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siren song - xavier thorpe

requested: yes! requests: open! Hii! I was wondering if you could please a do an Xavier x f!Reader where maybe they are like best friends but she likes him and he doesn’t realize and he starts hanging around Wednesday more. the reader starts to feel neglected so she basically asks bianca to use her siren powers to make her forget Xavier, bianca is hesitant but she does it and Xavier finds out and it’s really angsty cause like his best friend doesn’t remember him? up to you if the spell can be reversed and if they have a happy ending or not! Thank you sm in advanced :)

A/N: you will not BELIEVE!! how excited i am for this request! im planning on turning it into multiple parts, so we will see how it works out <;33

wordcount: 5,359 warnings: me not knowing anything abt school systems, she/her reader, a small bit of angst, xavier abandoning reader, reader has telekinesis, lots of smaller scenes that are similar to the ones in the show, asking bianca to manipulate you, few curse words part 2

You have been best friends with Xavier for the longest time and you were convinced he shared romantic feelings for you as well. But, when he starts to become head over heels for the new girl and ignores you at the Rave'n, you can only think of one solution. Bianca's Siren Song.

The first half of the semester had passed already, as you were now finally on your break. One week to do anything you wanted which meant you could go back home, but this time, you decided to stay at Nevermore. Xavier mentioned that he wouldn't be going anywhere anyway; his father didn't care if he came by, and to spare himself the trouble, he would just stay at Nevermore and close to his art studio.

So, considering you are his best friend, you decide to also stay. Surely not because you have feelings for him. Though, that might also have weighed in as you made your decision to stay.

"Finally!"

Xavier lets himself fall down on your bed. Yoko had left for the week, leaving you all alone in the big room. You hated being alone for too long, so you invited Xavier over. He was one of the only people that would stay at Nevermore anyway.

"If I had to listen to any more talking about plants, I would have set the classroom on fire," he mumbles as his face is planted in your pillow, making it hard for you to hear what he is talking about.

You let out a laugh before dropping your bag next to the bed. After three hours of Botany, you could also take a break from the subject.

"Hm," you nod, sitting down next to his legs. "Are you down for a trip to Jericho? We can get some drinks and snacks, movie night?"

Xavier immediately looks up, nodding his head before rolling off the bed. It was a 25-minute walk, but the sun was shining and it wasn't too cold, so it wouldn't be that bad.

After two hours you are finally back in your dorm. The shopping had taken a bit longer as both you and Xavier had forgotten to change out of your Nevermore uniforms, resulting in some nasty glares and bad comments from the townspeople.

"Weren't those freaks supposed to be going home?" You look back at the voice, seeing a small group of guys around your age huddled together, snickering and laughing at you and Xavier. The tall boy pulls your arm, trying to get you away from the group. "Come on, they're just assholes. No need to make a fuss," he whispers in your ear. With a deep breath you turn around, but not before making the can in one of the guys' hands fly to the ground as it explodes on impact, soaking the group in the sticky soda. You let out a chuckle before following Xavier back to Nevermore.

After getting some dinner in the Quad, you race upstairs again. Normally, there are no guys allowed in Ophelia Hall, so you had to sneak Xavier in. Luckily you had done that many times before already, and if you were extra lucky, Thornhill would let you go without any hassle.

Your desk gets filled with all the snacks that the two of you had gotten in Jericho. There is so much, that you wouldn't be surprised if it lasted more than only a week.

"All right, so do you vote for an animated movie, action, romance, horror?"

Xavier was busy picking out a movie as you transformed your bed into some type of 'movie watching paradise'. It is filled with enough blankets and pillows to be a bird's nest, but at least it is comfortable and warm. Once the movie is chosen, Xavier scoots in next to you. The bed is meant for only one person, so it was a tight fit, but neither of you acknowledged it. If anything, it made your heart race faster as your cheeks felt warmer. You have had feelings for Xavier for a while now, never knowing if he returned them, though he has never proven that he didn't.

And that is how the week flew by.

Hanging out in either your or his dorm and sometimes even in the art studio. You weren't the best artist, but you would just sit and watch him paint, handing over some drinks and snacks during the day as you worked on your own thing. Then, at night, you would watch a movie or listen to music before dozing off.

Slowly, all the Nevermore students start coming back, and the dorms fill up again. Yoko had also come back, so you stopped sneaking Xavier in for a bit. Not that Yoko really cared, but you thought that she would maybe want to enjoy the room by herself for a bit before you invited him in.

"Oh my God, Y/N! I haven't seen you in so long," Enid squeals, wrapping her arms around you as you finally joined your group in the Quad. "You will never guess what news I have!"

"What is it?"

"I'm getting a roommate!" She cheers. "I have been alone this entire semester, but Thornhill told me that on Monday, I will finally get a roomie!"

Ajax winces, a distraught look on his face.

"You're forgetting the part where she ate her classmate."

Enid rolls her eyes, shaking her head.

"It wouldn't be the weirdest thing at Nevermore. though it is kinda weird... Anyway, it's only a rumor."

You look at Xavier and he only shrugs, a smirk on his face as the two of you look at the bickering between Ajax and Enid. It is only a matter of waiting to see if there will be an actual cannibal in your school or not.

That evening, Xavier invited you to the Nightshade Library to chill there. 'A quiet moment before the shit show starts again,' he had said, and you couldn't agree more. Not to mention that there was only a small group of people who knew how to get into the library.

"Do you think the new girl is actually a cannibal?"

Xavier bursts out laughing before spinning the pencil in his hand.

"I would surely hope not. You know Enid, when she hears a rumor, she writes about it."

That was true. You don't know how she did it, but Enid always knew what was going on in Jericho and at Nevermore. How? No idea. You look up at the pencil that levitates in the air. You had stolen it out of Xavier's bag, mindlessly controlling it as you talked to him about all sorts of things.

"That's true. I'm sure Enid's blog will be full of new gossip in a few days."

"Her mother used to do fencing," Enid mumbles, her mouth full of food. "She killed two kids, not one! She said she didn't keep count, but I don't know if that is true. I feel like she will fit in though."

Ajax looks at her with a horrified look on his face. How does she say that and be so calm about it? He had been face-to-face with the new girl when Enid did a whole tour around the school.

A laugh escapes your lips when you see his expression as you almost spit out your drink. You love how exaggerated the Gorgon is sometimes.

"She also insulted my side of the room! She apparently is allergic to color or something, it's insane. Y/N, does my room look like rainbow vomit?"

You look from Xavier to her, hesitating for a moment before shaking your head. Her room is extremely colorful, but you wouldn't bring it as rude as the new girl.

"No, not at all. I find your room very comforting, actually."

Enid lets out a relieved sigh. She knew it!

You stand opposite of Xavier, your blade in your hand as you are dressed in the white fencing suit. Xavier and you always trained together. You both knew each other so well that the moves were quite predictable, but that is also what made it more difficult.

When you hear another pair of footsteps nearing, you look up. A girl, around your height, enters the room. Also dressed in fencing attire, though hers are dyed as dark as a shadow. You take off your cap, looking at her in confusion before averting your gaze to Xavier. He had also taken off his mask as he looks at the new person.

"Coach! She tripped me!"

