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One day, I’ll get a job and I wanna be my hubby’s boss.
Like literally, his boss.
“Hey babe? Go make me some coffee.”
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What it means...
I hate people who can't get what I'm trying to say just because all you want is for your opinion (even if it's not needed) to be heard, since it's not necessary. Yes, I speak of death lightly, but not because I don't value what God gave me, but I take death lightly because I'm challenging myself. If others can do it, why can't I? Except, mine is just, If other's can do it, then I'd rather die than not being able to do what others can easily do. I'm pushing myself to the limits of death not because I'm childish, but I want to prove to myself that if it can be done, then I should do my hardest.
By saying, "If I can't pass my major subjects, then I'll kill myself." it's not a threat, but a challenge. I challenge myself and motivate myself differently than others because I see death as the ultimate boss in the game, just like other people having different and weird fetishes, they pleasure themselves in a different way, right?
I speak of death lightly because I'm mocking death,...literally. I'm only saying things like that because I want to show people one day that everything is possible. By challenging death, I'm encouraging myself to do my best. Not good, not better,but my best.
It also means I'm putting up a fight to win my life and not lose to death. I'm putting up a fight to achieve what I'm supposed to achieve. If you say, "Maybe it's not your path? Maybe God has other plans for you?" Well I also have my cunondrom, "If God has other plans for me, why now? Why not 2 years ago when I was still a freshie? If he has other plans, why now that I've already done a lot?" that my friend, is what God wants me to do. To pursue my dreams and to achieve it.
I'm also being like this because if I just think, "nah.. I did my best(even if I didn't), I'll just laugh about it in the future when I'll be successful. Maybe God has other plans for me." NO. By saying that, is literally giving up. No course is simple, but it doesn't mean, if it's hard, no one can pass it. If no one can pass it, then why did others passed it? So your saying I'm not as good enough as them? Are they Godly? Are they geniuses? Maybe some but most just worked their asses off to get wherever they are right now. And that's what I'm doing.
Sadly, for me, shifting is not an option because it literally means, you gave up that easily. You go to college to pursue a course. You choose your course so you can graduate with a proud degree with the one you want to end up . At first, I chose my course because I was lazy but then again, I learned to love my course and want to make a change someday so by saying shifting, you're mocking my dream? You're saying it's not meant for me? Even Steve Jobs said so, those who think they can change the world shouldn't be mocked, because literally they can change it.
And last but not the least, I don't wanna say this but I need to. I don't want to be a sore loser to regret things one day. I'm not the type of person who easily gives up and just let things slide. It's shameful, it's humiliating, and most of all, it's very not like me. -_- I find it sad seeing people in school who just say, "I'm doing my best" even if they aren't and It's annoying to see people who's not disciplined enough to finish a course, to a point that a 4 - year course became 6,7,8 or more years because they keep repeating and shifting. I'm not mentioning anyone, I'm just literally saying. Wake up. Your not spending your own money. That's your parents' money and they did not just picked it up from the sidewalk or just magically pull it off from their wallets. Shame. You'll just easily say the word shift without even trying? How ironic to hear people saying "I did my best," even if they never did.
Now that's the whole story why I say things, I'll kill myself, if i fail. IF. IF!!! I'm giving up a fight, got it?? it's either you let me motivate myself in my own way, or just live your shitty life the way you do.
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3 idiots... Meet my friends Jayson(Center) and Olive (girl with bangs) acting cute XD
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