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I'm just so tired of being here
(These are my poems, my dms and ask are always open)
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It's funny how I always end up coming back to Tumblr. It could be weeks, months or years and somehow I end up seeking the support I don't have around me and finding it with a few taps on my phone.
Where do I start. I recently got diagnosed with bipolar 2. Regardless of it being a certain type its something that is sitting so heavily on my chest. I can't seem to stop these racing thought. The urge to cry is so overwhelming.
Usually I turn to my best friend but she's on a date with a man that has treated her so poorly but that is her own journey. My boyfriend is out with his friends and I'm glad he is blowing off some steam. Life gets tough.
I just feel alone tonight and it's okay to be sad. I need to learn to deal with my own thoughts and enjoy my own company. I'll be joining a 6 months out patient treatment and that is so overwhelming. 6 months...its something I have to commit to but I'm looking for every excuse to bail but I know this if for my own good.
Overall I'm sad and that's okay. I'll get though through the night. Just felt like instead of thinking about all my feelings and upsetting myself I might as well put it out there. I know there are other people feeling the exact same way I'm feeling tonight...makes me feel a little less lonely.
Much love to people that are struggling with their mental health and to those that are just having a bad day.
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