"It was a clean strike, Rowan," Coach almost sighs. This has been the fourth time he tried to go up against Bianca, but he never made it.

"Maybe practice some more. I'm sure you will get it," she smirks. "Try again next time, Laslow. Seriously, Coach. When am I going to get some real competition?"

Bianca might be the queen of Nevermore, but she is also the queen in fencing. No one can beat her and it is something she is quite proud of. You never hung out with her a lot, but she is always sweet to you.

"Anyone else want to challenge me?"

You were almost up to it as you had never gone against her before, but the newbie beats you to it.

"I do."

Bianca turns around to face the new girl, a surprised yet amused look on her face.

"Oh!" She exclaims. "You must be the psychopath they let in."

"And you must be the self-appointed Queen Bee," the other girl says, her face clear of any emotion.

"No need to start throwing around names," Bianca raises an eyebrow. "Rowan doesn't need anyone to come to his defense. He's not helpless, just lazy."

"Are we doing this or not?"

Two rounds pass between the girls fencing as they both have one point. You elbow Xavier to try and tell him something, but see that his gaze is fixated on the girl in the black suit. You breathe in deeply before just looking back at the fight.

No masks or tips? Is she insane?

Even though Wednesday is the one to propose the idea, Bianca still scratches her first, a bloody mark apparent on the forehead of her opponent. Another day where Bianca is left as the top in the class.

"I'm sorry I'm late," Xavier huffs, his hair still damp. "I uh- I was stuck in the infirmary."

You were annoyed, but now also worried.

"What? Are you alright? You're not hurt, are you?"

"Oh, no! No, you know those gargoyle statues on the roofs? One fell down, almost hitting Wednesday. I pushed her out of the way and then had to bring her to the infirmary. She wasn't even happy with it, she was almost upset about the fact she didn't die."

"What a hero," you joke, a smile on your face as you also feel a pang in your chest.

You don't want to be that person, Xavier is free to spend time with anyone you wish. Maybe it is just your insecurity. But, he is here now. With you.

While Xavier was working on the mural, you just sat with him, handing him a new paintbrush or filling up his paint palette whenever he needed it. When hanging out with him, you never really needed to do something crazy each and every time. You could sit next to him in silence and it would still be considered a good time for you.

"Do you hear that?"

You hum, looking up from your phone. In the distance, you can hear a cello. The source seems to be from Enid's dorm. Or, shared dorm now. Enid couldn't play the cello, so it must be Wednesday.

"Beautiful."

It was time for the Harvest Festival, something you looked forward to for a while. There would be games, food, and music, and you would be spending it with some of your friends.

The field was already filled with groups of people excited for a night of fun. Jericho wasn't necessarily the place to be when it comes to entertainment, so the Harvest Festival was one of the biggest things every year. You walked in with Enid, Wednesday, Xavier, and Ajax as Weems walked right behind you. The lady was intimidating, but you knew that she wasn't there for you.

The principal had sat down on a bench, keeping a close eye on Wednesday as you walked a bit further with your own group.

"Where did Wednesday go?"

Xavier looks around, but the pig-tailed girl is nowhere to be seen. You shrug, the girl seems to be very quiet, so you didn't hear her sneak off either.

"I'll be right back, I will look for her real quick."

Before anyone can reply, Xavier walks off, trying to find the new girl. You look at Enid for a moment before shrugging yet again, continuing on with your adventure at the festival. You could try out some new food maybe, though the hotdogs were always good as well. After spending tons of money on food and drinks, you sat down at a picnic table, Kent and Yoko joining the group as well. After a few minutes, Xavier comes back, sitting down next to you with a huff. You push your popcorn a bit closer to you as he mutters a 'thank you' before stuffing some in his mouth.

"What got you so upset?" Ajax looks at his best friend, sauce stuck on the corners of his mouth.

"Just some normie," Xavier responds shortly, sipping your milkshake before placing it back in front of you.

"If anyone needs to be thrown against a wall, you know who to call," you just grin.

Telekinesis is, in your opinion, one of the most useful powers that you can have. Be it something big like moving a car, to something small like turning off a light when you are just getting comfortable in your bed.

Xavier just stays quiet which makes you stop talking about the subject. Whatever it was, it must have really annoyed or hurt him.

"Xav?" You knock on the wooden door. "Xavier, are you okay?"

You had just heard about Rowan being expelled from Nevermore, though the reason was unknown. Not even Enid knew why the boy got kicked out.

After some shuffling, the door opens. Dressed in a red shirt and grey sweats he awkwardly looks at you.

"You uh- You can come in. There is no one else here anyway," he mumbles, a slight smile on his face.

When he turns around to walk to his bed, you notice some bruises on his arms.

"You okay?"

He only nods before laying down on his bed, patting the place next to him. With a smile you sit down as well, running your fingers over the blue-ish patches on his skin.

"Rowan went a bit crazy," he only whispers. "No need to worry. Movie?"

When you get into your Botany class, you see that your usual seat is already taken. Wednesday sits next to your best friend, sitting on the chair that almost had your name written on it. You breathe in deeply before walking to the back of the class, taking your place next to Bianca.

"What is going on between you two?"

"Nothing," you whisper back. "Xavier is just friendly."

"I doubt Wednesday is impressed by your tricks, mister Thorpe."

You look over at his desk as you see a big spider crawling out of his page, stopping in front of the girl.

"Admit it," he smirks. "You're a little impressed."

One smack was all it took to change the spider into dust, making it disappear into thin air.

"Xavier, sit still!"

The two of you are laughing as you almost sit on his lap, a brush in your right hand and face paint in your left. He insisted that he wouldn't be able to do the makeup for the Poe Cup himself and that you had to help him. You were almost finished, but Xavier got impatient as he moved around.

"Ta-da!"

You push him in front of the mirror before throwing his hat at him. When he puts it on he does some silly faces. The dark makeup around his eyes does really make the blue-green pop. Xavier catches you staring at him as you seem almost mesmerized by his look. He turns around with a smirk, looking down at you before charging at you, making you let out a scream before trying to escape his hands.

"Xavier! Come on, we have to get to our boats!"

You follow Ajax and Xavier outside, meeting up with the rest of the people that were excited about the Poe Cup. Four teams that will compete against each other, though you wouldn't be surprised if Bianca's team won again. Putting Sirens on water? There is simply no other way.

Every boat is painted inspired by an Edgar Allen Poe story, and they all looked amazing.

"Good luck," you whisper to Xavier before he gets into the boat.

"Oh, we will win," he winks before jumping onto his seat and pulling his jester hat down.

The boats take off after the gunshot, some faster than others. You wonder what type of sabotage this year would bring. After only a minute, the first boat crashes already.

All the boats are out of sight as you patiently wait. What is strange to you is that Wednesday participates. Enid even made Wednesday wear cat ears- though you are sure she absolutely despises them. Something about Yoko accidentally eating garlic and the pig-tailed girl taking her place.

From afar you can see a red, black, and yellow boat getting closer and closer to the shore, though the Jokers seem to be slowing down and even- sinking? Oh god, Xavier is not going to like this.

It almost seemed like Bianca would win again, but that is until the spikes go through the side of their boat, ripping holes into it as it slowly fills up with water.

