quickly turns into anxiety at first paragraph.

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5 Tiny Writing Tips That Aren’t Talked About Enough (but work for me)

These are some lowkey underrated tips I’ve seen floating around writing communities — the kind that don’t get flashy attention but seriously changed how I write.

1. Put “he/she/they” at the start of the sentence less often.

Try switching up your sentence rhythm. Instead of

“She walked to the window,”

try

“The window creaked open under her touch.”

Keeps it fresh and stops the paragraph from sounding like a checklist.

2. Don’t describe everything — describe what matters.

Instead of listing every detail in a room, pick 2–3 objects that say something.

��A half-drunk mug of tea and a knife on the table”

sets a way stronger tone than

“There was a wooden table, two chairs, and a shelf.”

3. Use beats instead of dialogue tags sometimes.

Instead of:

"I'm fine," she said.

Try:

"I'm fine." She wiped her hands on her skirt.

It helps shows emotion, and movement.

4. Write your first draft like no one will ever read it.

No pressure. No perfection. Just vibes. The point of draft one is to exist. Let it be messy and weird — future you will thank you for at least something to edit.

5. When stuck, ask: “What’s the most fun thing that could happen next?”

Not logical. Not realistic. FUN. It doesn’t have to stay — but chasing excitement can blast through writer’s block and give you ideas you actually want to write.

What’s a tip that unexpectedly helped with your writing? Let me know!! 🍒

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Non-writers don't understand how much of writing is just googling things like "when was the croissant invented" for worldbuilding reasons and staring off into the distance.

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I should not have giggled this fucking much-

i made a generator for yall to see what ur genders are

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I should not have giggled this fucking much-

i made a generator for yall to see what ur genders are

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remus in a flowy, greenish and brownish above the knee skirt made out of light lace like material🥰 his hairy legs are out, and there are freckles everywhere, all over, and also scars on his knees and shins. and his knees are knobbly and skinny and protruding and they stand out. his boxer briefs are peaking out from underneath when he moves too quickly and the skirt rides up, or the wind picks up on the material, therefore he walks weirdly, as if he has a stick up his arse, but his legs are killing it. his dirty, worn out boots are somehow complimenting the whole outfit pretty well and he looks fucking hot!!!

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Me writing two smut chapters at once? Who am Iiiii? 😂

Realized I hadn't finished one chapter that inspired the other so I'm just vibing and trying to do both.

Doing my best to keep up with writing but legitimately made a deal with my mother that I'd keep trying to make like 600-700 a week to support my own lifestyle while paying rent so it is becoming 100% harder. So if you keep up with my ao3 at all, you might have to expect slower updates because dude, that much is like 15 hours of work a day. Not that I sleep much but STILL.

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/67563766

Here's the whole short story. I forgot to reblog with a link to the 3rd chapter after I published it but at least I got a little bit about Azzy's actual career down.

But now I'mma make this man deal with his shit. So probably oneshots, ngl for like days between the filming of the first season of his show to the second.

Which will absolutely make me reach my goal of making it a longer book count than the series before it because there's 6 months between filming. Makes it harder for me to write Keiko's series though even though his starts at the very beginning of his turnover instead of sort of where Azrael will leave off.

But I am getting there. I want Shattered Gold to be 150k. Probably going to go up to 200k for Infamous though. I'm determined to finish Azrael's series before I write chapter three of The Beginning Of The Black Rose.

Everything's becoming a lot tho. I have a friend to go chill with tomorrow so obviously I won't be writing all day. Love my best friend so much tho she's a lotta fun. Then I have a garage sale this weekend and probably will be in and out of food pantries throughout the week next week because I make no money lol.

My husband and I might go thrifting after he gets paid and hit up a few places so I can actually do my job.

Definitely need to work a bit today though. I have like 3 things to list and 1 thing to ship so I'm gonna do that for sure. Just so that we have a little bit taken care of.

Got a rice cooker too. I'm very excited about that. Cause DUDE ya bitch consumes so much rice it's not even funny.

Obviously I'll repost more later but for now I'm gonna eat and write the first oneshot of like... 27.

Hopefully those oneshots add up to like the 130 I need but if not I'm good with writing some of the love scenes for The Tower.

So I posted this wrong. However I did realize something while I was fixing it.

I hit my fuckin goal. Sooooo. That's awesome. Definitely 1.5 million is the next goal just to keep myself from stressing so much lmfao.

But once I hit that, you already KNOW I'mma be working on the 2 million mark.

I'm just proud of myself for actually doing it. Glad this book kinda pushed me over the mark too.

Doing my best to keep up with writing but legitimately made a deal with my mother that I'd keep trying to make like 600-700 a week to support my own lifestyle while paying rent so it is becoming 100% harder. So if you keep up with my ao3 at all, you might have to expect slower updates because dude, that much is like 15 hours of work a day. Not that I sleep much but STILL.

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/67563766/chapters/174680086

Okay. So this one is just shy of 3,000 words. But the next chapter is going to be a lot of introductory stuff because I have to get like the whole main 20 people.

Guess we're gonna be playing plenty of "How much does Sirius know about Hollywood" for this book.

