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I don’t know what I am. I’ve had three different last names this summer; now I’m a Herondale. All I know is that I’m the same Jace.

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carl.

“what are you doing?” carl said, his brows furrowing when he saw someone near his sister, whom was playing in the sandbox at a local park. “don’t touch her.” he said, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he swatted a hand away before he scooped the small girl up in his arms. he walked off with her, only to go straight into another person. “shit. sorry. it looked like someone was trying to grab my sister and i… panicked. wasn’t watching where i was going.”

jace, in an effort to clear his head from the things that were spiraling out of control in new york, had decided it would be a great idea to take a run around magnolia. that way, he could get in some much needed exercise and stress relief. but his run was cut short when another body bumped into his own --- conveniently the very same moment that his eyes were locked on the phone in his hand, changing the song that blasted through his eardrums. thankfully, the agility rune that burned under his clothes had kept him on balance, and it didn’t look like he knocked anybody else over as well. ripping a headphone out of his ear, he shook his head at the boy’s explanation. on any other day, he’d probably act like an ass, but he felt like that’d contradict today’s goal of stress relief. ❝ nah, it’s fine. i get it. ❞ he realized he’d do the same for his siblings before a moment of recognition passed over him. ❝ wait, you’re .... the dart boy, aren’t you? ❞

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han.

“i’ve got a bad feeling about this.”

❝ i have a bad feeling about most things. but, GENERALLY, that doesn’t stop me from doing them, ❞ jace said with a shrug. ❝ it’s probably just adrenaline or something. chill out, you’ll be fine. ❞

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hey friends i apologize ( again ) for the shitty activity! i just worked two back to back 15 hour shifts at work w/ a bunch of screaming children and i desperately needed the day to recoup ... my brain’s still a little out there and i don’t really have the energy for much aside from sleeping, BUT i’m going to try to at least answer some starters today and then get back on track with replies and messages and whatnot tomorrow. bare w/ me kfsjdnkcbdk.

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will.

When the blonde hand turned down the drink, he nodded and moved back into the other room, arms folding across his chest. The words the other man was about to say would be astonishing to hear. He didn’t know Imogen, hell if the Clave knew he was alive in a sense, they’d torment him to all holy hell. He was not about that life. When Jace had left Magnolia with the Lightwood children for a while, he noticed, but kept his respectable business only for the sickening need to know Jace was his kin. The only way Herondale could be passed down was by him, unless his parents had another son, but they hadn’t. Jace meant he wasn’t cursed. Jace meant he could be okay.

“Honestly Jace, how could I not forget the park? We had a childish rock fight and then you told me to stay away from you and to find someone else to pretend to be my grandson, or something to that darling effect.” Will hummed, his fingers tapping upon his other arm until he heard Jace say why he had come. “To apology for throwing rocks or being rude about my family photo… I was serious about what I said you prick. If you are who you are suppose to be then I’m not cursed. You let it be known that I can be normal like you and those Lightwoods…. I’m sorry. In my time the Lightwoods were rather prickish….” He remarked with a shrug, it was the truth and it hardly phased him. He left out the part about Tatiana. That was a sensitive subject.

He hiked a brow as Jace apologized for being so uptight and rude, “You mean like the really long story I gave you and you threw it back in my face?” Will said a bit spitefully, but deserving of the witty comeback because it was the truth. But he sighed and shook his head, calming down a bit a he let the blonde speak. “So what does this mean then? What do you mean you ate your words?”

jace didn’t want to admit it --- hell, the last thing that he wanted to admit was the fact that he was wrong --- but the longer and longer that william went on a tangent about the harshness of his behavior, he could see their SIMILARITIES. they might not have been directly related to one another, in the way that stephen was his father and imogen was his grandmother .... but somewhere in their ancestry, they shared the same blood, and it seemed as though what imogen has mentioned about herondales so far has proven true. it was annoying, almost. and suddenly he sympathized for those he loved a lot more than he did merely two minutes ago, if this was what they had to deal with. but he had to be here, and the only thing that was keeping jace from forgetting everything and walking back out of will’s apartment was the fact that he didn’t know. with the trouble that loomed over the other nephilim’s head, he deserved to. 

❝ alright, alright, ALRIGHT. i get it --- i was a bastard, can you do me a favor and shut up now? ❞ he spoke with a roll of his eyes, stepping further into the apartment, the rambling doing absolutely nothing to calm whatever nerves that have bubbled up in his chest over time. ❝ you don’t exactly make anything easy, do you? ❞ the ‘you make me want to apologize to everyone i’ve ever known’ went unsaid, he thought, though it would’ve been a nice touch, even if it didn’t make any sort of progress in their current conversation.