The Black Cats had won, making Enid scream with happiness as she jumps up and down with the Cup in her hands. Oh, you will never hear the end of this. Ajax and Xavier are sitting at a table, both sulking while staring down at the piece of cake that they had gotten. They were so upset with their loss, that they couldn't even take a bite of it.

"You guys did amazing, I am sure that you will win the next cup!"

Xavier only huffs, pushing the cake around with the fork.

Both Xavier and Ajax are extremely competitive, so they took the loss extremely personally. But, you believe in them. You always do.

When Xavier had told you that Wednesday found his private art studio and asked him to the Rave'n, your heart broke a little. Somewhere in your mind, you had hope. Hope that he would ask you to the dance. But he seemed so happy. So happy that the girl that he admired asked him to the dance.

Since then, he barely talked to you. No more movie nights, the seat next to him was always taken by the deadpanned girl, and even during lunch, he would barely say anything. Texts would be left on seen and calls would be ignored.

The news of Xavier basically being dumped for the Rave'n should upset you. And in a way, it does. You knew that he admired Addams, but if she hadn't blown Xavier off, you wouldn't be here right now.

"She just totally messed it up. Sneaked into my studio just to accuse me of the most outrageous shit," Xavier scoffs, his hands running through his hair, almost pulling it out of his scalp.

"Hey," you lean closer to him, taking hold of his hands. "We can go to the Rave'n if you want? At least neither of us will be alone."

Your fingers slowly comb through his hair, taking out some small knots on the way. He only nods, staring down at the floor.

"Yeah. Yeah, that sounds like a plan."

Your outfit matches Xaviers perfectly. His suit was nice and crisp, decorated with a small black ribbon around his neck. You added a ribbon around your wrists and neck, almost acting as a necklace with matching bracelets. You hold onto his arm with a bright smile as the two of you walk through the Quad and towards the Rave'n.

"I'm so happy you got that stain out," Xavier laughs. "Remind me to never eat anything with ketchup when I wear something white."

"I tried to! But you insisted on it," you giggle, greeting Thornhill before entering the prom.

The room is decorated with bunches of white flowers, sparkles, lights, and what seems to be ice sculptures. It is truly a sight.

"Punch?"

"Have anything to spike it with?"

You let out a gasp before elbowing Xavier, shaking your head with a laugh.

"No, but we might be able to get something from Ajax later tonight."

Both of you take a cup of punch, smoke coming out of the cups. It looks kind of intimidating, but at least it tastes good.

You had sat down with Devina, Kent and Xavier, though Xavier is more quiet than usual.

"Are you okay?" You mumble, looking up at him. "Is it Wednesday?"

He turns his empty glass in his fingers, letting out a soft sigh. He doesn't want to be upset, but the feeling of being dumped like that still hurts him in a way.

"Yeah," a smile makes its way on his face. "I'm sorry. I do really like being here with you."

Your cheeks feel warm and your heart feels like it will explode, so you take his hand, softly squeezing it before nodding.

"If you want to leave, you can always tell me."

"Yo!" Ajax hurries over before he taps Xavier on his shoulder. "Check that out!"

Everyone looks over to where he is pointing at. Wednesday Addams. Her gown is black instead of the usual white and she is accompanied by some Normie. Huh, you would never have guessed that that was what she was into.

"Wednesday totally busted out of her cocoon."

It's true. The girl does really pull off the look, even though you never expected her to enjoy the Rave'n. But, to be totally fair, her face looks almost disgusted as she takes in the decorations. Your eyes fall on Xavier, who is back to having barely any emotion on his face as his eyes are just fixated on the Addams girl.

Without any warning, Xavier stands up, walking towards Wednesday as she pours some punch into two glasses. You try and ask him what he is doing, but decide to hold your tongue.

You were so excited that he finally talked to you again after ignoring you for Wednesday. He finally returned to his old self, but the second the darkly dressed girl stepped into the room, it is like you didn't exist anymore. Wednesday herself never did you any wrong, and that is why it makes you mad at yourself. How can you be so annoyed with a girl that has nothing done wrong?

You just wish you were her. You wish you could pull off her hairstyle, be deadpanned, and be intimidating while also being beautiful. But most of all, you wanted the attention that she got from Xavier.

"You okay?" Kent whispers, looking at you with his eyebrows creased.

He spent a lot of time with you while you were being ignored by your best friend, so he kind of knew what was going on. You only nod, averting your gaze down to your empty cup. Did you not mean anything to him? Come on, Y/N. Stop exaggerating, he can have other friends.

When you look back up you see that he is still talking to an uninterested Wednesday.

"I'll be right back," you mumble, picking up the hem of your dress before going through the exit.

The music here is quieter and the lights are dimmed. Even though you can hear the talking and dancing in the room right next to you, you still feel alone. Are you a bad friend for wanting Xavier's attention? Are you being too jealous? Or maybe you are just being too insecure.

You plop down on the couch, letting out a sigh as you stare at your shoes. Your heart wishes that this evening would have gone differently. You could go out and have fun with the rest, yet you sit here, sulking.

It doesn't take long to hear another pair of footsteps.

"Whoever invented high heels clearly had a side hustle as a torturer."

You look to the side, seeing Wednesday pull on her heels. You let out a chuckle, shrugging.

"Yeah, I wouldn't be surprised. You know what they say; suffering tests a woman."

"Speaking of suffering," the girl turns around, looking at you. "Where is your date? I didn't see you and Xavier on the dance floor. But I don't blame you, the music at this dance is appalling."

"We uh- I don't know. He walked off. Haven't seen him since he went up to you."

Wednesday hums, leaning back against the couch as well. If she had to dance one more time, she might start breaking her own legs.

"Wednesday? Can I ask you something?"

"You already are," she states.

You laugh awkwardly before you breathe in. Your hands are shaking, making you feel stupid for asking.

"How... How did you manage to get Xavier's attention?"

She raises an eyebrow, looking at your face. You don't dare to look at her, though. It was already embarrassing for you to ask this question, you don't want to see her judgemental stare.

"If I knew, then I would immediately stop it. He is annoying and only stands in my way," she mutters, rolling her eyes. "Why? You are his best friend, does he not pay attention to you?"

"I wish he did a little more."

A sad smile on your face before you push yourself up, stretching your legs. Wednesday can't help it.

"Well," you nod, looking back at the Rave'n. "You look beautiful today, Wednesday."

As you walk off, you hear her respond.

"Xavier is an incredible idiot for not seeing how disgustingly in love you are."

This evokes a real laugh out of you. It is hard to absolutely hate the girl. But she is right. Then again, maybe you should have said something.

"Yo, yo, yo! Almost eleven o'clockity, so haul it out on the dance floor one last time before the Rave'n says Nevermore!"

Just as you enter, Kent pulls your arm, pulling you onto the floor for the last dance of the evening. You know what? Fuck it. Together with Enid and Kent, you do some weird moves, jumping and swinging your arms to the music.

You don't care anymore. You want to have fun with your friends, and though it would have been more fun with Xavier, you have to accept that he just... Doesn't feel the same.

You look up confused when you feel splatters on your face. Did the sprinklers go off? When you look at Kent, you see that red liquid is dripping down on his face.