Doing my best to keep up with writing but legitimately made a deal with my mother that I'd keep trying to make like 600-700 a week to support my own lifestyle while paying rent so it is becoming 100% harder. So if you keep up with my ao3 at all, you might have to expect slower updates because dude, that much is like 15 hours of work a day. Not that I sleep much but STILL.

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I feel like "panicked and concerned" has become Azrael's whole state of being-

Doing my best to keep up with writing but legitimately made a deal with my mother that I'd keep trying to make like 600-700 a week to support my own lifestyle while paying rent so it is becoming 100% harder. So if you keep up with my ao3 at all, you might have to expect slower updates because dude, that much is like 15 hours of work a day. Not that I sleep much but STILL.

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World Building Checklist

Have you ever started writing a story and realized your world has a bunch of unexplained shit and you have to fill in the gaps as you go? Me too, buddy. Me too. Here’s a checklist so that you can fully flesh out your world to the max. (I’m dying)

How does Time work? (Minutes, hours, days, the daylight cycle, years, ect.)

Species (if Fantasy. Will probably make another post on this.)

Countries, Nations, Tribes, ect. (nationalities/ races. Will probably make another post on this.)

The geography of the world (draw a map. Doesnt have to be good. Just for a general idea.)

Rivalries between races (includes prejudice, racism, ect.)

Religions

Technology

The Magic system. (Will probably make a whole other post on this.)

animals, plants, ect.

The sky: Sun, Moon(s), Stars, Constellation, Are there rings? (If the planet has rings)

Educations system

Government system

Politics

Methods of transport (Vehicles)

Medicine

Can’t really think of anything else. If you have more to add then reblog and add to the list! :) bye bee

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don't like auto-flush toilets. like excuse me I'll tell you when to swallow

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So i did my little "Oh I don't need to write that down" thing and wrote a whole chapter while falling asleep. Now I'm trying to put that together. Shit's held together with duct tape and superglue, man.

Doing my best to keep up with writing but legitimately made a deal with my mother that I'd keep trying to make like 600-700 a week to support my own lifestyle while paying rent so it is becoming 100% harder. So if you keep up with my ao3 at all, you might have to expect slower updates because dude, that much is like 15 hours of work a day. Not that I sleep much but STILL.

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/67563766

So I'm less trying to write the show itself because that would be a whole novel and a half on it's own, and more trying to capture like Azrael's inner thoughts while he tries to get back into his old job.

But I'm kinda proud of how this chapter turned out.

Doing my best to keep up with writing but legitimately made a deal with my mother that I'd keep trying to make like 600-700 a week to support my own lifestyle while paying rent so it is becoming 100% harder. So if you keep up with my ao3 at all, you might have to expect slower updates because dude, that much is like 15 hours of work a day. Not that I sleep much but STILL.

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So I wrote the first lil oneshot in my 3rd series. As well as the first two chapters of the 4th series.

But the next actual book in Azrael's series is boutta be SO FUCKING LONG.

It's kinda the start of him turning his life around the rest of the way and starting to write a show with his boyfriend.

Man's got too much money anyway so naturally he just kinda pays to get it made for the first season.

But I wanna write the first season out like he's acting in it which is HARD. I have to sit and actually write out the whole tv show. You kinda get a little bit of the ending in the first chapter, honestly because he and Ben are kinda just sitting there talking about how they want it to go.

Which is my favorite cause it's a little cute date. But at the same time-

Why do I do this to myself-

I am gonna write at least the first two chapters, it'll be around 60 chapters in total because I need to actually have a long book in this at some point.

Means I'll definitely reach my goal of each series being longer than the last tho-

Also means Kei's series will be like 200k instead of 100k which is what I was GONNA DO.

I'll post chapter updates on here as I go. But it'll be a very much longer post than it already has been.

So hopefully if anyone's been following along, you might find a little bit of joy in my self torture lmfao.

Cause I have to make each series longer in books as well. The first was 8 works, the second was 13. So this one will probably be about 20. So far it has two of them.

Guess we'll fuckin see how long this one ends up being because godDAMN I'll be writing this a while. This is the 3rd book in this series because it's so fucking long. The first book on it's own was 14k, the second was like 800 words. Now the 3rd is gonna be so damn long I might cry. Cause I want each chapter to be at least 3k words.

Anyway the show is called The Tower. As will the book be. But I have to get through the first chapter first.

Does help that it's more porn-y than even Game Of Thrones so at least I get to write smut too.

I already fear some of this, okay? I've never really written anything from an actor's POV but Azrael is so rooted in acting because of Ben and a few others that'll be mentioned later.

Soooooo.

Now I gotta learn a new writing style. This is gonna be wild at first but bear with me please.

This'll be interesting. See you when I climb out of my enclosure after chapter one.

Doing my best to keep up with writing but legitimately made a deal with my mother that I'd keep trying to make like 600-700 a week to support my own lifestyle while paying rent so it is becoming 100% harder. So if you keep up with my ao3 at all, you might have to expect slower updates because dude, that much is like 15 hours of work a day. Not that I sleep much but STILL.

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worst headcannons ever :-

The prank

Sirius suspecting Remus to be the spy

Remus suspecting Sirius to be the spy

Peter betraying the marauders

the marauders dying

lily dying

marlene and Dorcas not a thing

Evan and Barty are evil.

Regulus going horcrux hunting alone.