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If we can't see his face

And live life back

What happens when we look into God's Plumbers crack

That's where the hoop will

Make doors out 9f Matts

That's why there's no vampire baseballs

Only Bats

If we understand

What makes him t8ck

From rearranging his building bricks

We're making bunnies

Bletting just the kids turn trickst

Those 18 wheelers omly roll on deodorant sticks

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Every song on this play list is the soundtrack 2 my growing and helped me keep going. I sing most of them and almost always change the words 2 suit whatever hurt needed the balm of song. The poem is from when I lived in Camrose and was written on The Bridges door and is missing the last rhyme witch is Desir. As in a monsters desire.

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Today doesn't feel like rain 2 me

Just water from the sky

Like all my reasons 2 complain

Got well then went dry

Life is still shit

My heart is still shit

But there's some kind of movement

Guess I better wash this old ass

My hands like the feeling of dirty

And knowing that much feels clean

What happened 2 my heart

It feels almost warm enough 2 burn

So it does

And this love

Long given up 4 drugs

Still exists

Turning my pissed

Off with a twist

How can I walk away

From the 1 thing that kept me safe

Who knew my combanation

I can't be just irritated

I AM ANGRY

I earned my name

Cuz I didn't feel I deserved anything else

My heart is lazurus

Being called 2 come forth

By 1 who defied being dead

Could my nothing ever

Be a miracle in disguise

A false unprofitable Lie

The happy tears

That trifle from these old blue eyes

An actual faith in what I still haven't seen

Am I being redeemed

Am I fucking coupon?

A gift certificate

An actual certified gift

From the God I told 2 fuck himself

I AM ANGRYCHRIST

shit

He's been behind me this whole time

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There's a glowing red aura

Around the embers of my fire

The flame has long burned down

It's just me that gets higher

There's a train long left my station

The L & M used 2 run down my tracks

But the coal is low like the soul it goes

Like it never meant 2 come back

Nothing left but wooden ties

And there just full of cracks

Some great Engines go 2 rust

In over grown train stations

But sometimes some 1 finds the beauty

In the long forgotten

And polish the chrome windows

And treat the wood from going rotten

Maybe I can be the 1 2 do it

Or draw attention 2 the disappearing grace

Maybe we both will get put 2 it

Meeting our minds face 2 face

I retired the conducter

But it's still full of volts

Maybe we'll get past the corupter

Discover the thorro breads in these colts

Pssst

Not whispering

Opening the colt

It's ice cold

Like the surface of my heart

Cheers

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Watch "Janileigh Cohen - Abandoned Love (Bob Dylan Cover)" on YouTube

This seems 2 be my song. So much better then the version Bob has of it A companion piece 2 today's poem

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U don't have 2 tell me the details

U don't have 2 explain

I recognize broken

I sense the pain

I don't need any answers

All my questions are wrong

Ive been eaten like cancer

I gave up my song

U don't have 2 talk 2 me

But God I wish U would

But we can just let it be

Be that as it should

I'm here

Right here

I could smell our blood

My tears

Your tears

Thistles, thrones & buds

Don't know if I'm reaching U

Or just comforting myself

What's a lie what is true

Don't matter 2 no 1 else

This wound hasn't healed

Cuz I keep picking at it's crust

I haven't noticed any scab

Or is that the layer of dust

I love U little stranger

The 1 never got 2 know

We left 2 live apart

And that is all we know

But sometimes I hear U listening

Walking your dog while I play fake chords

And I know that something's missing

From the place it should be stored

2 hearts trying 2 speak

Around the heavy would in door

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Is anybody watching

Can any 1 see

Always showing

What's left of nothing

Seeing messages in the messages

Not 4 me

Hard 2 say who there 4

Not me

I don't even talk 2 me

Holding my breath is taking 2 long

Besides I know I must still be breathing

And holding nothing at all

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Watch 01 Chase A Tear Drop The AndyChrist on YouTube Music

Song 4 my son

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Little baby broken

No time 2 change the locks

Whatever once miss spoken

Like U thrown in Rocks

Little cage of plastic

The gilded just a coat

That doesn't act as insulation

Just keeps U in so late

And Mama failed her status

And Grand ma ma remarked approved

Can tell who's the sadist

When no 1's being moved

Little print set care a lot

It's just how I know it's U

And I know wasn't there alot

My dealers suit didn't fit U

Not planing 2 move right past it

The pasts gift ever present

U got a question ask it

My help line demure actually pleasant

And Mama's tail been dragon

Her Piro tec nicks just as real

I can pull U in my wagon

But that would keep U at my heal

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Holy fuck. somebody wrote my theme song.

Thanks kids.

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Sometimes I have 2 leave all the things I want 2 say in more cape able hands. This is for my so called loved ones.

I love you guys

Even when I just can't

Breath

Or think

Or feel

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Why is it when ever I meet U in my dreams

It slips my mind that U're dead

I would tell U so many things

About what my life is without U

If I'd only remember that

Then all the things

That race through my mind

When I wake up

And realize how long U've been gone

And how hollow I've become without U

Would not have 2 be said

This is the echo of your love 4 me

Over and over

Never fading from my heart

Until the next time I dream then

I miss U

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Still baffled by regrets

Still broken like my promise

It hasn't happened yet

It probably won't if I can be honest.

Still trying 2 bring her home

With no regard 2 where I'm living

Light switched on my alone

Missing every miss giving

But U value higher

Then my heart could ever pay

U lift 2 inspired

As I watch me slip away

If God had a purpose

He's still not saying

But thank Saint Nick

For bothering me

And playing

If I get past 2 the memories

I'd see today's gift

This glory days pretender be

The upturned face U lift

My how the secrets keep whispering

Revelation in 2 devine

It wasn't the down shift shifter thing

It was nobody's fault but mine

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Here he is

Mr mark

Can't make friends in the dark

The perfect chum 4 your shark

I'll always be your fool

A stand alone

The perfect set

The perfect match

4 the no regrets

Give him nothing

He'll need a cigarette

I'll always be your fool

Need a God of lonely

On hymn U prey

Singing only

While he can pay

Take it all

That's ok

I'll always be your fool

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May I suggest a girl

I'm pretty sure I love you

U destract my world

It's rotating all above U

I put up a fence

Just 2 find I could not cage U

Darling I'm conviced

My sense of loss amazed U

May I buy U around

But U know I'll wanna keep U

All safe in sound

In your secret where I reach

I'm not a gift

But I want U presant

Your blessed fucking with

Is so much more then isnt

I'll wait 4 U

There's just no avoiding

After some date or 2

Will ease a little Frued in

If we take this chance

Chances are nearly certain

I will want your dance

Till my final drop of curtain

Forgive me slow

There's no more russian

I'll rule in bet I know

Let me sleep next 2 ya fussin

God it's good

When I believed in not together

U swept beneath my hood

And made me wish I had forever

This tent of would

Will follow your every endevor