"Kent? Are you hurt?"

Before he can answer, the sprinklers turn on fully, coating everything in a layer of red liquid. Is this blood? You look down at your dress and hands which are now stained. What kind of prank is this? People start screaming, trying to hurry out of the room, making you pick up your pace as well. The floor is extremely slippery as you almost fall over multiple times. Where is everyone? Where is Xavier?

As you reach the exit, you see Xavier and Tyler bumping into each other.

"What the hell are you doing, man?!"

"I'm just texting my dad," Tyler looks the guy up and down. "He's on his way. Have- Have you seen Wednesday? I lost her."

"How should I know," Xavier sneers, turning back around to leave already. "She's your date."

"Xavier?"

He looks back at you once before walking off. You pause for a second, frozen in your place before you faintly hear Tyler asking if you're alright.

"I uh- Yeah. Sorry for Xavier."

After you finally washed all the paint out of your hair and off of your skin, you decide that you want to visit Xavier. He was definitely still not doing fine, and though he blew you off, you just had to make sure he was okay. After all, you were still his date today.

Dressed in your pajamas you sneak out of your room and towards the hall that Xavier stays in. He must have showered now as well. You hate to admit it, but even covered in the paint, he was still amazingly pretty.

"Xavier?" You whisper-yell, knocking on the door of his room. "Xav- Can you let me in, please? If Coach sees me here he will kill me."

The door swings open, revealing an annoyed boy hiding behind it. You sneak in quickly as the door closes behind you.

"What?" He asks, biting on his cheeks. He wanted to be alone, yet you are here now.

"I just wanted to see how you were doing," you shrug. "Seeing Tyler after he beat you up can't be too nice."

"I'm doing perfectly fine, thanks."

"Xavier, you and I both know-"

"Stop," he glares down at you. "There is no such thing as you and i."

His tone breaks your heart. What is he talking about?

"How would you feel if the person you like would show up to the Rave'n with some shit normie? Knowing you are stuck there with someone who isn't her?"

"Xavier! She left you for nothing," you scoff. "I have always been there for you. Always! When you broke up with Bianca, when you had to stay here because your father didn't come to pick you up, I invited you to sit with me during the Visiting Weekend-"

"Oh yeah!" He throws up his arms. "You are such a good person, Y/N."

So... sarcastic. Were you really that bad of a friend?

"And why do you even care that much? You are literally just exaggerating! You have been blowing up my phone for no reason knowing that I was busy!"

"Because I wanted my best friend back! You have been so obsessed with Wednesday-"

"So this is about Wednesday?" He scoffs, crossing his arms. "She has done nothing wrong to you! Never! You are just bitching and being mad because she is better than you. Is all of this literally because I like her? Is that why you're mad? Jealous?"

"What if I am?! What if I just want even an ounce of your attention? Wednesday doesn't even like you!"

"Don't," he leans closer to you, gritting his teeth. "Talk shit about her. Leave."

He points to the door.

"Leave!"

The tears that had piled up in your eyes started rolling down your cheeks. Never did the boy talk to you like this, not once in the few years that you have been befriended.

You walk out the door, not one more word said to him as the door gets thrown shut behind you. If only you could find a way to forget about him. Maybe it would have been better if you never met him at all. You knew that you would never be like Wednesday, but were you not good enough?

What if you tried some type of spell or brainwashing? Surely someone in Nevermore has some type of way to make you forget. Even only a small amount of weed from Ajax would help. What if you make Wednesday torture you until you forget? God, you wish you could just say the word and forget-

A word to forget.

Bianca.

You hurry towards the room belonging to the Siren. She knows how you feel. She must help you. You will do anything for her to help you.

"Bianca!" You knock on her door, breathing in shakily as stray tears fall down your cheeks. "Bianca, please."

The door opens slowly, revealing a confused Bianca. A towel is resting on her shoulders and she is also already dressed in her sleepwear.

"Please," you sniff. "Use your Siren Song. Make me forget Xavier. Please."

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angelicalprncss · 3 years ago

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So you’re a romantic

GIF by @outerbankspov

WC: 1321

Warnings: *slight*Smut, kissing, swearing, mentions of a bit of physical pain, etc.

Pairing(s): Rafe Cameron x Fem!Reader

Summary: The love of your life, Rafe, shows you how much of a romantic be can be by doing everything you had ever wished.

A/n: Me writing two fics today!! More coming tomorrow loves<3 I hope you love this fic as much as I do.

"F-Fuck..." Rafe breathed out, pushing in and out of you, getting sloppier by the second. His head falling into the crook of your neck. Your nails ran over the sides of his back as the both of you came down from your highs, whimpering and moaning.

Having this been your second time doing it with rafe, you were most excited for the aftercare. He was the best at it, always doing everything you had wished for. A warm bubble bath, candles, cuddles, and lots of kisses.

Rafes head nested on your chest for awhile, still being inside you. His chain cold on your bare skin. Your fingers ran through his so very soft hair. "I love you." He stated, tiredly, you hummed back in response.

He slowly pulled out of you, sitting up off of the bed. "How about i go run you a nice warm bath, and then after we can sleep," he grinned, watching as you so effortlessly nodded, your head sinking deeper into the pillows on the bed. He took that as a yes, going into the bathroom just off of his bedroom.

The first thing he did was take out your favourite candles from the cabinet he had, he kept them there for when he would do this. He set up candles in different spots of the bathroom, a few places around the bathtub, on the shelves, the small stand next to the tub that has things such as soaps placed on it, and on the floor. Placing rose petals leading to the tub as well.

After setting that up, he started on the bath, making sure the water was your favourite temperature, very hot. Also so it would stay warm longer. He took your favourite strawberry scented soap you had left and put it in the water for bubbles, along with some lavender essential oils.

Lighting the candles, he made sure everything was done perfectly. He just wanted to give you the best of the best. Even tho you would settle for the simplest things, he would go out if his way to do anything imaginable that you wanted. And of course not forgetting the bath bomb you had left.

After he had finished getting it set up, setting the towels out for after. He went back into the bedroom, seeing you now asleep. He admired the way your hair fell so beautifully onto your face, and the way you looked when you were sleeping. Trying to not wake you, he went over next to where you had been asleep. Sitting on side of the bed, he moved the strand of hair out of your face.

The way your mouth hung open just the slightest bit made him smile, "baby," he whispered, shaking you lightly. You weren't into a deep sleep, so it didn't take much to wake you. Opening your eyes to see him next to you, you felt sore, wincing at the pain that just started to set in.

"I ran you a bubble bath, baby," he smiled, you slowly sat up. "Are you sore yet beautiful," he pouted slightly, watching the pain settle over your face as you nodded, "I'm so sorry love, but I'm sure taking a bath will make you feel a bit better. I'll also go grab you some Advil." You smiled at him, both of you getting off of the bed.

Your legs were quite shaky, Rafes arm immediately wrapping around your waist to help steady you as the two of you took slow, slow steps to the bathroom.

"Woah..." you whispered as you entered the bathroom, "your such a romantic." You smiled widely at the sight of everything. You couldn't ask for anything better.