❝ what i was trying to say, before you decided to absolutely shit on me for a solid minute there, was that i was sorry. for throwing the rocks, yes, but for .... jumping the gun, on not believing you. ❞ he sighed, beginning a very eloquent pace across the room, back and forth, before he wound up standing directly in front of william. ❝ it turns out, when i went back to new york, a lot of crazy things happened. and among those crazy things .... my father had the pleasure of explaining who i really am. ❞ he tugged on the chain around his neck, revealing the thick band of the herondale family ring. ❝ imogen gave me this. means i’m a herondale, or something. ❞

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clary.

        now that answer made clary a bit upset but angry at the same and it was because jace was like that as well when they thought that they were siblings, clary wanted to talk to him but he pushed her away. how this can be fair? she was mad at him at that time but also understood a bit. now it was different, she couldn’t talk because she didn’t want to admit her feelings, clary felt guilty for hurting simon, he didn’t deserve that and she was just glad that at least she didn’t lose him forever “you know why i couldn’t talk to you and you acted the same way before, i needed just space” she reminded him that and sat on the bed, crossing her legs and listening to everything he was saying “yeah, i knew i had one but i also knew or thought he was dead, remember? and when i found out that you weren’t my brother, i thought that brother that i had was still dead and valentine just played us but that journal proved that he’s alive. maybe but we don’t know for sure, maybe there is still humanity left in him, there must be something. i want to find him and try to save him, please, jace, you just can’t focus on the bad thing about he being one of the experiments and the demon blood, he is still my brother and maybe he can be saved. i need to believe that”

being a HYPOCRITE was the last thing that jace wanted, but he couldn’t help the frustration that he felt whenever clary actively avoided even so much as being in the same room with him. he could understand that she needed her space, but there were things that happened at the seelie court that the both of them couldn’t ignore forever. and in his eyes, the sooner they talked about it, the BETTER. that way everyone --- simon, clary and himself included --- could move on to a different chapter. so instead of responding, he sighed, shifting so that his back was pressed against the headboard. ❝ clary, i respect what you’re trying to do, ❞ he shook his head. ❝ but he was the opposite end of my experiment. we don’t know what he’s been through aside from the demon blood, but knowing how valentine treated me, it can’t be good. we can’t --- ❞ he didn’t want to crush clary’s hope, especially considering everything that she’s been through in regards to her family already, but there was a lot at stake here. and if jonathan was with valentine now .... ❝ --- we can’t go into anything expecting to save him, okay? ❞

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most important people in your life?

👀 + ? = honesty | accepting!

❝ easy — alec, for one. and isabelle, obviously. max. ❞ and it was kind of funny, now that jace thought about it ; sure, his siblings may have come to mind first, but he wasn’t really in the habit of keeping people around that he didn’t care about in general. to one extent or another, all of the people in his life were extremely IMPORTANT. even simon, somehow. at this rate he’d just be listing off everyone he knew.❝ they’re my family, they’re never not going to be the most important to me. ❞

@shuffledalec, @vaguelyaphotic

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👀 Smoothies or me?

👀 + ? = honesty | accepting!

❝ UH, smoothies. i mean — are you even trying anymore, j? ❞ alright, perhaps that was a bit of a lie …. but honestly, busting jaina’s chops was one of jace’s favorite pass-times. and he did love smoothies.❝ pitting yourself up against a smoothie is an automatic road to rejection. ❞

@jcinasolo

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👀 what do you think of jaina?

👀 + ? = honesty | accepting!

❝ i DON’T think of jaina. boom — next question. ❞

@jcinasolo

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Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.

No deleting questions, either!

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Jace giving Alec advice (requested by @faerievampireelf)

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rey.

“Why do people seem so interested in these… Kardashians?”

❝ --------- who? ❞

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mia.

“I can’t decide if I want a dog or a cat, there’s just so many at the shelter, I wish I could take them all home.”

jace wasn’t really an animal person --- with church hating his guts and the institute’s distinct lack of four-legged creatures, he didn’t really have the time nor experience to be. so when people, often MUNDANES, presented him with the option of a dog vs. cat .... well, he didn’t really care. he didn’t see the difference. ❝ why don’t you just get both? ❞

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clary.

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       “jace?” she couldn’t sleep, it was night and they were in their room so clary just wanted to talk to him about everything “can we talk? i can’t sleep for everything that’s been going on, especially about what we discover, about my real brother, i want to find him” and that’s how she just told him that but the thing was that, the shadowhunter wanted to see him and try to help him if he has any humanity left, that’s what she wanted to do.

the room was silent --- jace had been trying to sleep for at least the past hour now, but only wound up wide awake and not the least bit plagued by any sort of exhaustion. it was clary’s voice that broke the silence, though, and caused jace to accept the fact that he wouldn’t be sleeping any time soon. ❝ mhm --- ❞ he hummed, waiting for clary to continue, however he only sighed once she continued. ❝ about what? because, uh, no offense, but i’ve been trying to TALK for days. ❞ he couldn’t really be angry at her, not after he was guilty of doing the same. he rolled over onto his back, staring up at the ceiling. ❝ you always knew you had a brother, clary. it’s just now you know it’s not me. from what i’ve read, though, in the journals .... he can’t be too nice of a guy. ❞

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kim.

“I would say that they just love the holiday so much that they want it to be here as soon as possible. I know that I love the Christmas season so much that I wish that same joy filled the world all year long.”

❝ i mean --- i get that, i guess. ❞ jace shrugged, his actions contradicting his words. ❝ it just doesn’t seem like a big deal, personally. nothing’s really different from how it usually is, you know?? ❞