Rafe kissed you, still helping you stand as he took you over to the bath. "I'll go grab you some Advil while you get in, then-" you stopped him, looking up into his eyes that softened as he seen the confused look on your face. "No, no, you're getting in too."

Rafe wasn't one to disobey you, and he definitely wasn't going to on this. He grinned as he smiled down at you. "Ok... the Advil can wait?" You nodded quickly. "You get in first-" you said, "also did you put in the bath bomb I left here?" You questioned as the two of you still stood there. Holding each other.

He nodded, slowly letting go of you to get into the tub, he slowly stepped over the edge sliding into the water slowly as he slid himself up towards the back of the tub, making it so that you would be able to sit on his lap.

You stepped into the tub, your legs till very shaking as you tried your best not to fall. You sat down, slowly moving yourself around to get comfortable. Rafes arms wrapping around you from behind as your head found a spot on his shoulder. Your hand going to his to play with his rings, something that you loved doing.

"Y'know," he started, "I couldn't imagine what it would be like if I didn't have you." He said, his arm rubbing the side of your arm. "Me either." You responded. The comfortable feeling of your guys care skin beneath the water making you smile.

"I love you so, so much." He kissed your forehead, his hand running through your hair. Your hand holding his other. "I love you too, Rafael." You snickered, the nickname only you could call him.

As the two of you sat there, you could've fallen asleep. It was just so, so perfect. The feeling, the way the bathroom was set up, just for you. You could've sworn this was a dream. But thankfully, it was real.

"M'getting cold.." you said, looking up to rafe who had just been holding you. "The water is, isn't it." You nodded. "Should we go back to bed now, love?" You nodded again. He slowly stood up, lifting you up with him, then stepping out of the tub.

He sat you onto the toilet, grabbing the towel to wrap around his lower abdomen, then grabbing your towel and gently wrapping it around your body. "We should probably brush our teeth first," he stated, grabbing his toothbrush and preparing it, then putting it in his mouth. Then grabbing yours and putting your toothpaste on it, then taking it over to you. Jerking onto the floor in-front of you.

"Open up love," you did just what he said, while he brushed his own, he could still somehow brush yours for you aswell. After you guys had your teeth brushed, he had picked you back up, taking you back into the bedroom. You north decided to just not get dressed. Because there was really no point.

He placed you into bed, taking your towel from you as you went under the blankets. Giving him a cute smile as he took off his own towel, and got into bed next to you. Immediately, you snuggled up next to him as his arms wrapped around your torso. Craving not only the warmth, but his touch.

“We should do this everyday.” You said, giggling. “I mean, we could,” he responded. “I love you more than I’ve ever loved anybody rafe. I mean that.” You said once again. Very ready to just fall asleep. Rafes eyes watered, “my love.. I love you so much too, more than I’ll ever be able to show you.”

“You’re showing me right now baby boy,” you smiled as you moved about an inch back, giving him one last kiss before going back into the position you were in. “I’m so tired,” he agreed, “goodnight sweetheart.” He said giving your head a quick peck. “Goodnight Rafael.”

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anyone wanna write on discord?

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how to kiss a boy

grab his waist

slip your hand in his pocket

steal his wallet

dont even kiss him

just run

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I have only ever had 1 penis in my mouth and that was years ago. My partner is into my great vag, so sucking doesn't really come up, which is cool by me. But I was thinking that you could write a great smut with Austin guiding me through giving him head (and of course Austin knows the situation). Guiding, praising, reassuring, enjoying, being romantic, being gentle with my gag reflex, walking me through it (reassuring both physically and verbally). Swallowing is hot btw - that's the opposite of a problem for me. And of course, oral on me, p in v, and all that great stuff is very welcome in the story. I am a huge fan of yours, but this request was very private and very personal, so I had to go anon. You are the person I trust with something this personal and delicate. I am a dirty girl when it comes to Austin, so you can go as wild and as smutty as you like. I welcome it. Looking forward to you possibly fulfilling this request. I have had this on my mind and finally decided to do something about it. Thank you! 💕

Aw, this really made my day. I love this request! Thank you so much for trusting me with this! I will do my best to give you the dirtiest Austin smut, bby! ❤️

GOOD GIRL.

You and Austin are making out on his couch, the kissing and heavy petting getting more and more heated as you two kissed more sloppily and passionate, his hands running up and down the curves of your body, his large hands squeezing and groping every inch of you, a small groan slipped from lips against your mouth as he felt the tightness in his pants growing and he glanced down for a moment to see that he was getting hard, he clenched his jaw a bit as he tried to keep his hard on contained as he became more and more uncomfortable. The two of you had been dating for a little while, exploring one another and having incredible sex. But you felt like you still weren’t doing enough for him because you hadn’t gone down on him at all, not because you didn't want to but because you weren’t completely experienced and you felt a bit embarrassed by it. You've only given head one time, but Austin didn’t care and he never pushed you to do anything you weren’t comfortable with yet. He also offered to teach you if you ever felt like you were ready. He was patient with you and wanted your first time giving him head to be good for the both of you.

You couldn’t help but notice his squirming and his soft groans that vibrated against your lips, and you peeked down to see that he was fully erect, his pants squeezing around him in the most uncomfortable way, desperately needing a release. You felt your cheeks go red as you stared down at his pants as his lips continued to kiss yours, all you could think about and how you could take care of his little problem for him if you weren’t so shy about giving him head. But you remembered that he willing to be your guide whenever you were ready. You so badly just wanted to satisfy him and you practically had dreams about this mans cock in your mouth, the dirty thoughts of him using your mouth for his pleasure were a constant thought in your mind. The very thought it now made you so wet. You placed one of your hands against his chest and pulled away from his kisses, staring up at him with a smile and also eyeing his hard on, slipping your hand down to his lap and rubbing it over the front of his pants teasingly. He let out another soft groan, biting down on his bottom lip now.

“Austin? I... I think I’m ready...” you whispered softly. “Ready for what, baby?” he asked curiously. You chewed at your bottom lip nervously. “To give you a blowjob...” you mumbled. His eyes lit up at your words a sly grin formed on his lips, trying to contain his obvious excitement because he dreamed of having your beautiful mouth around his cock. “Really? Are you sure, baby?” he asked as he brushed some of your hair out of your face. “I’m sure.. I really want to. But... Will you still guide me through it?” you asked a bit embarrassed. “Of course, honey, I’ll be patient and gentle with you.” he said assuringly with a smile. You nodded slowly trusting him completely. You kissed lips once more before you got up off the couch and stood in front of him, you watched as he positioned himself and spreading his legs open. “C-Can you take some of your clothes off for me, baby... I’ve just always had this vision of you on your knees for me naked..” he mumbled softly. You raised an eyebrow at his words, a smirk forming on your lips because this was something he thought about as well and you could feel yourself becoming so wet. You nodded eagerly at his suggestion. Stripping off each article of clothing until you were still there in just your bra and panties and you slowly got down on your knees in front of him. He smirked a bit at the sight of you sitting at his feet. “Mm.. Get rid of that bra..” he mumbled as he reached down to undo his pants, tugging the tight fabric down a bit and reaching into his pants to pull his hard member out, and he let out another groan finally being freed from his pants.

You licked your lips a bit at the sight of his cock a bit nervous and excited for what he was going to teach you, you reached around to unclasp your bra and slowly letting it fall to the floor, the chill of the room causing your nipples to grow hard. You couldn’t help but notice the way Austin was staring at you with so much lust and desire in his eyes for you. You sat there patiently waiting for how he was going to begin his lesson of you sucking his cock, your eyes staring at his cock hungrily and the way it just laid against his lap, aching and pulsing for you. You could feel your arousal pooling between your legs and soaking up your panties already, trying your best to keep it together as the excitement and nerves grew inside of you. “C’mere, baby, it’s not gonna bite...” he chuckled softly, you rolled your eyes playfully at his words and you slowly scooted yourself close between his legs, his cock directly in your face now. You rested your hands on his thighs and he reached for one of them, carefully placing it around the length of cock, wrapping your fingers around him, a soft groan escaping him at the feeling.

“We’ll go slow... Just stroke it and maybe lick the tip a bit for me?” he said softly, fighting back another groan. “Okay..” you smiled at his, wrapping your hand a bit tight around him as you slowly began to pump him in your hand, watching the precum leaking from the tip of his cock, you leaned in closer, sticking your tongue out and swirling it slowly around his tip, tasting the saltiness of his precum, flicking it back and forth around it, staring up at him with innocent eyes. He groaned out loudly, one of his hands gripping the fabric of the couch while his other hand resting on top of your head, tangling his fingers in your hair. You dragged your tongue along his length your hand now resting at the base of his cock. “Shit... W-Wrap your lips around it, baby..” he groaned out. You slowly parted your lips and wrapped your mouth around just the tip, sucking on it slowly continuing to swirling your tongue around him, keeping your eyes on him as you waited for what he may do next.

His groans escaping from the back of his throat when he felt your mouth around him, and he smirked down at you, loving the sight of you taking him into your mouth. “G-Good girl... You’re doing so good, baby.” his praises coming out softly. Which only made you happy and more eager to do more for him, you started stroking his length again and moving it at the same pace that you were sucking the tip, soft noises escaping you as you did. You felt his hand tighten around your hair a bit, now he was needing more, but he was still remembering to be patient with you. “You think you can take it a bit further into your mouth, baby?” he said softly under heavy breaths. You were bit hesitate as you popped his cock out of your mouth, licking your lips. “I-I think so..” you whispered. “If it’s too much just let me know, okay?” he said with such a loving and caring tone. “Okay, baby.” you said with a smile, his reassuring and tenderness made you feel so safe with him.

He cupped your face with his hand and brushed the pad of his thumb against your lips, as he grasped his cock with his other hand. “Open for me, baby..” he whispered and you slowly opened your mouth for him and he began to carefully guide himself into you, only putting just enough of himself into your mouth that you could handle and making sure not to hit the back of your throat, you wrapped your lips around him and tiny gag escaped, but it wasn’t anything too serious, you just weren’t use to it. He rubbed his hand gently against your cheek as he watched your mouth full of his cock. “You’re doing so good...” he mumbled. Your eyes on him and staring at him with such admiration. Your hands grasped his thighs lightly as you began to suck his cock slowly, wrapping your hand back around the base, you felt confident enough to suck at a steadier pace, you glanced up through your eye lashes to see the satisfied expressions on his face, his head tilting back as he let out a groan. “Oh… Y/N… Your mouth feels so fucking good, baby. G-Good job… Just keep doing that…” he groaned, clutching onto your hair tighter.

You got a bit ahead of yourself now because of how praises of how well you were taking him, so you decided to take him a bit further into your mouth, gagging almost immediately when you felt him hit the back your throat. “Oh, fuck...” he moaned, glancing down at you and seeing you trying to take him deeper, he couldn’t help but smirk at your eagerness, shaking his head at you. “I see someone was ready for the next lesson, huh?” he said with a grin. You nodded as his cock was still stuffed into your mouth, desperately wanting him to use your mouth. “Hm, okay, baby...” he hummed, reaching down to place his hand around your throat, rubbing it gently. “Just relax your throat, baby.. I’m gonna guide my cock down... If it’s too much just squeeze my thighs and I’ll pull out.” he said with a nod. You nodded as much as you could, taking a deep breath and pacing yourself for what was about to come. He kept his hand on your throat, caressing it lightly wanting to be as tender with as possible, as he pushed his hips forward, making you take the rest of him inside of you mouth, you began to gag softly around him, soft noises and whimpers escaping you, your eyes welling up with tears, your nails digging into his thighs.

“There you go, baby... You’ve been doing such a good job...” he cooed, trying his best to stay focus as he groans left him droves when he felt his cock hitting the back of your throat, saliva already gathering at the sides of your mouth, the sounds of your soft gags were like music to his ears. “I-I’m gonna fuck your throat now, baby girl.” he hummed, thrusting his hips forward and plunging his cock deep into your mouth, keeping his movements slow, your body jolted and your gags grew louder, but he kept rubbing your throat and caressing you, trying to keep you relax, a few tears rolling down your cheeks, you shut your eyes tight, trying to breath through your nose the best that you could. “Goddamn... Your throat feels so fucking good.” he moaned, he then slide his cock out of your mouth to give you a moment to catch your breath once he heard your gags becoming louder. “Damn, Y/N... You sure you only did this once? You’re doing such a good job for me. I’ll let take a moment to catch your breath.” he said with a grin.

A soft gasp escaping you once he pulled out and you opened your eyes, letting out a soft giggle at his words, you adored him for the way he was being so gentle and patient and just understanding you and not wanting to hurt you, it made you just want to keep going. “I’m ready for more, please..” you whispered. “Well, hell, don’t gotta tell me twice.” he chuckled, gesturing for you to open your mouth for him. “Let’s see how much that slutty little mouth yours can take.” he grinned and he guided his cock back into your mouth now plunging himself in deep, the sounds of your gags only turning him on more that he began to get caught up in the moment and he grabbed a hold of your head with both hands, his fingers tangling in your hair as he thrusted his hips forward and moving at a steady and slow pace, you whimpered softly, obscene noises escaping your mouth around him as he used your mouth, forcing himself in deep. “Fuck, baby... Just relax and take this cock like a good girl..” he moaned, his eyes rolling back as he picked up his pace and now he was moving a bit more swiftly as he fucked your mouth, his cock pulsing down your throat, your noises only growing louder as you gagged, saliva pooling out of your mouth and onto his cock, some of even dripping down your chin.

Your hands were clawing at his thighs and your eyes were filled with tears with how rough he was being but you were enjoying every moment of it, his praises and guidance being a huge help when it came to you relaxing for him and learning how to take his cock, that you didn’t want him to stop, you were so turned on by the sounds of his moans and the way he was using you, that your panties were practically soaked in your own slick. You started to squeeze his thighs now, desperately needing air. When he felt you squeezing his thighs, he tried to gain control of himself but he was so deep in his own pleasure that it took him a moment before he pulled his cock out of your mouth, a loud grunt sound escaping his lips. “Fuck... I was so close, baby..” he said breathing heavily. You took deep breaths the moment he took his cock out, coughing softly and rubbing your hand over your throat, your whole body was trembling from the ordeal, your mouth a mess with your own spit and his cock just as messy and you reached over to wrap your hand around his cock, stroking your saliva down the entire length of his cock.

He grabbed your face and he leaned down to kiss your messy lips, biting playfully at your bottom lip. “God I love your mouth around my cock so much... I need more, baby.” he whispered on your lips. “It’s all yours, daddy.” you whispered back with a smirk, leaning down and taking his cock back into your mouth without even needing him to ask or tell you, ready for him to completely ruin your mouth, you felt his hands on your head again and forced you down on his cock, thrusting his hips against your face as he felt his cock slide down your throat deep and he just fucked it, his head resting back against the couch as he moaned out your name, breathing heavily the sounds escaping your mouth were the only things he could hear along with your gags, he was so proud of the way you were taking him and what a quick learner you had become. It felt like your throat was made for his cock the way he fucked it deep, his orgasm approaching fast, and he was so ready for that euphoric release that needed so much. “O-Oh.. G-God... Fuck... I’m gonna cum, baby.” he cried out and he let go of your head, to let you take control now. “Go ahead... Milk that cock for every last drop of your reward.” he said in a breathless tone.

You pulled him out of your mouth, breathing heavily as you tried to catch your breath and wasting no time wrapping your lips around the tip of his twitching cock and wrapping both hands around it and stroking it slowly as you sucked the tip of his cock swiftly, slurping up your saliva that had coated his cock, your eyes on him and looking so innocent as you milked him, needing him to cum in your mouth so bad, it’s all you wanted. You felt his hands caressing your cheeks and combing your hair out of your face, his voice airy and low as he tried his best to speak between his loud moans. “You’re doing so good... I’m so proud of you, babygirl.. I can’t wait to coat that pretty mouth in my cum...” he groaned. His hips bucking and his body trembling, squirming beneath you, his hands now gripping your shoulders as he was getting closer and closer. “Oh shit.. Here it comes, baby. I’ve got a huge load for you.” he moaned, grabbing his cock from you and stroking himself quickly, as you sat there with your mouth open for him, a smile on your face the moment you saw his cum spurting out of him and landing in your mouth, coating your tongue with his huge load, milking every single drop into your mouth.

When he was finished you closed your mouth and swallowed every last drop of him, opening your mouth to show him, and then licking whatever was left off his twitching cock, you felt his shudder at the feeling and you pulled back, licking the remnants off your lips, smirking at him playfully. “Oh my god... That was so fucking hot. Thank you, babygirl.” he said with a grin, brushing his hand against your face, you leaned into his touch nuzzling your face against his hand as you stared at him adoringly. “I had a good teacher...” you beamed.

OH MAN... When I tell you I couldn’t stop. I will definitely write you a part two of him fucking you. Because this was going to be long af. 😂

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anyone wanna write on discord?

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Rafe Cameron x reader - My body's lookin wrong.

Summary: rafes girlfriend y/n has developed an eating disorder after seeing all the women rafe has dated before her.

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I looked in the mirror and sighed. I stood in some short shorts and a bra. I wasn't on the chubby side and I wasn't on the skinny side either. I was right in the middle. Tonight I was going with Rafe (my boyfriend) to a party with his friend topper and his sister Sarah.

I decided to get ready and put on some cute clothes.

I walked into the living room to see Rafe, Topper and Sarah in the living room sitting on the couch. Sarah in a beautiful short blue dress. And the boys in their usual casual attire. Sarah is so beautiful. I get why topper likes her. Rafe smiled at me and kissed me. We then made our way to the party. We carpooled in toppers suburban.

We made it to the party and got out of the car. Rafe and topper immediately went to get me and sarah drinks.

I stood by the couch awkwardly. I usually don't have problems with getting comftorable at parties, but today I was off.

The dress I wore didn't make my figure look good. It made all the curves that didn't need to be seen show.

Rafe came back and handed me a drink. There was a girl behind him. She had beautiful brown hair and blue eyes. Her body was literally perfect. She was perfect.

"y/n this is Shyann. She's my ex and I thought we should all hang out tonight." he said smiling at her. I nodded and sipped the laced punch Rafe gave me.

I walked behind the two as they made their way outside, talking and laughing.

The two stopped at the pool and exchange words.

"hey we are gonna go swimming. You wanna join?" rafe asked smirking at me. I smiled at him and nodded.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid. there is no way he still loves her.

Rafe took off his pants and shirt leaving him in just his boxers. Shyann looked right at his part that was noticeable in the boxers.

Shyann then took off her dress revealing her in a lacy bra and a lacy thong. Rafe looked at me waiting for me to get ready. I stared at shyanns body. It was perfect. She had the perfect boobs, perfect ass, perfect hips, perfect waist, perfect everything.

I looked at him and chewed the inside of my cheek. “Uh on second thought, I think I’m gonna just watch.” I said. Rafe furrowed his eyebrows at me but got dragged away by shyann and they jumped in the pool. When they resurfaced they looked at each other and laughed.

I sat and watched them for a little longer but I ran out of my drink so I went inside to get some more. When I came back out I saw shyann with her legs wrapped around rafes waist and him struggling to push her off. She saw me and smirked then slammed her lips onto his. He pushed her off of him and stormed out of the pool. He got out and looked up at me standing in front of the door looking at him with hurt in my eyes. He sighed and angrily threw his clothes onto him. I knew he was gonna come talk to me so before he could I disappeared into the crowd to find topper and Sarah.

I found the couple making out on the couch and tapped toppers shoulder as the tears started to swell in my eyes.

Topper looked up at me and his face went from confused to concerned. Sarah looked at me with wide eyes. “Are you okay, what did Rafe do?” She asked standing up from toppers lap and pulling me into a hug. Her sweet vanilla perfume comforted me. “He kissed shyann.” I sobbed. Sarah rubbed my back and topper got up and put a hand on my shoulder. “Do you want to leave. I can come back to get him.” Topper said. I nodded and followed topper to his car with Sarah holding my hand.

Sarah sat with me in the backseat while topper was driving. We were about to pull out and start going when Rafe came running after us. “Y/n wait! Please wait!” He yelled.

“Topper drive.” I said and topper started driving off.

“Shit!” I heard Rafe yell and he threw a beer bottle.

I turned away from the window and cried into Sarah’s chest.

When we got to my house topper parked the car and Sarah gave me one last hug before I quietly and swiftly left the car and went into my house. As son as I entered my room my eyes started to water again. I laid on my bed and cried.

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I woke up to the sound of knocking outside my window. I looked at the clock and it was 9:32 in the morning. My head was hurting and I was still in my dress from the party with my hair and makeup looking a mess.

I looked out my window to see Rafe standing on my porch. I shook my head and closed the curtain and went to the bathroom.

I took a quick shower then brushed my teeth and hair. I just dressed in a long sleeve shirt with shorts. I went into the kitchen as my stomach protested for food but then I remembered.

Shyann was thinner than me, and Rafe likes Shyann. I closed the cabinet I was looking through and went to sit on the couch and watch tv. After about an hour my stomach was roaring in need of food.

My eyes were watering and I went into my bedroom. Before I got to my bed I took a glance in my full length mirror and had to do a double take. My body wasn’t perfect by any means. It wasn’t slim and perfect like shyanns. I needed to be like her.

The more I studied myself in the mirror the more tears came out of my eyes. I was sitting on the floor sobbing and clutching my chest when two arms wrapped around me and pulled me into their chest.

I looked to see who it was and it was Rafe. I pushed him away from me and back up against the wall.

“Y/n I’m sorry. Please y/n, she kissed me. I hate her she’s a bitch. I love you y/n. You’re beautiful and hot and sexy and an amazing girlfriend. You’re funny and kind and I love you more than I ever loved her.” Rafe said to me as he watched me cry on the floor.

“I’m not good enough.” I sobbed.

Rafe shook his head and crawled over to me. He kissed me softly and ran his hands through my hair.

“You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me y/n. I love you so much. You are perfect.” He said.

I sniffed and he wiped my eyes. “I love you Rafe.” I whispered.

Rafe smiled and pulled me into a hug. “I’m so sorry y/n.” He said rubbing my back.

“I forgive you Rafe.” I said.

He kissed my forehead and that’s how we stayed until I fell asleep.

I do love Rafe. I love him so much.

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Uncomfortable

Pairing: Rafe Cameron x reader

Summary: What happens when an innocent Y/N pursues Rafe at a party

Word count: 1300

Warnings: SMUT, swearing, partying, oral (fem receiving), rough sex, told from Rafe's pov

I watched as she danced across the room. A girl like that had no business here, at a party like this. But she was at every party I threw at my house recently. I wondered if she noticed the way that I noticed she was always looking at me too. Y/N was a nice girl, sweet even. Not the type I’d usually pursue but something about her drew me in.

When our eyes met she flashed me a flirty smile and I had to push the vile thoughts out of my mind. I wanted nothing more than to bend her over the dining table she was standing next to. To hell with everyone else around us. I wanted my ears to be filled with her pleading noises, chanting my name as I destroyed her. But she deserved more than the filthy things I’d do to her.

I was so momentarily lost in my head that I didn’t realize she was making her way to me. I snapped back to reality when stood in front of me and introduced herself.

“I saw you staring at me over there and got tired of waiting for you to make the first move.” I tried to hold back a laugh.

“I think it was actually you staring at me darling.” She flashed another smile and I turned my head away so she didn’t see me gritting my teeth.

“Yeah so maybe I was. You gonna ask me to dance or not?” I was taken aback by how forward she was being. She was already so full of surprises. The urge to give in was trying to creep through.

“Look Y/N, you’re gorgeous alright. But I’m not someone you should spend your time with. ” I attempted to walk away but she grabbed me by the hem of my shirt.

“Let me guess, you think I’m the sweet and innocent type?” She pushed herself further into me and a groan escaped my throat. “I’m not as innocent as you think I am.” The seductive way she said it had all those thoughts rushing back.

“You have no idea who I am, do you?”

“Yes Rafe, I know exactly who you are and all about your reputation. And I don’t care.” The voices were back in full force. Telling me to grab her by the hand, drag her upstairs and wreck that innocence that she swore she didn’t have. It was getting harder and harder to keep them at bay. If I didn’t get away from her fast, I was gonna cave.

“I think you should leave sweetheart. You don’t belong here.” I pulled away from her quickly, not giving her a chance to respond. I headed upstairs to my room as anger started to course through my veins. The hold this girl had on me was fucking pathetic.I sat down at the foot of my bed and buried my head in my hands, trying to calm myself down before I had some type of outburst. I didn’t hear her footsteps follow me up the stairs. It was her knock on my door that pulled me out of my rage.

“Rafe.” She was standing in my doorway. I should have known she wasn’t going to take rejection well.

“Y/N, what the hell are you doing up here? I told you to leave.” I stood up from my bed, growing more agitated by the second. I mean who the fuck did this girl think she was? She stayed silent, proceeding to close my bedroom door before walking to me. I could feel myself starting to sweat.

“I know you want me and that’s exactly why you ran away, isn’t it?” She teased, placing her hands on my chest before pushing her lips to mine. My dick twitched instantly at the feel of her soft lips moving against mine. My anger quickly turned to lust as I grabbed her by the waist, pulling her body closer to mine. A moan fell from her lips when I shoved my tongue in her mouth and I pulled away, staring deeply into her eyes.

“This is your last chance to leave, Y/N.” She smirked up at me, challenging me.

“Are you gonna fuck me or not?” That’s all it took for me to lose every ounce of control I had left. I pushed her back onto my bed, hovering over the top of her. My lips crashed back into hers and a frenzy began to take over my whole body. I was so painfully hard that I was fearful that I might cum in my pants just from grinding into her.

I ripped at her clothes until she was fully naked beneath me. Fuck, she was beautiful. My mouth watered as I scanned her body. She was so fucking wet already. I had to taste her. I pushed her legs apart, making myself comfortable before teasing her. I slowly kissed up each thigh, purposely stopping before I made it to her pussy. As soon as I wrapped my lips around her clit, she was bucking her hips into my face, desperate for more. I placed a hand on her stomach, attempting to keep her still as I continued to feed on her. She tasted fucking amazing, way sweeter than I ever imagined. The sounds of the music downstairs were being drowned out by her sounds of pleasure. She was so loud for me. I couldn’t get enough. I was getting off on getting her off. Fuck. There was no way I could ever let anyone else have her after this. I moaned into her pussy when she tugged at my hair.

I kept lapping at her clit as I teased a finger in her needy cunt. Her back arched off the bed when I pushed it inside and I felt my dick twitch hard in my pants. She was so fucking tight with just one finger. I added another and she was clenching in seconds. I’d never forget the way her head flew back in pleasure as I ripped her orgasm from her.

“Please tell me you’re not a fucking virgin.” I asked as I undressed myself. She shook her head no, still recovering from her high as I aligned myself. “Good because there’s no fucking way I can go slow.” I warned before fully burying myself inside of her.

“Fuck.” She cried out in both pain and pleasure and I had to fight myself from cumming instantly. I kissed her as I starting furiously pounding into her. She was so loud as she moaned for me, even louder than before. I clamped a hand over her mouth.

“Quiet baby girl, or do you want the whole party to know you’re up here getting fucked the best you’ve ever been fucked in your entire life?” I whispered in her ear then proceeded to attack her neck. She quivered underneath me and in that moment, I knew she was mine. She was so fucking tight, sqeezing the life out of me. She clawed at my back, hard enough to draw blood as I continued fucking her fast and hard.

Her walls were tightening around me and I couldn’t keep myself quiet as I felt my own climax fast approaching. Everything abou this girl had me in a fucking chokehold. Her pussy and how tight it was around me, the sounds she was making, the way she tasted, the way she pulled my hair and the way she was begging right now. She was gonna be the death of me.

“Rafe.” She whined, desperate for release.

“I can tell you’re about to cum so cum for me sweetheart. Cum with me.” I demanded and just like that, she was gushing around my cock. I couldn’t hold back if I wanted to. My orgasm was so intense, it felt like it was flowing through my whole entire body and I felt like that feeling would stay forever. She grabbed me by my face as I came down, pulling me in for a gentle kiss.

“No guy has ever made me cum like that.” She admitted.

“And no other guy ever will.” I growled as I sunk back into her.

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